Pretend to have a lover

The unique living room looks like it has been designed with painstaking efforts and materials. Only a hospitable host would take this kind of thought, but the bedroom is pitifully casual. Maybe Liu Sha is casual and does not care about what others think of her. They brought it.

"It's so beautiful, come and see..." Han Ya stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and asked Zhuang Jing to look at it: "Did you see that there is a light pink wild flower behind the woods?" She almost pressed the lens against the glass, "What do you think it is?" Morning glory or peonies?"

"...I think it looks like a broom plum." Zhuang Jing also recognized it for a while before saying.

"The broomstick plum is bigger than that, more like a baby's breath." Han Ya said in a dazed tone with affirmation.

"I don't think so. The baby's breath is planted in my community. From the upstairs, the small flowers are scattered and sparse, not so dense." Unfortunately, Zhuang Jing saw it with her own eyes, and she was very sure. Han Ya's subjective assumptions were shattered.

"That's because your building is too tall and there are so many flowers in the community. The area is too narrow. It's not as big as this place..." Han Ya, who was refuted by Zhuang Jing with reasonable grounds, hadn't had a third person. She will not be so forceful, and of course she will not give up easily now.

Zhuang Jing and Han Ya couldn't stop arguing, Liu Sha said with a smile: "It's the forget-me-not, didn't you see it in the living room... Maybe you didn't pay attention."

Han Ya's eyes widened, she was astonished as if nothing could escape her eyes: "Really... I'll go and have a look." She couldn't resist the fact, so Han Ya happened to use this step to go downstairs to see the flowers up.

With her hands behind her back, Liu Sha looked out of the window and said flatly, "The flower garden will be removed soon..."

For some reason, this sounded a bit bleak. Since I like it so much, why don’t I put the flowers where I can see them every day, but just throw them beside the living room, which is not easy to notice. Zhuang Jing doesn’t understand but can feel her depression. If it is said that there is always sadness after a good time, happiness is just a memory that cannot be retained by everyone, and happy people still have to bear their fate, Zhuang Jing thinks that there is no need to worry about it in advance. Let the sufferings you face and don’t want to bear come, and they are always involuntary. Why should you be so sentimental and ignore the best time and feeling at this moment... Really confused, she still keeps going Worried about the unknown that shouldn't bother her mind, Zhuang Jing wanted to say something to ease the atmosphere, but even the heavens didn't allow her to intervene. The rain without lightning or thunder just fell quietly without even saying hello, as if she didn't know Why did Daiyu, who was sad and weeping alone, the slightest drizzle was like cutting and untangling knots, which disturbed people's mind.The gray sky is clouding down, the blue sunny day changes without warning, the sky sheds its shell of lies, it should be the familiarity of the past, the world is gray, the glass window is full of tears, standing in the plane tree The sparrow that reported the good news but not the bad news suddenly turned around and disappeared. A swallow with nowhere to live stumbled against the hard-hearted rain. I don’t know when it will end. Where is the exhaustion all over the body? Only willing to take it in, the exhausted and unspeakable pain is hidden here too deep, too deep, there are no words, no eyes, no touch, but even the molecules in the air are filled with a kind of depression that has been accumulated for a long time and has nowhere to go , making people breathless, pressurizing violently, overdrawing someone's brazen and beautiful words to the point of embarrassment.

Zhuang Jing seemed to empathize, watching the rain silently, the two of them stood in front of the blurred window, waiting for the rain, waiting for hope, waiting for the colorful rainbow that once appeared in that direction, waiting for the sunshine, immersed in this tranquility , the love in the rain, no longer care about the turmoil of the past, no fear of tomorrow, forget the past, forget the next moment, forget Zhuang Jing, forget Liu Sha, forget them, only this time, waiting for each other in peace.

The water droplets are scattered and scattered, it is dawn, and after a bitter cry, the spirit is refreshed, the rainbow arrives as expected, and the aggrieved sparrow finally emerges from the tree hole and sings loudly, expressing the long-awaited love. In Cheng Song's long love poem, the sun regains the throne after dispelling the gloomy dark clouds, bringing back the blue sky of summer, the warm wind that has been away for a long time, and the colorful world.

The proud flower dew rolled down shyly, got into the soil mischievously and never came out again, and the reclusive Rainbow fulfilled its mission without disappointing everyone.A row of green belts have been washed away from the dust of the past, and they are full of energy to hold their heads high and defend the homeland of mankind.When a piece of light pink forget-me-nots separated the world from the fairyland like a ribbon, the sugar-hearted red sun arrived slowly, lying lazily on the sea level, hoping that it was not too late. Just imagine, maybe it is This unhurried and just right timing made the "Impression Sunrise" born more than a century ago.The crystal-clear raindrops on the glass indistinctly contrast the flowers and plants outside, making them as intoxicating as immortals, dreamlike and unreal.

Zhuang Jing felt that the outside world was unreal, but it was real at this moment. It was really unbelievable. It was not because she didn't want it, but because she was afraid that it would fade away unconsciously, and she would never see it again. Get rid of the false dream, don't wake up at all, she looks out of the window with all her heart, and remembers this moment, sometimes people are smart enough to keep the deepest memory, but underestimate the running-in of time, and it becomes rough and distorted over time Zhuang Jing didn't write it down, but her unconscious soul left without anyone noticing, she couldn't help it, and she didn't know.

"Come down quickly, let's go to the seaside to watch the sunset, there should be time..." Han Ya smiled and beckoned everyone to go to the seaside with her.

Hun'er, who wandered out just now, was disturbed, slipped back into her body, stored in Zhuang Jing's subconscious, and was permanently sealed.

"Yeah, it rained just now, I'm going to get the camera, you wait for me." Liu Sha turned and went downstairs.

"Okay." Zhuang Jing said.

Don't look at being born by the sea, Zhuang Jing hasn't seen the sea for a long time, if it wasn't for Han Ya's suggestion, no one would have thought of such a good idea.

When it comes to Xia, it is nothing more than a bright red and fiery red cloud, like a cloud of fire, no matter whether a beautiful woman or an ugly man under the fire cloud, they all show a feverish face, but that is better than a person wearing a swimsuit to take pictures, at least not The limbs of the barbecue version will be exposed, ha, there are also plump men who only wear a pair of underwear. What kind of scenery will it be at this time? They are all shrouded in a boundless fireball. I don’t know if they feel a bit like the monkey who can’t escape the Buddha’s palm, just the red clouds that appear randomly among thousands of natural phenomena. Dancing so happily, they really convinced them, but this was Zhuang Jing's impression many years ago. When she got to the beach, she realized that the sunset does not have only one color, like the sky covered with a light lotus-colored veil. Connecting to the blue sea level, the top of the lotus root color is surrounded by light duck egg yolk and light pink, the sky above the head is pink from light pink to near, and the whole sky is in order from near to far: pink, light pink, It is light yellow and taupe-colored, but the sea reflects the exact opposite color. Walking along such a colorful coast, Zhuang Jing feels as if she has been drawn into a colorful halo, and the center of the light is at the junction of the sea and the sky. The flying golden dots are not other birds but the most powerful albatrosses showing off their full spoils. They are the bravest and hardest-working species of birds, occupying the most beautiful airspace and the greatest sea area on earth , is the belief of the sea, the pride of the sea, and the friend of mankind.

With such a beautiful and peaceful sea, it is natural to take pictures. Liu Sha captured many wonderful shots of the albatross hunting feast, and a group photo of Zhuang Jing and Han Ya was also included in her camera, and she has never seen her take pictures since then people.Han Ya likes to explain while recording, it seems that she is actually doing her personal interview at the time of recording, it is really strange why she didn’t major in journalism, Zhuang Jing asked her this question half a year ago, she always said vaguely that she didn’t That eloquence is either because her family disagrees, anyway, she always has one or another reason, today Liu Sha also asked the same question, but Han Ya gave the answer that Zhuang Jing had guessed long ago without any novelty - no That eloquence, the first time it sounds like she is a very modest person, but in fact she is a "no core," and later Liu Sha got to know everyone to evaluate her like this, Zhuang Jing thinks this is inappropriate, and it is used in an ordinary person. She is a bit ruthless and demanding, but anyone who knows Liu Sha knows that she is enough to save face. As the name implies, "no core" has no inner core. Liu Sha hopes that Zhuang Jing can be frank with Han Ya, and she will be satisfied. Although Zhuang Jing knows it well, she will never do that, because no matter what Liu Sha thinks, Han Ya is always her They are not ordinary friends. They have been together for so long. It is the companionship between friendship and the dependence on mutual acquaintance. Liu Sha will not understand these things. Zhuang Jing knows that Liu Sha will probably misunderstand something in the end. Sha has a sense of crisis, but she herself is more relaxed. Zhuang Jing occasionally has such little villain thoughts.Sometimes I want to tell her that she and Han Ya are just friends and cannot be separated. At the same time, Zhuang Jing is glad that she didn't do that, otherwise it would be superfluous. Liu Sha is a smart person, how could she not understand her and Han Ya? The relationship between Ya and Ya is nothing more than repelling each other out of the jealous nature of the same sex, and how can nature be changed in a few words.

And now Zhuang Jing doesn't know two things about Liu Sha. One is that Liu Sha took a picture of her with her mobile phone and stored it in a password-set album. The other is that Liu Sha can't say it, at least not now, Han Ya I have already felt that Liu Sha has a crush on Zhuang Jing. Liu Sha thinks that she is covering up flawlessly, but she doesn't want Han Ya to notice the slight psychological changes, but Han Ya doesn't care too much about it. Who doesn't like beautiful and smart people? Man, isn't she, Han Ya, clinging to Zhuang Jing every day, so Han Ya only thinks of herself and others, ignoring Liu Sha's true feelings.

However, if Liu Sha had to say what kind of feelings she has for Zhuang Jing, she would say: "When I see her, I feel inexplicably happy, as if something good will happen to her this day, and I always feel that she is Filled with infinite power, full of endless energy, but the end of the day is just as ordinary as every day, and there is a sense of fulfillment until I lie under the covers and fall asleep, looking forward to a new day soon That's it." This is what Liu Sha said when Liu Sha and Han Ya sat down and chatted casually. Han Ya was dumbfounded at the time, because she had never thought about it like that, and she couldn't understand the relationship between the two of them. What kind of emotion, as for Liu Sha's meaning of being full of infinite power, if she wants to break her head, she can only apply it mechanically to the feeling when she walks on the street and suddenly thinks of Sun Kuan. No matter how ordinary and ordinary things are, it will attract the attention and envious eyes of others, as if wearing a layer of golden body protection cassock that no one else even thinks about, super confident.Liu Sha doesn't ask others if they understand her feelings, in short, she is at ease now.

Zhuang Jing took several photos of Liu Sha and Han Ya with her mobile phone. Han Ya knew that Zhuang Jing was more inclined to Liu Sha than her from the moment she saw Liu Sha. Who asked Zhuang Jing to scribble on the person? What about Liu Sha?Han Ya won't mind, because she thinks more about Sun Kuan.

It was getting late, Liu Sha bought drinks, and the three of them sat on the beach and talked. When they talked about the place they wanted to go the most, Liu Sha said that she wanted to go to the shallows, and Han Ya also said that she hadn't been there for ten years. When they mentioned Zhuang Jing, they even forgot that there was such a place. They remembered that they heard that people had been stung by jellyfish in that sea area, so no one went swimming in the water. The adults also told the children not to go there, and the signs on the way from elementary school also read : "Don't swim, there are jellyfish in the sea" is particularly eye-catching in big red characters, but it is precisely because of this reason that the children's endless curiosity and interest are aroused. Zhuang Jing and several classmates regard it as a treasure. Every day after school, they would go there to check whether their masterpiece (sand pile house) was damaged by the sea or birds. Every time, this worry was fulfilled, and they put in a lot of effort to build it up. Haiyan always took the canes they found secretly when they were away. If Zhuang Jing hadn't found out that they had used them as nesting stones, they would have thought they had been swept away by the high tide, so They buried the rattan in the sand to prevent Haiyan from finding it, but no matter how secret it was, they couldn't hide the secret from Haiyan, who can come and go freely in the sea. Later, some of them suggested a way to avoid Haiyan's sight by changing the place, and put the rattan The shells and stones were moved to the bottom of the rocks, pressed with large stones and buried with sand. At first, everyone thought this method was good. In fact, the petrels only took a few of them, and they would not immediately find out if they were missing.

One day, when the summer vacation came, they would not have to delay digging the house because of going to school. Haiyan definitely didn't know about it, but they were discovered. After that, they moved to another location, and they were found by Haiyan, and then moved, and found again. After repeated transfers again and again, a few children finally dug into a half-person-high "green sand house with sea view" under the tug-of-war of the disparity in strength between the enemy and us. Thinking of this, Zhuang Jing couldn't help laughing. Sea view rooms, Jinhai villas, and Yintan Guihai seaside gardens, but I have never heard of green sea view sand houses. I dare not live in this sand word alone. I don’t know who came up with such a silly name. Well, everyone voted for it all the time. Up to now, Zhuang Jing still clearly remembered the internal structure of the house. The principle is very simple. The sand is hollowed out enough to fit a child as deep as a child can bend over, and then the straw basket is put into the hole, and the outside is filled with stones until there is only a gap where you can see the sea, which is used as a window.

The four children lay upright on their sides in the narrow sand, motionless, like a living mummy, in which they must never open their eyes or talk, and of course they must not lean up or turn over, because everyone knows that a little If you are not careful, you will eat sand with your eyes, or if it collapses, it will be buried.