I'm sorry you blocked me

Chapter 62【Confession】

When did coming home become something to look forward to?Li Hai played soft music in the car, while thinking casually.

Since working, "home" is like a hotel for temporary rest, and the property management fee is the rent fee. Most of the time, he still prefers to stay with work.

He's not a workaholic, he just doesn't know what else he can let himself do or what to indulge in besides work.He didn't want to admit that after being separated from Jiang Yu, his whole being was hollowed out. Once he stayed at home alone, that empty feeling would be infinitely magnified.

He doesn't want to be a horny person who seems to be infatuated or stupid, but if things like feelings can be controlled, there won't be so many lingering stories in this world.

Is the story between him and Jiang Yu considered romantic?Still entanglement, or evil fate?Who was he and Jiang Yu owed to whom in the previous life?

When the door was opened, Xiaoyu thumped vigorously at the door, scratching the door harshly with her claws.

Li Hai coaxed, "Okay, okay, don't bark, shush."

As soon as the key was inserted into the lock, someone opened the door at the other end. Jiang Yu was wearing an apron, and her long bangs were pinned up with clips, revealing a handsome face.

"I'm back." Jiang Yu showed a nice smile.

Li Hai was stunned for a moment, then let out an ah, for a moment he didn't know what he was being cautious about, but he actually felt his heart beat two beats faster.

He heard the sound of swallowing his saliva, Jiang Yu had already let go of the doorknob and stepped back, "There is one last dish, just right, wash your hands and get ready to eat."

As he said that, he used his calf to chase Xiao Yu who was about to rush out, "Go into the house, where is Xiao Hai? Go find Xiao Hai."

Xiao Hai poked his head out from the corner of the living room, obsessively, Xiao Yu rushed over, wagging his tail.The two dogs quickly got into a mess, and the pillows in the living room fell to the floor. It wasn't because of Jiang Yu's quick hands and eyes, that the two of them almost swept the water glass on the table down.

Warm lights, the aroma of vegetables, the dog barking happily, the sound of Jiang Yu teaching the dog a lesson.

Li Hai pursed the corners of his mouth, although he wanted to look like he didn't care, the tenderness in his eyes that slowly melted completely betrayed him.

After he changed his clothes and came out, Jiang Yu brought out the cooked tofu.

Two bowls, three dishes and one bowl of soup, beside Li Hai's bowl was a bottle of... apple cider vinegar.

"I remember...you used to like drinking this." Jiang Yu explained, "I saw it when I was shopping, so I bought a bottle."

"...Thank you." Li Hai was a little surprised. He thought that Jiang Yu had never paid attention to him, at least not as much as he paid attention to him.

"Maybe you don't like to drink now?" Jiang Yu was a little nervous, the tips of the chopsticks shook slightly, and the potato shreds he picked up were thrown all over the table.

"..." Li Hai glanced at him, and hooked the corner of his mouth, "No, I still like it very much."

Jiang Yu breathed a sigh of relief, took a few mouthfuls of food, and then asked, "Well...I, I have a friend who wants to travel, can I consult you?"

Li Hai hummed, "Male or female?"

"Male." After Jiang Yu finished speaking, he paused again, "It's just an ordinary friend, uh, by the way, you also know each other, I don't know if you still remember?"

"En?" Li Hai was stunned for a moment, "Who is it?"

"Pei Luo." Jiang Yu said, "That mixed-race kid, when we were playing basketball..."

"I remember." Li Hai squinted his eyes, "You still have contact with him?"

"It's also fate." Jiang Yu noticed that Li Hai's tone became a little cold, and said anxiously, "He went to the same university as me, but in a different department, and after graduation he worked in the same city, of course he is better off than me... What I mean is, just as an old classmate, we still keep in touch occasionally, and if there is nothing to do during the holidays, we will make an appointment to play basketball or something."

"You still play basketball?" Li Hai blew on the soup in the bowl, "I thought you would never play basketball again in your life."

"..." Jiang Yu realized that he seemed to be getting more and more wrong, so he had to eat a few mouthfuls of food in silence, then looked at Li Hai, and sighed, "Sorry."

Li Hai frowned, put down the bowl, "Why do you apologize?"

"I...that matter." Jiang Yu also put down the bowl and chopsticks, and pursed her lips, "At that time, I was really lacking in thinking about many things. I thought I was very thoughtful, but that's all I thought. I'm...not in a position to make decisions for you, now that I know, sometimes doing 'for your own good' hurts even more. I never told you why I quit basketball, there really was no reason , I just feel that even if I try hard, it’s meaningless.”

Li Hai didn't speak, Xiaoyu rubbed against his leg, rubbed against it, Li Hai's finger went down, and touched its head.

Xiao Hai also seemed to feel something, let out a low whine, and fell down listlessly at Jiang Yu's feet.

Jiang Yu's voice was a little trembling, but he tried his best to control it, he wanted to tell Li Hai what he thought, even if in the end Li Hai thought it was a funny joke.

But if he doesn't convey it, he will definitely miss more.

"Jiang Mingxing has always ignored me. When he was preaching to me, he would only bring out Liang Bing to suppress me. He always said that he couldn't support me, and he couldn't give me anything in the future. If I didn't work hard, no one could save me. He told me to give up. Basketball, that kind of fun, he said that he might as well go to gamble, at least he is lucky and has some income. He said that Liang Bing owed me, so whether it is college or work, Liang Bing should pave the way for me. It doesn't have to be too good, but it can't be too bad..."

"He likes to tell me these things, especially when he's drunk. I'm used to it. At first I felt bored and thought he was spineless. Later, I felt that I should do what he said, so I always followed him. He did it the other way around. At that time, I thought basketball was very good and the game was very good. During the game, the team was like a world. I didn’t have to think about anything else. This world is always something I have to face, and basketball, like Jiang Mingxing said, can’t give me anything. So I gave up, I admit, I’m just a coward.”

"When you insisted on pulling me back to the basketball team, I questioned, hesitated and struggled, but in the end... I want to thank you, thank you for not giving up on me when I wanted to give up on myself It is you who let me know that basketball is not that you can give me nothing, Wang Hao... Lei Ge, the coach, Xu Yiyan and you, you have taught me a lot, you let me see another world, I am very happy happy."

"I've said it before, you always block my way, I don't know where your confidence comes from, you vowed to be with me, say you like me, you like me, I don't know what's good about me, but because You like it, I think I can... I can trust myself a little bit, hahaha these words seem a bit hypocritical, very nasty, right? But, I really thought about it at the time, I think, I should be braver, more Work harder, and then I..."

"Then you flinched." Li Hai helped him pick it up and looked at him, "You still acted as your coward and gave up on me. No matter how beautiful your words are, you can't cover up the fact. I only look at the results, and I don't care about the process." not interested."

Jiang Yu's face turned pale. He scratched his head and neck again. It seemed that a row of needles suddenly appeared on the seat, which made him restless. His hands and feet moved for a long time. stood up.

Jiang Yu: "I owe you a word."

Li Hai: "...En?"

"I, I like you, very much."

Li Hai was taken aback for a moment, and looked straight at Jiang Yu, that look seemed to burn Jiang Yu, "What did you say?"

Li Hai's voice was very low, as if a hand was gently scratching Jiang Yu's heart, his face became paler, but he said with a determined expression: "I like you, I fell in love with you early on But I don’t want to admit it. You are right, the process is not important, I... I failed to respond to your bravery, I became a deserter, I’m sorry. But, I like you.”

Li Hai slowly stood up from the chair, "Why do you dare to say it now? Are you not a deserter?"

"It's not right." Jiang Yu unconsciously squeezed the edge of the table with his fingers until his knuckles turned white, "I know I'm a bit brazen for saying this, but it may not help, but... if, if you Now I don’t have anyone I like or associate with, can, can you give me a chance.”

Li Hai walked around the table, put one hand on the table in front of Jiang Yu, and leaned slightly to look at him, his breath was hot, "What chance do you give me?"

"Mi, a chance to make up."

"Just make up?"

"Of course not. I want to make up for it. I also want to cherish you and cherish this relationship. I want to treat you well for the rest of my life."

Li Hai raised his eyebrows, "Did you know that your words sound like a marriage proposal?"

Jiang Yu froze for a moment, he saw his own shadow in Li Hai's eyes, at that moment he didn't know where the power came from, he pulled Li Hai's hand suddenly, wrapped his arms around the other's waist, Semi-strongly said: "Okay, or not? If you refuse, I swear that I will not harass you again, but I will do what I promised you. I will help you take care of the dog, and I will help you make breakfast and dinner , will help you clean up the housework, the premise is that when you are not at home, I promise not to let you bump into me, if you have a girlfriend... or a boyfriend, I will take the initiative to leave and never appear again. "

Jiang Yu's hands were so strong that Li Hai was so strangled that he could hardly breathe.He leaned back slightly, because of this posture, he had to put his other hand on Jiang Yu's shoulder to maintain balance.

The two of them stuck close together in such an ambiguous posture, and they could clearly feel each other's changes.

1 minutes, 2 minutes.

Jiang Yu's face flushed slightly.

He glanced down uncontrollably, Li Hai's change made him unable not to pay attention, but he didn't want to let go of his hand.

Li Hai looked at him with great interest, "Is this the only courage you have? I rejected you once and you plan to never see me again? Why don't you think about how many times you rejected me?"

Jiang Yu panicked, "That, that..."

Li Hai sighed, the corners of his mouth curled up, taking advantage of Jiang Yu's distraction, he took a step forward.Jiang Yu's center of gravity was unstable, and he fell into the chair. Unexpectedly, his hand was still not loose, and he pulled Li Hai off. Li Hai supported the back of his chair with one hand, turned his face slightly, and half-kneeled kissed him.

Jiang Yu's eyes widened suddenly.

"If you want to start again, follow my pace this time." Li Hai whispered on his lips, "If you want to quit, I won't stop it, but from now on we don't have to get involved, I mean everything involved, including dogs."

Jiang Yu's answer was to tightly grasp Li Hai's clothes, so hard that even his body began to tremble.

Li Hai kissed his eyes, kissed his forehead again, and finally landed on his lips again, occupying it in an extremely domineering way.

Jiang Yu was so kissed that he could hardly breathe, and the ambiguous kiss sounded even more obscene in the quiet room.

Both of them fell in love, Li Hai picked him up by the waist, and brought him directly into the bedroom.

Jiang Yu's mind cleared up for a moment, "What are you doing?"

Li Hai kicked the door shut with his feet, with a strong voice in his voice, "Fuck you."

Jiang Yu just felt that the stinky, shameless, filthy filth on his brain all day had returned.