Abnormal

Bai Xiuwen looked at him, and said slowly: "Caramel Puff Tart, do you want to try it?"

However, as soon as he finished speaking, Gao Tong turned his head slightly, as if he didn't want to look at him very much.

He was much taller than the young man, which meant that no matter what emotion the other party wanted to hide—even if it was a small, imperceptible movement, he could easily observe it.Gao Tong is transparent to him.

But at this moment, the tip of Gao Tong's nose was slightly red, his lips were pursed, his brows were slightly furrowed, and he turned his face away again, obviously bearing something.

Seeing his appearance, Bai Xiuwen suddenly hesitated.

After all, he knows Gao Tong too well.This situation also happened several times during the training. Every time he was beaten hard, or he couldn't stand it anymore, Gao Tong would show this expression, a slightly depressed and restrained appearance, which was really charming.

He was trying his best to restrain his emotions that were almost out of control, and he was trying his best to hold back his tears.

In fact, from Bai Xiuwen's point of view, even during the training process, Gao Tong was very depressed.

He has said more than once that he hopes that Gao Tong can fully express and release his true self in front of him, but he has never been able to do so.

Satisfaction of sexual instincts brings him pleasure, while admonition and abuse of the body make him feel pain.But whether it was joy or pain, Gao Tong didn't dare to yell out loud.Obviously his body gave a great response and his expression was good, but his voice was always pitifully choked in his throat, only humming, and even begging for mercy was weak and weak.

It's like a puppy that was once abandoned. After being picked up by the new owner, it shrank cautiously in a small corner, for fear of angering the owner and being abandoned again.

But how could Bai Xiuwen abandon Gao Tong?

He was even more afraid that Gao Tong would not accept his possession.

So even if for a moment, Bo Xiuwen wanted to turn the young man's downcast face, let those docile eyebrows look at him carefully, and asked carefully what was going on, but at this moment he had no choice but to turn his face away. thought.

His current identity is nothing more than an old classmate whom the other party doesn't know very well in his distant memory, so he has no position to do so.

He could only wait in silence.

"Thank you..." A sentence that seemed to take a long time to hold back.Gao Tong took the puff tower slowly, but didn't eat it, just held it in his hand.He sniffled, only then could he hold back the sourness welling up from the corners of his eyes.

There was no warning about this situation, he was a big man and suddenly wanted to cry in public, he was so embarrassed that he almost wanted to go underground.It may also be that this period of time is really tiring, and the successive incidents on his body made him exhausted, and the behavior of the other party was too unbelievable, he was emotionally agitated for a while, and that's why he wanted to cry.

However, the other party may have been impatient for a long time. As soon as he finished speaking, he quickly replied rudely, and glanced at his watch again: "The party will start in 10 minutes. During this period, you will stay with me first, and when the time comes I will send you away."

Gao Tong didn't answer, just lowered his head and poked the dessert mechanically.

Bai Xiuwen was thinking about his fever again, looked at Gao Tong's face, and was about to call for some medicine, but suddenly Gao Tong asked why in a muffled voice.

Puzzled for a while, Bai Xiuwen quietly waited for the other party's next words.

Sure enough, the next sentence was the young man's thick nasal voice: "Why did you call me here?"

Gao Tong finally raised his eyes to look at the man in front of him, his eyes no longer dodged, and he firmly met the man's glance down.The moment he opened his mouth, he felt the presence of his heart very strongly—it was beating fiercely and vigorously, urged by a force, so vigorous that it almost jumped out of his chest.

"Did you ask Chen Peng to find me?" he said.

He won't talk about those things when he was young.After so many years, saying it now would only increase embarrassment, and it would even make him lose face.He didn't even think about asking for a hypocritical apology, he just wanted to find out who ordered what happened now, why it happened, and what his intentions were.

Two seconds later, the other party simply replied with the word 'um'.

Gao Tong let out a deep breath.

He didn't know what expression to face Bai Xiuwen, his thoughts became confused: "Why?"

The other party didn't answer for a long time, so Gao Tong repeated it tirelessly.He murmured, "Why?"

I have always lived like a spinning top, being teased and beaten by everyone, endlessly, being played around.Now he wanted to figure it all out urgently.

But Bai Xiuwen kept silent.

The soft and elegant symphony was playing in the banquet hall, but it stopped abruptly at this moment.A few seconds later, a popular pop song played on the stereo.

Inexplicably familiar, Gao Tong was stunned for a few seconds before remembering that this was a song that was often played in the school's inter-class radio room.In that year, many orchestra groups were born, and they all focused on inspirational and dream-type songs.In the era when anxiety was not yet sold and everyone was eager to get a share of the wealth in the new century, it quickly became popular on the streets and alleys.

Gao Tong also likes it.Sometimes after class, he would run out of the teaching building with his formula book, and walk around the running track of the playground, just to hear more clearly.

Ugh.

He shook his head involuntarily, and turned his gaze back to Bai Xiuwen.

I didn't notice it just now, but only now did I realize that the two of them were so close that they could clearly hear the subtle sound of each other's breathing.It felt so noisy and quiet, Gao Tong felt his brain was muddled and couldn't think.

When he lowered his eyes slightly, he could directly see the man's sharp-edged chin and sliding Adam's apple. He unbuttoned his underwear shirt, and the muscle lines from neck to shoulder were very, very...

"Gao Tong."

Then his name was called, the voice was low and deep, and Gao Tong was also dizzy.He swallowed and said, "You... haven't answered my question yet."

"I know."

Bai Xiuwen's expression was still calm, he exhaled lightly, as if he had made some extraordinary decision, he asked, "How have you been doing these years?"

Are you changing the subject?

This method is not clever, and it is too far-fetched.But Gao Tong couldn't help being dragged away by this question for a while, he opened his mouth——

But for some reason, I couldn't say the word 'it's okay'.

In the end he said: "It would be much better if it weren't for today."

There was no words for a long time.The atmosphere was so dull that he couldn't breathe, and Gao Tong really didn't know what the other party was going to do.He also seemed a little discouraged, and said helplessly, "You don't need to answer. I'll be back in half an hour, don't torture people."

However, just as he was about to take out his phone from his pocket to check the time, the other party's voice sounded from above again.

"Although I still think it's not the time to say it now. But Gao Tong," it was clear and cold, still without any ups and downs: "I do have regrets about what happened back then."

Gao Tong's movements stopped.

"It has been about six years since then. I understand that calling you out now will make you feel very uncomfortable and incomprehensible, but there is no better opportunity to explain clearly than this."

"You didn't come to take a group photo on the day of the graduation ceremony. The teacher asked the photographer to put your name on the typesetting first, and then put your photo on it later. But then you never went back to school, and the teacher couldn't contact you, so In the last group photo that was sent out, there was always a seat vacant." Bo Xiuwen paused, and said in a low voice: "At that time, the dormitory was used as a unit to take pictures, so the space reserved for you is next to me."

"After the breakup meal in the dormitory, the other two roommates asked me to call you. I asked the teacher for your parents' phone number and home address, but because I couldn't get in touch, they failed in the end. In the end, what school did you apply for and where did you go? Where, everyone doesn't know."

The man seemed to sigh lightly: "I also had something to say to you at the time. I didn't expect that after so many years, it would still be..."

"Stop talking!" Gao Tong's emotions suddenly became agitated, and he stopped the other party's words, "...Don't say it. I've forgotten it, so don't say it."

"It's you who want an answer, Gao Tong." Bai Xiuwen stopped talking and looked down at him: "And I also feel the need to make it clear."

"...No, I, I don't want to hear it..."

The feeling of dizziness struck again, as if someone had tightly wrapped a rope around his neck, dragging him to the endless lower hell.

It's okay when he doesn't recall, but once he thinks about his youth, he can't help but tremble and suffocate, and an unprecedented sense of despair envelopes him, and this extreme state is getting more and more intense these days.

Discovering Gao Tong's anomaly, Bai Xiuwen almost subconsciously wanted to take a step forward, but before he could make a move, a familiar voice suddenly sounded from behind.

"Xiuwen?"

Except for the elders, few people call him that.Bai Xiuwen was startled, turned his head, and saw a middle-aged man in casual clothes walking towards him.

He is Jiang Changwan's father and the hotel's largest shareholder.The two families have always been on good terms, and Bai's father was also a neighbor when he was in power in this city, so they are quite familiar.

Bai Xiuwen smiled, greeted him, and said politely: "Hello, Uncle Jiang, why are you here?"

"Hahaha, isn't the hotel busy during the Chinese New Year? I'll check the situation here and give the manager some red envelopes." The middle-aged man smiled and patted Bai Xiuwen on the shoulder: "Xiao Wan is so naughty and mischievous these years. I will trouble you to take care of me abroad. Xiuwen, you haven’t returned to China for three or four years, what are your plans this time?”

"It will probably develop in China." Bai Xiuwen glanced down at the time inadvertently: "After all these years, I feel a little homesick."

"I support you. In fact, I have been to so many places over the years, and in the end I still feel that home is good and everything is convenient. Now the above has also issued a policy to support you returned students to start a business." The man nodded in praise, and said: "By the way, Xiaowan said that you seem to have opened some kind of biological company in the United States?"

Bai Xiuwen smiled when he heard the words: "It's a biopharmaceutical company, and I'm a partner. It's all small business, and it can't be taken seriously. But let's try the water first."

"This is very possible. The prospect of biopharmaceuticals is very good now, and the domestic market has not yet..."

Gao Tong finally felt a little calmer behind the man.He listened silently to the conversation between the two, and always felt that something was wrong, but his mind was really chaotic, and when he thought about it carefully, he felt that everything was normal.

"Well, I'll go to Beijing to visit your house in the first few days. Since Lao Bai was transferred back, we haven't had a drink for a long time. You should come when the time comes."

Bai Xiuwen nodded, "Definitely."

"Then uncle will go to another floor to check the situation, and then we will talk about it in detail, Xiuwen, I am optimistic about you."

"I'll take you."

"No, no, Xiao Wan will come over later, you have fun tonight, and uncle won't bother you."

Bai Xiuwen sent Jiang Changwan's father away, and when he returned to the original place, he saw Gao Tong standing with his head down holding his phone, and asked, "How are you?"

"It's okay." Gao Tong breathed a sigh of relief, "There are still 10 minutes, I can..."

"It's coming in." Bai Xiuwen pointed to the box at the other end, "The students are almost here too. Let's go."