I'm sorry you blocked me

Chapter 73【Within reach】

Later, Zuo Chi took the initiative to call Jiang Yu. Probably because it was not early in the morning, Zuo Chi's thoughts and emotions became much more stable. After Jiang Yu answered the phone, she, who was always talkative, fell silent for a while and did not take the initiative to speak.

Jiang Yu put down what he was doing and lowered his voice, "Xiao Chi?"

The familiar call for many years disturbed Zuo Chi's emotions. She was moved and sorry at the same time, her heart was extremely complicated and she stammered for a long time before she could say, "Yes, I'm sorry...brother."

Jiang Yu breathed a sigh of relief, as long as he can still have a normal conversation.He felt strange, Liang Bing said that Zuo Chi had almost escaped from the country, and said that he would have no face to see him in this life, why the other party's tone was the same as usual when he called at night, even joking.

Sure enough, it was too early, and the other party hadn't woken up yet. Years of habits made her dismiss Jiang Yu almost without using her brain.

But now, although she tried her best to cover up Zuo Chi's uneasy emotions, she still exposed a little bit of them through trembling breaths.

Jiang Yu sighed, "What can you do to apologize to me? I haven't told you yet, and I haven't told me when I went abroad."

"You...you know everything?" Zuo Chi suppressed his voice, "I really don't know how to tell you, and I don't know what to say...I'm ashamed to see you."

Feeling that Zuo Chi seemed to be crying, Jiang Yu felt a little distressed.When did this little girl feel so sorry and guilty?She is smart and sensible, and would never do anything to hurt others. Now that she knows the truth of the matter, she doesn't know what it's like to be hit. She just wants to pretend that nothing happened.

Jiang Yu comforted, "That's none of your business. You've been kept in the dark for so many years, and I'm still worried about your health. Why do you apologize? I feel even more uncomfortable if you do this."

"Yes, sorry..." Zuo Chi choked up, "I have said so many... self-righteous things. I always tell you that Mom loves you, but she didn't show it. After all, she has a new life. Maybe it’s to take care of dad’s emotions, and... and her emotions towards your dad, so she can’t always face you well. I’ve been...I’ve been telling you like this, I...I It's really..."

Jiang Yu really wanted to hug the girl into his arms and coax her well, pat her on the head, coax her like he did when he was a child, buy her candy and dolls, she would stop crying, and he would keep pushing himself laugh.

Jiang Yu slowed down her voice, "You know what... When Li Hai asked me if I was okay, I said I was fine, and I said I was fine in front of Jiang Mingxing and Liang Bing, but in fact there was something wrong."

Jiang Yu let out a long breath. He actually didn't intend to say it, and there was no need to say it. No matter how bruised some things are, it may not be beneficial to say it. If he showed it in the past, he would feel that Liang Bing And Jiang Mingxing saw his jokes, he was not happy, he didn't want to show it now, because Li Hai would be worried, and he didn't want Li Hai to worry about him.

But maybe, if he wanted to comfort Zuo Chi now, he couldn't coax her with candy or dolls. The only thing he could do to comfort her was to tell the truth and speak out what was in his heart.

"If we're really half-sisters, it's fine if she doesn't love me. But we're just cousins."

Zuo Chi took a breath.

"She gave you all her love, why? I can't understand, so she can replace your mother? Can she replace your mother's position in Uncle Zuo's heart? What can she get? "

Zuo Chi covered his mouth, and the muffled voice came indistinctly, vaguely apologizing.

Jiang Yu said to herself: "I don't even understand why she doesn't want me anymore. For love? Or for her ideal family? Do you want her to play someone else at all costs?"

"Am I that disgusting? Did she not hesitate at all?"

Zuo Chi finally burst into tears, and couldn't help crying, "I'm sorry brother...don't do this, I'm sorry, I, I, I'm sorry...brother..."

Jiang Yu looked a little helpless, "I heard from Jiang Mingxing that your mother is not like the Liang family. She is too kind, gentle and excellent. Why on earth would Uncle Zuo allow someone else to replace her? Is your father mentally ill?"

Zuo Chi whimpered and said intermittently: "I, I asked him, I went to question him when I knew the truth, I, I can't accept it, why, why hide my real mother like this, let I never knew...I...I also..."

"You are also very sad, you are also very angry and sad, right?" Jiang Yu said softly, "So what do you have to apologize to me? You are also very wronged, and you don't want to."

Zuo Chi nodded, "I don't want to either, I, I also..."

"So how can I blame you." Jiang Yu said, "You said those things before so that I could accept Liang Bing's new family and let me blend in. You didn't know that there was such a story hidden behind it. How could I offend you?"

"But……"

"Okay." Jiang Yu said, "I am indeed angry, and I didn't hide it. I have said everything I should say. This is what is in my heart. Liang Bing is the one who owes me, but it's okay now anyway. It matters."

Zuo Chi gradually calmed down, rubbed his eyes, "What does this mean?"

Jiang Yu briefly told her what happened recently, Zuo Chi was dumbfounded, "She actually...she..."

She was also in a complicated mood. Although she knew that this was a fake mother, a woman who had taken the place of her own mother, after all, she had called her mother for so many years, and Liang Bing had always been very kind to her.

There is a knot in her heart that prevents her from directly switching her current mood to hatred or the idea that she, like Jiang Yu, never wants to contact her again. Moreover, she is also very disappointed in her father, and it is also because of all this That forced her to leave her home.

"...What are you going to do in the future?" Zuo Chi asked.

"Living my own life is the same as before, isn't it? There is no difference." Jiang Yu smiled, "Although I don't understand, although I can't forgive and I am very disappointed, I have long been used to these emotions, and now it is just another one. The process of getting used to it, instead of being entangled in these things that have never belonged to me, I would rather cherish the people in front of me."

Zuo Chi realized something, "You and Brother Hai...?"

"We are reconciled and together." Speaking of this, Jiang Yu was still a little embarrassed, "Sorry, I didn't tell you before."

"Forget it, if I were you, it would be hard for me to say it. But I admire you very much, you are so brave." Zuo Chi still doesn't know why they broke up in the first place, and she never thought it would be because of herself.Of course, neither Jiang Yu nor Li Hai planned to tell her the truth, because it didn't matter what the truth was.The important thing is that Jiang Yu wasn't sure how far the relationship between him and Li Hai could go. He was afraid of losing it one day, so he would rather run away first.

So in the final analysis, it was Jiang Yu's own fault.At best, Zuo Chi was just a lead.Even without Zuo Chi, one day in the future, Jiang Yu would leave Li Hai for other reasons.

"I bless you all." Zuo Chi said, "With Brother Hai accompanying you and taking care of you, I feel more at ease."

"Am I so worrying?" Jiang Yu narrowed his eyes, "Do you underestimate me?"

"Of course not, but...it's nice to have someone who wants to be there for you, to go through everything with you, doesn't it?"

Jiang Yu raised his eyebrows and did not object.

Zuo Chi hesitated for a moment, and said, "Before I went abroad, I visited my mother."

Jiang Yu was taken aback, "You mean...?"

"I asked my dad and found out where my mother's tomb is. It was the place where they met for the first time. In a valley in their hometown, the tombstone faces the direction of the rising sun, and there is a sea of ​​sunflowers over there. , very beautiful."

Jiang Yu remembered that Jiang Mingxing said that Liang Mu's nickname was "Sunflower", and he felt very complicated for a while.

Zuo Chi said: "Your father buried her. Even... aunts and uncles don't know where her tomb is. It is said that my father has been looking for it for many years."

"Why?" Jiang Yu didn't know there was such a thing, "Why didn't she let your father know?"

"The Zuo family... wants a grandson." Zuo Chi smiled helplessly, "My father is the only child, and later he made the family flourish, so he is proud. Grandpa and mother are very much looking forward to someone inheriting all this, but my mother gave birth to me. .”

Jiang Yu froze, "So?"

"My grandparents never came to see me. My mother has been very weak since she gave birth to me, because she was exhausted from running around with my father in those years. They... in front of my mother on the hospital bed Son, discuss with my father about another marriage."

Jiang Yu gasped, "What did Uncle Zuo say?"

"My dad didn't want to, but he didn't want to dismiss the old man's intentions on the spot. My mother misunderstood him without a clear refusal." Zuo Chi sighed, "My dad said that he has always regretted that he didn't stand firmly on his mother's side. I refused their proposal, but he actually loves me very much and doesn’t care if I’m a son or a daughter. He also doesn’t even want to marry another woman to have a son.”

Seeing that Uncle Zuo hasn't had another child for so many years, Jiang Yu can understand that his intention is very firm.It's a pity that it was not conveyed to the person who should convey it.

"It is said that my mother found your father after that, and left after she was discharged from the hospital. She knew she couldn't make it through, so she excused your father by buying things, and went to the insurance company to buy an insurance policy. , It was the account reminder of the expense that made my dad suspicious and chased him to the hospital, only to find that she was gone."

"Then she was sent back to her hometown by your father, and she died within a few days. Your father did not tell anyone according to her wishes, cremated the body and buried her at the place designated by her." Zuo Chi said, his voice changed A little trembling, "These are the truths that my dad and your dad put together to piece together the information. I'm afraid there's no way to check what happened at the time."

Those who really know the truth have fallen asleep forever, and the living can only piece together the past pictures through all the clues that can be collected.

Jiang Yu felt very embarrassed, "I heard from Jiang Mingxing that Liang Mu... your mother was very close to Jiang Mingxing, and Jiang Mingxing regarded her as his own sister."

"That's why she came to him, and at that time, maybe he was the only person who could be trusted and trusted." Zuo Chi said, "My dad was notified by your dad later, and he also saw the death notice. Dad beat me up."

Jiang Yu sneered, "I understand."

"He asked many times where my mother was, but your father didn't tell me. He said he didn't know, that he just obeyed...her order and sent her body to be cremated, and he didn't know anything else."

"Is there no official seal of the local crematorium on the death notice? And how did he send Liang Mu to be cremated? What about the procedures?"

"I don't know." Zuo Chi shook his head, "Maybe it's because she's already prepared, so she brings all her things with her? Such as a household registration book or... an ID card or a marriage certificate?"

"That must be signed by the Liang family or Uncle Zuo..."

"At that time, who could tell clearly?" Zuo Chi said, "Besides, it's a small place, so maybe the procedures are not so strict."

Jiang Yu was silent for a while, then sighed.

"Liang Bing has never been able to give birth to Uncle Zuo because of this reason." Jiang Yu said suddenly, "I don't know how she feels."

"My dad said that he couldn't take it for a while when he was hit too hard. He could only get a little comfort by looking at... my aunt's face. He lied to himself that my mother was still there. That's why... In fact, he regretted it after they got married."

That's why he has always respected each other like a guest, and that's why he has never had any children. In the end, Uncle Zuo still only loves Liang Mu, and he has always proved with practical actions that he has no intention of having a son, nor does he intend to have her.

It's just that who has been helped, who has been harmed, and who has been made happy by this result?

The answer may only be clear to them themselves.

After chatting with Jiang Yu, Zuo Chi finally calmed down a lot.Her apology to Jiang Yu has never disappeared. She used to say a lot of self-righteous things, thinking it was for the other party's good, but now thinking about it, it was all ironic.

She rubbed her eyes, washed her face, and walked out of the bathroom slowly.Outside the door, Lei Ge waited quietly with his arms folded.

"Finished?" Lei Ge looked at her red nose and eyes from crying, sighed, and hugged her into his arms, "Be good, don't cry, don't be sad."

Zuo Chi chuckled and slapped his hands away, "What are you doing?"

"I will feel distressed." Lei Ge kissed the tip of her nose, and pressed her forehead against her forehead, "I didn't even know that you and Jiang Yu's family is so complicated, and that kid can really bear it. I never saw it before."

"That's the kind of person he is." Zuo Chi thought, and frowned again.

Lei Ge reached out and smoothed her forehead, "Don't frown, Jiang Yu won't blame you, you are also a victim of this matter."

"That's what I said, but I still..." Zuo Chi closed his eyes, leaned into Lei Ge's arms and hugged him attached, "Fortunately, fortunately, he is not alone now, there is someone who is stronger than anyone else. It’s okay for someone who values ​​him more to accompany him.”

Lei Ge pressed his chin against Zuo Chi's head, "Li Hai?"

"you know?"

"I didn't know it before, but I just heard you say it."

"..." Zuo Chi raised his head and looked at him, "You are so slow, you and Li Hai didn't notice it."

"I don't care about these things." Lei Ge hugged her and walked out, "I only care about things related to you, other people and things have nothing to do with me."

Zuo Chilan was in his arms, muttering, "Slick tongue."

The gentle wind blows through the window, and the whispers between lovers are spread far away.No matter what country, how much time difference, whether it is day or night, whether it is sorrow or pain, everything will pass, the sun will rise and set, and the moon will still shine gently on this land.

Every year, the trees at the intersection will sprout new buds, the withered flowers will bloom again, the past time will not come again, and the new days are waiting for every couple of lovers to create new memories and add more beautiful things.Then they will become the past time again, repeating and repeating, until all the emotions are settled, and all the words of love become gray-haired with the steps.

Every rebirth is accompanied by growth, and every growth increases the chance of meeting you.

If you have to experience these to become a better person, meet better people, and gain better love, then everything is worth it.

The important thing is, no matter what, don't give up easily.

……

Sitting on the plane to New Zealand, Jiang Yu felt a little nervous.

"It's my first time going abroad. What should I pay attention to abroad? Do I take my old godmother with me enough?"

"Will Uncle Yu be very busy by himself? Sure enough, I shouldn't ask for leave?"

Li Hai sat next to him, flipping through a magazine slowly in his hand, "It's only a week, one bottle of Laoganma is enough, let alone you brought three bottles. Anyway, didn't the boy from the Yu family come back to help? Xu Yiyan is here, you What are you worrying about? This time is to give them a chance to get along alone."

"...My English is not very good." Jiang Yu couldn't sit still, and thought of something else, always feeling a little ashamed, "When I come back this time, I'd like to enroll in a few training classes to enrich myself."

Li Hai was very relieved, "This is very good, but...don't waste that money, I'll teach you."

Jiang Yu glanced at him, not quite convinced, "I always think you have other schemes."

Li Hai raised the corners of his mouth and smiled viciously.

Jiang Yu stared at him for a long time, then reached out and pulled his face from side to side.

"It hurts!" Li Hai's eyes widened, "What are you doing?"

"How cute your smile used to be." Jiang Yu murmured, "Why is it so virtuous now?"

Li Hai patted his hand away, leaned closer and said in a low voice: "My love for you has never changed, isn't that enough?"

Jiang Yu blushed, but the corners of her mouth could not help but rise.

Li Hai looked at him closely, the tenderness in his eyes was so strong that he couldn't melt it, "After I come back, I'll take you to meet my parents and introduce you to them formally, how about it?"

Jiang Yu was taken aback, "What?"

"Not willing?" Li Hai narrowed his eyes.

"No!" Jiang Yu's hair stood on end, "Of course not! Absolutely not! I'm very happy!"

It's just that he is not sure whether his uncles and aunts are happy.

Li Hai was in a very good mood, hugged him and looked out the window, the blue sky, the continuous sea of ​​clouds could be seen in the distance, the sun was shining golden, even in winter it seemed infinitely warm.

Everything was just right, Li Hai put his hand in his pocket, inside was an exquisite ring box, as if he had sensed the owner's intentions, the surface of the ring lying quietly in the suede gently slid over fine streamers.

Happiness seems within reach.

【THAN】

The author has something to say:

Sahua is over~~~ There should be no extra episodes.I thought about Xu Yiyan’s couple, and it seems that I don’t really need to write about it. Anyway, they must be HE~~wwwww Thanks again to the little friends who have been able to see the end, thank you for your tolerance and understanding, and finally say it because of the romance next door There are too many bugs in the outline of the article, and I haven't thought of a good idea for the time being, so I won't open it for now.Friends who have bookmarked the romance next door can delete it~~ and then the next article... Well, I don’t have any ideas for the time being.I feel that my energy is low now, and I am not sure when I will write again. Thank you again for reading to the end, okay!Love you~ I wish you all the best~ Happiness, peace and joy.Put your palms together.