Can't cross by oneself

The author has something to say: I am a person who does not like to write "the author has something to say".Usually when I read books, I find the author inserting two sentences at the end of each chapter, begging for a monthly ticket, and telling the plot, etc. I feel quite irritated.Shengsheng pulled me back from the book to reality.

Therefore, I don't want to write "the author has something to say".If there is anything, I will explain it once and for all, unless there is any special notice.

I don't want my readers to jump the boat.

Four articles are conceived in my heart at the same time.Currently working on three articles.

One is a long article with a huge structure.I started to save manuscripts during the winter vacation, and I couldn’t write any more when school started.The two protagonists haven't met yet...I don't know when I can meet you...

Written exhaustingly, always Calvin.So I conceived other texts to adjust it.So this one was born.

This article is the easiest to write, and I don't know how to write it.Emotional and simple.

This article is about [-] words, and it is estimated that it will be over in a dozen chapters.One chapter a day.

One chapter is two thousand.

The mobile phone codeword, the computer is broken.So relatively slow.

If it can be completed, it can be regarded as a maiden work.

In fact, I have done too much, all of which are pits...

Cough cough, trust me this one will finish.

Teacher Lin Qingxuan said that the work needs to be completed by the author and the reader.If no one can resonate with the best words I write, it is not a work.

So, I hope my readers can relate to my words.

If you can't resonate, please kindly comment.

After all, I still don't want to be sprayed.

Cough cough, the key is that someone has to watch it...

The "Yueren Song" mentioned was sung by Kaiser, which is very beautiful and the lyrics are also great.Listening to this song and writing this article is very emotional.It is based on Mr. He Tang's short Tanmei essay "The Song of Yue People".That article is also very good.

Although my favorite is Hetu's "Yueren Song", hehe.

Above, thank you all.

1.

It rained all day today, and the wind blew pedestrians and umbrellas upside down.Walking on the road comes with blower special effects.

Mr. Xia sent me a text message before class was over, insisting that I pick him up, so just pick him up.

When I rushed to the school gate in the wind and rain, he called and said that I was dragged to sing K.

I was standing under the eaves of the teaching building. It was already past five o'clock in the evening, and there were only a few people on campus.The back and forth wind ripped at my clothes, it was really cold.I heard him keep apologizing to me and asked me if I wanted to go over.

no need.

I didn't mean to say that, but I insisted on hearing him say sorry to me in a low voice.I never let go.Until he got anxious and said, baby, you wait there, I'll come right over.

I stopped talking for a while.In fact, I wasn't really angry, I just felt that listening to his voice with the sound of rain was very pleasant and comfortable to the bottom of my heart.Can't help teasing him to say a few more words.But I didn't stop him from coming. With his tone like that, my heart softened all of a sudden, and I really wanted to see him right away.

Mr. Xia arrived soon, completely soaked because he didn't have an umbrella.I saw him twisting like a big dog, and burst out laughing.

You heartless bastard.He cursed through gritted teeth.

I smiled and held the umbrella over his head.

Let you leave me and go out next time.

2.

The air conditioner in the house is broken.Both of us are in the late stage of procrastination. I thought that since spring is here, it won’t be cold. I’ll change it when it’s hot in summer.I guess he thought so too.

As a result, the weather hasn’t cleared up for half a month in a row. Looking at the temperature gauge on the phone for a week is jumping like a roller coaster.Today is the bottom.

After dinner, we both nestled in bed.

I curled up in Mr. Xia's arms, and stretched my cold hands into his neck.

What are you doing!

cold~

Seeing how squeamish you are, go to the kitchen and pour a cup of hot water to cover yourself.

If you don't want to get up, let me cover it.

I play cute maliciously.I think it's disgusting for a big old man to be cute, but he said he likes it, so I don't have any pressure.

Well, well, come on, ravage me.

He looked like a dead pig.

I cheerfully and mercilessly lifted the hem of my clothes to stick to his soft belly.He felt a shiver.

3.

Mr. Xia always said that I was his little princess.I hit him on the chest with a single punch, and he staggered, but still refused to change.

I asked him why he called it that.

Because you are a young girl.

What do you mean?

Thoughtful, sentimental.You can cry like that when you read this book.

In fact, every time he calls me little princess, I feel quite sweet in my heart, but I don't want him to think of me as my mother.

Don't bark!

little princess~little princess~

Shut up you.

Angry?

All right, all right, stop calling.I want to eat fish today.

......

4.

Love writing pieces of our lives.He didn't read it.I thought viciously, when we really separated, we must leave the book to him, thinking about what kind of expression he would have at that time, I couldn't help feeling happy and distressed.

Is there really that day?

This life is illusory, and I can't see the end.

If there is such a day, I must be the first to be defeated.

5.

Mr. Xia has always hated eating boiled eggs, saying that they have a fishy smell.

Every time I force him to have a good breakfast, he insists on giving me the egg yolk.Once he stuffed a whole thing into my mouth while I wasn't paying attention, and I choked first, then choked again.Broken egg yolk almost sprayed out of his nose.I was so sad that tears came out.

Seeing his regretful and distressed appearance, I couldn't help but burst out laughing "puchi" and sprayed him all over the face.Immediately, the cough became more serious, and the tears kept flowing.

How are you so stupid.

Cough cough, get out!

Don't boil eggs in the future.

Good idea, cough, you can eat two tomorrow morning.

6.

I listened to a song today.

Even if all love is true,

Can't resist the cruelty of reality.

We sincerely tell each other how much we miss each other,

Destiny will live here forever.

There are so many lovesickness poems in the world, but they are still not exhausted.

Some people say that everyone is half, and only two can make up a whole.So everyone is alone and looking for each other.

I feel sad when I think about it, even if I find it, he is still him, not me.

It's like I always look at him, but I still miss him.is endless.What's more, we don't know how long we can be together.It would be easy for something to cut us open.

It is not unreasonable for the ancients to compare love to hair.

Mr. Xia is always very big, he hit me on the head.

What's wrong with you?

I'm uncomfortable.

How uncomfortable?

this.I point to the eyes.Something went in.

7.

In front of outsiders, I call Mr. Xia Brother Xia.

We are alone together, I call him Mr. Xia.

In bed, I call him husband.

I remember the first time we went to the mall to buy clothes, I yelled at Mr. Xia, and he pulled me into the fitting room and held me against me.Very viciously threatened me not to call that.

I forgive him for not daring to do anything to me, and kept shouting while laughing.

I shut up all of a sudden when he pushed against me with something.

Later I asked him why he didn't like me calling him that.

He said it looked like we were strangers.

I laughed and said, we are very strangers.

He pretended to hit me.call husband!

I only call it that in bed, and he likes it.I feel completely satisfied.

8.

Mr. Xia said to lose weight.I didn't eat the dinner I made, and lifted the dumbbells in a dignified manner.

He wasn't fat and didn't have any muscles on his body, but he was tall and strong, a big guy with a lot of strength.Compared with him, I am indeed much thinner.

He has always been so lazy, I laughed at him for messing around, he has been with me for so long, if he wanted to dislike me, he would have disliked me long ago.

He said solemnly that you don't understand.

I asked him what motivated him, or who he wanted to hook up with.

Originally it was just a joke, but he didn't answer, and continued to practice.It's rare to be so serious.

My heart suddenly became cold, I silently put away the bowls and chopsticks, and read a book on the bed with earphones on.

I actually couldn't watch anything, and the song "Yue Ren Song" was still playing in the earphones.I am a masochistic person, and the more I can't touch something, the more I want to touch it.You have to watch your head bleed with your own eyes.

I am not afraid of him abandoning me, not only because I believe in his feelings, but also because I have already outlined thousands of such scenarios in my heart.

Life is short like fireworks, and I am lucky to spend time with you.

I thought, what can I do.

9.

I once wrote that it took all my luck to meet Mr. Xia.

Being with Mr. Xia takes all my emotions.

So I deserve it.Who made me so greedy.

10.

I went home today.It was a high school friend's birthday, and a class reunion was organized by the way.Said they were good friends, and I didn't keep in touch with them after graduation, but they were still close at that time.He failed the college entrance examination, and went straight out of society to work hard after graduation. I don't know how he is doing now.

I have never participated in such activities, but I just couldn't bear the hospitality, and it happened that I hadn't been home for a long time.

I have always been guilty of my mother, she doesn't know about me, and I dare not tell.I know she must not be able to bear it.

Mom was very happy to see me back, and kept asking me about school, whether I had enough money, and how my homework was.I was relieved that I wasn't asked if I had a girlfriend.I guess I'm still a child in her eyes.

But in three years, I can't remember the names of many classmates in high school, but at that time I was always an invisible person in the class, and there are probably more people who can't remember me.

But fortunately, the squad leader is very charming, and the party quickly made him preside over the party very colorfully.

Ever since I was with Mr. Xia, my life has always revolved around him, and it hasn't been this lively for a long time.

After dinner, everyone naturally proposed to sing K. I thought it was still early, so I followed.

That birthday student has always taken care of my emotions. I think we seem to have returned to the time when we copied each other's homework.Outside the KTV box, he gave me the phone.

The two of us squatted in the corner, and he lit a cigarette skillfully.

It is only when you enter the society that you feel that school is good. Seeing each of you is really enviable.

I don't answer.

How are you?

pretty good.

Alas, thanks to the fact that I have been thinking about you.

I subconsciously assumed he was the same as me.

It's Liu Yi, hasn't she always been in love with you secretly, at that time you didn't think I was so good with you on the surface, but actually hated you to death in my heart.

I feel dumbfounded.I do not know how.

You see, it's because of your dumb look that I didn't have the heart to hit you at that time.

......

Sigh~ who made you look fair, now the girl likes you.

Then why tell me now.

I see you are still dumb.

He silently stubbed out the cigarette.Pat me on the shoulder.

If you have a better relationship with me in class, if you have anything to call me in the future, I can help you a little bit.

I nod.I am very grateful to him.

Let's go.