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Chapter 33 【Memories】

At night, the two of them went back to their bedroom to rest, Li Hai still felt that he was not awake, he pinched his thigh and took a deep breath in pain.Looking back again, I saw Jiang Yu unscrewing the door and entering the house with his arms hanging. When he closed the door, he found that there was still someone sticking outside, so he said good night to him.

Li Hai waited until the door was closed before saying slowly, "Well, good night."

I really want to trot, jump, go back to the bedroom, and then do a 360-degree big-character swing and throw myself on the bed.

Although Jiang Yu couldn't remember the scene when the two met for the first time, Li Hai always remembered and never forgot.After he found out that he had strange feelings for Jiang Yu, the encounter with Jiang Yu became a firm destiny in his heart.

When he first entered Mingqi Junior High School, Li Hai was actually a transfer student. At the beginning, he was not enrolled in Mingqi. In the second semester of junior high school, because his parents became more and more busy, no one at home had time to take care of him, so he decided to take care of him. I chose a private middle school, Mingqi, which was closer to home.

The transfer fee was very high, but because Li Hai's grades in junior high school were very good, he applied for part of the tuition fee reduction.

Although the parents at home don't have much time to accompany him, but in their hearts, Li Hai has always been a proud child.Xu's mother boasted all the time when she was out, "I never cared about him, not at school, not at home, I was too busy. But the child is sensible, never makes trouble, and knows to study consciously, and his grades have always been very good."

Such parents are actually very common, and Li Hai didn't feel that he was the strangest.In fact, in every family gathering, I don’t know if it is the tradition of the Li family to educate their children. More than half of the close relatives educate their children in this way—no matter, no matter what, the children are basically up-to-date, and most of them have excellent grades. .

This may be due to heredity. Li Hai has always thought this way before, so he was lonely occasionally, feeling that he was dispensable, but he did not think deeply about this issue. Just say something, and even though the family members don't have time to accompany them, they will buy things for him. If the child has something to play with, other things will naturally be left behind.

But as he gradually grew older, and because he was not tall, and was incompatible with Mingqi, a school known for its "sports", Li Hai gradually discovered problems that he didn't pay much attention to before.

He mentioned that even if he is alone, he can live well without anyone looking after him, so he hopes to go back to his previous school.Even if it was half a semester, a small group circle had already been formed, Li Hai always felt that there was a gap between him and his current classmates, so he was naturally uncomfortable.

But the family didn't follow his request this time, but told him that this was already a matter decided by his parents, and besides, it was just a child, and he was a boy, so they would naturally play together after spending more time together.

That was the first time Li Hai realized what kind of existence he was to his parents.

If we compare this relationship to the "commercial interests" that parents are best at, then the gifts and toys I bought for myself before are just that they are "profitable" for each other, and there is a "balanced" relationship.

But now my "interests" conflict with those of my parents, so my request was mercilessly rejected.They don't actually care what they think.

At the family gathering that year, Li Hai held the drink bottle and looked at his parents still proudly speaking the same words.

——This child does not cause trouble, does not cause trouble, has been self-conscious since he was a child, and we never need to worry about learning.

He realized that he was like a framed portrait, and every year he took it out of the dusty cabinet, shook the ashes, and then showed it to relatives and friends for a while. After watching it, the play broke up.I have to go back to the cabinet without saying a word, waiting for the second year, the third year...

People always become "sensible" little by little, even if there are many misunderstandings, many detours, and many embarrassing things in the process.But "sensibility" itself is based on these things. It doesn't mean that you will be "sensible" when you open your eyes one day when you reach a certain age.

It is often accompanied by labor pains, or continuous convulsions, appearing every time enthusiasm is awakened by a basin of cold water, every time you slap your face, and then brand a "sensible" on your soul imprint.If it is similar to a computer game, then there is probably an experience bar next to it, with a small, inconspicuous LV.01 in the sensible lower right corner.

In the first semester of the second year of junior high school, Li Hai's sensible level is around LV.10. He just left Novice Village and can go to the surrounding mini-maps to fight monsters. He doesn't dare to touch the boss without forming a team.

The way he chose to form a team was very rough-joined the basketball club.After all, it is an elite society of Mingqi, which has produced many famous people.

At that time, Li Hai was a hindrance in terms of the team's average height, and the star player at that time was Jiang Yu.

Jiang Yu was 172 in the first day of junior high school. I heard that she was once a member of the basketball club in elementary school, and was very popular with teachers and female students—after all, she has a good face.

From Li Hai's point of view, Jiang Yu is the one who is admired by all the stars. It seems that everyone revolves around him. He can often hear all kinds of deeds about Jiang Yu, no matter good or bad. Jiang Yu's whole body seemed to be coated with light.But at first he wasn't envious. This feeling was nothing more than the same feeling he felt when he was shown off by his parents at the dining table every year during the Chinese New Year, and everyone praised him. Therefore, at that time, he didn't pay attention to Jiang Yu, but would think : If it were me who was chased and chased all day long, I would probably be bored to death.

Until one day, because he was on duty, he left his mobile phone in the classroom. After dinner, he wandered into the school alone. Anyway, there was no one at home, and he had nothing to do. , he just took a walk.

As a result, from afar, I saw that the lights were still on in the training room. It was almost eight o'clock at that time, and the sky was completely dark. Li Hai thought that the coach hadn't left yet, or that the school security guards were cleaning. At first, he didn't care. After entering the teaching building and wandering around, the doors and windows were locked tightly, so he had no choice but to walk out again.

The sound of a basketball hitting the floor could be heard from far away, Li Hai stood still and thought for a while, then raised his legs and walked towards the training room.

Many years later, he would feel that it was a step of fate. If he hadn't been bored to go to school at that time, if he had gone to school but had no interest in going to the training room to take a look, maybe everything after that would not have happened, maybe He will miss a person named Jiang Yu.

There was only one person in the training room, and his back was familiar. It was Jiang Yu.Li Hai was a little taken aback, never expecting that Jiang Yu, who usually looks conceited and confident, would be so serious in private.

Li Hai didn't make a sound, just stood at the door and watched. Jiang Yu was sweating under the headlights in the training room, and his T-shirt was already wet. The basket, the court is already full of basketballs.

Li Hai didn't know how long he had been practicing, but he found that his arm was trembling uncontrollably, but the moment the ball was released, it miraculously stabilized, and it drew a beautiful arc in the air, stably Fell into the opposite basket.

Jiang Yu has always been known as the "little prince of three-pointers". His three-pointers are almost unstoppable.It has always been claimed that it can be shot from any angle.

Li Hai knew that Jiang Yu was very powerful, but he often felt that it was because of his talent and his height.But now, he was a little shocked.

After Jiang Yu threw the ball, she put down her hands and took a few deep breaths, then put her hands on the basket next to her and lowered her head, as if taking a rest for a while.

Li Hai hesitated for a moment, then called him, "Jiang Yu...?"

Jiang Yu froze for a moment, then turned his head. His outline hadn't fully grown yet, and he was a bit indistinguishable in the strong light of the headlight for a moment.His face was covered in sweat, his bangs were sticking to his forehead, Li Hai's heart beat twice fast, he stretched out his hand to press it suspiciously, his face was a little dazed.

Jiang Yu lifted up his clothes and wiped his face, then said with a smile, "Why are you still here?"

"I came to get... things, but I didn't have them." Li Hai stood at the door and didn't go in.For some reason, he felt that the current atmosphere in the training room was difficult for outsiders to join, but Jiang Yu was obviously the only one in the empty field.

"Oh." Jiang Yu didn't have much impression of Li Hai, and didn't know what to say for a while, so she thought for a while and said, "I'm planning to leave too, together?"

Li Hai nodded, "Okay."

Jiang Yu was too lazy to tidy up the court, so he just turned off the headlights and locked the door.

Li Hai said: "The coach will be angry again tomorrow."

"Never mind him." Jiang Yu carried her schoolbag and walked to the school gate with Li Hai, "Which way are you going?"

"...Which way are you going?" Li Hai asked.

Jiang Yu pointed to the direction to go home, and Li Hai said, "I'll go this way too."

Jiang Yu glanced at him, "But I don't want to go back yet, do you want to have supper? Your treat."

"..." Li Hai only grew to 168 in the second semester of his second year of junior high school, but now he is only about 158 ​​in height. Jiang Yu, who looks at 172, slightly raised his head.In his field of vision, Jiang Yu's mouth curves beautifully when he smiles, his jaw is tight, his outline is soft, and the earlobes that are hidden in his hair from time to time are also very cute.

Li Hai looked around silently, and then said: "It's ok, anyway, I don't have anything to do when I go back."

"Is your family here?" Jiang Yu and Li Hai sat in front of the barbecue stall, Jiang Yu stretched his legs to look at him, "You probably ran away from home, right?"

"...No." Li Hai didn't understand what Jiang Yu was thinking, "My parents are still busy with work, and I'm at home alone."

"Oh." Jiang Yu agreed with a bored face, and took a bunch of spare ribs and bit them into bites, "I will be alone when I go back, I'm bored, so I stay at school for a while."

Li Hai was stunned for a moment, vaguely felt that Jiang Yu was explaining something, but he couldn't catch the point right away, so he nodded formulaically, "Oh."

Then the two fell silent.

But after that, Li Hai couldn't help turning his eyes to Jiang Yu.Jiang Yu is very forgetful. After a period of time without dealing with him, he will almost forget you.

Li Hai was a little depressed, although he didn't know why he was depressed, and then he began to collect some information about Jiang Yu unconsciously.

In the beginning, it was just a few small things, which are familiar to everyone - because everyone will say it.

What coaches and captains always buy him, what he drinks when he plays, what shoes he only wears, what color uniforms he doesn't like...

Li Hai also doesn't know what the so-called liking is.Whenever a person puts in some energy, time, and even money—although it's just a barbecue.

But people will accumulate feelings for the same thing through these things, even if it is a dog or a toy, they will become reluctant.

Li Hai thinks that feelings are such a realistic thing, and its core is actually so cruel that people can't bear to look directly at it.

Everyone loves themselves in the end, and "proud", "reluctant", "greedy", "obsessed" and "dissatisfied" are probably all reluctant to part with the self who has given time, energy and money.

While annotating Jiang Yu indifferently, Li Hai recorded everything related to him, and at the same time almost cruelly analyzed his strange feelings that came from nowhere.