August, Ancheng.

On the day we came, it rained heavily.On the way from the airport to the hotel, the wind was extremely strong, and the green trees on the street were shaken, and the rainwater hit the car windows, crackling.The whole city seemed to be shrouded in rain and fog, wet.

Shen He saw Yan Yongwang next to him.

The side face of the young man was indifferent, expressionless, his brows and eyes were dark, and the emotions in his eyes were very light, and he only stared at the wind and rain outside.

Soon, he lowered his eyes wearily again, refusing to look any more.

Silently arrived at the hotel, dragged my luggage, and took the elevator.

Shen He didn't dare to speak softly, he looked at Yan Yongwang's back worriedly, and walked a few steps ahead of him, his steps were very fast.When he got out of the car, he didn't have time to open an umbrella, half of his shoulders were soaked, and he didn't look very decent.

Swipe the room card and enter the room.

Shen He finally said: "Change your clothes."

Yan Yongwang seemed to realize that his shoulders were wet, he was in a daze for a while, and nodded: "Okay."

Take off the jacket, the shirt inside is already wet, there are clothes in the suitcase, open the suitcase, and change clothes.

Shen He saw him come out in the living room, Yan Yongxuan, who had recovered his dignity, looked the same as usual? There was no difference.He breathed a sigh of relief, and then asked him again: "Do you want to rest or have a meal first?"

"Let's eat first."

So I ordered a meal and ate in this VIP suite.

When eating, he seldom speaks, Shen He always knows how to mobilize Yan Yongwang's emotions, but in the past few months, he has been quite helpless with him.

Shen He recalled afterwards, seriously pondering what was the reason? He was in a bad mood, and could only barely remember that early morning in winter.

He went to work as usual, and when he went to the office, seeing his pale face, he thought he had hypoglycemia.

But later, when he came back after delivering the documents, he bumped into? He left the company in a hurry.

Later, it was he who discovered that Yan Yongxuan's mood became extremely depressed.

he asked, but he would not speak.

In the end, that is, two months ago, Shen He used his trump card and looked at him sadly—even though there was a bit of false play, most of it was true.

Shen He asked him: "You? It's been very bad recently, I'm very sad to see it."

"What? Can't you talk about things with me?"

"We have known each other for more than ten years, counting almost 20 years," Mr. Secretary was very serious, and as he talked, the acting became real? He felt sad to see him, as if seeing his child in In the confusion and pain, he wished to use the best medicine to heal him, "...you make me very worried."

So, under Shen He's questioning, he reluctantly opened his mouth and smiled, that smile was also ugly, and he was indescribably lonely.

"The person I liked very much left me."

Shen He didn't know who he was talking about, he thought to himself, what does Yan Yongxuan have? Is it his "very favorite person"?

Besides Chao Juan, there seems to be no one else, right?

At that time, he only had this thought in his mind, and felt that Chao Juan had left him.

Because of Chao Juan's words before, Shen He was mentally prepared for their possible breakup.He wanted to comfort him, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

Afterwards, I found Chao Juan's contact information, thought for a long time, typed, and asked: "Miss Chao, you? My boss, how are you doing now?"

After asking this sentence, he regretted it, but Shen He was too anxious.He hoped to know the reason why Yan Yonglu was sad and lost, he hoped to find out the reason, and he could prescribe the right medicine.

If it's a breakup, he hopes he can pull himself together, whether it's trying to get back together, or finding someone else...

In short, he urgently needs a way to make Yan Yonglu happy.

Zhao Juan's reply was very late, and she replied with a question mark.

Chao Juan: "?"

In the dialog box, this question mark is alone, and there is no more meaning to be seen.

Shen He had no choice but to continue to reply, saying that he felt that the boss seemed to be in a bad mood recently... wondering if the two had quarreled.He said in a tactful tone that his boss is too straight, and sometimes he may not be so thoughtful in doing things. I hope that Zhao Juan can understand that things like relationships need to be well-adjusted. If there is a real quarrel, I hope they can have a good talk. talk.

And so on, these are the words of the elders.

In the dialogue box, his words were scattered all over the place, with careful words and attitude, Shen He tried his best not to make people feel uncomfortable.In fact, he's doing really well, too, and social skills have always been his strong suit.After he finished sending, he waited with bated breath for Chaojuan's reply.

Then, Chao Juan replied with a short sentence: "Yes, we broke up, don't ask more questions."

Then don't answer.

Shen Hexin seemed to have fallen into a hole in the ice.

He didn't know what happened behind this? He just thought, no wonder, no wonder.

No wonder Yan Yongwang was in such a bad mood.

……

However, the truth is that Yan Yongwang felt sad because of Chao Lingxi's departure.

He encountered the second parting, which was better than the first time, Chao Lingxi left a few words, and did not leave without saying goodbye.He wrote, said he loved him, and asked him if he would miss him like he missed Yan Chi and Shi Xianyuan.

The little snowman he left behind was put in that house by Yan Yongxuan.

The water and electricity are not stopped every month. From time to time, he will go around the house, open the refrigerator, look at the little snowman, and look around at the things left by Chao Lingxi.

There are not too many things left by Chao Lingxi in this world, and it can be read in a few minutes.

His coat——had been sneaked away by Chao Lingxi, and it was put in the closet, hung up properly, and mothballs were placed beside it, in case the weather was hot and there were bugs.

The potted cactus he bought online has tenacious vitality. He waters it once every half a month, and it is still very green.

The landscape map hanging on the wall was printed out of a template, and the scenery is very good, but Yan Yongwang knew at a glance that it was an online map.Chao Lingxi said that he likes this landscape painting very much.

So every time he went to see the little snowman, he would deliberately look at the landscape picture more.

……

In August, the day of worshiping parents.

It rained heavily in Anseong.Shen He hates rainy days, because he thinks that rainy days will make Yan Yonglu sad.

The weather can always affect people's mood. When Yan Yongwang was 26 years old, when he came to pay respects to his parents, it also rained. He was holding an umbrella at that time, so I don't know if he cried or not.

This time, Shen He tacitly left him time to talk to his parents alone in front of the tombstone for a long time.

He stood far away, watching the young man in a black coat, slowly bent down, and arranged a bouquet of flowers.The white petals were wet with rain, his side face was handsome, his eyelashes drooped, his Adam's apple swallowed lightly, and then he turned his back.

Shen He couldn't see his expression anymore.

It was a long time before he passed.Yan Yongxuan was cross-legged in front of the tombstone, his coat was pressed under his legs, the umbrella was held up a little crooked by him, the rain fell in, and the top of his hair was a little wet.

This time, Shen He was shocked to find that his eye sockets were red.

"..." It was so silent that he didn't know what to say?

After a while, Shen He whispered, "Are you okay?"

His young boss, who had never seen him cry before, nodded and told him hoarsely, "I'm fine."

Shen He watched him leave worriedly. Before leaving, he tried to smile, but unfortunately he couldn't make Shen He feel relaxed.

Yan Yongwang said: "May I borrow your coat? Sit down."

"Give it back to me later."

Shen He didn't dare to blink, watching him return to the side of the car holding an umbrella, his back was straight, but he always felt that he was fragile.

The tombstone is very cold, and after the rain pours down, it will be shockingly cold to touch again.

Shen He slowly sat cross-legged on Yan Yongwang's coat.

He was speechless for a long time.

After a long time, he said, "Madam, sir."

"Young master cried today."

As he spoke, the sockets of his eyes slowly turned red and moist, like lake water hiding the morning mist. He suppressed his voice very hard and said, "How can I make him happy?"

He didn't know the answer either, or, to put it another way...

Since Yan Chi and Shi Xianyuan passed away unexpectedly in a plane crash a few years ago, his young master has rarely lived a purely happy life.

The young master's life seems to have encountered a watershed a few years ago.

Before that, it was a happy and luxurious life, his parents were still alive, and he had a magnanimous and peaceful life path; after that, it was a day of perseverance, coldness, and pain, and he could only be with him.

In the year before last, he slowly had the moment to show his face.But last year was his happiest time, and Shen He could often see him smiling—it seemed that it coincided with the days when he met Chao Juan.

But this year, everything started again, and he turned into a look that Shen He didn't want to see.

It seemed as if it would collapse and crumble to gravel at the slightest push.

……

The news of [Chao Juan and Yan Yongwang's breakup] was first spread from the circle of celebrities, but later, somehow, it became an uproar.

Yan Yongwang has spent a lot of energy on this year's work.Shen He even found out, whether it was due to being widowed or what, his daily life was no longer distributed to the rest, but most of it was distributed to work.

That is, it returned to the state that Shen He didn't want him to be.

"Workaholic" shouldn't be an exclusive term for a man his age at all.

Shen He felt that a young man of the right age should not only think about work, he should have other lives.

But since "Chaojuan and Yan Yongxuan broke up", Yan Yongxuan's life has become like this. He wants him to change, but he doesn't know where to change it.

As soon as he asked, Yan Yongxuan said coldly: "Nothing? It's easy to say."

"My relationship with her is sometimes not what you think."

Shen He also approached Chao Juan in private, out of caring for Yan Yongwang, he didn't care about face, and wanted her to get back together with him.

As a result, the result was only a few words from Zhao Juan.

"have nothing to say."

The words that sounded very similar to Yan Yongwang himself, made Shen He a little funny for a moment, thinking, they have been a couple for a long time, so do they even speak alike?

Obviously so? People who have a tacit understanding, why? Can't be together?

Shen He has complicated emotions.But he is just an outsider, and more, it is hard to say, and he is not qualified to say.

Mentioning it once in front of Chao Juan is already a huge cross-border.

Later, he stopped talking, and only hoped that Yan Yongxuan would value him more, and don't let his annual physical examination report index be too ugly.

He already knows the news of their breakup, and it won't be too late for others to know. It is rumored in the circle of celebrities in the capital that Yan Yongxuan and Chaojuan broke up. The reason is that Lin Shen mentioned one day that he hadn't seen Chaojuan mention Yan Yong delusional.

A stone stirred up a thousand waves.

Everyone is guessing whether they broke up - because Yan Yongwang's recent state seems to be very bad.

After coming and going, people who were close to Chao Juan confirmed the fact that they had broken up from the Lord himself.

Lin Shen: I was at a loss.

After he received the news, what he thought was, should he chase after him?

He never really imagined that Chaojuan would break up with Yan Yongwang. Although he secretly thought that he would chase after Chaojuan after they broke up, but...he didn't think enough. .

So much so that they broke up, this fact caught Lin Shen by surprise.

Cheng Chenghe got this important information from Cheng Chenglan's mouth. After learning about it, his heart fluttered and he intended to attack.

However, he made an appointment with Chaojuan as a friend, but found that Chaojuan was not interested and seemed in a bad mood.

Asked on the sidelines, but couldn't find out why.

The only possibility that Cheng He thought about was that she would only feel depressed because of the fact that she broke up with Yan Yongwang.

He tried to pursue it, but unfortunately the result was not very good, so he had to give up in the end.

Later, when a friend had a date for dinner, Cheng Chenghe hesitated for a long time, and said to Chao Juan: "If leaving him makes you sad...then why don't you try to get back together?"

Chao Juan was stunned immediately, and she opened her lips, wanting to say something? But in the end, under the concern of Cheng Chenghe, she was speechless.

Shaking his head, he smiled wryly.

In this world, no one can understand why Yan Yongxuan's loss came from.

He didn't feel sad for the "acted out" "misunderstood" love, or even the subsequent "breakup".

Even, the so-called loss and sadness that others thought was just because of Zhao Lingxi's departure.

The taste of loneliness, once tasted, I don't want to taste it again.

There are always happy days when there is a consonance.Happiness is always short-lived, he only now understands this truth.

Yan Yong was delusional, it was too difficult for him to get used to a life without a consonance, obviously he only came to his side for more than a year, not even two years.

But he already liked him very much.

I think he is sometimes stupid and sometimes cute.

It's also delicious to cook with.

That little snowman is still in the freezer and has kept well.Sometimes when he wants to go to a consonance, he will drive to have a look.

……

September.

Shen He walked into the office with a complicated face and reported a piece of news.

"boss."

"Ok?"

"There's another earthquake in Ling City."

Yan Yongxuan's fingers that were typing were paused, and he suddenly raised his face: "What?"

"The project is about to stop again." Shen He said helplessly, "It was obvious that the construction had just started a while ago, and now the finishing work has begun... As a result, another earthquake came." It really disrupted their plans.

He was complaining, but he didn't realize the joy appeared on Yan Yongwang's face at this time, he restrained himself too quickly, when Shen He looked at him, those emotions disappeared?

In a blink of an eye, Shen He heard Yan Yongwang say: "Make arrangements, and go to Ling City in the near future."

Shen He: "Huh?"

"Wait... Boss, you? Do you want to go in person?"

"Ah."

"Actually, it's not necessary. Only the follow-up finishing work is left. Even if we resume work in half a year, it will still be in time. It's okay? No problem. The project manager in Lingshi can handle it."

Shen He thought he was worried, and tried to persuade him, but he didn't expect Yan Yongwang's attitude to be so firm: "I still have to go."

"...OK." Shen He looked at him suspiciously, very puzzled, but he still booked the ticket honestly.

From this day on, he had an inexplicable intuition that Yan Yongwang seemed to be happier.

After Shen He left, Yan Yongwang opened it and searched for the Lingshi Earthquake.

This is a small earthquake, because there was an earthquake before, and the government organized relevant training for various institutions, but there were no casualties in the whole city.

good news.

And Yan Yongwang's focus is not here, he just recalled the last Lingshi earthquake, and Chao Lingxi appeared in his life shortly thereafter.

With an inexplicable expectation, he waited for the day when he went to Ling City.

September fifteenth.

Ling city.

The boss and Mr. Secretary finished their busy work. In the middle of the night, the boss said he wanted to have supper, and then Shen He agreed.

The two were waiting in the restaurant. Before the meal was finished, the secretary received a call from the project manager.

Said that there was something urgent and I wanted to find him.

Shen He: "You want me to go there in person?"

"I'm having dinner with the boss, yes... okay," Shen He raised his eyebrows and looked at Yan Yongwang: "The manager said that there is a document that I need to go over to look at. Boss, I may not be able to eat with you."

Yan Yongwang hummed calmly.

After hanging up the phone, Shen He sighed, and said, "It's all a matter, even supper can't be a peace of mind."

"Go, if you want to eat, I'll give it to you later? Pack some and take it home."

Shen He smiled: "It's not necessary, you? Eat, I'll go first, you can go back by yourself later?"

They are all adults, and this kind of exhortation sounds childish. After Shen He finished speaking, he was also amused: "I'll go first."

Yan Yong nodded.

He watched Shen He leave, the main computer was turned on, and the message he had just sent to the manager appeared impressively.

The manager sent again: "Boss, I've already called..."

He replied: "Good job."

After closing the chat box, he booked a car online, and the location was Lingshi Cemetery.

When taking the online car-hailing service, the driver even looked at him: "What are you doing at the cemetery at night?"

"Nothing?" Thanks to this cold face, when he didn't want to say more, it was quite bluffing. The driver saw that he was not interested in talking, so he didn't want to ask more.

But when he got out of the car, he gave a warning: "It's late at night, so long? Good-looking young man, be careful walking at night, and remember to call the police in case something happens."

Yan Yongwang: "..."

The earthquake in Ling City last month was not like in the past, which caused a lot of strange news in the city.Nobody even heard of what's around Lingshi Cemetery? Weird stuff.

Yan Yongxuan stepped on the stone pavement of the cemetery, stood in the night wind, was blown by the cool wind, and finally regained consciousness.

He thought, why would he firmly believe in this earthquake, that he would be able to see the people he wanted to see?

The few words left by Chao Lingxi are enough to deduce the fact that he left in desperation.

The same goes for his parents, they didn't leave this world willingly.

And when he comes to Ling City, can he find what he wants?

The more Yan Yongwang thinks about it, the more his heart sinks.He lifted his feet and walked up to the height step by step.

In the Lingshi Cemetery, there are many tombs on the hills. The moonlight is cool, and he has no fear in his heart. He walks slowly and thinks slowly.Under the faint moonlight, the lush grass and tall trees are clearly visible, and the subtle shadows of the trees are shaking.

On a September night, there was a bit of cool evening wind, which cooled Yan Yongxuan's heart a little bit.

How did you meet in the first place? How did you get to know each other?

It seems that Shen He saw it first.

Yan Yongwang felt a little regretful again, he thought, the manager should not have cheated Shen He away, he knew that Shen He would definitely not agree to visit the cemetery with him, but if he talked about it carefully and made a strong request, Shen He would not be sure. Followed.

Walked a little dejectedly, from the slopes to the top.

I have seen countless tombstones. If there are ghosts, Yan Yongxuan may have met many ghosts face to face N times.

He is not afraid of these gods and ghosts, just like he was not afraid of seeing Chao Lingxi back then.

Looking down from the top of the mountain, the slope is gentle, with many tombstones and weeds, almost half the height of a person.

The bluestone slabs that were shattered by the earthquake have not yet been repaired, and there is a desolate beauty in sight.

The moonlight was dim, falling on Yan Yongwang's body, he found an open space with no expression on his face, and sat down cross-legged.

Then I thought, I look like an idiot.

Chao Lingxi is gone, but I learned his stupid way of thinking, what? I didn't even think about it, I came here with a lot of expectations.

Obviously there is only one "earthquake" at the same point as before, but he seems to be convinced that he can see Chao Lingxi again.

Yan Yong said to himself, "I'm an idiot."

As he spoke, he felt both funny and pitiful.

"I am a fool."

His eye sockets were a little moist.

The moonlight was cool, Yan Yongwang stretched out his hand, his fingers were very pale, under the moonlight, it looked like the skin color of Chao Lingxi when he saw it.

What was Chao Lingxi at that time? What was it like?

Pale skin, dark eyebrows, his appearance is gloomy and gorgeous, a bit like him.

At that time, Shen He was taken aback.

Yan Yongwang gathered his fingers together and slowly stuffed them into his pockets, he rarely felt a little bit cold.

Just a little bit.

He also thought of Chao Lingxi, when his hands were cold, he would warmly stuff him with a baby warmer.

Said: "The female goose should use warm baby stickers, because you are a girl!"

When he laughed, even the usual gloom was gone, and he was quite gentle.

Sometimes, when he handed things over, he would always take him into consideration, try not to touch them with cold fingertips, but stick them with warm palms.

Yan Yongwang sat blankly on the dirt, and let out a breath very slowly.

He murmured: "I kind of miss you.

"

"Lingxiong."

……

Then, he heard a nice, clear voice, as light and hazy as moonlight, with a slight coolness.

"You? Miss him?"

Yan Yongwang followed the sound stiffly, he saw a snow-white clothes corner right beside him, but he just lowered his head, but never heard the footsteps coming from.Like the moon silk and satin, the color of snow is ambiguous.He raised his face in a daze, and before he could react much, the person who made the sound tapped his forehead with his warm fingers.

Her fingers were tender and delicate, like a small brand mark, pointing between his brows.

"You? Why are you so? Aijiao, are you still crying?"

He's such a beautiful, so pure character.

Long hair, peach blossom eyes, pupils are light brown-gray.

"you?--"

Yan Yongjuan took a mouthful of saliva and choked in his throat.

"I--"

She pretended to imitate his way of speaking, and smiled at him, her peach blossom eyes narrowed, she was extraordinarily beautiful.

The author has something to say: Happy New Year's Day!

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