Chen Chen and Shen Qingyou

Day after day was boringly repeated, and if there was no one around, it would be deathly silence.If there is no one in the heart, it is despair.This is the case with Shen Qingyou, with nothing in his heart, and all his actions are just to survive. The ridiculous thing is that he doesn't know why he lives.Under the light, he looked at the deserted home, and the loneliness that had accumulated for a long time suddenly broke out.

He took out the passbook that he threw randomly in the drawer. The money in it was completely beyond the possession of a migrant worker like him.Every month, that person will send money to his card, a fixed amount, dozens of times more than his salary.However, he didn't know who that person was.I have been favored by that person for a long time, no matter whether he needs it or not, thinks about it or not, it even becomes a bit compulsive.Thinking to himself, he also tried to ask the bank, but he didn't know any news.Ah, the chill of silence.

The phone vibrated suddenly.It's Fu Yanqi.

"Hello?" Shen Qingyou asked.

"Brother, my roommate and I are going on a winter outing this weekend, do you want to come together?" Fu Yanqi's familiar address and inexplicable enthusiasm made him laugh. "I won't go, you have fun."

"Ah." Deep disappointment and the sizzle of electricity entered Shen Qingyou's ears through the receiver.Hearing Fu Yanqi say a few more words, he hung up, and the long-lasting loneliness came back to him.He flipped through the phone's address book, and there were very few people on it, only five or six in total.I suddenly wanted to eat noodles. Looking at the time, the noodle shop was almost closed.Without hesitation, turn off the lights and go downstairs, walking on the street, there are many people at neither early nor late, for some people it is the beginning of nightlife, for some it is the end of a busy day.There are people in a hurry, sweet couples, and adults holding children.There was a hawker who was about to close the stall, so he quickened his pace, hoping to have a bowl of noodles.

Fortunately, the boss was still there, talking to a man, who was wearing a black suit, and looked like a leopard ready to go, full of strength.There are a few strands of hair on the front of the forehead, the eyes look sideways, slightly raised, and the firm eyebrows are high, unbelievably wild.The owner of the noodle shop was talking to him, and the man got up to say goodbye. .The boss also smiled and nodded to him, a little respectful, a little familiar smile.Shen Qingyou strode over with long legs, the man seemed to stare at Shen Qingyou in a daze, Shen Qingyou passed him, smiled and said to the noodle shop owner, "Here is a bowl of noodles." The shop owner seemed a little surprised that Shen Qingyou would come at this time, so he took a look The man standing next to him immediately laughed, "Mr. Dongfang, why don't you eat together?" He said and looked at Shen Qingyou, "Qingyou, this is Dongfang Su."

Shen Qingyou got up and stretched out her hand. "Hello, I'm Shen Qingyou." The man also stretched out his hand: "Dongfang Su." Dongfang Su's fingers are very long, with thick calluses on his fingertips and palms. soldiers of soldiers.There was a moment of awkward silence, Dongfang Su sat upright, Shen Qingyou turned his head to look at the people coming and going on the street, his eyes were hazy, the inside was empty and there was nothing.The boss's noodles were served soon, Dongfang Su didn't open his mouth, he ate the noodles silently and quietly, the soldier's literacy was overwhelming, Shen Qingyou didn't speak, the boss was going to pack up and close up.

"Are you a soldier?" Shen Qingyou asked him.With his head tilted, the dim light hit his facial features, which were beautiful and soft.The navy blue windbreaker set off his extremely fair skin, which was the complete opposite of Dongfang Su's dark skin.Dongfang Su quickly solved the problem, "It used to be."

"Oh? Why not now?"

"Because I have to repay the debt." Dongfang Su looked at him quietly, and he could hear the sound of the wind blowing in his ears. His face really had a kind of righteousness unique to a soldier. I don't know if it was because he was a soldier before that he had a righteousness. , or born to be a soldier.

"That's a pity." Shen Qingyou also looked at him, and he could clearly see his face from Dongfang Su's eyes.His eyes are clear.Shen Qingyou was faintly envious, because his eyes were always hazy, and no one else could be reflected there.He didn't intend to delve into why he didn't want to be a soldier when he had to pay off his debts, he just thought it was a chance meeting and passing by.

"Yeah." The magnetic voice seemed to rub out from the throat.

Dongfang Su put down his chopsticks, got up and left, saying goodbye.Shen Qingyou smiled, not a gentle smile, but a curved face in a simple sense.

"I'll see you again." Seeing his smile, Dongfang Su reached out and stroked his hair.Shen Qingyou froze for a moment, this movement seemed familiar to Chen, and the sense of familiarity was overwhelming.Very kind, not intimacy, but kindness.Shen Qingyou didn't know why he knew that he thought they were just meeting for a while.With a puzzled expression on his face, Dongfang Su had already walked away.

After the boss finished cleaning up, Shen Qingyou's noodles were cold, "Qingyou, I have known you for a few years. I have never seen you bring friends to eat. Don't think I am busy, you are still young, and I am too. I'm afraid you're too lonely. I don't know Mr. Dongfang at any time, but I'm so old and have seen so many things, I know he is a good person. I think you and him can go together." The boss took off his apron , with callused and cracked hands on the table, the middle is already bald, and the rest of the hair is also gray and gray.Just those gentle eyes, like my father. "No." Shen Qingyou put his hand on his, and he had an ominous premonition that something bad would happen, because the store owner had something in his eyes that was similar to parting.It's obviously a vague answer, but the shop owner understands him, because he knows, Shen Qingyou, although he always gives people the feeling of being deserted, the sense of distance that always exists will always be invisible to people. His real heart.But, Shen Qingyou, he has always put his cherished people in his heart.

Shen Qingyou looked around subconsciously, and panicked all of a sudden, it was very clean, unbelievably clean.Everything was neatly placed, as if it was a final farewell. "Where is the proprietress?" Shen Qingyou restrained her trembling voice.Over the years, no matter the wind or rain, the two of them have always been together. "Qingyou, this may be the last time we meet, and I will go back to my hometown with her tomorrow." Shen Qingyou gritted her teeth, her voice was a little urgent, "Why, isn't it good? Can't the business go on? The location is not good , I can also find you a good location."

"It's nothing special. Fallen leaves return to their roots. When you get old, you should go back." The boss said calmly.

"Well, give me the phone number of Dongfang Su." Shen Qingyou said.

"Okay, okay, okay." The boss was very happy to hear him say that.

"Go back." Shen Qingyou wrote down the number and mentioned the things the boss had packed.There were very few items, and most of them were downloaded, giving Shen Qingyou the illusion that the boss and his wife would still be there when he came back tomorrow or some day.But he had a hunch that they might never come back again.

As cars came and went, Shen Qingyou hailed a taxi and paid for it.I pushed the shop owner in, and the shop owner wanted to tell him something, but he didn't hear clearly through the car glass.I originally came out to drive away the desertedness and loneliness, but I didn't want to go back even more lonely.He is in an eggshell, but this eggshell, he has no intention of breaking, and no one really has that kind of insistence on entering his world.The store owner is like his only connection to the world, he seems to have no parents.

Seven years ago, he woke up from the hospital.All the documents are placed on the bedside, and there is a university notice inside.He was very young at that time, but he had no memory of the past, not to mention being unfamiliar with other people's faces, he even felt strange about his own face.There is no family member around, only doctors and nurses who come in and out every day. Every day the nurse takes him to the outside of the ward. There are flowers and plants around, which should be the most common now that I think of it.But it was so, to him at that time, it was still so strange that it made people feel chills.He is very quiet and not noisy.But those nurses always wanted to make him laugh, telling the kind of jokes that he found boring at the time.

But he is really lonely, so he occasionally smiles with them.At that time, I really felt that, yes, nurses are all angels.

If he hadn't heard those words at the beginning, he felt that he might still think that way now.I don't think I've hated women since then.

It's late at night, and what happened to countless people happened to someone.Yeah, there's nothing new under the sun.Who will pick up the mask repeatedly worn on different faces with tears, or be forced or voluntarily to be wronged.