Can't cross by oneself

63.

Mr. Xia sent some photos from time to time, and I put film on the front and back of the photos, and put them in the book as bookmarks.He wants my picture, I don't have a camera.He asked me to go over, and he took pictures for me.

The thought of going to that city was stuck in his throat like a thorn.

Until one day, after being thrown a stack of documents in the face by that boss, I collapsed.

Submit your resignation letter and pack your things in unimaginably fast time.I walked extremely well.

The boss is a mean middle-aged woman, her eyebrows are thinned with red eyebrow pencil, and the corners of her eyebrows are raised like blades.The eyes are narrow, but the eye sockets are deep-set, the lips are thin, and the face is naturally mean.It is said that it is born from the heart, frowning for a long time, raising eyes and pursing lips, leaving lines and lines, as if painted on the face.It's hard to imagine her husband and life.

I sympathize with her.

I even open my eyes to see the world of mortals, but my poor body is the one in my eyes.

The sad thing is that most people have never opened their eyes, and naturally they don't know what they look like.

I do not know either.

64.

Without advance notice, I dragged my black suitcase to the city.

The weather was fine, the sky blue as a spread canvas.

Mr. Xia's address is not difficult to find.I can almost find a general idea by studying the map with the address.

After more than three hours of driving, I was already very tired when it was almost dusk.When I came to the gate of the community, I saw Mr. Xia.

and his girlfriend.

A familiar face, a familiar smile.

It just makes people laugh.

My first reaction was to turn around.Nervous like a voyeur, and then reacted.

Turned around again.

Without dodging, Mr. Xia saw me right away.He stood there, not knowing what expression to make.

Hello, Mr. Xia.

Hello.

65.

into his house.The rental house of [-] square meters is bigger than our previous one.

Unexpectedly clean, not quite in line with his lazy habits.

little su...

Ok.

He probed my face, opened his mouth, and finally said.

Let's pack our things first.

it is good.

I don't have much luggage, and the house over there has not been returned yet.Maybe I still have a way out for myself in my heart.

Why didn't you work overtime today?

Today is a day off.

Such a coincidence?

Mr. Xia didn't answer, he took my hand and asked me if I had dinner.

No.

He took me downstairs, walked for 10 minutes, and came to a rather high-end Chinese restaurant.

In a secluded corner, I ordered two dishes and two glasses of beer.

How did you come?

Didn't you ask me to come?

I......

He took a sip of his beer and looked out the window.After a moment of silence, the anxious expression has calmed down.

I told you once, what if I get married, do you remember?

Ok.

My face didn't move, my heart ached, I couldn't breathe, and I didn't want to listen any more.

That girl, named Chang An, was introduced to me by my mother.

nice name.

Yes, she is very beautiful and has a good family. She graduated from the Department of Chinese with a bachelor's degree. She is gentle and considerate, and she is more than enough for me.

He seemed to be laughing at himself.

I gnawed on a shrimp and swallowed it with the skin on.

Sue, I'm sick of it.

I stopped, and Mr. Xia looked at me with red eyes.

You call me Mr. Xia today, like a passerby.

Look, how suitable it is.Sooner or later, I have to call you that openly, and today's timing is perfect.

I don't know how I could speak in such a tone. After I finished speaking, I regretted it myself.

He covered his eyes with one hand, blocking my view.

I don't know what to eat.

66.

After taking a shower, I wiped my hair and left the bathroom.

Mr. Xia glanced at me and finally opened his mouth.

come.

He took me in his arms and turned on the hair dryer to dry my too long hair.

very warm.

Sometimes I pick my hair with my fingers, and sometimes I rub it with my palm.It seems to be treated as a pet.

A crisp and numb feeling came from the scalp, electrifying the whole body.

After 10 minutes of buzzing noise, he pulled out the plug and hugged me with both hands.

I've been wanting to blow your hair for a long time.

My body softened all of a sudden.He hummed vaguely.

As soon as I came back, my mother gave me Chang Ansai. We have been dating for three months.But nothing happened to me and her.

Ok.

I love you the most, no one can replace you.

I was silent.Mr. Xia has always been honest. I believe that even if he cheated or changed his mind, he would not hide it from me.There was never any misunderstanding between us.

Did she clean your house?

Ummmmm, my mom gave her my keys.Tomorrow I will ask her to come back.

Did she take those pictures of you?

yes.She is studying photography.

I also want to learn, I will take pictures for you in the future.Give me the key and I'll clean it for you.

Mr. Xia's eyes burst into brilliance, like a big dog seeing its master and throwing me down.A promiscuous kiss.

Baby, I love you to death.

67.

We are together again.

The next day, Mr. Xia really gave me a key.

For a week, I stayed at home and was responsible for tidying up the room, washing and mopping the floor, and cooking.

夏先生果然很晚才回来。平均每天加班到十点。到家10:30，吃饭洗漱，11:30才能躺到床上。而早上07:30又要起床。比起我之前那个每天只用工作七小时的工作不知累了多少倍。

Why are you working so hard.

I am joining a company that has just started, so it will be very tiring.

No way, I always thought it was a large enterprise.

It's so boring to stay in a place like that.Our company is very promising and there is a lot of room for improvement.Even if I fail, I am still young, and I can still try again. The most important thing is to accumulate experience.

I looked at Mr. Xia in a daze.There was a radiance on his face, which was different from the usual one, the expectation of young and vigorous ambition.

Compared to him, I look like an old man with long hair.

Don't look at me like this, your husband is already the head of the department. From now on, you will cook for me and have children at home, and I will support you.

fuck you.

68.

One day, Mr. Xia came back early, and I was cooking in the kitchen with music playing.

Suddenly a person hugged my waist from behind, put his head on my shoulder, his warm breath was blowing on my neck, itching.

It's been a long time since I saw you cooking for me in an apron, so sexy.

What spring are you making again.

He touched my face and kissed it.Soft and wet, the electric current passed through the whole body, and it was comfortable and unable to extricate itself.

I'm in love with you.

69.

I want to find a job.

why!

You can't just stay at home every day.

What's wrong with staying at home, I feel at ease.

Are you worried if I go out?

Isn't it good for you to take care of me? It's not like I can't afford to ask my wife to go out to work alone.

I am not your daughter-in-law.

You are not who you are.

summer!Sooner or later we will part, right?

He stopped.

We have been deliberately avoiding this question. We have been together for the fourth year, the fourth spring.They never made any promises to each other.Life and death are in harmony, and they will grow old together; they will be together forever; they will be a couple for a lifetime... and so on.

He's a man of promise, and I'll take it seriously.