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When he rushed over, he was a little staggering, with his arms outstretched in a gesture of embracing his arms, but when he was three steps away from Chi Xiaoyao, he stopped sharply, retracted his hands in embarrassment, and unconsciously rubbed his hands on his pants.

After hesitating for a moment, he strode forward, squatted down in front of Chi Xiaolao, and stroked his trouser legs. Chi Xiaolao stepped back, "Let go, what are you doing?"

"Be obedient, don't move!" Yin Shaoyang grabbed his ankle with a big hand to fix it, and pressed gently on the injured ankle with one hand. Is this kid really not going to have this leg?Just ran like that desperately!

Running desperately like this is not just to avoid Yin Chunxiao, the most fundamental thing is to avoid himself...

Yin Shaoyang gently pressed the swollen ankle, only to feel a pain in his heart, as if the apex of his heart was suddenly blown by the winter wind.

Yin Shaoyang raised his head and squinted at him, Chi Xiaoluo subconsciously flicked, and saw his gaze shifted to Yin Chunxiao again, he looked like he was going to eat people, the hand on his ankle was very hot - he still had a fever?

The man squatting on the ground took out a cloth bag from his purse and opened it. Inside was a thick plaster. Chi Xiaolao recognized the smell, but it seemed to be an improved version he used before. Yin Shaoyang lit the plaster with a lighter. The blue flame crackled and danced for a while before it went out, and the whole hot plaster was applied to the wound, and immediately a hot and refreshing feeling spread into the skin, and the swelling disappeared instantly.

"Is it better?" Yin Shaoyang asked with concern.

Chi Xiaolao ignored him, looked at the time on the big clock of the hotel, it was 10:30, and said softly, "Let's talk."

He and Yin Shaoyang once had a peaceful talk, but this man was too shameless, and the talk was worthless. Now, taking advantage of Yin Chunxiao's presence, he wants to make these messes go away as soon as possible, so as to save time. Problems left over from history.

In the hotel cafe, Yin Shaoyang handed over a pack of wet tissues, Chi Xiaolao took it, took out one and gave it to Yin Chunxiao, and wiped the other by himself.

Yin Chunxiao's hair was still dripping with sweat, as if he had just been fished out of the water, he just wiped the sweat from his forehead, and then stared at Chi Xiaolao with good eyes.

"You two don't need to find someone to follow me, I won't run away again." Chi Xiaolao's opening remarks were simple and straightforward, "I ran out secretly before, but now I think about it, I feel that there is really nothing to run away. Yes, the game of you chasing after me, it seems that I am hypocritical, and you are also tired."

Yin Shaoyang felt dizzy from the light on the top of the coffee shop, and he was already weak all over, so he would collapse into the chair as if unable to support himself.

Why did Chi Xiaolao run silently? There are various reasons in his heart.

That's because he still cares about him, so he can't bear the caring that slowly infiltrates everywhere, and he can't bear the concern in his eyes all the time. He's afraid, he's afraid that one day he will give up and surrender, and fall back into him with great difficulty. Climb out of the pit.

However, now that he had figured it out and stopped running away, Yin Shaoyang felt that Chi Xiaolao, who was across the table, had carefully built a wall to isolate him.

Yin Shaoyang smiled forcefully: "I never thought of putting pressure on you. It was just a coincidence that I saved you that day. I would have saved you just as well as anyone else."

"This is the best." Chi Xiaoluo drank his coffee in one gulp, wiped his mouth, "Then go back to each room!"

Yin Shaoyang only opened four rooms, and Yin Chunxiao went to open one by himself. The two brothers would be full of sorrow and worry, and they were not in the mood to fight, and they both treated each other as air.

Chi Xiaoluo came out of the shower and was still wiping his hair when there was a knock on the door. When he opened it, Yin Chunxiao was standing at the door panting with a bowl of something hot.

When he opened the door, he didn't have time to withdraw his uneasy expression, and then he raised a flattering smile, and raised the bowl in his hand like offering a treasure: "You didn't buy it in the line during the day, and now there are few people, I bought it as soon as I went, try it!"

Chi Xiaolao turned to let him into the room, Yin Chunxiao uncovered the plastic bag, and the room was immediately filled with fragrance.

This Malatang restaurant is at least a dozen stops away from the hotel. He did go to line up during the day, but he couldn't hold on to it under the sun.

"Here, eat!" Yin Chunxiao handed over the chopsticks.

Chi Xiaolao asked: "Have you eaten?"

"I packed and brought a bowl back after eating."

Chi Xiaolao sat down, took a sip of the soup first, then took a slice of white radish, the stewed overripe white radish melted in the mouth, very tasty.

Yin Chunxiao swallowed secretly, and asked, "Is it delicious?"

Chi Xiaolao glanced at him with a half-smile, and asked, "Haven't you eaten it before, why did you ask me if it was good?"

Yin Chunxiao froze for a moment, then smiled awkwardly.

Chi Xiaolao ate a few slices of rice cakes, and pushed the bowl to Yin Chunxiao, "Eat it, I'm not hungry."

Yin Chunxiao's face was full of "Why are you so embarrassed?", and he stretched out his hand, picked up the bowl and picked up the chopsticks, and put it in his mouth, and his face was flushed with hunger.

"Is it delicious?" Chi Xiaolao asked.

Yin Chunxiao took the time to nod, and in less than 3 minutes, a bowl of hot Malatang was slapped into the Temple of Wu Zang, and the spicy tears that came to him belatedly burst into tears.

Chi Xiaolao looked at his pitiful winking, and thought it was funny. In his eyes, Yin Chunxiao was just a child who couldn't grow up. Can you be angry with a child?

He chased him from thousands of miles away, and no matter what the purpose was, he couldn't afford to carry it with him all the time.

Chi Xiaolao has been looking at him with a soft gaze, Yin Chunxiao's heart is full of mixed feelings, not sure what Chi Xiaolao means, it seems that he is not angry anymore, but there is something missing, in his mind, If Chi Xiaoluo wants to calm down, at least he needs to be beaten to relieve his anger, but now he is smiling, that smile looks the same as before, full of pampering and indulgence, but now it looks like the smile of a Bodhisattva, With the relief of knowing everything, it is the same for everyone.

Yin Chunxiao wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, not daring to look at him directly, "Are you still angry?"

Chi Xiaolao shook his head, "Don't be angry, it won't pay you to be angry."

Yin Chunxiao looked up at him, opened his mouth and squeezed out three words: "I'm sorry!"

Chi Xiaolao handed him a glass of water, and said lightly, "You've never been used to saying 'I'm sorry', why do you force yourself?"

"I used to be too selfish, too useless, and now I know I was wrong!" He looked at Chi Xiaolao with a serious expression like an oath, and spoke very fast, for fear that Chi Xiaolao would not let him continue, "I always thought that you treated me Well, I should, I take it for granted that no matter how much I do, no matter how messed up, you should forgive me unconditionally, I take myself too seriously, in fact, I am an idiot, a bastard, and a white-eyed wolf!"

Seeing his swearing expression on his face and spitting at himself, Chi Xiaoluo smiled, "Okay, I already knew what you were!"

With his smile, Yin Chunxiao climbed up as if encouraged, grabbed his hand and pressed it to his lips, and said in a trembling voice: "Xiao Lao, I really like you, I really like you."

Chi Xiaolao looked into his eyes firmly, and after a long time, he slowly said: "You don't like me, but you are used to it, and you are used to fighting with Yin Shaoyang to the death, first it was Ming Jin, then it was me, and later there are others. "

"No!" Yin Chunxiao denied it sharply, paused, and lowered his tone, and said sadly: "I may have liked you a long time ago, but I was stupid and didn't see my heart clearly. It happened that time The appearance of Ming Jin was like blinding my own eyes. What I thought most at that time was Yin Shaoyang's things. I must snatch them, but when you were with him later, what I thought in my heart was not to compete with him. , but my heart is empty, I don’t know what to fill it with, I can only find fault with you like a lunatic, and make you value me.”

Chi Xiaolao didn't speak, Yin Chunxiao felt that he had hope, and his hands were shaking excitedly, "Xiaolao, can you give me a chance? Although the two men are very tired of saying this, I still want to say..." Lips Rubbing his fingers, staring into Chi Xiaolao's eyes, said softly: "I will give you happiness, trust me!"

Chi Xiaolao looked at him without blinking, the air seemed to be stagnant, and the sound of his heartbeat amplified infinitely. Just when Yin Chunxiao was about to suffocate, Chi Xiaolao's eyeballs moved, he suddenly grinned, and sprayed Yin Chunxiao's face was drooling.

"Quack, quack... I didn't want to laugh at first... Hahaha, you pinched a coriander between your front teeth-haha- between your teeth... Quack, quack..."

Depend on!

Yin Chunxiao rubbed his front teeth fiercely with his index finger, what an unlucky coriander, why did he pinch his teeth now! ?

The hand on the front teeth stopped suddenly, Chi Xiaolao was rejecting in his own way, reserved and tactful... He has always been like this, for fear of hurting others.

Early the next morning, Chi Xiaolao got up and packed his things. As soon as he opened the door, he saw several people from Yin Shaoyang in the corridor discussing something. Seeing him coming out, one of them said to him: "I'm afraid Mr. Yin won't be able to leave today." gone?"

"what happened?"

"Just now, no one opened the door. We asked the waiter of the hotel to open the door. Mr. Yin has a high fever and is unconscious."

High fever for three days!

Chi Xiaoluo's heart twitched, and he hurriedly asked, "Is the wound infected?"

"It should be." The man looked solemn, "We are discussing to send Mr. Yin to the Third City Hospital here, which is a well-known burn department in the country. We are afraid that Mr. Yin will not cooperate. You know that if you wake up and can't see You, he will..."

Chi Xiaolao said: "I'll stay, you guys hurry up and make arrangements."

The ambulance arrived at the hotel 10 minutes later, and when the person was being carried out of the room, Chi Xiaolao, who was waiting outside the door, only took a look, and his throat was suddenly congested like a choking chicken.

This is what he was afraid of facing.

If he wants to separate decisively, he has to stay away from Yin Shaoyang. It's not that he doesn't feel sorry for that person who was injured in order to save him. If he doesn't leave, then it will be time to adjust everything, and they will come together naturally.

But he didn't want to do this. There were too many problems between him and Yin Shaoyang. The viewpoints, ideals, starting points, personalities and even principles were all different, and they couldn't be adjusted over time.

He has longings but is very inferior, Yin Shaoyang has ideas but is too domineering, under his gorgeous aura, Chi Xiaolao clearly sees his own humbleness all the time, in this unequal relationship, he is instinctively humble, submissive, wronged He couldn't reverse this weird situation even if he tried himself.

Yes, he admits that he is also at fault, too passive, but he doesn't have the capital to be proactive, so he can only let go.

As soon as I arrived at the hospital, I did a series of examinations. The cause of the persistent high fever was wound infection. After being sent to the operating room for more than an hour, the patient was transferred to the sterile room. The doctor said that the area of ​​the laser burn was not large. If it was treated properly at that time, it should be fine. The fungal infection was aggravated, and now I have just had burn debridement, and when the wound does not continue to deteriorate, I can be transferred to the general ward.

Yin Chunxiao clings to Chi Xiaolao like a fart, saying that he doesn't want to go back to Beijing first. The next day, Yin Shaoyang was transferred to the general ward, and the fever has subsided. When he saw Yin Chunxiao coming in behind Chi Xiaolao, his eyebrows were raised. Gao: "What are you doing here?"

"See if you're dead!" Yin Chunxiao rolled his eyes at him.

Yin Shaoyang, whose right hand was tied like a zongzi, could only stare blankly, then turned to Chi Xiaolao and changed his face again, smiling brighter than flowers: "I'm very happy that you can stay."

"It should be, you were injured to save me." Chi Xiaolao took out an apple from the bag and peeled it with a knife, "Take care of it well, let's go back together when we are discharged from the hospital."

Yin Shaoyang was about to be happy, when he suddenly realized that "we" also included the undercut little bastard next to him, and his jumping heart immediately fell down like a bird with its wings folded.

Chi Xiaolao peeled the peeled apple into two pieces, and handed half to Yin Shaoyang and half to Yin Chunxiao. Both of them took the apple and didn't put it in their mouths. A crystal pear was stuffed into his mouth.

Yin Shaoyang gnawed on the apple disconsolately, thinking that Chi Xiaolao didn't like Yin Chunxiao very much yesterday, this would seem to have cleared up his previous suspicions, did he miss something while he was in a coma with a fever?

Thinking of this, the wound on his back was burning hot. Looking at Yin Chunxiao who was eating an apple next to him, his grandma's wound hurt even more!

"What's wrong with you?" Chi Xiaolao noticed that he frowned slightly, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead immediately.

"It's okay!" Yin Shaoyang insisted on being a man with his tail between his legs, "It's really okay, the wound is itchy."

Yin Chunxiao snorted contemptuously, "How about I scratch it for you!?"

"piss off!"

Chi Xiaolao wrung a towel to wipe his face. At five o'clock in the afternoon, he and Yin Chunxiao went downstairs to eat, and drove Yin Chunxiao back to the hotel. When he returned to the ward with white porridge, Yin Shaoyang fell asleep.

Chi Xiaolao gently put down the porridge bowl and sat on the chair beside the hospital bed.

The single ward was very quiet, so quiet that Chi Xiaolao could copy his facial features with his eyes without distraction.

Even if they are together every day, they rarely have the opportunity to watch him quietly and carefully.

Compared with Yin Chunxiao, Yin Shaoyang is more similar to his father, especially his eyebrows, which are not very bushy, but rather long, flying obliquely into the temples, always looking high-spirited, looking down on everything at any time, but such People are also injured and sick, and once they become weak, they often make people feel more distressed than others.

Chi Xiaolao couldn't let go of the burden in his heart. He was injured because of the hunting game and almost lost his life. This should not be Yin Shaoyang's original intention, and it also violated his own wishes. He couldn't escape, so he could only refuse.

Yin Shaoyang has never been so nervous as before. He can't see anything with his eyes closed, but his hearing is amplified. He heard Chi Xiaolao's calm breathing and strong heartbeat. He heard him change his sitting position and sigh softly. Said: "It's impossible for the two of us."

Yin Shaoyang only thought that he was talking to himself, even if he was talking to him, he could be selectively deaf, as if he had never heard this, he insisted on closing his eyes and pretending to sleep to escape reality, but he didn't know that the beating eyelids had already and betrayed him.

Chi Xiaolao shook his head, got up to go to the hot porridge, anyway, he had already clearly refused, Yin Shaoyang was going to be full, and followed for nothing, and he couldn't blame him if he didn't get what he wanted in the end.

On the sixth day, Yin Shaoyang suddenly received a call from Xu Anning, saying that something happened to Xie Hui. On the phone, Xu Anning's voice was anxious, and he couldn't explain clearly. Yin Shaoyang thought that Xie Hui's family should have found him and gave him He went home, or else Xu An Ning wouldn't go to the doctor in a hurry and call him.

Chi Xiaolao was worried about Xu Anning and was afraid that his fiery temper would cause trouble, so after discussing it, he decided to leave the hospital immediately. With the necessary medical items such as external ointment and medical gauze prescribed by the attending doctor, they set off on their way home. .

Arrived at Xu's house at seven o'clock that night, before entering the yard, Xu's mother heard the movement and came out to greet her. Chi Xiaolao ran over first, and they hadn't seen each other for two days, as if they had been separated for two years.

"Mother Xu!"

Mother Xu's eyes were red, and she patted his shoulder lightly, "You've made the whole family anxious. Every day at dinner, An Nian will reserve a seat for you so that no one else can sit..."

A window on the second floor was closed in response to the sound, and the windows were closed so neatly that Chi Xiaolao wished he could hold Xiao Anian down and rub his face vigorously to see what kind of expression he had.

"And Xiaoman, two teeth came out..."

Two teeth came out in just two days?

"Hey, what kind of young man is this? He looks so energetic!" Mother Xu's eyes were attracted by Yin Chunxiao.

"Mother Xu, my name is Yin Chunxiao. I'm a friend of Xiao Lao and An Ning. I hope you will never disturb me." Yin Chunxiao smiled like a contemporary college student who is suitable for all ages, and handed over an envelope: "This is my living expenses. I hope Mother Xu can take me in."

Every pore of Yin Shaoyang's face was covered with muddy horses, and his eyes were turned to West Siberia. In his eyes, this bastard was an opponent like a pig, and he was not enough to look at at all.

But there is another saying - all the good cabbages are given to pigs.

It seemed that he couldn't underestimate the animal.

Mother Xu waved her hands again and again: "If you come to live at home, you can live here. How can I collect your money? Isn't this a stranger? Hurry up and take the money back..."

Yin Shaoyang snatched the envelope and stuffed it into Xu's mother's hand, "Just treat it as buying new clothes for the children. Don't feel sorry for him. He is poor and only has money left!"

Mother Xu still refused, but Yin Shaoyang asked, "What's the matter with Xie Hui?"

When Xie Hui was mentioned, Mother Xu shook her head. She knew that Yin Shaoyang and Xie Hui were children, and Chi Xiaolao also knew about Xie Hui's son, but because of Yin Chunxiao's presence, there were some things that were difficult to say, so she said softly: " He just came back, he seemed to be wounded, so he didn't let me see it."

Chi Xiaolao and Yin Shaoyang understood, they left Yin Chunxiao and went upstairs.