I'm sorry you blocked me

Chapter 25【Subtle】

Xu Yiyan and Lao Yang came out of the doctor's office together, Li Hai was waiting in the corridor, Xu Yiyan glanced at the bandage on his head, frowned and said, "Why don't you take a good rest, why are you running out again?"

"That man...how is it?" Li Hai stood up straight and asked, "I'm fine with this little injury."

Lao Yang took out his cigarette, and when he remembered that this was a hospital, he had no choice but to put down his hands. He said with a sigh of relief, "Maybe I have a concussion, but nothing else. The doctor said that it was thanks to Jiang Yu that he couldn't use his hand. The wound just looked scary." .”

Li Hai also breathed a sigh of relief, he was afraid that if something happened to the man, then Jiang Yu's life would be completely ruined.As soon as he relaxed, he felt pain all over his body, especially his head. He stretched out his hand and touched the bandage lightly. Thinking of Jiang Yu who was injured more seriously than himself, he looked at Xu Yiyan and said, "May I go and see Jiang Yu?" .”

"Go." Xu Yiyan took out the phone, "I have to report to his mother, and I have to trouble you to take care of Jiang Yu first."

Li Hai paused, "Isn't his mother coming?"

"It's said that I can't get away now, and I will come later." Xu Yiyan rarely had that lazy smile on his face, and his face was a little serious, "I know what you want to say, I have a sense of proportion."

Lao Yang patted Li Hai's shoulder, Li Hai's words finally swallowed back.He turned around and hurried towards Jiang Yu's ward. Xu Yiyan had a friend in the hospital and arranged a small private room for Jiang Yu, where he lived quietly and would not be disturbed by others.

Lao Yang and Xu Yiyan paid for the medical expenses in advance. Jiang Yu's shoulder blades were cracked. God knows how he moved the flowerpot. Maybe he even lost the pain at that moment.

Li Hai pursed his lips, stood outside Jiang Yu's ward for a while, adjusted his mood and expression, and then gently knocked on the door.

It was quiet inside the door, and there was no reaction at all.

"Jiang Yu?" Li Hai glanced at the door plate, 602 Jiang Yu's name hung on it, and he did not find the wrong door, "Jiang Yu? I'm Li Hai, are you awake?"

Li Hai knocked several times, but there was still no answer from inside. Li Hai hesitated outside for a moment, and finally chose to push the door and enter.

Jiang Yu was lying with his back facing the door, Li Hai couldn't see his face, he thought Jiang Yu was still sleeping, so he closed the door cautiously, and walked over cautiously.

As soon as he walked to the middle position at the end of the bed, Jiang Yu spoke, his voice was low and a little hoarse, which should be due to the fact that he was yelling too hoarsely before.

"What are you doing here?"

When Li Hai stopped moving, he didn't want to stand still and walk, or he didn't want to walk, he said in a little embarrassment: "I'm here...to see you. Are you awake?"

"...What's so interesting?" Jiang Yu said in a low mood, "Do you see my joke?"

Li Hai was taken aback, "What joke? Jiang Yu, do you think so? Do you know how long Teacher Xu and the coach have been busy outside for your affairs?"

Jiang Yu stopped talking, and after a while he buried his head in the pillow, "...I'm sorry."

Li Hai sighed, but in the end he didn't go to the bed, he simply moved a chair and sat down at the end of the bed, leaning his back against the wall and said, "Who are you talking to?"

"You." Jiang Yu clicked his tongue, "Sorry for getting you into trouble, your wound...is it alright?"

"It's just a broken skin. The nurse wrapped it a bit exaggeratedly. In my opinion, just put on a Band-Aid and it's over." Li Hai put his hands on his knees, and looked at Jiang Yu's hair that was raised up on the top of his head from a distance, "It's you, Are you okay? Can you move your hands?"

"I can't." Jiang Yu kept leaning on his side, his injured hand was fixed in front of his body with a bandage, "It hurts when I move, and I don't feel pain anywhere now, it seems that a hole was dug on the neck, and the mouth was also torn. Yes, my cheeks are swollen."

Li Hai was silent for a while, then suddenly laughed, "You boy...you don't even know where you were beaten?"

"I don't know." Jiang Yu coughed twice, and couldn't help laughing, "At that time, my mind was blank, and I didn't know anything."

"It's really scary to look at." Li Hai recalled the scene at that time, and said, "I thought you would never get angry, and you were lazy in everything, as if you didn't care about anything. The bottom line is so scary."

The two laughed foolishly for a long time, and slowly, the laughter dropped again, and finally returned to silence.

Li Hai felt distressed when he heard Jiang Yu's hoarse voice, and he couldn't see Jiang Yu's expression at the moment, but he knew that Jiang Yu definitely didn't want him to pity him, so he could only pretend that he didn't care, and tried to get rid of this matter. The matter is completely exposed.

Li Hai was racking his brains to think about the topic, when Jiang Yu suddenly supported the bed board with one hand, Li Hai hurried over to help him, finally turned him around, and sat up, Jiang Yu's complexion was very bad, his lips had no color, and his eyes Full of exhaustion.

In order to help him, Li Hai got very close to him, and the two looked at each other. Jiang Yu smiled apologetically, "I wanted to get angry at you, but now I can't."

Li Hai's heart twitched, seeing that he sat firmly on the edge of the bed, and pressed the corner of the quilt for him, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't pry into your privacy without authorization."

"..." Jiang Yu was silent for a while, then shook his head, "You are also kind, after all, I still blame myself."

"You?" Li Hai was taken aback when he heard that, "What does this have to do with you? You are also a victim..." Li Hai paused, because Jiang Yu looked over with a disapproving look.

"Victim?" Jiang Yu twitched the corner of his mouth, "This kind of rhetoric seems to be in the media news...why does it sound so hypocritical?"

Li Hai lowered his gaze, "But this is the truth."

Jiang Yu shook her legs, "Everyone will say that they are victims. Jiang Mingxing will say that, and Liang Bing will say that too. The word victim is so cheap, I can't look down on it."

Li Hai: "..." Sometimes Jiang Yu is really, it makes people completely confused.

Jiang Yu said slowly: "I'm just unlucky at best, so don't take it too seriously. But I haven't told anyone about it, except for Lao Yang who accidentally discovered it. I never took the initiative to tell anyone about it. Speaking of it. Friendly reminder, I don’t want you to spread this matter.”

Li Hai nodded. At this moment, he was a little complicated. On the one hand, he was delighted, happy, and even a little flattered that Jiang Yu was willing to tell the truth to him; on the other hand, he felt distressed for such Jiang Yu.Jiang Yu is really stubborn and strong in some aspects, and he never wants others to see his fragile side, but letting him speak out at this time is undoubtedly letting him uncover a layer of scars with his own hands. He slapped himself.

Some people like to take out the weak part of themselves and keep tearing it apart, making it bleed and make it impossible to close, so as to show their uniqueness and win the sympathy of others. Goodwill and love, while they are suffering, they want others to notice their own existence. They constantly stimulate the outside world with their own actions, telling the outside world, you must love me, I long for love, and I need love and care.

Such a person is like a child who has learned to act like a baby, and the outside world will naturally pay more attention to them. This is not wrong, but it is just a different way of life for each person.

And another kind of people, like Jiang Yu, they will never say a word of suffering, they will never cry out a word of pain, no matter how wronged or uncomfortable they feel in their hearts, no matter how much hurt they have endured, they will not open their mouths. Unwilling to ask for help, they try their best to pretend to be normal people, just like ordinary people, they hate all pity, sympathy and all the care and love generated by sympathy.

The kindness of others is an insult to them.Even if the other party is sincere, they will think that no matter how much effort they have made and how much they have paid, what others will always see is the fragile self, and because of this fragile self, all unwillingness, struggle and struggle The result is meaningless.

Jiang Yu was the child who was born not to be coquettish, nor to ask for sweets. He would just stand aside silently, pretending not to care and not opening his eyes.That's why Liang Bing ignored him; that's why Lao Yang thought he was so strong that he didn't care about his family background; so although Xu Yiyan had heard about Jiang Yu's growth environment a long time ago, he stayed in the observation stage and didn't immediately carry out psychological investigations. Intervention; so Lu Zheng thought that Jiang Yu didn't regard him as a real friend...

Jiang Yu has been holding a "trump card" that can make everyone make way for him, but he just throws it aside.Not only is it not used, but it is even hidden deeply.

Li Hai looked at Jiang Yu with complicated eyes, Jiang Yu let out a breath slowly, and said, "I don't know what Lao Yang told you, but I probably know what he knows, basically nothing wrong."

Li Hai hummed, "He told me everything, what kind of person your... father and mother are."

"I heard it, but I never heard it directly. What I saw was shocking." Jiang Yu laughed twice, "Ah, it's so embarrassing, I've never been so ashamed, to put the face of my whole life in front of my classmates and coaches." It's all gone."

Jiang Yu shook her head, "The things I hate the most in my life, first, being ashamed outside without knowing it; second, not being able to restrain yourself with reason, letting emotions control your words and deeds is the worst thing. I try my best After so many years... in the end, the reputation of the whole life is completely ruined."

Li Hai didn't know how to answer, so he thought for a while before he said, "Why don't I pretend to have amnesia?"

Jiang Yu was taken aback, and looked up at him, "You know what I know, everyone knows it well, does it make sense?"

Li Hai raised his hand and scratched his face.

Jiang Yu smiled again and said, "How is Jiang Mingxing? Where is he?"

Li Hai shook his head, "I don't know, I've been in the hospital, and I came to see you later. That... the man who was injured by you is fine, your father was taken away by the police, and that gambling house was also taken away The other people in the room, this will not be known until Teacher Xu understands the specific situation."

"Oh..." Jiang Yu thought for a while, "I don't know if this counts as gathering a crowd to gamble, should it count? It depends on how much money you can receive at the time. If there is a lot, it's hard to say."

Li Hai frowned and asked: "What if... I mean, what if he was locked up?"

"That won't last long." Jiang Yu said indifferently: "It's better to be locked up. You don't need to pay for room and board."

Li Hai wasn't used to this kind of black humor, and didn't know how to answer the conversation at all. Seeing his frowning, Jiang Yu seemed a little embarrassed, so he smiled wryly and said, "Do you think I'm too unkind?"

"No, I didn't think so." Li Hai laughed troubledly, "I just don't know how to talk to you, I'm afraid you'll find me annoying if you talk too much, and you'll misunderstand my thoughts if you talk too little."

Jiang Yu's expression was a bit surprised, he hesitated for a long time before asking, "When...the situation was wrong, why didn't you leave immediately and call the police?"

"Someone is going to beat you, how can I pretend that I didn't see it?" Li Hai answered it as a matter of course, "If I run away, I'm not a man."

Li Hai's answer sounds very simple, but Jiang Yu knows that there are very few people who can really do it.Look at his uncle who has disappeared long ago, even if he is related by blood, let alone other people?

Li Hai always seemed to surprise him, persistently pulled him into the basketball club, looked at him with those honest eyes, said that he admired himself, wanted to play basketball with him, knew all his likes and dislikes, and even went to the basketball club for himself. Fighting with others, getting a broken head and not having any regrets at all.

Jiang Yu has never had such an intimate relationship with anyone, should it be explained by intimacy?Jiang Yu was a little confused for a moment, he felt as if Li Hai had pulled him into his world little by little, and saw something he hadn't seen before.

Most importantly, Li Hai never seemed to let himself feel disgusted.

Jiang Yu's uninjured hand touched the bed sheet. He had many expressions, many disguises and masks, but the part that dealt with the frank feelings of others was blank.

It's like when grandma secretly stuffed money into him with a chicken, and then left in a hurry, he didn't know what to say; when grandma took his hand and asked him if he was okay, he felt awkward and hypocritical; I didn't know what to say for a moment.

So the two people who didn't know what to say fell into their own embarrassing situation.