I have been in the BL game with the task object

"Maybe it's far away or yesterday, here or on the other side, the long road is full of joys and sorrows, people gather and people disperse, the answer will be known only if you let go of right or wrong, live bravely, without the halo of God, you and I are born ordinary, Recognize regret in heartbreak, life is long and short, beating heart grows vines, willing to fight for danger..."

Accompanied by the soft prelude of music, there is a deep bass, singing low, without any fancy stage effects, wearing only a pure white shirt, a pair of jeans, holding a microphone, sitting on a chair, slowly Singing slowly, the light hit him, like the ordinary light that everyone has.

When Lu Chi listened to this song, many images suddenly appeared in his mind.

"Skills are only the most basic when singing, and the most important thing is the transmission of emotions. The charm of singing is that, even if it is a language that is completely incomprehensible, when the singing comes out, the listener can hear it from the singer's singing. The emotions he wants to convey can even resonate, and this is the most beautiful and moving part of the song."

The man in black, covering his entire body, spoke to him about the charm of singing with a cold mechanical voice.

"The song you chose is very good. When you sang it for the first time, I thought it was your "Only Ordinary". Because you have your own special experience, you can't help but sing your own Emotions are integrated into it, whether it’s listening to the song or singing, it’s always like this in the end, listening to it, or singing it, the song becomes your own.”

While watching Han Keze singing slowly on the stage, Lu Chi thought of more pictures.

"Don't be afraid of this task. I have seen that your task is to win No.1 in the beauty contest, but you have to know that when you sing, singing for ranking is the lowest desire. You have to sing for yourself , use your voice to sing boldly what you usually dare not say."

"What have you been? What have you been most afraid of? What have you wanted? What has been your greatest sadness? Has singing changed you? What is your favorite thing? Has it changed? These are all things you can convey through singing, you know?"

When these images appeared in Lu Chi's mind, the series of rhetorical questions seemed to be asking himself, what was he like?What is he most afraid of?What does he want most?What is the saddest thing for him?

He used to be... Lu Chi put his hand on his forehead slightly, he couldn't remember, his mind was blank, what was his past, the picture about his past, he looked at Han Keze on the stage, he A few images seemed to flash through my mind.

When he was young, he and Han Keze were childhood sweethearts, they had a common secret base, they crawled through the cabin together, they laughed and fought together, they would run along the river bank, and later Han Keze moved.

What about later?

Later, Han Keze reunited with him...

What about after reuniting with him?

Han Keze pulled him and jumped off the hot air balloon? !why is that? !

Lu Chi's head was humming and hurting, and a tendon was throbbing non-stop. He couldn't tell what was real and what was fake. Han Keze on the stage gradually became blurred, and he seemed to see another person standing on the stage.

A girl in a white dress stood on the stage, mustered up her courage, and sang her heart out with the same song.

Because that girl is weak, she wants to be strong, because that girl has experienced misfortune, but she still wants to achieve an ordinary and happy life through her own efforts, because that girl is not brave enough to hide in her own world, but she I also tried my best to make my own voice, and tried to make myself braver and more frank.

who is that girl !who is it!

Lu Chi looked at Han Keze on the stage. When the singing stopped and the applause roared, Lu Chi stood up and walked slowly to the outside of the arena.

He wanted to know the truth, he wanted to know what his past was like, he wanted to know who he was?

He went out of the concert, and then saw Wei Xuhan who was helping out in the backstage to rest. Wei Xuhan joined the student union, so it was not surprising that he would appear here.

When Wei Xuhan saw Lu Chi, he smiled brightly as usual, and then greeted Lu Chi naturally: "Sister, come out to get some air?"

Lu Chi looked at Wei Xuhan's bright smile, like a little sun who never tires, but Wei Xuhan's expressionless and cold face appeared in Lu Chi's mind that was constantly hurting, and Wei Xuhan's expressionless face appeared. Han fought fiercely outside the school, and Wei Xuhan looked stubborn and wanted to threaten him.

Lu Chi rubbed his temples, he nodded to Wei Xuhan, as a response to Wei Xuhan's greeting, and then heard Wei Xuhan asked with concern: "What's wrong, senior sister? Are you uncomfortable?"

When Wei Xuhan asked this question, Lu Chi thought of some pictures again. It was the picture of Wei Xuhan and him smiling like a child after lighting up the amusement park together. It was the picture of Wei Xuhan running wildly with him on his back. Wei Xuhan told him that he just wanted to be friends with him with a stubborn look on his face...

Lu Chi raised his head slightly, looked at Wei Xuhan, and asked softly, "Have we ever been to an amusement park together?"

Wei Xuhan shook his head, still smiling brightly at Lu Chi, with a gentle voice: "Sister, do you want to go to the amusement park? Can we go together someday when we are free?"

But we went to an abandoned amusement park together, and lit it up together... Lu Chi subconsciously wanted to refute, but in the end he didn't say anything. He waved his hand and twitched the corners of his mouth: "No, just casually." Ask, I'll go back first."

After Lu Chi finished speaking, he turned and left. He walked towards the school gate. Under the streetlight, he saw Cui Yiyan leaning against the car, whose shadow was stretched for a long time. I came early, my brother asked me to pick you up, so I came."

Lu Chi looked at Cui Yiyan who was so gentle and courteous to him, but a completely different Cui Yiyan flashed through his mind.

It was Cui Yiyan who raised his face to him and was full of narcissistic words, Cui Yiyan who took his work seriously, Cui Yiyan who could not walk when he heard the thunder Pale golden, Cui Yiyan who will cry silently...

Lu Chi got in the car, he leaned against the car window, he heard thunder outside the window, it seemed that it was going to rain, he looked at Cui Yiyan, at this time Cui Yiyan was listening to the song, and his feet gently followed the song to the beat.

Lu Chi tilted his head slightly, and he pursed his lips: "It's thundering, aren't you afraid?"

"Hahahaha, how old are you still afraid of thunder?" Cui Yiyan smiled like this, his red hair trembling slightly with his leaning forward and backward laughter, "What? Are you afraid? It's okay, I'm here ,do not be afraid."

Lu Chi shook his head, without saying a word, his head hurt more and more, it's not like this, obviously Cui Yiyan is not like this, or is this Cui Yiyan the real Cui Yiyan?

When we got to the door of the house, the thunder stopped, and there was a light rain. In the middle of the night, such light rain brought a bit of deep-seated coldness for no reason.

"I'll take you here, here, your brother is here, I'll go first~" After Lu Chi got out of the car, he heard Cui Yiyan say this.

As soon as Lu Chi looked up, he saw the tall and straight Lu Yuqing walking towards him slowly holding a big black umbrella in the rainy night.

"Come here, don't get caught in the rain." Lu Chi heard Lu Yuqing shouting to him.

Lu Chi was taken aback for a moment, there was no picture in his mind of Lu Yuqing that was different from what he remembered.

He trotted forward two steps, and then walked up to Lu Yuqing, under the same umbrella as Lu Yuqing, Lu Yuqing stretched out his hand, and put his arm around Lu Chi's shoulder: "This way you won't be caught It's raining."

Lu Yuqing's movements were natural and easy-going, as if he had done this countless times before. Lu Chi leaned against Lu Yuqing tightly, and he asked unexpectedly, "Brother, what was it like when I was a child?"

Lu Yuqing let out a chuckle when she heard the words, as if she heard some cute question: "Why are you asking so suddenly?"

Lu Yuqing didn't wait for Lu Chi's answer, and continued to answer Lu Chi's question. He spoke slowly, with the unique nostalgia in his voice: "When you were young, you were a troublesome ghost, very clingy. , I will follow wherever I go.”

"I still cry a lot, always with a red nose, looking at me pitifully with a pair of moist eyes, seeing you like this, I will take you for nothing."

"When you were young, you still loved sweets. You ate all the candy until your teeth decayed. In the middle of the night, you had a terrible toothache, and you still yelled that you wanted to eat candy."

"You are still very naughty, and you are not as polite as you are now. You dare to go up the house to uncover the tiles, up the tree and down the river. I am always worried that you will get injured accidentally, so I always keep a medicine box for you at home. "

"You have been articulate since you were a child, and when you were a child, you always had a lot of your own fallacies, and no one can tell you."

"You, at that time, you were just a little radish, but you were a big kid, and you were very clever. You were surrounded by uncles and aunts, and everyone you saw was called brother and sister. They were so sweet, and everyone loved to tease you."

Lu Yuqing said so, then took out a pair of clean winter cotton slippers from the shoe cabinet, and said softly to Lu Chi: "This is the new slippers I bought today, don't always wear summer sandals to run around Go, you don't like to wear socks, it's easy to catch cold."

Lu Chi put on the cotton mop honestly, it was fluffy and warm, his nose was slightly sore, his eyes were red, his voice was slightly choked, he looked at Lu Yuqing who was squatting to change shoes and asked: " anything else?"

"What else?" Lu Yuqing changed her shoes, looked at Lu Chi, and stroked Lu Chi's hair naturally, "Also, you were a king of kids when you were young, and anyone would play with you. The first time you go to school with a big bag of snacks, you will always distribute them to all your little friends."

"When you are older, run with you, and the little carrot heads who want to play with you will also grow up."

Lu Yuqing warmed up a glass of milk for Lu Chi, and he handed the warmed milk to Lu Chi, then looked at Lu Chi's mouth slightly raised: "They have all grown up, and you have grown up too, and you have grown up beautifully Yes, I began to worry about whether some brat would lie to you, whether there would be some little girl who would be jealous of you and bully you..."

"Fortunately, you have always been obedient and grew up healthy, that's great." Lu Yuqing said slowly, sitting on the sofa with a faint smile on his face, under the light, The face that had always been resolute and stern suddenly softened beyond words.

Lu Chi was holding the warm milk. The milk had a faint strawberry aroma and a slightly sweet taste. He asked softly, "Brother, do you know?"

Lu Yuqing raised her head slightly, and there was a faint emotion in her red eyes.

"Actually, I don't have an older brother."

Lu Yuqing nodded, her red eyes darkened slightly, then she smiled softly at Lu Chi, "I know."

"But this is the life you want, isn't it? There is an omnipotent elder brother who protects you, takes care of you, and lets you grow up carefree. Carefree, peaceful, happy childhood."

"Because you want this kind of life, you have me, so I came, and I brought you this kind of life, my dear host, are you not happy?"

Lu Yuqing's cold voice turned into the mechanical voice that Lu Chi was most familiar with, like the voice without emotion every time a mission was released.

"Fourteen, so it was you," Lu Chi looked at Lu Yuqing, he had already remembered everything, he came to the game world, he came to do the mission, after completing the main mission, he would have the opportunity to return to the real world, This kind of life is very good and beautiful, and it is the life he yearned for the most. He has a happy childhood, friendship, and family affection, but it is not his own life after all, not his, "Yes, I really want this kind of life, But neither my life nor my past can be erased."

He remembered that he used to be a stutterer who couldn't speak clearly. He used to only have his mother, but her mother left him soon. He grew up alone without family or friends. He has met people who are full of kindness to him.

He grew up alone and tenaciously, whether his childhood or his growth, perhaps in comparison, it is indeed relatively gloomy, boring and lacking in happiness.

He does envy those who are in good health, he envies those who have a complete family, he also envies those who have many friends, sometimes he even envies, hates, and complains, why he doesn’t have what others have , why what he wants is not particularly special, but why is it him, why is it that he doesn't have it.

Just like when he was teased and pushed to the ground because of his stuttering when he was a child, it would be great if an older brother could rush out to help him. , even if there is an older brother who will replace his parents to attend his parents' meeting, that would be great. If when he was a child and cried secretly by himself, when others have friends to comfort him, he may have no friends, but he can run away. When he got home, a brother said to him, it's okay, my brother will call you back, how nice it would be...

But there are no ifs. Fortunately, he has grown up after all, and he has grown up tenaciously with his own unique attitude.

So he also has his own happiness. When he finally speaks without stuttering through his own efforts, who can know his happiness? Finally achieved a little joy even if no one shares it, it is still a little pride that he will be happy for a long time.

When he was able to make himself cry with sweet sugar, the corners of his mouth were raised and he looked the happiest. When he encountered drawing comics, which made him feel a sense of accomplishment, even if he didn't get any achievements, he still felt very satisfied...

He has so many his own past, his own happiness, which cannot be easily erased.

"Brother, I'll call you brother one last time." Lu Chi stepped forward lightly. He put down the milk cup in his hand. He hugged Lu Yuqing gently, "Fourteen, the game is over."

"If possible, I still want to be your hero all the time, but it's a pity that you have become your own hero." Lu Yuqing said softly, and he slowly put his hand on Lu Chi's back, and then With two light taps, the body gradually became blurred.

"Congratulations to the host for clearing the ultimate dungeon—Song of Heroes. All hidden dungeons have been cleared!"

"Congratulations to the host for completing the hidden branch and successfully completing all the main missions! Gained [-] experience points!"

"Congratulations to the host for accumulating more than [-] experience points, completing all achievements, and obtaining the ultimate reward—returning to the real world!"

"The game has been completed, and now we will start destroying the game according to the established procedures. The countdown to destruction is 10, 9, 8, 7, 6... 3, 2, 1!"

"The destruction is complete, GEMEOVER!"