Gay Killing Season

How much loss is due to expecting too much, and how much freedom is due to too much compromise.

In the noisy bar, some people are indulging their emotions, while others are venting their emotions.In a quiet and dark corner, sad people are always drinking wine alone.She is like a miserable heroine who is really living her own life, but she is acting out the drama of suffering for the audience.

In terms of emotion and reason, she still hides a kind nature under her indifferent and ignorant surface.Always alone, with few friends around, the carnival of a group of people always reflects the loneliness of a person.Walking through the sea of ​​people, you can always notice her actions, and the silent loneliness and indifference revealed in her gestures, and she is not just curious, because she seems to see her former self from Lin Bing.

Drinking heartily with friends who haven’t seen each other for a long time is really enjoyable. When you inexplicably start to pay attention to a person, you will find that person will appear in every corner of your side intentionally or unintentionally. In fact, God is not better for this Let each other have a chance to meet each other, but the same thing happened again and again, but it didn't attract your attention.

Checking over and over again whether there are missed calls or messages on the phone, turning off the phone in frustration again and again, I don't like drinking, but I have to swallow it.Lin Pan vigilantly put down his wine glass and glanced at the person sitting across from him, without any timidity, he still picked up the glass without hesitation.

He casually picked up the empty wine glass on the table, poured all the remaining wine into the glass, leaned over and touched Lin Bing's wine glass lightly, "Ah, Sister Bing, I respect you, my brother is at school today. I have offended you, you have acted too lightly, he does not know what is good or bad, he should step up his efforts, help me to educate and educate me, I am incapable of discipline, I am sorry, sister, I respect you." The face is full of insidious and cunning , gulped it down happily, "Why, I forgot to have a drink with Sister Ji. It seems that I should make an appointment in advance. You overestimate me. I want to say that I have Sister Laobao at school today. Are your hands and feet okay? , why don't you go to the hospital for an examination, I'm afraid that if you hit too hard, or break your hand, I'm worried, little brother!" Facing the silent Lin Biao, he raised the wine glass in his hand and deliberately put the glass on the table He and the empty wine bottle were pushed to the ground, and the sound of the creaking glass shattering could not be heard. Lin Bing left, "Sister Bing, don't leave as soon as I come, we haven't had a good drink yet, haven't we thanked you yet."

The alcohol concentration was too high, and after standing suddenly, he was a little dizzy. Lin Pan put his hand on the table in a panic, and when he was a little awake, he tried to push it away but couldn't do it.He fastened his schoolbag, leaped lightly across the table, and faced this group of unyielding men who wanted to stop him from leaving, his brows that had been furrowed all the time did not relax, "I, I'm going home now, are you What do you want to do?" The arrogant and indifferent voice was completely useless to calm the anger of these men.

The smile he gave was unbearable, "I can take you home, but sister Ji, you didn't drink with our brother, anyway, we sincerely apologize to you!"

Struggle to stabilize his drowsy body, "Don't put on airs there, what are you trying to do, you think I hit him, you want to vent your anger for him!"

Taking advantage of the situation, he pushed away the man who blocked Lin Bao, "Look at what you said, sister Bao, how dare you, right? You are sister Bao, how amazing you are, who is it?"

Without any extra strength to figure out his intention, Lin Bing strode through the crowd, seeing the slightly trembling hands and the helpless back gradually disappearing, Li Yi immediately got up and rushed out.

If the attitude is too tough, it is not good to blend in the society after all.In Lin Bing's world, the words apology and submission have never appeared, and this should be a basic standard of life that should be defended with one's life.No matter how strong the declaration of war came, it could not intimidate her alone.Her unusual indifference and aloofness completely drained their patience and principle.He intentionally pushed the boy who was beaten at the school towards Lin Biao, his center of gravity was not stable, and after staggering, Lin Biao almost fell down.

Everything is not as important as it seems. From the moment my mother passed away, I am not as nostalgic for the disappointed world as I imagined.Life and death are just a thought, in her world it seems that death is happier than birth.Lin Bian seemed to have exhausted all his strength, turned around and gave him a backspin kick, and the war was completely detonated by this kick.

Outnumbered, Li Yi entered the crowd and dragged Lin Bin's hand to run forward desperately. This was not cowardice, because he clearly understood that being brave is always directly proportional to pain.

Running around the streets and alleys, I almost forgot the feeling of desperately escaping. After being with Zhao Linger, I gradually settled down a lot, and the excitement of fighting also faded a lot.

Hiding in a narrow alley, she could clearly hear each other's breathing and heartbeat. Her mottled face and dejected eyes made people want to cherish silently.Isn't she a girl?When a man and a woman faced each other at such a close distance, she didn't react at all indifferently, without the shyness and embarrassment that a girl should have, like a master who has nothing to do.

Li Yi blushed and turned his head to the side, "The wound on your face won't hurt, right?" In order to relieve the embarrassment he thought, Li Yi spoke their first words.In the end, there was silence instead of an answer, and there was an endless stream of people who came back and forth to investigate, carefully observing all the movements.The shoulders suddenly became very heavy, and Lin Bing put his head on his shoulders unconsciously. This second passed very slowly, and the soft light shining in the alley was particularly beautiful.

Such a night, such a scene, as if he hadn't appeared, where would she be wandering at this moment.She always reveals a trace of sadness. The reason why she is so indifferent may be to cover up her unspeakable loneliness in her heart.She is not good at words, because there are not many people who listen to her, and she walks alone, because there are few people who can stand side by side with her.

No matter how much she tossed about, she still fell into a deep sleep, not waking up.She was the second woman lying on Li Yi's back, her footsteps were not as heavy as expected, because she was very light, as light as dust piled up in the corner, neither heavy nor valued.

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How much loss is due to expecting too much, and how much freedom is due to too much compromise.