I'm sorry you blocked me

Chapter 52【Uneasy mood】

Xu Yiyan sent Jiang Yu downstairs, and Jiang Yu said a little embarrassedly, "I'm sorry to bother you to rest."

Xu Yiyan shook his head, "Coping with people is sometimes very tiring, so it's hardly a rest."

Jiang Yu thought he would go back upstairs and continue singing with his friends, but Xu Yiyan checked the time and sat down on the bench downstairs.

"Aren't you going back?" Jiang Yu was surprised.

"A friend came to pick me up." Xu Yiyan said, "I'm getting old, and I can't toss about as much as before. I should be sleepy by then."

Jiang Yu glanced at the time, he talked with Xu Yiyan for a long time, and the two of them sang nursery rhymes back and forth for a while, it was almost ten o'clock.

When Li Hai came, a black SUV just happened to drive downstairs.The window of the car on the side of the road was lowered, and a very handsome man with a high nose bridge and a wide forehead tilted his head, motioning for Xu Yiyan to get in the car.

The man's eyes fell on Jiang Yu's face again, with three points of scrutiny and seven points of doubt.

"My student, Jiang Yu." Xu Yiyan took the initiative to introduce, "Jiang Yu, this is my buddy, you can just call him Uncle An."

The man called "Uncle" clicked his tongue and didn't speak. He raised his hand and waved to Jiang Yu as a greeting.

Xu Yiyan smiled and raised his head, meeting Li Hai who was walking over.

Xu Yiyan raised his eyebrows, "The person who picked you up is also here."

When Jiang Yu turned around, Li Hai trotted over with his schoolbag on his shoulders.

"Teacher Xu." Li Hai greeted, then looked at the people in the car, "Hello, brother."

Xu Yiyan chuckled, Jiang Yu couldn't help laughing, Li Hai looked blank, "What's wrong?"

Xu Yiyan said, "I'll take you two back."

Jiang Yu didn't care, looked at Li Hai, Li Hai waved his hand, "No, let's take a walk."

Xu Yiyan clicked his tongue twice, "Don't play too late."

After finishing speaking, I didn't talk too much nonsense, I directly opened the door and got in the car, and while fastening the seat belt, I told: "Go home early, do you hear me?"

When the car left, Jiang Yu looked at Li Hai, "Accompany you to dinner?"

"Let's eat barbecue." Li Hai said, "May I treat you?"

Jiang Yu drank a stomach full of drinks and ate a stomach full of fruits, and he was already a little full, but when Li Hai talked about barbecue, he was still a little greedy.

"Where to eat?" he asked.

"There's a good restaurant nearby." Li Hai put his hands in his pockets, looked at Jiang Yu and said, "Would you like to try it?"

So the duo's nighttime walks turned into foraging trips.

Li Hai's memory was not reliable, the two of them went down two alleys to find the barbecue shop, the shop was not big, the owner was a grey-haired aunt, wearing an apron, there were people sitting in twos and threes chatting while eating.

The atmosphere was just right, Jiang Yu chose a few vegetarian dishes and sat down in a corner by the window.

"Would you like a drink?" Li Hai asked after choosing the dishes.

"I'm full, forget it." Jiang Yu waved his hand, "Tomorrow... what time is your play?"

"Looks like two or three o'clock in the afternoon." Li Hai said, "You want to come?"

"No." Jiang Yu said without thinking, then added after a pause, "There are too many people."

"I'll be back as soon as my part is over." Li Hai had actually been observing Jiang Yu's face from the moment he saw him, looking left and right but didn't see anything, and asked hesitantly, "You... Bad mood?"

"No." Jiang Yu pouted.

"...What is Xu Yiyan looking for you for?" Li Hai asked, "His appearance is very different from usual."

"Really? I was also taken aback." Speaking of this, Jiang Yu was still amazed, "It looks quite serious on weekdays."

"Why isn't he serious?" Li Hai said sensitively, "What are you talking about? What else does he want to do with you on the day off? And the man who came to pick him up...I always feel like I've seen him somewhere."

"Let's talk about Jiang Mingxing." Jiang Yu turned his eyes away and said slowly, "On weekdays he goes to work and has no time to look for me. Didn't I not go to school during this time? I can only look for me on weekends."

It sounds like there is no problem, but it has been so long, why is it today?Is it really a coincidence?

Li Hai looked at Jiang Yu's profile and didn't say anything for a long time. The two of them just fell silent, neither of them spoke first.

After a while, the barbecue with the aroma of cumin and chili was served. Jiang Yu picked up a bunch and started eating, a little absent-minded.

Li Hai ate two skewers, licked the corner of his mouth and said, "My mother will be back next week."

Jiang Yu paused, "Oh."

Li Hai glanced at him, "It's okay, you can live in peace, don't think too much."

"...It's up to you not to reveal your secrets." Jiang Yu was helpless, "Even Wang Hao can see the problem, let alone your own mother."

Li Hai scratched his neck, "I will pay attention."

The atmosphere of a barbecue meal was weird, and both of them had their own thoughts, Jiang Yu seemed to be in a moody mood, and always felt that he couldn't cheer up, while Li Hai kept guessing Jiang Yu's thoughts.

The two returned home slowly, fed the dog, washed up and went back to their rooms.

Li Hai always felt uncomfortable in his heart, mainly because Jiang Yu's attitude made him confused and confused, but he didn't know where to start asking.

He lay on the bed for a while, but couldn't fall asleep, so he got up and went to Jiang Yu's room.

Jiang Yu actually didn't fall asleep either.

He turned his head to meet Li Hai's eyes.Under the night, Li Hai's eyes were bright and clear, which made Jiang Yu feel guilty.

"What's wrong?" He was about to get up, but Li Hai came over, lifted his quilt and squeezed into the bed.

"Can't sleep." Li Hai said.

Jiang Yu gave way to the side, Li Hai suddenly retracted into the quilt, Jiang Yu groaned and wanted to dodge, but was firmly pressed by the man's legs.

The quilts and quilts formed a hill, and Jiang Yu could only see a mass of dark heads burrowing back and forth restlessly in front of him.

"What are you doing?" Jiang Yu smiled helplessly, "Going crazy again in the middle of the night?"

"Just post it." Li Hai muttered, "It's you who drove me crazy when I was going crazy."

He said without giving Jiang Yu a chance to argue, and started working with enthusiasm and difficulty.

Jiang Yu couldn't help snorting, and grabbed Li Hai's hair with one hand, but it aroused that person's excitement even more.

In the small bedroom, panting and groaning sounds were mixed together, and the young man was dizzy from the burning passion. the ceiling until the blank space was filled by Li Hai's figure.

Li Hai straightened up, he didn't know when he took off his clothes, his hands held the two of them together, the scorching temperature accompanied by rhythmic friction made it unbearable.

"Jiang Yu..." Li Hai's voice was hoarse and his breathing was hot, "I think... I want..."

Jiang Yu looked bewildered, his thinking had stagnated, "Huh?"

Li Hai looked at his innocent and confused eyes under the moonlight, gritted his teeth, and finally couldn't help lifting Jiang Yu's legs——

"Ah!" Jiang Yu screamed, and the heated atmosphere was suddenly in the middle.

The shoulder injury was suppressed because the center of gravity was tilted backward, Li Hai came to his senses, and broke out in a cold sweat, "Are you all right?"

He hurriedly jumped out of bed and turned on the light.

The glare of the light made Jiang Yu close his eyes suddenly, then opened them again, and kicked the quilt helplessly, "Cover me, it's cold."

This time, I felt nothing.Li Hai reluctantly kissed Jiang Yu's shoulder and neck for a long time before sighing, "You really can bear it."

"Ah?" Jiang Yu carefully avoided the wound, waited for the pain to dissipate slowly, and said through gritted teeth, "What are you enduring? Come and try?"

"No..." Li Hai pursed his lips and said, "You can hide things, so I said you can bear it. I can't hide it, I want to say it, especially to you, happy or unhappy Yes, I want to tell you, I want to share with you."

Jiang Yu was stunned, "I...Didn't I tell you everything you want to know? Everything about my family...you also know."

"Not enough." Li Hai said a little depressed, "I know you still have something to hide from me, can you tell me directly if you have anything to say? Even if I can't help you, at least I can bear it together with you. I think I have...memories with you that no one else can replace."

Jiang Yu was silent for a moment, then laughed out in the dark, "Where did you learn the words? From the website? I don't believe you can say such romantic words."

"It's all my truth!" Li Hai sat up and said displeasedly, "Sometimes the truth is more hypocritical than the ones shown on TV, don't you know?"

Jiang Yu tilted her head, and reached out to touch Li Hai's face. His hand was a bit difficult to reach, so Li Hai had no choice but to lower his head to let him touch while depressed.

Jiang Yu's fingers carefully outlined the outline of his face, and then pinched the bridge of his nose.

"You're blocking my way, do you know that?" Jiang Yu said.

Li Hai: "?"

Jiang Yu sighed, and said slowly: "I give up basketball, plan to go to class honestly, and then go to work, I have planned the future, save money, find a stable job, continue to save money... I don't Knowing how much trouble Jiang Mingxing will bring me, I can't predict it, the only thing I can do is to keep saving money, only in this way can I feel that I can survive."

"Then you came, you couldn't help but block the way I planned, pulled me back to the basketball club, and took me in without hesitation, and stayed with me when I was in the most difficult time. When I was thinking about how to repay When you were there, you blocked my way again and insisted on being with me."

Li Hai looked into Jiang Yu's eyes quietly, "Did I hinder you?"

"If so, that's good." Jiang Yu smiled wryly, "At least I can get rid of you mercilessly."

Li Hai's heart twitched, and he grabbed his hand, "I won't let you get rid of me, and you don't have that chance either!"

"You disrupted all my steps, and I don't know what to do." Jiang Yu looked at the ceiling and said blankly, "What should I do to be correct?"

The important thing is, where can they go?A powerful family belongs to Li Hai, and his future deserves to have a perfect family, but he can't see anything in his future.

Don't count on Liang Bing, and don't count on Jiang Mingxing either. After Jiang Mingxing comes out in two years, he will become a burden again.Everything needs to be worked hard by himself, and he doesn't even know when this hard work will be the end.

Li Hai will get bored one day, no one can keep shining, no relationship can stick to it through constant giving.People get tired, both physically and mentally.

Jiang Mingxing and Liang Bing were his biological parents, and even he was tired of the two of them, full of the urge to leave them far away, let alone outsiders who had no blood relationship?

No matter how beautiful the relationship is, it cannot withstand the ravages of reality.

At this moment, Jiang Yu suddenly realized that what he had been afraid of all along was that the hard-won mutual dependence and trust would eventually become unrecognizable.He was afraid that one day what Li Hai saw in Li Hai's eyes was no longer joy and simple love, but boredom and indifference.