Abnormal

He still likes to eat junk food so much.

Thousands of miles away, Bai Xiuwen couldn't resist him, so he had no choice but to agree with him in a funny way.

After Gao Tong changed his clothes and went out, Bai Xiuwen put into action the things planned yesterday.First, I opened the online shopping software and bought a copy of everything I thought of. Finally, I entrusted a lawyer to handle the transfer of my real estate in Nanjing and Shanghai.

Although it was a dream, he still didn't know where the end of this dream was.That being the case, it would be better to make some preparations for Gao Tong earlier.

But he didn't expect the date of departure to come so soon.

Later, Bai Xiuwen calculated the time when Gao Tong finished watching the movie, and made a call.

"Merry Christmas," he said slowly.

"You are also happy." Gao Tong probably just came out of the movie theater and went outside, he breathed a sigh of relief, and his speech was a little unclear: "There is a festive atmosphere over there, after all, it is the Spring Festival for foreigners ..."

Bai Xiuwen responded in a low voice.

"What's wrong with the phone call..." Gao Tong asked him again.

Bai Xiuwen found it funny when he heard his trembling voice: "It's nothing. I just wanted to call you."

"I'm outside," Gao Tong paused, and suddenly whispered into the microphone: "Are you... do you want to train?"

"No."

"Then what are you going to do? It's so cold outside, can I call you back when I get home?"

Bai Xiuwen heard the background sound from his side, like many people gathered together to celebrate Christmas, shouting from 'ten', it will already be 'five'.

Will Gao Tong in the dream also feel lonely?

Bai Xiuwen clicked on a certain folder in the computer, and there were hundreds of gigabytes of content in it.One of them is set as the cover of the subfolder, which is what Gao Tong looked like when he was in college.He was wearing a loose military training uniform, standing in the back row with a slight smile. I don't know if it was because the sun was too glaring or the brim of the hat was too big, but his beautiful drooping eyes narrowed into a crooked line.

He looked at this photo, and suddenly said: "Gao Tong, I will call you Tong Tong from now on, okay?"

"Yes, yes." Gao Tong blushed, not sure if it was because it was too cold or for some other reason, "Then Mr. Bai..."

"I want to see you." Bai Xiuwen said with great determination.

Since the Buddha said that all virtuous dharmas are like dreams and bubbles, since dreams are like dew and lightning, since it should be contemplated in this way...

Fortunately, Gao Tong didn't keep him waiting for long.

Although the young man's voice was somewhat covered by the wind, the word "Okay", no matter what, was transmitted to the ears of Bai Xiuwen on the other side of the ocean along the radio.

However, just as Bai Xiuwen was about to reply, the door of the bedroom was suddenly pushed open, and a bunch of people rushed in with three-tiered cakes, and some people took videos with cameras, and everyone shouted in unison: "——Old Bai, happy birthday !!!”

Accompanied by a sky full of confetti and streamers, a few streamers even fell on Bai Xiuwen's shirt.Bai Xiuwen was a little annoyed, but he just took a step back from the social distance. Just as he was about to mute the call, Jiang Changwan came over holding a cake. She smiled at the camera and said, "This is the person from our party this time." Protagonist, we are classmates in high school, and this guy was the number one student in science in our city back then~"

Under such circumstances, Bai Xiuwen still smiled decently.He said to Jiang Changwan very calmly and gently: "Please knock on the door and let me know when you come in next time."

Then he went out the door alone.

The call over there has not been put down, but no one speaks.Bai Xiuwen walked into an empty room and said to the phone: "Tongtong, are you still there?"

There was no other sound on Gao Tong's end except the wind.It wasn't until a minute later that Bai Xiuwen heard Gao Tong's response.

"...Bai Xiuwen."

He called out Bai Xiuwen's name hoarsely and tremblingly.

Bo Xiuwen paused, and didn't want to explain again, "I bought the plane to Nanjing tonight, and we will explain the matter clearly in person, Tongtong."

"Don't call me Tongtong." Gao Tong's voice was cold, but still trembling and even crying: "You already know who I am, right?"

"Bo Xiuwen, do you use this identity to deceive me on the Internet just to embarrass me? Do you hate me that much?"

"I will never...never forgive you."

Gao Tong hung up the phone.

The dream ends automatically.

Before falling into the darkness, Bai Xiuwen thought to himself in a self-deprecating manner, so in Gao Tongmeng, he could be abandoned if he was not wanted.

……

The endless sinking didn't last long.

Bai Xiuwen first felt numb in his upper arm, and then opened his eyes to find Gao Tong lying in his arms.

Such a beautiful, flawless and extremely pure Gao Tong.

He didn't wear any clothes—the silver nipples shone with a soft luster in the sunlight, the milky white lace panties were paired with grid suspenders, and between the hipbones on both sides was the uterus that Bai Xiuwen had carved for him. There are a few English letters on it - Myslave, Mylover.

Bai Xiuwen's hand caressed the skin on Gao Tong's waist.

When will this end?

He glanced at the electronic clock on the wall, his pupils shrank, and then he was relieved, feeling a little funny in his heart.

December 12th, Christmas Day.Time is getting shorter and shorter.

The remaining time is getting shorter and shorter, which probably means that the dream is coming to an end.

He didn't care about anything else, the hand on Gao Tong's waist hugged him tightly, and lifted him up a little bit, the other hand pinched his cheek, bowed his head and kissed.Gao Tong didn't wake up.Not even the slightest sign of discomfort or struggle.He lay sideways in Bai Xiuwen's arms, like an unconscious doll.

Bai Xiuwen didn't care, he only focused on kissing Gao Tong, and then hugged him very hard, almost as if he wanted to press him into his body.Gao Tong still didn't wake up, but his brows seemed to be slightly frowned, and his hands moved inadvertently.

Bai Xiuwen let go of Gao Tong.He changed his posture, knelt on the bed with one knee, opened Gao Tong, folded his legs, held his knee sockets with both hands, and put his legs on his shoulders.

"Tongtong," he whispered, "It's time to wake up."

Gao Tong's eyelids trembled, but there was still no movement.He sank into the bed without bones, passively opened his legs, and showed his body in front of Bai Xiuwen.Like dolls naked before naughty children.

Bai Xiuwen pushed aside his thong, and when he pressed something against his acupuncture point, he bent down to kiss Gao Tong naturally.

Gao Tong is very afraid of pain, and he will never be ready, so every time before going to him, Bai Xiuwen will help him divert his attention, which has become a habit.The next moment, he inserted his penis into Gao Tong's body, the dry intestines without lubrication, Gao Tong's body can't bear such a rough entry, but this time he was only pushed up a few centimeters .

Why can't you move?

Thinking of this, Bai Xiuwen supported Gao Tong's waist with one hand, and pinched the soft flesh of his inner thigh with the other, trying to push the penis in completely, but it was not easy for his size.Without cooperation and lubrication, Gao Tong will be injured if he enters forcibly.Yet he just exhales lightly and penetrates it all the way rather brutally.He clearly heard Gao Tong let out an unbearable snort, and a lot of sweat broke out on his forehead, his crow-feather-like eyelashes trembled, casting scattered shadows on the lower eyelids.

At the end of the first thrust, Bai Xiuwen saw the blood on his penis, which belonged to Gao Tong.He paused for a few seconds, then continued the action just now, more violently and brutally, as if inspired by the blood.It didn't take long for Gao Tong's acupuncture point and inside to become soft and soft, lubricated by something, and the sound of juice from the thrusting could be heard gradually.Bai Xiuwen noticed that his cheeks and limbs were flushed, and his mouth was slightly opened.

He hugged Gao Tong in this position, put him in a kneeling position and put him in front of the French window, lifted one of his legs, and fucked him again.At the beginning, Gao Tong's head was hanging down weakly against the window, and the corresponding position soon became foggy.Bai Xiuwen supported his head and let him lean against his shoulder and neck.

After doing this for a while, Bai Xiuwen seemed to feel that it wasn't enough. He ground his teeth, took a deep breath, folded Gao Tong's wrists and locked them in his hands, pressed the back of Gao Tong's neck with the other hand, and fucked him fiercely with his lower body. .However, it didn't take long before the subordinates suddenly felt subtle movements, like a cat scratching an itch——

Bai Xiuwen's movements became sluggish, he stared at Gao Tong's profile, and said: "Tongtong."

"Owner……"

Gao Tong finally woke up.

He turned his head back with difficulty, his eyes flushed.The corner of the mouth is still flowing with transparent body fluid.

Bai Xiuwen found himself speechless.

Gao Tong straightened up trembling.His cold hands tightly held Bai Xiuwen's fingers, stroked the protruding veins on the back of his hand, and then asked for a kiss.Bo Xiuwen stared at him with downcast eyes, then pulled out his penis, put Gao Tong in a position facing him, and hugged his face to deepen the kiss.

There was snow again on the back mountain.

After finishing, Bai Xiuwen soaked in hot water and bathed Gao Tong.While he was resting, he made some light porridge and Gao Tong's favorite dishes.A set of procedures is as natural as flowing clouds and flowing water, as if it has been done thousands of times.

When he finished everything and went back to the bathroom to take Gao Tong out to dry his hair, Gao Tong suddenly asked, "Master, do you know what day it is today?"

The vanity mirror in the bathroom reflected Gao Tong's face.He sat there upright, his shoulders were bruised and purple, his breasts were red and swollen, and his drooping puppy eyes seemed to be filled with water vapor, and he just looked at the mirror with wide eyes.

Only Bai Xiuwen's arm appeared in the mirror.

His hand was still inserted in Gao Tong's hair, he paused holding the hair dryer, and quickly recovered: "Today is Christmas."

Gao Tong's eyes were a little blown, his eyes were half-opened and half-closed, and most of his voice was covered by the hair dryer: "...Merry Christmas, master."

"Merry Christmas, Tongtong too." After finishing speaking, Bai Xiuwen smiled slightly and said, "Clean up, I'll take you out to play later."

After dressing Gao Tong neatly, Bai Xiuwen put him on the shoe chair at the door.Before leaving, he looked back for a week - this is the villa garden he built for Gao Tong in Beijing, and now he doesn't miss it.

The Qing bar to go to was designed by Bai Xiuwen and someone invested in it. The name is serendipity. On weekdays, Bai Xiuwen would bring Gao Tong here to play.Perhaps because today is Christmas Eve, the road leading to the inner second ring road in the suburbs is not very smooth, and it will be blocked for a while after a few steps.Bai Xiuwen was driving the car and found Gao Tong looking out of the window, looking very preoccupied.

He turned on the music on the car stereo, played Gao Tong's favorite song, and asked him, "What's wrong?"

"...It's nothing." Gao Tong murmured, "It looks so cold outside."

The current time point should be the first Christmas that the two have spent together.At that time, in order to prevent Gao Tong from running around, Bai Xiuwen rarely let him go out alone.

"It's always like this in winter in Beijing." He held the steering wheel with one hand and Gao Tong's hand with the other, "Is Tongtong cold now? Your hands are so cold."

Gao Tong shook his head.

"It's even a bit hot in the car..." As he spoke, he breathed out towards the window, and wrote and drew. Bai Xiuwen glanced at it, but couldn't see what it was.

The road conditions got worse after entering the third ring road, and sometimes I couldn't move a few meters even for a few minutes.Bai Xiuwen didn't feel anything, and felt relieved a lot - it seemed that nothing would happen during this journey.

He took out the special oat milk from the car refrigerator and asked Gao Tong if he wanted to drink it.Gao Tong shook his head and leaned on the back of the car with his back facing him.Bai Xiuwen asked him again if he wanted something to eat, Gao Tong still didn't reply, just shook his head.

"what happened?"

Bai Xiuwen gently pinched his cheeks with both hands to make him turn his head, but first he felt his hand wet, and a hot teardrop fell directly on the back of his hand, and when he looked up, it was a face covered with tears.

This is the first time Gao Tong cried in the dream.In the winter evening in Beijing, the sky is a deep and light blue patch, the street lights flicker on and off, and flicker in the car like a streamer, Gao Tong looks at him like this.

"Master, I dreamed about something." His voice was like snow floating on a wiper, so light that it would melt if touched.

Bai Xiuwen had no expression on his face, but the back of his hand holding the steering wheel was bruised.

He didn't ask Gao Tong what he dreamed about, his pupils stared at Gao Tong deeply: "...the dream is not reality."

"I dreamed of a fire—"

There was a red light ahead, and Bai Xiuwen stepped on the brakes.

"Tongtong, dreams are just dreams."

"We seem to be separated...but when the fire ignited, the master appeared again," Gao Tong murmured, "I was trapped inside, and the master came to save me...then, we all...

Bai Xiuwen stared at Gao Tong with complicated eyes, wiped away his tears with his thumb, and tried his best to comfort him in a gentle tone: "It's okay, sleep well tonight, and forget about everything. Those are..."

"But it will happen! It's all true," Gao Tong suddenly opened his eyes wide, and even raised his voice, "I remember every detail clearly, that day was..."

"What should we do at that time? What should we do? We..." Gao Tong seemed to be falling into a madman, and kept repeating a sentence.His eyes were red, his voice was choked up, and he looked at Bai Xiuwen helplessly.

Three seconds had passed since the green light, and they were still deadlocked.It happens to be the intersection of multiple crossroads, and the traffic flow is huge.However, the sky was overcast, and one could only see countless car lights flashing, and all the vehicles in the front, rear, left, and right were honking at the same time——

"You're right." Bai Xiuwen suddenly said in a cold voice, "Everything happened. Everything you dreamed is the truth of what will happen to us in the future."

Gao Tong was stunned, tears still flowing down uncontrollably.

Bai Xiuwen started the car and turned his head to look straight ahead. He found that he could not see the road in the distance clearly.

"Listen, Tongtong."

"I'm here because I hope you don't worry, feel guilty or suffer about anything anymore. There are many things in life that you can't predict, but it's not anyone's fault."

"That's why I came to your dream—"

However, the moment he uttered these words, Bai Xiuwen was stunned in place as if speechless. These dream fragments kept flashing back in his mind like a lantern, and the scenes were as dim and faded as the tides ebb and flow, and ended. when he finally realized...

This is not Gao Tong's dream.

This is his own dream.

How could Gao Tong still be dreaming now?

"Jingle Bell--"

As if to break the frozen atmosphere, Gao Tong's phone rang suddenly.

Gao Tong heaved a sigh of relief as if he had been granted an amnesty, and frantically took out the mobile phone from his pocket. Bai Xiuwen looked at him, and suddenly realized that something was wrong—this mobile phone card was set up for Gao Tong alone by him before. Others will never know this number, who will call?He subconsciously reached out to snatch it, but Gao Tong immediately connected.

In an instant, the sky and the earth roared, and tongues of fire rose from the ground.The scorching flames swallowed everything in an instant, and even the air fluctuated and burned like a substance, and completely wiped away Gao Tong's stunned, tearful face——

Bai Xiuwen's hands were shaking.He rushed over suddenly, but an invisible wall separated him and Gao Tong into two worlds.

In an instant, the familiar feeling of weightlessness swept over again.And at the second before the darkness covered, Bai Xiuwen finally saw what Gao Tong painted on the car window just now——

...Happy birthday, Mr. Bai.

……

The dream collapsed.

Bai Xiuwen let out a deep breath slowly.

There were a few drops of sweat on his forehead, but he still didn't open his eyes.The phone beside the bed rang non-stop, and finally he raised his hand to pick up the phone and answered the non-stop ringing call.

"Hello, hello? Old Bo? This Christmas, Xiao Wen and I made something at home. Is it convenient for you to come to your house to see you?"

"..." Bai Xiuwen felt a little dizzy, and said after a moment of silence, "Okay, there's no problem."

The two exchanged a few pleasantries before ending the call.

After getting up, Bai Xiuwen held a 10-minute conference call, explained the company's intention to cooperate with a certain platform, and ordered the person in charge of the country to contact a certain PE. After everything was settled, he went to the bathroom .

After washing up, he never turned off the tap, staring at the flowing, never-ending water, looking at himself in the mirror.

sure no problem.The same is true of his life.

It seems to be a smooth journey to the end, without any setbacks in life.A boring life that can be summed up simply with 'okay, no problem'.

This road can already see the end.

It was an old college friend who called just now.This friend is not from a wealthy family, but he was lucky enough to catch the express train of the times. The code farmer in the Bay Area turned into a shareholder of a technology company. The company was successfully listed and realized the freedom of wealth in life.

Bai Xiuwen remembered that in "The Matrix", the guide Morpheus asked the hero Neo if he believed in fate.

-Do you believe infate, Neo?

-No.

-Why not?

-Because I don't like the idea that I'm not in control of my life.

Neo's answer is: "The so-called fate means that one cannot help oneself. I don't like this concept."

Can people finally decide the fate of being born?

Since he moved to California, many friends have contacted him.Bai Xiuwen rejected most of them, but the remaining few friends from school kept in touch.However, it is difficult for him to maintain this kind of social frequency alone, not because of other things...

He just felt very, very tired.

When the water was about to fill the sink, Bai Xiuwen thought of preparing some dishes for his friends for Christmas.Going downstairs to the hall on the first floor, he didn't turn on the light, and went straight to the refrigerator in the open kitchen.

The cold white light from the refrigerator is the only color in this huge villa.Bai Xiuwen stared at the oat milk in the refrigerator full of them in a daze.It took an unknown amount of time before the bell at the door caught his attention.He goes to open the door.

Old friends and wives stood at the door with roast turkey, apple pie and some Chinese desserts.The faces of the two were reflected by the warm lights on the Christmas tree at the door, and they looked at him with smiles, "Merry Christmas, Old Bai!"

The little girl dressed like a Christmas tree suddenly appeared from behind her friend and made a face at him, but when she saw him, Yuanyuan's eyes widened instantly: "Hey, uncle is so handsome!"

"You child...call him Mr. Jiabai, and say Merry Christmas!"

"Merry Christmas, Mr. Parker!"

The three laughed happily.

There were snowflakes outside the door, and the open grass field in front of the villa was covered with a thin layer of snowflakes, like icing on a pastry.An internationally famous superstar lives next door. The sounds of the Christmas Eve party and the new albums on Billboard are constantly bombarding people’s ears. The gorgeous winter fireworks are competing to bloom in the sky. There was a lot of noise.

Bai Xiuwen was in a daze for a moment, his eyelids trembled inadvertently, and then he looked further away.

The countdown to Christmas bells are already ringing in the distance.

It turned out to be the case.

Bai Xiuwen's heart became extremely calm, as calm as he had been living for nearly 30 years.California is full of sunshine all year round and rarely snows. This sudden Christmas snow brought him many memories, reminding him of everything, sad or beautiful, of the mountains, rivers, stars and oceans that passed by, and of the achievements of these years. Lost and lost, I think of what the poet said that life is a return voyage.

OKno problem.

Merry Christmas to you too.

……

It's another New Year's Eve. Deng Lixin and his girlfriend are busy preparing for the New Year's Eve dinner. The parents are busy, and the mahjong is loud.The girlfriend snuggled up to Deng Lixin and swiped her phone. She didn't know what she got, and suddenly sighed: "Hey, something happened again on New Year's Eve."

Deng Lixin was busy peeling crayfish for his girlfriend, and asked casually, "What's wrong?"

The girlfriend read word by word: "A fire broke out in a mansion in Beverly Hills, the city of Angels in California, USA... According to the firefighters at the scene, the case was arson. More than three human-shaped wax figures were found in the basement of the villa. Some eyewitnesses said..." My girlfriend shuddered when I read 'human-shaped wax figures', "Hey, does the owner of this house have a quirk? Could it be that he is a wax sculpture enthusiast?"

When Deng Lixin handed the crayfish meat to his girlfriend, he glanced at the news photo, but his expression became serious just for a moment, and his girlfriend pouted and elbowed him, "What are you doing?"

Deng Lixin stared at the photo, "Did the address news say it?"

"Oh, it seems to be No. XX on Highway 1..."

"This is Brother Bo's home."

The girlfriend was also taken aback, "Brother Bai? I seem to have a little impression... Is it Uncle Bai's only son, the one in the compound next door when we were young?"

Deng Lixin did not speak.

"I heard his lover died in a fire, didn't he?"