I'm actually straight

The head of the family solves it, and the rest is just a matter of time.

Ye Shuwen also lost a lot of burden when he left.

Back in Beijing, life went on as usual, and my mother never called again every week to ask about her health.Ye Shuwen felt ashamed, so he switched identities, and it turned into him calling home every week.

How is mother?How is father?Is grandpa still in good health?Take care of your body in cold weather and hot weather, remember to go to the hospital when you are sick or hurt.

Yueyue is like this, half a year has passed in the blink of an eye, and the day of the London Olympics is not far away.

When I called back that day, my mother waited by the phone early, listened to Ye Shuwen's greetings, and finally sighed and said: "You child, I am really spoiled by you. You can't get up early without profit. I'm really serious. I don't want to talk to you, and I don't know if you can make this call for a lifetime."

Ye Shuwen could hear the softness in his mother's words, and knew that his father must have made sense of his mother, so he let go of the big stone in his heart.

After two days, You Mingjie finally embraced the beauty and got married.

Liu Yang returned to China with her husband, and said that she would stay in China for half a year and not leave until the end of the Olympic Games.

Of course, Wei Wen also found time to come back once.Attending a wedding is one thing, the main thing is to meet Ye Shuwen.

When the two met again after half a year, Wei Wen looked aggrieved. Although he didn't say anything, Ye Shuwen understood what he meant.But Ye Shuwen felt wronged, he just came out to his family, and it was the critical investigation period. If he suddenly went to the United States at this time, his parents might think too much.Ye Shuwen also had some calculations in his heart, he didn't want his parents to know that he came out because he fell in love with Wei Wen, and only got together with Wei Wen after he came out.This order is very critical, it is related to Wei Wen's position in the hearts of his parents.

Ye Shuwen didn't want to show off this kind of thing to Wei Wen, so he went out to have a room with Wei Wen at night, doubled the compensation, and almost missed the wedding the next day.

You Mingjie's wedding is very popular, pick up the bride early in the morning, then have a banquet, and then have a bridal chamber at night and it's over.

Ye Shuwen and Wei Wen rushed to the hotel and both were late. Liu Yang and Yao Ye looked at them in the wrong way. They both said that there was a feeling between gays. In fact, everyone didn't know how the feeling was, but they could find out the relationship between Ye Shuwen and Wei Wen. Something.

After a day's banquet, the rest is the world of young people. Friends and brothers ran to the new house to have a bridal chamber. Liu Yang drank some wine, his head became hot, and he came out in public.

One can imagine everyone's reaction, some people's eyeballs are about to fall to the ground.

Liu Yang likes men.The man Liu Yang likes is Yao Ye.Yao Ye also likes men.The two of them are a couple!

Many people, especially You Mingjie, when they thought of how they thought of Liu Yang back then, they wished they could dig out their eyeballs and step on the ground fiercely.It's no wonder that Liu Yang didn't fit in at the beginning, and it's no wonder that Liu Yang and Yao Ye were grumpy and fierce at the beginning. It turned out that these two people had been secretly dating more than ten years ago!

The news was explosive, but luckily people are more accepting of it now. After the weird silence, everyone congratulated, but Wei Wen had a complicated expression when he joined everyone in the congratulations.

Ye Shuwen understood it instantly, and Wei Wen also wanted to join in and come out in public together.Ye Shuwen was actually a little infected by the atmosphere, and also had some impulsiveness, so he didn't stop it.It's a pity that Wei Wen didn't say anything in the end. After all, this matter belonged to two people. It was too much for him to say it without discussing it with Ye Shuwen.

After the impulse passed, Ye Shuwen secretly rejoiced that he didn't open his mouth at that time. The relationship between him and Wei Wen was a matter between two people. It didn't need to be announced to the world, and only a few friends' blessings were enough.

This time Wei Wen returned to China for a very short time, he could only stay in the country for three days, except for the wedding day, the two of them would hang out in bed, Ye Shuwen almost thought that he would die from exhaustion.

As morning approached, the two who had just fought a battle were drowsy.The air conditioner in the room was adjusted to [-] degrees, and the two men slept together under thick quilts, with their heads against their heads and their legs against theirs. Even when they were sleeping, they would not allow themselves to be fully embraced by each other. Instead, they were slept together in an evenly matched posture.

Ye Shuwen fell into a deep sleep, feeling like he had entered a dream in an instant, continuing the life of the absurd but real "self" in another time and space...

……

There was a knock on the door. The rhythm was fast and the strength was great. It had lasted for more than ten minutes, and the neighbors around the house were so noisy that they all poked their heads out to take a look.

"I" is sitting in the living room, alone, even though the lighting in the room is very good, it still cannot illuminate the corner where "I" is.

A female voice with a crisp and sharp voice outside the house was still shouting: "Ye Shuwen, open the door for me, I know you are inside, don't think I dare not say it if you don't make a sound! This is my grandson's house, there is no reason to lock me out It doesn’t make sense to meet anyone! Besides, you are a man, you don’t read books, you don’t do work, what’s the matter with being raised by my grandson every day? You still want to be shameless?”

"I" clenched my fists, my face was almost numb, the shouts and curses outside the house were loud, and "I"'s head also rumbled.

"I" has followed Wei Wen to Beijing for more than a year.

In the hospital, he confessed to his mother that although he finally captured his "own" life and got Wei Wen, he completely lost the love of his parents.

The whole process was too tragic, and without some devious means, coming out to his parents was like lighting a bomb, and "my" came to Beijing in a state of embarrassment before his leg injury healed.

Wei Wen has his own house, so he doesn't have to worry about food and lodging. The two of them lived well in the first year. After spending half a year recovering from their injuries, the two of them often traveled around. I revisited all the places I visited when I was in school, and the days are unprecedentedly happy.

However, although Wei Wen's money is not small, he still has to plan and spend now, and if he wants to work, he has to continue to go to school, so after the initial "love period" is over, life will always return to daily necessities.

Wei Wen went to school, and "I" wanted to go with him, but his ID was kept in the hands of his mother, and he couldn't get it after several attempts, so he was delayed for more than half a year without doing anything.

Gradually, "I" also gave up a little bit, and discussed with Wei Wen to find a job and do it first. People of such an old age can't just sit at home and wait to die.Wei Wen hesitated and agreed.

But no one expected that Wei Wen's grandma, Hua Qiongyu, got the news and rushed over before the work was settled.

At the beginning, what "my" mother did was the last bit of kindness from the two families. Hua Qiongyu slapped "myself" when she met her. Although Wei Wen protected "myself", she couldn't really treat her grandma. Sample.

"Myself" covered his face and said nothing, allowing Hua Qiongyu to scold and trample herself in the mud, but couldn't reply a word.Thinking sadly, yes, no career, no education, even the house we live in belongs to Wei Wen, what is it if it’s not a butt selling boy?

In a moment of sadness, "I" knew exactly what kind of road of no return I had embarked on in this life.

Hua Qiongyu's yelling and cursing continued outside the door, and she truly fulfilled her original promise of never ending death. "I" is obviously a young man who is nearly 1.9 meters tall, but he dare not open the door no matter what.

Make no sense.

No matter how you say it, you can't stand it.

Half an hour later, Wei Wen hurried over and had a fierce argument with Hua Qiongyu outside the door. "I" sat motionless on the sofa, until finally the quarrel outside the house subsided, and the door was opened from the outside, then I raised my eyelids and looked over.

Wei Wen entered the house in a panic, walked up to "myself" and knelt halfway, with a distressed expression on his face: "Sorry, I didn't expect my grandma to be like this, she is old, don't worry about her, okay?" ?”

"I" wanted to smile with the corners of my mouth hooked, and then I laughed, I just thought this statement was really funny, and I didn't care about being stepped on like this, just because the other party was older?How can you say that?It's not me who pokes on the flesh and hurts in my heart, it doesn't matter if it's okay or not.

Thinking about it this way, I just feel extremely tired. Things like feelings need to be cared for meticulously. Although I don’t want to admit that my feelings are not sincere enough, but they have indeed faded a bit.

Those things that have been experienced in these years are not so easy to smooth out.

"Wei Wen, I don't want to live in this place anymore, let's move."

Wei Wen froze for a moment, then nodded, okay.

"Don't let your grandma find us this time, I'm ashamed to go out after such a disturbance."

"Don't worry, I will be careful. Leave the moving to me. How about your work? Are you ready?"

"Okay." "Myself" nodded. Without a degree, work became a big problem. In the end, Wei Wen found Yao Ye and arranged a job as a small clerk in his company. "I" find it funny when I think about it. A person who has learned to swim all his life goes to work on computers, especially when he doesn't understand at all, one can imagine how difficult the next road is.However, the easy roads are all given up by "myself", facing the thorns, at this moment, I can only grit my teeth and continue walking.

"I'm sorry." Wei Wen grabbed the hand of "myself" and repeated it again. There was a deep panic in his eyes, afraid of being hated, afraid of being abandoned, and afraid that the person in front of him would no longer love him.

"My" heart, which was a little cold, gradually softened under the gaze of the other party, smiled, and nodded slowly: "I will work hard."

A smile bloomed on Wei Wen's face, and he got up and kissed him.

"Myself" cooperated with opening his lips to let the opponent's tongue drive straight in, put his arms around the opponent's waist, and then with a forceful body, he turned Wei Wen on the sofa and leaned over to press him.A hoarse panting sound echoed in the room for a while, Wei Wen opened his body voluntarily because of guilt, and let "myself" gallop on it.Watching and moaning underneath.The man who was moaning and panting felt his heart heat up, and many disturbing thoughts disappeared.

……

Ye Shuwen opened his eyes. It was not yet dawn. He looked at his phone. He only slept for forty minutes.

He put down his cell phone and turned to look at Wei Wen who was sleeping deeply, with a complicated expression on his face.

The emotions in the dream continued into reality, and the pain like being pressed by a boulder made him still a little out of breath.In the dream, the love between the two people has been distorted. One doesn't want to regret his choice and walks forward bravely, while the other is afraid of the other's regret and repeatedly connives and retreats.This kind of deformed love seems to him to be in jeopardy, and it is impossible to imagine what will happen when the contradictions in the problem accumulate to a critical point.

Are the two really together in the end?

Thinking of Wei Wen's answer at the beginning, I always feel that the answer is not like this.

After hesitating for a while, Ye Shuwen finally couldn't help but pushed Wei Wen awake.

Wei Wen slept in a daze, and when he opened his eyes, there was a smile, which was not suppressed by so many things in the dream, although it was also a flattering smile, one was flattering the inferiority complex, and the other was the flattering flattery of pampering.The subtle difference fell in Ye Shuwen's eyes, and he only felt that the latter one was more pleasing to the eye.

He and Wei Wen are both men, people who have a happy life and a smooth career. They love each other, and it is natural for them to pamper and spoil each other. There is no need for anyone to be strong or weak, and naturally there is no need for anyone to be inferior to please each other .

"What's wrong?" Wei Wen asked in a daze.

Ye Shuwen probed, kissed his forehead, and whispered against his forehead: "I'm dreaming again."

"Huh?" Wei Wen rubbed his eyes and woke up a little bit, "Where did the dream go?"

Ye Shuwen seldom talked with Wei Wen about things in his dreams. In fact, he still enjoyed the feeling of being in love with Wei Wen twice in both dreams and reality, but now the painting style in the dream was really not right, so he had to say: "I I went to work at Yao Ye's company. By the way, let me ask you, did the two of us get together in the end?"

Wei Wen was silent for a moment, then nodded: "Yes."

"lifetime?"

"Ah."

"..." Ye Shuwen frowned, with question marks in his stomach, this kind of deformed relationship can last a lifetime, holding his breath in his stomach, can he live a comfortable life?

"Okay, don't think about it, I've been with you all the time, watching you go."

"Huh? I died before you?"

"..." Wei Wen didn't speak, this matter was a knot in his heart, even if it was touched lightly, it would cause heart-piercing pain, so he simply hugged Ye Shuwen in his arms and closed his eyes to pretend to be asleep.

Ye Shuwen struggled out of his arms and stared at him for a long time, knowing that he must have something to say, otherwise he would not have avoided it like this.As soon as he rolled his eyes, he already had an idea in his mind. It seemed that he couldn't do it today, and he would have to find another opportunity to ask about it later, otherwise his heart would be really uneasy.In case the two turned against each other in the dream and fought in the dark, wouldn't this affect the relationship between myself and Wei Wen in reality?It's still better to be proper.

The day dawned unknowingly, Ye Shuwen's breathing gradually became steady, and he began to snore lightly.

Wei Wen opened his eyes, no longer sleepy.

His dream was different from Ye Shuwen's.Ye Shuwen's dream and reality are almost equal, one day over there, one day over here, according to the normal flow rate until now.And his dream is like an impatient person pressing the fast-forward button, and he still picks and chooses only the love story of the two of them, as well as some important events.

This kind of fast-forward dream should not have a deep impression, but in fact it is not. There is another difference between his dream and Ye Shuwen's dream.In the dream, he was not a bystander, but experienced it personally, and truly felt this love. He even knew exactly what kind of mood "himself" felt when doing that thing at a certain moment. Naturally, love Every change is more profound, so profound that it deeply affects him in reality.

Those sweetnesses, those joys, those sorrows, and those pains, it was as if he had experienced them once, hurting his muscles and bones, and hurting his heart.

He still remembered that after they returned to Beijing, although grandma forced them to move several times, Ye Shuwen's parents also tried to sanction them financially, and they even lived on instant noodles for a week.

They lived in a very embarrassing situation, but in the 21 years they were together, they never had a quarrel. They supported each other and walked over, loving each other until they grew old.

But Ye Shuwen left quickly.

Before he left, he realized how many things Ye Shuwen had in his heart, and how ruthlessly these things took his life.

Ye Shuwen was only 45 years old when he left.

Stomach cancer.

She was so thin that she was only skin and bones, nearly 1.9 meters tall, and she didn't even have a hundred catties.

Alone, with no relatives around, he was the only one with him.

That day, he grabbed his hand and said: "Wei Wen, I don't regret being with you, loving you, going through so many ups and downs, until now. I really feel that with you loving me, I feel very happy." OK."

"But, I'm still a little greedy. If I'm not too greedy, I might be able to walk with you for a longer, longer time, until I see that your hair is white, and we two old men are helping to cross the road. How nice ah."

"It's my fault, I didn't figure it out, I was still thinking about the national team, and I was thinking about what would happen if I didn't leave the national team, would I also win an Olympic gold medal, and then bite it to see if it was soft of."

"I still want to go home, attend grandpa's funeral, and be with my mother in the last days, even if I can spend a day with her."

"Wei Wen, I've tried these hurdles in my heart, but I just can't get over it. I'm sorry for you. I'm sorry for leaving you alone."

Ye Shuwen left.

His dream is also over.

He cried so hard that he even wanted to just follow Ye Shuwen in his dream at that moment.

But it can't, the dream has passed, and he still has his love waiting.

He didn't dare to force Ye Shuwen anymore, he let Ye Shuwen do whatever he wanted, he hoped that in this lifetime, they could grow old together, even if their hair was gray, they could support each other to walk the long road.

countless times.

every time.

He wants to ask him...

"How do you like it?"

"Are you satisfied?"

"You...you won't regret it."

Fortunately, what happened in the dream has passed, and he watched Ye Shuwen happy as always, doing what he wanted to do, and he still came to his side just like it was destined.

How nice it is.

No grief, no hurt, and naturally no separation.

Carefully grabbed Ye Shuwen's hand, kissed it on the forehead, and when he lay down again, Wei Wen's mouth curved into a smile.

Look, how good it is.

Love is not hurt, and there is no need to pay attention to it. It will happen naturally, and they still belong to each other.

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There will be a special episode later.

Ye Shuwen took Wen Hao to the United States to die.

A travel chapter of Ye Shuwen and Wei Wen's hometown revisit.

The marriage chapter of Ye Shuwen and Wei Wen buying a house.