Abnormal

"What is the thing you regret the most? How does it affect the rest of your life?"

Gao Tong leaned on the bed and brushed Zhihu. When such a question appeared on the timeline, his fingers couldn't help but pause.

How many youths can there be in life?There are so many things he regrets, and everything affects him without pain or itching.It's just that these influences are connected in series, the butterfly effect, and it becomes what it is now.

At 02:30 in the morning, I can no longer practice immortality, and I have to go to work tomorrow.Gao Tong yawned, plugged in the trembling and nearly broken plug of the mobile phone, and planned to sleep.

As soon as he wrapped his body in the quilt, the phone screen suddenly lit up.He stretched out his hand and opened the interface casually, and saw a message on the chat software, it was a stranger.

Tartarus: M?

Gao Tong was most energetic, he replied:?

He frowned and looked at the temporary dialogue interface. This person probably saw him from one of his SM groups.Adding friends directly like this and asking if it’s M, or if you want to be the owner, is too much, it’s annoying.

It was a coincidence that Gao Tong came into contact with this circle. When browsing Weibo, a netizen gave a thumbs up to the tree hole in the alphabet circle.He was very bored at that time, so he followed the po owner and the "big shots" in several circles along this Weibo, and he entered a new world.

He also had a little understanding of the sadomasochistic relationship of BDSM before, and knew that it was a kind of sexual fetish, but it would be gone if it went deeper.He wasn't disgusted, but he really couldn't understand: They were all good people after the liberation of New China, how could they still have the addiction to slavery?Later, because of curiosity, I wandered around the fringes of the circle, and gradually understood the thoughts of some of them.

... No, not just the others, but also his own.Later, Gao Tong would secretly search Weibo and various posts about SM every day before going to bed, peeping morbidly at the training videos posted by various bosses.He fantasizes that he is one of the 'obedients', and he will react next time.

terrible.He should be an upright man with a strong desire for control, and he couldn't accept that he would get an erection because of imagining being trained and humiliated.However, the more guilt and shame he felt in his heart, the more he couldn't help searching and browsing similar things every few days.These SM groups were also added when his curiosity was at its peak, and the note information for joining the group was gender, region, and attributes.He didn't know that these remarks would be displayed directly on the chat interface, so he filled them in as required.

Men and women are just personal preferences. In terms of quantity, there are more S and fewer M, but there are even fewer 'high-quality' S.At that time, he was immediately bombarded by a group of S from all over the country.There are men and women, there are those who come up and make decisions on the Internet, and those who want to have sex directly——

Seeing so many grotesque people, the sage Gao Tong always appeared automatically.He felt that it was boring, so he chatted for a few words, deleted and blocked them one by one, and finally wrote in his personal notes very calmly, 'If you have an owner, don't disturb'.

Sure enough, in the end, only a few people came to disturb him every now and then, and this buddy with an English name was the first one in the past few days.

Compared with such a high-profile online name, Gao Tong is ashamed of his online name-'crab roe soup dumpling'.He is a pure northerner. Stir-fried vegetables with rice and noodles are his childhood memories.When I was in college, I went to Shanghai to travel and ate crab noodle soup dumplings. I was shocked and fell in love with this buns.

The person asked him if he had just entered the circle, and it seemed that he wanted to find a newcomer, Xiao M, to train him.Gao Tong didn't want to talk to him at first, but he replied by accident: It's been a month.

Tartarus: Owner?

Crab Roe Soup: Uh, not really, but I don’t want to be bothered. .

After waiting for 2 minutes, the other party did not reply, and Gao Tong fell asleep with the phone in his hand.