[SKIP] Undercurrent

Chapter18

Qing Yuanli always felt that his life as Miyazawa Mako was enough to write a history of grievances and grievances of a wealthy family.

Although the Miyazawa family made their fortunes through capital accumulation in the early 60s, before that, the Miyazawa family was also a Chinese family.The so-called aristocratic family, the Zanying family, probably is like this.

Compared with many down-and-out Chinese, and chaebols who are famous and wealthy but have no background, her family does have the confidence to hold their heads high and call themselves a "rich family" without guilt.

But nothing is perfect in the world.Despite having inexhaustible money and an admirable status, the Miyazawa family is also facing its own dilemma-the issue of offspring.

It was Kiyohara Rei's grandfather who led the Miyazawa family to rise. Although he had been an all-powerful man all his life, he passed away in his prime.Only a pair of children were left behind, Kiyohara Rei's uncle Miyazawa Osamu and mother Miyazawa Eri.Unfortunately, due to some reasons, Osamu Miyazawa did not have the chance to have his own child.

In order to have a child who can inherit the family, Osamu Miyazawa had to make a request to his younger sister, hoping that she could recruit a wife.

This is the beginning of all tragedies.

Kiyohara Junichi and Miyazawa Eri's love affair began in college.In his early twenties, he was young, energetic, vigorous, and thought that love was everything to him.With his passion for love, Kiyohara Junichi gritted his teeth and persuaded his parents to marry Miyazawa Eri as his son-in-law.

But he was so naive.

From the moment he stepped into the gate of the Miyazawa family, he was bound by everything in this noble family.Whether it is the rules of life, or the feeling of being despised because of his status, little by little, his passion for love is finally wiped out, and his boredom and dissatisfaction with life are born from this. .Kiyohara Junichi gradually began to change after Kiyohara Rei was born, he began to complain frequently about his troubles, scolded his wife,

Kiyohara Rei's mother Miyazawa Eri is an extremely weak woman, whether it is her long-term sick body or her dependence on others, it reflects her weakness.

“The deepest impression I had of my mother when I was a child was that she was sitting on a wicker chair with her back facing the sun, her back was so deep that she seemed to melt into the dark brown wicker chair,” Qing Yuanli recalled, “I ran over and called Her mother, but her face when she turned her head was covered with tears, terribly sad. So I didn't want to stay with her since I was a child, because she was always crying... sometimes crying about her own illness, Sometimes it's crying when Dad loses his temper with her..."

This is an unhappy marriage.

Kiyohara Ri sometimes wondered, if Kiyohara Junichi hadn't married, wouldn't everything have become so bad?A successful father, a gentle and kind mother, will this be the happy family she has?

But there is no if in this world.

Although this is a sentence that has already been heard to be rotten, it is also a very true sentence, so true that it is impossible to refute it, and it even feels like crying after listening to it.

The quarrel between Kiyohara Junichi and Miyazawa Eri has been one-sided since Kiyohara Rei had an impression.

Miyazawa Eri would never refute any of Kiyohara Junichi's words, no matter how angry or sarcastic his tone was, she would always just bear it silently with tears, but she didn't know that this would only make him more irritable and emotionally difficult. catharsis.

"This situation, when I was 11 years old, finally stopped."

Tsuruga Lian was stunned, and couldn't help asking: "Why?"

"My mother died at the end of that year."

Qing Yuanli said, but there was no sad expression on his face.She was very calm, did not show any emotion, just pointed out this fact in a declarative tone, as if she was talking about an unimportant matter.

"I'm sad, but I don't know why, but also a sense of relief."

Miyazawa Eri's death was a relief, whether it was for Kiyohara Ri or herself.

Such a dark and heavy family atmosphere, my mother must not be able to bear it anymore.Even if she clearly knew her father's love for her in her heart, that love had deteriorated to the point that she couldn't face it.

Dun Helian didn't know what to say to Qing Yuanli, he felt that he felt sorry for her, but he opened his mouth and couldn't say anything.In the end, he shut his mouth and quietly listened to her continue to narrate.

"I am the heir of the Miyazawa family," Kiyohara Rei said, and suddenly laughed. On the girl's round and cute face, there was a somewhat ironic smile, which seemed quite happy, but at this moment , but it is completely unbearable to laugh, "The only heir. The money I can get in the future is probably enough for me to spend lavishly for three lifetimes, and it may not be used up. As long as I want, maybe buying a city is not completely impossible things."

"...Ms. Qingyuan, did you leave because you didn't want to live this kind of planned life?" Dunhe Lian guessed her mind and asked cautiously.

"No." Unexpectedly, Qing Yuanli shook his head, "I don't have any clear goals. Even if I really need to inherit the family business, it's not too unacceptable. What I can't accept, in fact, Just that house."

After Miyazawa Eri passed away, the person who changed the most was Kiyohara Junichi.

In the initial period of time, he fell into the sadness of "driving his wife to death".He almost lost hope of life, but later, for his beloved daughter, he still cheered up.

Now that what is lost has become forever, we can only try our best to make up for what we still hold.With such belief, Kiyohara Junichi gradually got rid of his irritable mentality and learned to live a peaceful life.Leaving the heavy Miyazawa old house also brought him a lot of convenience to get out of sadness.

Until now, what he was most worried about was Qingyuan Li.

Although he didn't show excessive sadness from the beginning to the end, Kiyohara Junichi knew that the person who really couldn't get out of this shadow was Miyazawa Mako - Kiyohara Rei.

"It's very depressing. Even if you just take a step, you will feel as if you are going to suffocate. You don't even want to see it from a distance. When you see it, you just want to turn your head and run away."

Kiyohara felt that when he faced Tsuruga Lian, he would always feel very at ease, and he would always express all his feelings without any grievances.So she didn't hide it, but described her feelings in detail.

She smiled wryly: "It was with such an escape mentality that when I chose a high school, I deliberately chose a school far away from home. Then, in the name of studying, I moved out alone. After I came out, I just realized that without those rules and constraints, my life became more and more boring. Because of this, I started to write something, and started to try to do things I was interested in..."

In fact, I never thought about becoming a great writer, nor did I think about being popular.Qing Yuanli has always regarded writing as a thing he likes, a thing to spend his lonely time.

Such a pure mood, on the contrary, pushed her further and further.

That's the wonder of life.

The sound of the second hand of the clock ticking was very clear in the quiet living room, and it seemed to be knocking on people's hearts.

"Teacher Qingyuan," Tsunka Lian swallowed, "...the reason why you have that strange view of love is also because you are afraid of the tragedy of your parents repeating itself?"

Qing Yuanli was silent for a while, and then replied softly: "Ah, maybe."

"Haven't tried... to accept the truth?"

"Whether I try or not, it doesn't make sense," Kiyohara said. "Sooner or later, I have to accept this fact. Whether I want to or not, I know."

The girl sat on the sofa and looked up at him quietly, with a peaceful and solemn expression on her face.

For a moment, I suddenly wanted to hug her, in a comforting gesture.

"The reason why I told you this is because my father told my uncle about your existence."

These words frightened Tsuruga Lian's brain to stop functioning instantly.

"I don't know what he said. In short, he hoped that I could take you back to meet grandma. Ah, the he I mentioned later refers to my uncle, the current ruler of the Miyazawa family-Osamu Miyazawa .”

Meet the parents?What a joke!

Tsuruga Lian felt that there were so many complaints that it was hard to look directly at them.

Obviously, the relationship between the two of them is just that of "tenant" and "landlord"!They can't even be considered as lovers, let alone develop to the point of discussing marriage!

Tsuruga Ren was thinking in her heart, trying to tactfully make Kiyohara Rei give up this idea.

But everything that happened after that completely interrupted the man's ability to think.All the three views and calmness he had established in the past 18 years were completely destroyed, leaving nothing behind.

Because of Qing Yuanli, he suddenly reached out to wrap his arms around his neck, and pressed it against him.

She kissed him.

Although the lips were separated after touching each other for a while, the destructive power this brought to Tsuruga Ren has completely surpassed the effect of an atomic bomb.Almost at the same time, he opened his eyes wide and couldn't move his body anymore.

The girl had a faint scent of mint shower gel, which enveloped his body, and there was a hint of sweetness in it, probably the smell of aloe vera milk.Sweet but refreshing, not greasy.

How should I put it, this is a kind of - quite a wonderful taste.

Without letting go of the hand that hooked his neck, the girl gently put her face on the man's shoulder, her petite and soft body laying down quietly.He couldn't see her expression, he could only hear her voice.

He heard her say, "Tsuka-san, can you date me?"

"Qing... Yuan...?"

"I was serious."

The girl's voice was low and gentle.

"Please give it a try and date me, can you?"

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