I have been in the BL game with the task object

"Look!" There was obvious joy in Lu Chi's voice, he raised his hands, raised his chin slightly, and raised the corners of his mouth slightly, like a bragging child, blinking his eyes, as if waiting for a due praise.

Cui Yiyan lowered his eyes slightly, and then pursed his mouth, showing a look of disdain and helplessness, which is his usual look: "I didn't expect you to find it, it's really lucky."

Lu Chi pushed Cui Yiyan into the cave that he had finally found. Fortunately, they were still wearing waterproof suits that Lian Mang asked them to wear. The waterproof suits worked well, except that their faces and hair were a little wet when they ran. It was still very dry, Lu Chi subconsciously flicked his sleeves.

Then he shook his head at Cui Yiyan, who had already found a rock to sit down, and said as a matter of course: "It's not luck."

"What?" Cui Yiyan raised his head, and he looked at Lu Chi who was walking towards him. Lu Chi had a usual faint expression on his face, looking very casual.

But he said in a confident tone: "It's not luck, it's because senior Lian Mang said there are caves here, but we made a mistake at the beginning."

Lu Chi said and pointed to the east side of the cave, and then said to Cui Yiyan, "Look, there is a waterfall there, but it was just covered by trees, so we didn't find it, isn't it very close?"

Cui Yiyan looked along Lu Chi's fingertips, only to realize that the waterfall is only a dozen meters away from the cave, which is really close.

Cui Yiyan nodded, and following Cui Yiyan's nod, Lu Chi grinned slightly as if he had received the compliment he wanted just now, showing a bit of simple satisfaction.

Cui Yiyan looked at Lu Chi who was surrounded by black and white. In the black and white, he grinned slightly, like a silent mime, full of joy.

Cui Yiyan couldn't help asking: "Do you think it's boring to wait for Lao Lian like this?"

"Huh?" Lu Chi tilted his head, with a slight doubt on his face.

"In order not to make you too boring, I will try my best to tell you a story." Cui Yiyan said in a compassionate tone. This is his usual gesture. It is obviously kind to others, but he always behaves like It's giving.

"I have a friend whose biological mother is a well-known scientist who is keen to dedicate her life to scientific research." Cui Yiyan said lightly, but everyone knows that people who often say "I have a friend" actually refer to It's me.

Lu Chi bent his knees, lay on them and looked at Cui Yiyan, presenting himself a standard posture of listening to stories.

Cui Yiyan didn't look at Lu Chi, his eyes fell on the waterfall not far away, and he continued: "One day, a scientist wanted to see what kind of children her genes would produce, so she tested a child, and she Put the baby in a petri dish, as serious and cold as all her test subjects."

"The growth fluid is placed in the petri dish, which can make the child grow up quickly, which is about twice the speed of normal humans."

Cui Yiyan's tone was very calm, as if she was telling a story in an ordinary way: "However, she soon discovered that this was a failure, because there is no color in this child's world, only black and white."

"She will not tolerate a failure. She is very smart. She quickly understood what this failure can be used for. She began her experiment. Her great, new experiment can make anyone black or white All can see the experiment in color."

"She has thought about a lot of methods and tried many times, and each experiment will bring her new gains. For example, one of the experiments is to test if the eyes of humans can use the same sense of heat as the eyes of snakes. If not, it will stimulate human perception of vision, so her test subjects have the opportunity to get along with snakes day and night."

Cui Yiyan's words can be said to be very gentle, but Lu Chi suddenly thought that when he was bitten by a snake, Cui Yiyan's quick tricks obviously did not happen once or twice. Lu Chi saw Cui Yiyan's calm tone, he even I can't even imagine.

He knows that when setting the game, in order to increase the playability of the game, various settings and backgrounds will be added to the characters in the game. Is Cui Yiyan's background also added by random settings in this way?So why does Cui Yiyan have to bear these because of such casual settings?

"She succeeded. Not only did she successfully design a new type of biological thermal device, which can be applied to all major vehicles and various electronic products, she also developed colored pupils, which look very similar to cosmetic pupils, but can use The colorblind sees colors, both of which are unparalleled achievements."

"She was very happy, and she was willing to give her test subject some sweetness, so her test subject expressed that he wanted to learn to paint."

"She hired a young art teacher who didn't understand anything and looked very good. This young art teacher was a very talented teacher. When she first saw the test object, her eyes Shining because she sees the work of art she seeks."

"She patiently taught how to paint, how to use colors, how to express what she wanted to paint, how to create, how to design, which was like a blank piece of paper."

"In order to make her artwork more perfect, she did a bold thing. She is very good at using her own capital. She used her charm to secretly take away the experimental product and hide it."

"The spoils of war between a talented young artist and a genius scientist are the child who can be both an experiment and a work of art. They struggled for a long time, and the child gradually discovered that he was different from others, and gradually learned How to leave the training cabin to live."

Cui Yiyan turned his head at this time, he looked at Lu Chi, and found that Lu Chi's eyes seemed to be wet, he stretched out his hand, he put his hands on Lu Chi's eyes, and felt a slight wetness in the palm of his hand. Wet, his heart moved slightly, he sighed, did not take his hand off, tilted his head and continued to tell the story.

"One of them is his biological mother and the other is his mother. One of them taught him how to survive, and the other taught him how to live."

"He has a good material life that ordinary people don't have. To give a very simple example, he used to feel that his feet were worn out when he wore shoes."

"He doesn't like to be in contact with people. They will always find that he is different from them. He has never seen colors. It took him a long time to remember the knowledge of colors that are common sense in the eyes of ordinary people. Being able to save two outlandish experiments, and even being able to see colors later, his first reaction was not to believe in the colors seen by the eyes, but to believe in the colors remembered in his mind."

"He has many shortcomings, it should be said that he has almost no advantages. He is not very courageous and is afraid of thunder, because once the thunder struck the laboratory, the training cabin was almost electrocuted, and he didn't know how to talk to people. He didn't have normal Growing up, I don’t know what to talk about with people, because he is a person with no past, and he doesn’t have so many colorful memories.”

"He doesn't want to trust anyone because he doesn't know how to trust someone."

"He also doesn't have the courage to approach people, he just keeps talking nonsense, which is easy to be annoying."

"He likes to be alone, he likes himself, because he knows that no one will like him, so he likes to design clothes, like to dress up, he hopes that he can see a different self every day, he He likes to talk to the mirror, when he sees a different version of himself in the mirror, it seems that he has many different friends."

"In fact, he just wants to live a simple life like every ordinary normal person, and live every day seriously."

"Then you can work in an ordinary way, eat and sleep in an ordinary way, without worrying about being treated as a test object one day, or being treated as a work of art one day."

"If he could, he would try to be a little braver, and then let himself learn how to be a little more frank, and then he could talk to people normally, have a few friends, and then grow old slowly. "

"Because he doesn't have an ordinary past that can be talked about, does he not have the right to have an ordinary future?"

"Is it so difficult to be ordinary?"

Cui Yiyan could feel that his palms were already wet, and warm tears kept running across his palms, as if across his heart. No one had ever cried for him, and he himself had never Cried, because he knew that no one would comfort him, just like he never expected to take the initiative to ask for a compliment from others, because no one really affirmed him, he knew that without expectations, he would not have disappointment.

He let go of his hand, and saw Lu Chi's wet eyes. If he was wearing colored pupils now, Lu Chi's eyes would be as red as a bunny.

He couldn't help laughing at the thought, he watched Lu Chi sniffled, and the sound of sobbing fell on his heart, like raindrops ticking into his heart.

"Why are you crying?" He said this, as if looking at a vexatious child.

"I'm crying for you..." Lu Chi's voice was full of tears, and then Lu Chi shook his head again, his voice a little hoarse, "I'm actually crying for myself."

The self outside the game world is obviously in a much better situation than Cui Yiyan, but because I still feel that I am alone and helpless, I keep closing myself off. Even if I try my best to survive, I still feel inferior and not frank enough. Know how to speak your mind frankly, don't know how to build a good new relationship well, give up easily when encountering a little failure, very bad, not brave at all.

In fact, what he has always wanted is to be able to work hard and live every day normally.

"You are amazing!" As if thinking of something, Lu Chi took out the screenshot of his previous CM from the communication device, and he showed the screenshot to Cui Yiyan, "Have you seen this?"

Cui Yiyan shook his head, the works on CM were all passed on to him by his assistant, he himself was not responsible, he was only responsible for sending emails to his assistant.

"These are your fans, and their comments on you. I haven't captured many of them. I also want to become so powerful one day, so I took screenshots of some of your works that I like, including Some comments."

Cui Yiyan took Lu Chi's communication device and looked at it carefully.

"Fuck! The boss is here again! This color is used so well, my mother asked me why I was kneeling and looking at the computer!"

"This design work is so shocking, such a collocation, such a boldness, it makes my eyes shine, and I will definitely buy it when the finished product is finished!"

"Plagiarism is impossible. Is there only one such style in the world? He is unique!"

"I like your design very much. The theme of my graduation thesis is about the color analysis of your works. When I was studying your "Narcissus", the extreme color matching made me cry. I feel that the whole design It gives people an extreme sense of loneliness, so I wrap myself in color, thank you for bringing me such a wonderful work."

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"Everyone has shortcomings, whether it's you or me." Lu Chi sniffled, and he looked at Cui Yiyan seriously.

Then Lu Chi took a deep breath and said slowly: "But on the contrary, everyone has a reason for existence and has his own advantages, but some advantages are very shiny, will shine, and can be seen by others. To be sure.”

"But some advantages are not obvious enough and are hidden. These advantages have nothing to do with whether there is a past."

It is true that he is not good enough, he is not bold enough, not brave enough, and he still stutters when he speaks, but he no longer stutters when he speaks, and his contact with people has gradually become natural, which is also his advantage.

"As long as a person has unlimited possibilities, he has unlimited futures, and his own possibilities are beyond his ability to see, but that means that anyone can deny himself, only himself can't, because he has to see for himself. Create a future of your own without the possibility of not being able to.”

Lu Chi looked at Cui Yiyan with a focused expression, he twitched the corners of his mouth, and there was a cry in his voice: "Look, you have already told me about your past, you are also a person with a past, the past is ordinary It doesn't matter if it's not ordinary, you still have a future."

Cui Yiyan clenched his hands, he looked at Lu Chi, blinked, and said with a little bewilderment, "Can I have it?"

Can a person like him, who is deformed in the eyes of normal people, really have a future?

Then he saw Lu Chi nodded vigorously at him, he seemed to have been waiting for such a nod for a long time.

His nose was sore, his eyes blinked, and the world in front of him became blurred. He stretched out his hand and touched his cheek. It was slightly moist and warm, as warm as Lu Chi's tears. How could he be like this? Ordinary tears, he cried no matter what.

When the pale golden eyes are wet, they look like shining topaz. They are one of the most beautiful colors in the world, gorgeous and vibrant.

Cui Yiyan's tears grew more and more, and they ran across his cheeks silently. It turned out that crying is such an emotion, a little sad, a little sour, a little sad, and I feel that my heart is suddenly enlightened and very comfortable.

At this moment, Lu Chi saw a tall and straight figure gradually walking towards the cave, and Lu Chi recognized it as Senior Lian Mang.

At the same time, the mechanical sound that System Fourteen was supposed to come from did not sound, Lu Chi had an idea in his heart, his heart beat a little fast, and then he said slowly to Cui Yiyan: "If you want to leave your two mothers If you want to coerce me, I think senior Lian Mang may have a way."

Lian Mang who came in happened to hear Lu Chi's words. Lian Mang looked at Lu Chi's red eyes and frowned slightly, then took out a tissue, handed each of them a piece, and then said in a magnetic voice: "Well, I can help you."

At the same time, the familiar mechanical voice of System Fourteen finally sounded: "Congratulations to the host! The daffodils by the riverside of the dungeon mission have passed!"

"Congratulations to the host for completing the main task of preventing the game character Cui Yiyan from having intimate contact with others and making love, and gaining [-] experience points!"

Lu Chi looked at Lian Mang, he still couldn't see any of Lian Mang's expressions clearly, but the suspicion in his heart was getting bigger and bigger.