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The old man patted him on the shoulder. This comforting gesture made him want to cry. What happened these days was like an injury after numbness, and the pain began to scream at the same time in an instant.

"No one will believe anyone complaining about suffering these days. How can there be people starving to death now? To tell you the truth, my family was not bad before, but my mother died early, and my father worked as a contractor and earned a couple of dollars. Qian, I started taking interest classes at the age of five, and later transferred to dance classes. My previous dream was to be admitted to the Central Academy of Dance." He said this with an embarrassed smile, "Don't laugh at me, who doesn't have a dream? When I was 16 years old , My dad lost money in stocks, lost all the money from the contractor, and jumped off the building at the construction site."

Looking back on the past now, it still feels like it was not long ago, those invisible pains were stuck in his throat, making him choked up and unable to say a word.

The old man nodded understandingly, "So you came here to pay off the debt?"

Chi Xiaolao wiped his face, nodded and said: "Sell what should be sold at home, and in the end there is still a shortfall of 35. I have to give the finance company 15 in interest, and 50 together."

"Why not choose the quick way to pay back the money?"

When the old gentleman asked this question, Chi Xiaolao already had an idea in his mind. Although he didn't know why he asked these questions, his previous experience was already clear to him.

Since this is the case, there is nothing to hide, Chi Xiaolao simply confessed everything honestly: "I was still young at that time, I was 16 years old, I had just experienced family changes, and I hadn't tasted the hardships in society. There is a way to go, why do you have to go down this dead end? If I change now, I may not have the energy to challenge life."

"Can I see your face?"

Chi Xiaolao took off the mask without hesitation, exposing a face full of acne marks and potholes to the light.

The old man looked at it, and not only didn't feel creepy, but raised his thumb, "With this energy, there will always be a day when fate bows to you."

"Accept your good words!" Chi Xiaolao smiled foolishly, a small flame was lit in his heart, and at the same time it was warm, as if he had swallowed a block of energy.

After chatting for a long time, the old man was a little tired. He looked at his watch and ordered Chi Xiaolao to call the man outside. The middle-aged man was guarding the door. Hearing this, he walked in immediately and carefully supported the old man. hand, saving him effort to help him up.

Chi Xiaolao didn't expect him to be so ill. He felt inexplicably uncomfortable for this kind old man who he had only known for less than an hour.

The two walked slowly to the door. Chi Xiaoliao, who was following behind, remembered something important and was about to speak when the old man turned his head and smiled meaningfully: "Don't worry, child, everything will be fine."

After speaking, without looking back, he walked away slowly under the support of that person.

Chi Xiaolao didn't ask any further questions, but silently watched the old man's staggering back, and recalled the conversation just now, no matter how slow he was, he could guess his identity.

Some things don't need to be explained too clearly, just like the relationship between him and Ying Chunxiao, in the past four years he has never asked Ying Chunxiao's life experience, never asked in the past, and will not ask in the future.

Dana appeared out of nowhere, bumped into his shoulder, walked over with his golden perfume smell, and smiled ambiguously: "How is it? Did you cum?"

Chi Xiaolao couldn't laugh or cry, his pockmarked face was even uglier.

"Small, I still don't want to share my work experience, hum!" Dana raised Ma Yinglong in his hand, "I'm so eager to give you labor insurance."

Seeing the tubular object in his hand clearly, Chi Xiaolao finally couldn't hold back his old face, "You can give this labor insurance to someone else, I don't need it yet."

Dana's pretty face was immediately magnified in front of her eyes, her mouth was opened wide, "You don't have that?"

Chi Xiaolao replied solemnly: "Nothing!"

Looking at his iconic moon face again, Dana smiled knowingly, blaming herself for being too naive. It seems that the second phoenix cannot be hatched in the chicken coop, and it is possible to hatch a fluffy egg.

Chi Xiaolao borrowed a private room to practice dancing, and walked out three hours later with his head drooping. Dana thoughtfully gave him a day off, and looked at him with some concern as he slowly walked out of the nightclub with his desolate back.

"There will always be a day when fate bows to you!"

When the old man said this, Chi Xiaolao felt that the golden road was just under his feet, and the road would be smooth with just one step. The funny thing is that just a few hours later, he was like an eggplant beaten by frost, and he didn't even have the skills to survive , dare to talk about ideals.

The left ear has no hearing at all, can't find the beat, can't get the idea, how can he dance?

There was a screeching sound of brakes, and then someone yelled: "Go up and seek death! Why don't you jump off the building!"

On the crowded street under the bright lights, passers-by cast their eyes with different expressions, and Chi Xiaolao walked across the crosswalk in a daze.

There is something called 'helplessness', trembling and struggling in his body, as if telling him that he will never be able to adapt to this chaotic world.

Only the shack is safe, and he doesn't need to work hard to get used to it. No matter how many holes in his face or how humble his status is, he will always stop at this place and accept him unconditionally.

Lying on the plank bed and sleeping in the dark, I don’t want to move when I’m hungry, I continue to sleep, and then I’m so hungry that I can’t move, I continue to sleep, I don’t want to bother to think why no one told him to go to work, anyway, I can’t dance If he doesn't earn a monthly salary of [-], he will be sold out for the rest of his life. Compared with the rest of his decades-long life, it's nothing!

On the third day, he knew that he would really stretch his legs if he lay down again, so he had to get up and bought a casserole beef rice with 20 yuan from the uncle in his pocket, and poured it into his empty stomach like cement, and beat him. Burp, swipe your mouth, and start working!

When he arrived at the nightclub, Chi Xiaolao was taken aback. His first reaction was to be taken away. This is a good thing. The ghost place that exploited his youth for six years finally got the favor of the police uncle. Shouldn't he? Frying strings of firecrackers to celebrate your honorable layoff?

I haven't figured out how to fry the skewers for thousands of rings, and my shoulders sank. Could it be that they were targeted by the anti-pornography team?

The elusive Dana appeared behind him with a pretty face, "It's closed today, what are you doing here?"

"I don't know!" Nightclubs sometimes close?It's really a big girl sitting in a bridal sedan chair - the first time!

"Let's go, let's have a drink!" Dana was very generous, and took Chi Xiaolao to find a Northeast restaurant. She ordered a big pot of stewed vegetables, a pot of pork stewed vermicelli, and a bottle of Erguotou. Two large washbasins were sipped on.

Chi Xiaolao looked cowardly, and his heart was clear. A noble person like Dana who shits and wipes his butt can't wait to spray perfume. It's not because he sympathizes with his lack of oil in his stomach, why would he choose such a place to drink wine?

Thinking of this, the stomach full of a pot of casserole beef rice seemed to be freed up by the smell of sour cabbage.

Seeing how delicious his food was, Dana reluctantly put down a few chopsticks. Unexpectedly, the food smelled bad. The chopsticks were in the basin like engineers digging mines. The shoveling did not fail, and finally she picked it up for a piece of pork belly.

Half of a bottle of Erguotou was down, and the two pots of vegetables had also run out. Dana stretched her stomach in the chair, looked at Chi Xiaoluo, whose lips were oily from eating, and sneered, "I think when I entered a nightclub, I was caught by you the first time I saw it." Shocked, that was a few years ago?"

"three years ago."

"Yes, three years ago." Dana hiccupped, took a sip gracefully from the wine glass, and squinted her eyes at the strong smell of Erguotou, "Hey, no matter how much you try, you can't taste the taste of red wine."

He was a bit tall, and his words didn't match his words, and Chi Xiaolao was also dizzy, chatting nonsense with him, "I tasted the red wine left in the private room once, and it was more sour than horse urine."

"Hahaha, have you ever drank horse urine?" Dana smiled brightly, but there was a bit of bitterness at the end of her eyes and brows, "You children in the city, I'm afraid you haven't even smelled cow dung. I'm 16 years old and use a An admission letter from a key high school folded a paper airplane and threw it into my old stove, isn’t it awesome?”

"Brilliant!"

"Later, I came here as an apprentice in a small hair salon. After two years of washing, my hands were corroded by inferior shampoo like scorched pig's trotters. I didn't save a penny and was almost fired by the boss. Well, the day before I quit, I smashed up the hair salon and ran away with the business money of the day!"

"Brilliant!"

Dana curled her lips into a smile, "Later on, I used that money to start a small stall, and Nima was wiped out by the city management. I was so unlucky. I still didn't believe in that evil, so I followed it all the way. Guess what?"

Chi Xiaolao squinted his blurred eyes and looked at him quietly.

"The owner of the hair salon went to report the crime, and I was caught by them. I stayed in a cell for half a year, that is, in just six months, my ideals, future, and outlook on life were all transformed by the government of New China. "

He drained the white wine in the glass, squinted at Chi Xiaoyao for a long while, and then said: "So you make me so jealous, I often think, why are you struggling in the same way, but you can walk on your own terms?" On the way to go, a senior in the nightclub told me that your face was not inferior to Ming Jin in the past. He said that you were ruthless enough, but I didn’t believe in this evil. It came out clean and clear, it's really hard to tell whether it's your luck or the Bodhisattva mask."

Chi Xiaolao couldn't figure it out either, he said he was miserable enough, and the people around him were not much better than him, and he said it was not miserable, who had suffered these six years, but he was just struggling to survive.

"Now I have seen through it too. It's not bad, God is not fair. If I want to turn this face into a beetle's nest, it would be better to comfortably lay on the big bed with one leg and love whoever I want!"

Speaking of this, Chi Xiaolao remembered the nightclub closing, so he asked.

Dana said that it was going to be closed today. He inquired about it, and it seemed that the boss's father was seriously ill, so he invited an eminent monk to pray for blessings. Singing and dancing are prohibited these days, and all entertainment venues are closed.

Chi Xiaoluo's heart was blocked. Although he only met Mr. Yin once, he was a good person. In all these years, besides Xiaoxiao, he was the first person who would not look down on him.

How is Xiaoxiao now?

He couldn't sit still anymore. Dana saw it and called the waiter to pay the bill. The two walked out of the restaurant and walked a few steps. Because they were not on the same road, Chi Xiaoyao thanked him and was about to leave. Dana stopped him. he.

"how?"

Dana hesitated to speak, hesitated for a while, then pulled him to the corner, seeing his serious expression, Chi Xiaoluo's heart skipped a beat.

"Just before you went to the hospital last time, Ming Jin's cell phone ran out of battery one day, and I called him at the bar to find him. The caller ID is..." He took out a piece of paper and handed it to Chi Xiaolao, "That's it, see if it belongs to your brother."

The eleven-digit number was like a mallet, and his eyes were full of stars when he knocked on it. Some unformed guesses formed and lined up spontaneously, so that he couldn't turn a blind eye at all.

"From that day on, I secretly paid attention to Ming Jin. He didn't come to work the next day, just as you entered the hospital, and then he was picked up by Young Master Yin, hey! Xiao Lao, where are you going!?"

Chi Xiaolao walked violently on the sidewalk with his head buried. He couldn't stop, and once he stopped, he would be out of breath.

Students posing as reporters!

Photos!

Ming and Jin!

Ying Chunxiao who stayed in the ward after waking up from the hospital!

Adding up the above, you are Chi Xiaolao, an idiot who is used as a gun by the person he likes!

In fact, he already guessed it, didn't he?

It was taken for granted that Xiaoxiao believed unconditionally that Ying Chunxiao, who was covered in blood and said that he would protect him for the rest of his life, would not cheat anyone!

When he picked up the handset of the public telephone, his palms were sweating. He took out the last steel coin and squeezed it in his hand. This one yuan was like a bet, and the person who gave him the answer was on the other end of the phone.

After a few beeps, the call was connected.

"Hello, who is it?"

The elegant and lazy voice seemed to be mocking his stupidity, and gave him the biggest cross in his life very simply!

After Chi Xiaolao heard himself gasping for breath, he almost toppled the top of the phone booth with a curse.

--All!go!die!Bar!