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Chi Xiaolao covered the gauze on his forehead, observed under the tree for a while, and found that Xu Annian didn't climb the tree because of his stubborn personality. He lay motionless on the tree trunk, looking at his posture so that the trunk could not bear the weight evenly. It was broken, but the head was struggling to lift up, under the graceful chin, a section of the neck was bright and slender.

"Who are you looking at?" Chi Xiaolao asked cautiously, not expecting this 'defiant' child to pay attention to him, he didn't want the young man to hear this, but to look at him with grace, moving his lips as if he was sorting out his words, After a while, he told him without any ups and downs, "I can't see it."

Although there was no tone symbolizing emotional ups and downs, Chi Xiaolao could hear the boy's loss, implying his persistence to continue waiting.

"I'll see you someday."

At first glance, this conversation seemed to be lacking in nutrition, but it implied some kind of hope. Chi Xiaolao didn't know who Xu Annian was waiting for, and he didn't know whether the person he was waiting for would come. He only knew that the existence of hope is the existence of life.

Xu Annian looked at the only dirt road into the village without blinking, and corrected him concisely: "Tomorrow!"

Chi Xiaolao doesn't know how many "tomorrows" the boy has waited for, "time" is the fastest thing in the world, time waits for no one, but the boy uses his most precious thing to maintain a hope, and hope is in tomorrow.

Standing in the shade of the sparsely slanted trees, the scent of the lazy afternoon sun wafted through my nose, and my mood suddenly became brighter. Some things that were suppressed in my heart seemed to be evaporated by the sunshine in the countryside.

Chi Xiaolao took out his cell phone that had been off for a few days, and a call came in immediately. He looked at the caller ID and pressed the connect button...

From time to time, there were bursts of noise in the VIP single ward, occasionally it was the sound of leather shoes hitting the ground, and occasionally it was a depressing low drink, which was a little louder, and it was the sound of a cup falling to the ground.

The head nurse couldn't sit still, she was a fan of Ming Jin, she had heard about Ming Jin's revelations a few days ago, but she didn't think Ming Jin really came from a nightclub, she couldn't just look at his temperament, he was such a clean young man Ah, handsome and expensive.

She pushed open the door of the ward, and sure enough, she saw a mug lying on the ground, but fortunately it was not broken. Ming Jin half leaned on the bed, although his face was pale and haggard, but gave birth to a sickly abstinent aura. There were two tall men beside him. The men are all very good-looking young men, the three of them together are as seductive as a blockbuster in a fashion magazine.

The head nurse coughed lightly, and the three of them looked at her, feeling a little embarrassed, she eased the fierce expression on her face, and said in a deep voice, "Be careful, this is a hospital, don't affect the rest of the patients."

After all, he carefully closed the door.

Ming Jin turned his gaze back and looked straight at Yin Shaoyang, provocatively, expecting that Yin Shaoyang would come to settle accounts with him, but so what?It was just a fit of temper and throwing two cups. He knew the two brothers too well.

"Ming Jin, don't be complacent!" Yin Shaoyang put his hips on his hips and sneered, "You really think I won't touch you, you treat yourself too much like an onion!"

Ming Jin also laughed, and his expression said: You come to touch me!It's not that I underestimate you, Yin Shaoyang, because you're just so capable.

Yin Shaoyang walked to the side of the bed, leaned slightly, and stared at Ming Jin's face condescendingly, thinking that this man had a white lotus-like face for nothing, but his head didn't work very well. cut!What year did it break!

"Don't believe it! I don't use the same method of dealing with men, and I simply beat him up, because you are not a fucking old man at all!" He saw Ming Jin's pupils shrunk, and continued: "Don't you like to use devious methods to attack others? I think this method is also effective for you...Ming Jin, you really think that I, Yin Shaoyang, are vegetarians, and my own people are just ruined by you like this? If you are in a hurry, no one will be stingy." , let alone you!"

Ming Jin couldn't hold back anymore, and said sharply: "You can't do this!"

Yin Shaoyang laughed, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Why can't I do this?"

Yin Shaoyang's expression told him that he would do this, and he would do what he said!

He looked at Yin Chunxiao for help, and the other party looked away, with a gesture of nothing to do with him, Ming Jin's gaze returned to Yin Shaoyang's face, maintaining his usual calmness, but the helpless voice betrayed his panic: " Yin Shaoyang, I am not sorry for you!"

"It's a good thing you can speak out, you made people angry and ran away with those tricks, who can I ask for someone? You pay me Chi Xiaoyao!?"

Yin Chunxiao couldn't hear Yin Shaoyang's saying that Chi Xiaolao was his, so she couldn't help frowning and looked over. From the corner of her eye, she saw Ming Jin's chin raised stubbornly, with an unsustainable smile on the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were quickly fogged up. .

This expression made him feel really uncomfortable. After all, he was someone who had been secretly in love for so many years. He walked over, tugged at Yin Shaoyang's arm, and signaled him to just do it. It's not good to threaten Baidi's entertainer in front of his boss. Focus on people.

Yin Shaoyang turned his head and glanced at him. In Ming Jin's eyes, the actions of the two brothers changed.

He also sincerely hoped that these two people could get back together, but he didn't expect that in this situation, the two tacitly pointed the finger at him.

At this moment, he felt isolated. Seven years ago, his family had an accident, his father was sentenced to death with a reprieve, his mother ran away with others, and he suddenly fell into the mud from the top that everyone envied.

It may be that when he was young, there were many things that he never got, but now, he got it, and happiness was within reach. between thoughts.

Yin Shaoyang, why is he! ?

He raised his head to let the mist in his eyes recede back, and his mocking eyes flicked back and forth between the two brothers. After a short chuckle, he said, "What do you know about liking? What is respect? In your eyes, Other than yourself, everyone else is just a tool for entertainment. The liking in your mouth is just "like". It's like liking a dog or a dish. When you are interested, you will walk with the dog. Whether it's me or Chi Xiaolao, it's just a plaything for your fancy!"

He shifted his gaze to Yin Shaoyang's face, and twisted his eyes tightly, "You said you like me, have you watched one of my movies carefully? How many songs can you hum on that record?"

Looking at Yin Chunxiao again: "You said you liked me, why would you treasure another person's photos and dv in the computer?"

His right hand was always on the gauze of his left wrist, and the pain wrapped in it was the evidence that he wanted to break free, and it was his desperate stabbing for himself. Once the stabbing was done, all the entanglements would end here. Just make this preparation.

He took a long breath and said in relief: "You all go, I don't care how you want to punish me, let's go!"

Not only did Yin Shaoyang not leave, but he took a step forward. He stared at Ming Jin's hair, and said clearly in a calm voice after venting: "Yes, I, Yin Shaoyang, are as bad as you said, and you are not much better. Go, you are not qualified to look at yourself here, I was kind to you back then, but how did you treat me?"

Ming Jin raised his head sadly, looking at him with eyes that were about to cry.

"Wanting to get you, playing hard to get away, making a fuss, these are all tricks you play in the Ming Dynasty? You think the whole world revolves around you, so you have to weigh your own virtues, whether it is worth others to stick to you until death."

Ming Jin's eyes were full of grayness, his lifeless eyeballs were like those of a desperate person on the verge of death.

Yin Chunxiao didn't get involved this time, and what Yin Shaoyang said was exactly what he wanted to express.

"Who doesn't have a rough heart, but you are the most miserable in the Ming and Jin Dynasties? Tang Seng is still in trouble. If you want to replace him, the elder brother has long since quit. What happened to Chi Xiaolao is no different from yours, right? I won't talk about your respective attitudes towards the predicament, but I will talk about dancing. He has a weak hearing in his left ear, which is equivalent to being half-deaf, but he dares to stand upright and participate in the competition. You fucking sprained your ankle a few years ago Just like a bitch, I'm ashamed for you!"

Yin Chunxiao had a rare sense of humor, and said lightly, "Second Senior Brother, that's it, we still have to hurry."

Yin Shaoyang glanced at him, sighed, and continued to babble: "It's an attitude towards life, and your attitude is full of cynical youth, thinking that the whole world owes you, Ming Jin, you have the fucking ability to go to God to turn over a small account, Don’t scare people by cutting arteries while shrinking under the blanket, just do it yourself!”

After finishing speaking, he walked out of the ward. This hellish place made him depressed. The point of a needle against the wheat has always been his strong point. Hitting cotton with his fist would only make him feel cramp. Besides, he had said everything he needed to say, but he didn't feel at ease in the slightest. Ming Jin The questioning made him feel guilty for a while, this feeling is very bad.

At this moment, the phone vibrated twice, and three short and piercing alarm tones sounded. Yin Chunxiao, who followed behind, immediately chased after him with big strides. He obviously didn't run two steps, but he was a little out of breath, and asked in a trembling voice: "Yes!" he?"

Yin Shaoyang had already pulled out his mobile phone at this time and dialed the number. The long tone that was being connected seemed to come from a distant place. Yin Shaoyang was so nervous that he could almost hear his own heartbeat. It was connected, and when he heard a calm "Hello", he felt as if his neck was being strangled like this, like a stick in his throat.

Yin Chunxiao had the urge to snatch the phone. He stared at his red eyes, and signaled Yin Shaoyang with his lips, you should hurry up and talk!

Yin Shaoyang will have thousands of words stuck in his throat, trying to be a good boy to coax him back, but Yin Chunxiao stands in front of him like a searchlight, and unconsciously retreats, the little man full of whirling back and forth is helpless He opened his mouth, and finally turned it into three hard and insincere words: "Have you had enough trouble?"

Yin Chunxiao really has the urge to knock open this guy's head, to see if the inside is wire-like or honeycomb-shaped, and he doesn't have such a lack of heart. If everyone runs away, he still has to use the hammer, and if he wants to change himself, he will definitely... Forget it, the eldest brother doesn't mention the second brother, they are all the same stuff.

The boy on the tree looks up into the distance in an old-fashioned posture. He is using time to continue an unfinished story, and he is ending a story.

Chi Xiaolao took a deep breath and said, "Let's break up."

The voice from the receiver was soft, as if saying "Let's have dinner", such a painless proposal, so that Yin Shaoyang held the phone in a daze for a long time before finding Bei. After confirming that he had heard correctly, Chi Xiaolao told him - break up! ?

He took a deep breath, and a smell of disinfectant was poured into his trachea, almost choking out a mouthful of old blood, "...what did you say—"

"Listen to me." Chi Xiaoyao interrupted him, "I didn't say this on the spur of the moment. This idea has been in my mind for a long time. I won't say that it was a mistake for us to be together in the first place, because it's what I pursued. You, I don't want to give myself a negative." There seemed to be a sigh of relief, and then came a deep voice: "I feel strenuous, I can't keep up with your variables, one temptation for a while, one killer for a while, like one People want him to be good, to see him succeed, not to stumble and ruin him..."

His voice was very calm and thin, and it slid across his heart like a feather inadvertently, but immediately felt that the traces were like a very thin blade rolling quickly, and the sharp pain was unbearable in hindsight. Tolerate.

Yin Shaoyang suspected that he had been bewitched today. Usually, he could speak with a single mouth, but today it was like being zipped up. After thousands of words, he could only come up with three words: "...Little pockmark... ..."

Suddenly the voice over there asked softly: "What is Ming Jin in your heart?"

Yin Shaoyang immediately said: "What a fart!"

Chi Xiaoluo smiled: "Then I can't even count as a fart!"

Yin Shaoyang couldn't even squeeze out three words this time.

Yin Chunxiao watched with cold eyes. Yin Shaoyang's expression was like a balloon filled with water. He didn't know that at that moment it would burst in pain because it couldn't bear it. Relieves anxious nervous states.

The other end of the phone didn't say a word. Chi Xiaolao waited for a while, thinking that this should be considered clear, and he continued: "That's it, I will find time to get my luggage, and I will express the key to you when the time comes." You... goodbye!"

"Wait!" He yelled, subconsciously leaning forward, his mind is too confused at the moment, and he can't tell clearly on the phone, he only knows that it's really over after hanging up the phone, and he rushed to the doctor and said: " Yin Chunxiao is next to me, don't you want to talk to him?"

Yin Chunxiao raised his eyebrows and stretched out his hand, but heard Chi Xiaolao's voice from the receiver: "Forget it, I'll contact him later..."

He snatched the phone to his ear, "Listen to me, Chi Xiaoluo, this is not what you imagined, those photos were put up by Ming Jin himself, and he made the first revelation...Chi Xiaoluo Where are you?" He glanced at Yin Shaoyang, took two steps back, and said in a low voice, "Tell me where you are, and I promise not to tell Yin Shaoyang, I will be alone, he can't hear you, please be quiet Just say it—”

"Xiaoxiao, can we talk about it after I settle down?"

Yin Chunxiao was taken aback, his brain was running at high speed, and he said eagerly: "If you want to be stable, I can help you, or I will go to you now, and you just left without any cash, I will send it to you, and I will bring you some money by the way." A few changes of clothes." Speaking of this, he was at a loss for words, vaguely knew that Chi Xiaolao would refuse, but he still held his breath and waited for the other party's reply.

"No need, I'm fine, there's nothing missing here." Chi Xiaolao didn't bother to talk to him, "That's it, I'll contact you later."

"No way!" So much to say but not to listen, Yin Chunxiao made an old mistake, and growled: "I have explained to you why you are not enlightened? What a big deal, you go online and check it yourself, I should delete it Ask someone to delete it, that’s all, I will arrange for you whether you want to open a dance school or go abroad for further study in the future, come back quickly, I promise to help you arrange everything neatly!”

This is the real Yin Chunxiao. Not only did Chi Xiaolao curl his lips, "This matter is really nothing to me. I don't tell you the address now and I don't want to hide from you. I just want to spend some time to adjust, and then Live as you please, do you know what I mean?"

"I don't understand!" He replied in a strong tone, and scratched his hair very irritably.

"Then let me explain clearly." Chi Xiaoluo patiently explained: "What you two did is indeed something that no one should do. I am quite disappointed, but after thinking about it, it is nothing. First, I am poor and useless, so I lost some Fame really doesn’t hurt. Second, you two are forced to do this because of the Ming and Jin Dynasties. As a hardcore cannon fodder, who else can I?”

"But, but..." Yin Chunxiao stuttered a little from choking, "I never thought of giving up on you. The bed photos in the back were stolen from my computer by Ming Jin. We asked someone about those videos before, and I'm sorry for you. It didn't affect the game, so... besides, the video was shot by Yin Shaoyang, and it turns out that he has no good intentions at all, so you can't just blame me for it."

Yin Shaoyang, who was calling the detective agency, would go out on him now.

The other side sighed, and said lightly: "...I don't blame you, what I mean is that we are not the same kind of people at all. I live a simple and clear life, and you live a decent and serious life. Disagreements, taking advantage of this incident, just sorted it out by the way."

"What do you want to talk about?" Yin Chunxiao heard his voice erratic, and then his nasal cavity was sore, and he choked up: "We have lived together for five years, why are we not the same kind of people?"

"It's not about the length of time we've been together." Chi Xiaolao pursed his lips, feeling his throat was sore, "There was an estrangement between you and Yin Shaoyang, and then Ming Jin was added, which is quite complicated. I don’t want to use it as a stepping stone, and move it wherever I need it, I am also human, and I was born by my mother, and my heart is made of flesh..."

Finally bursts of sobbing came from the receiver, Yin Chunxiao listened quietly, clenched his fists tightly, buried his face in his arms, and wiped away the moisture from the corners of his eyes.

"I told Yin Shaoyang earlier that the end of his relationship may mean taking a step back, but for me, taking a step back means losing everything... I need to be alone for a while, do you understand?"

Yin Chunxiao gave a hoarse "Yes", and after two seconds, Chi Xiaolao hung up the phone.

He blinked his sour eyes, and looked at Yin Shaoyang who was silent by the opposite wall. No one had the desire to speak. Yin Shaoyang probably heard Chi Xiaolao's words verbatim.

Regarding Chi Xiaolao's misunderstanding, Yin Chunxiao had no way to defend himself, and neither could Yin Shaoyang.

At the beginning, he was the one who avoided Chi Xiaolao like the plague, maliciously slandered him, used Ming Jin's advantages to insinuate his unbearable, and recklessly squandered the little relationship between them, thinking that as long as he wanted, Chi Xiaolao would recruit him. Come and wave will go, always stick to the three feet behind him, and treat him solemnly.

Not to mention Yin Shaoyang, he is a poster child for profiteers in today's Chinese society.This person never trades at a loss. He will try his best to get back a catty if he spends one tael. He treats feelings as a project, and the cost is included in the income. He tries to use the lowest cost in exchange for the highest return.

One is conceited and the other is selfish, they deserve to be stared at in place.

The author has something to say: I edited the text below, it was late