Lin Xunhao really didn't know what to say. He thought he was a very worry-free entertainer, so he came to give him a convulsion when he was in a good mood. The last time he saved someone, he was hospitalized. After going through the hospital discharge procedures, she still disappeared. Isn't her injury fractured? ! !

An Suqing, who was sitting in the taxi, was not in a good mood. It wasn't that she was unhappy about being interrupted halfway through the exercise, but rather that her bad guesses were about to come true. For Dou Minjun, An Suqing always had a feeling that she could eat her mouth. Just eat, eat if you can't eat it and create conditions, what kind of girl's reserve, hahahahaha, at such an old age, it's still reserved for old couples!

That comet with a 400+ year cycle...hope it's not what she thinks it is.

Get off at the Jincheng apartment. In Korea, the streets are full of people after 12 o’clock. It seems that the time for playing is acquiesced, but the taxi fare is expensive. After taking out all the change that she had, An Suqing finally made it up. After paying the fare, she floated upstairs with numb feet.

"Long time no see Beyond~" She shook Beyond's paw in a low voice, and An Suqing patted the dog's head vigorously, until the whites of Beyond's eyes rolled out.Floating to the study like a ghost, the glass on the clock tower reflected her face, her eyes were dark and expressionless.When she came to her senses, she realized that she was holding Dou Minjun's latest diary. Ah, she was already so familiar, so familiar that she knew what she could find even if she closed her eyes.

The diary was flipped through, as fast as counting the pages.Black carbon handwriting, with the charm of calligraphy between the strokes of the pen, her face became whiter and paler, all the blood faded, and she closed the book lightly, staring at the Cuju picture hanging in the study, tears filled the air, Can't see anything.

After teleporting back, Du Minjun started to take a shower. After taking a hot bath, he sweated all over his body and swallowed a pot of water. His body temperature was still 40 degrees and his heart rate was 150. Started showering again, this time with cold water!The vigorous water flow from the shower was divided into thin streams, which fell on his muscular body in strings. An Suqing would tease him every time, but she grasped the proportion very well and did not let him get too excited. Embarrassed, the gentle and pleasant actor in the eyes of others, the polite and dignified junior, will play a rogue in front of him regardless of his image, and will not let him run away with red ears and red ears... Thinking of her is like holding a star in his arms, with a burning glow With light and heat, and surrounded by satellites, no matter whether he can see her or not, he always feels that his soul is with him.

He raised the corners of his mouth slightly, his smile hidden in the mist of the shower.

Suddenly feeling the hairs on his back stand on end, Du Minjun turned his head and found An Suqing leaning against the door of the bathroom, staring at him motionlessly with dark eyes.

The bath towel wrapped around Du Minjun's waist twice, and the tightness made him feel sick.

"I know it all."

The sound was as soft as smoke floating in a steamy bathroom.

With just one sound, like a thunderbolt, Du Minjun turned the switch silently, turned around and walked out, his shoulders that were always straight seemed to be hit with a sap.

An Suqing stood still in front of him, looking straight into his eyes, her face still expressionless.

Twitching the corners of his mouth, his expression was stiff, but he didn't smile: "You knew it from the beginning, right?"

Before he could answer, she continued.

"Right, you remember so much, how come you don't know when to leave..."

Yes, he remembered it in such detail, three months, the ability to be gradually assimilated, the physical stamina that disappeared rapidly, and a clear direction: either go or die!Life and death are all uncontrollable. Compared with the power of the outside world, we as individuals are too small, yes, we cannot make decisions, just like the vows we have made silently countless times, to be together forever, as if we can make decisions have to.

"My memory is only related to you." Du Minjun's beautiful eyes sparkled, every memory of him was incomplete, as if many fragments were cut and spliced ​​together.Sorrow is like a thread, tightly entangled in his heart, he has been alone for too long, 400 years is too long, it is too long to see the light like a moth to a flame, regardless of the pros and cons, that kind of The sweet happiness that flashes in my memory, even if it is really burning, I want to taste it.

But a dream that is doomed to wake up is not worthy of happiness. The corners of his eyes are red, but his eyes are still watery.

Such gentle eyes, so soft that it makes one's heart ache, An Suqing groped for his hand and slowly approached, squeezed herself into his arms, and laughed again.

When a person is really helpless, besides smiling, he has no choice but to smile.

"so……"

"You don't touch me because you don't know if you can come back or if you can take responsibility."

"so……"

"You helped me solve the contract problem, and even used the share rights to separate a one-man brokerage company from SA."

"You even started transferring property into my name..."

"Du Minjun, you are so kind, you even prepared the dowry for me, why don't you help me with the groom?"

"...Why leave me alone?"

She buried her head in Dou Minjun's chest, and wrapped her arms around his waist, determined not to let him see her distorted face.

The thin arms strangling his waist actually caused Du Minjun a dull pain, hugging this girl who spoke with a crying voice, a pang of pain climbed into his heart, it was so unfair, why didn't I meet her earlier, Why did you have to leave now?If only sooner...

Her eyes were sour, and Dou Minjun wanted to explain, but she didn't listen to him, and tears flowed down his neck: "You are my world, only you, only you..."

The sensitivity and fragility of being a woman was worn away by An Suqing's repeated time travels. She thought she was strong enough to face it, but she didn't know until this moment that she was still too weak, and her heart was about to break like porcelain. Cracked, biting his lips out of teeth marks did not stop himself from whimpering like hurt.

The palm behind his head is warm, the trembling breath is next to his ear, and he can still hear the fierce heartbeat coming from his chest, he is very sad.This cognition broke An Suqing's last insistence, she burst into tears like a child recklessly, with a straight voice, crying in an inelegant way, letting all the uneasiness and panic go through endless tears trickle away.

I have searched for so long, so long, and turned the whole world upside down, how can you be so good?Everything is planned, just let me accept the result.

Leaving, the return date has not yet arrived.

Stay, a dead end.

My hard work is like a mayfly that shakes a big tree, and fate is like a wind-up toy, spinning on its own track wholeheartedly. I can only accept it, and I can't do anything else, nothing else.

Yes, An Suqing, who do you think you are?See a corner of fate and intervene rashly.

Crying and running out of the house like an ordinary little girl, she ran so fast, the wind whizzed past her ears, and the scene behind her disappeared, An Suqing felt uncomfortable, wanted to find a place to cry, wanted to To find a home that can warm and tolerate her, but she is homeless.

homeless...

I can't find where I came from, and I can't see where I'm going. That person is like a cable on a boat, tying her firmly to this world. Leaving him, she is alone in this world, and she is about to die alone. .

But what was he wrong about?

no……

he's good……

very good……

It's so good, every detail...

Plan everything well, even if there is no him in the future, she will have nothing to worry about in the future.

After an unknown amount of time, sitting on the stone in the community, the cold wind ruffled her hair, An Suqing shivered delicately, someone pressed her shoulder in the light and shadow, and she knew who it was without turning her head.

With the large men's coat draped over her body, An Suqing felt that the fish she wanted to be caught by the fishing net would sink deeper into the flesh the more she struggled. An Suqing knew that she was responsible for passing by so many times.

Before recovering her memory, she never thought about this problem, or her nature tends to protect herself. Once she realizes the irreparable gap between the two of them, she shrinks herself firmly like a grass that has been touched by its veins. .Too realistic, too pessimistic, morality, low self-esteem, madness, she is not an adventurer, she restrains herself again and again, and in the end she gives up first, pushes him away, or chooses a "secure" position, the only one that can be regarded as The happy time was also when she was forced into a desperate situation and had no choice but to live happily.

If she had known the ending now, if she had known from the beginning that Dou Minjun could not stay, would she have inherited those memories that made her laugh and cry so defenselessly?Would you still love him so wholeheartedly?After all, this world is just a temporary foothold for her.

Seeing that she was blank and unresponsive, Du Minjun straightened his coat, and the short coat was turned into a long windbreaker, with long sleeves flapping on both sides. Du Minjun poked around and held her cold hand, " Let's go, let's go home."

Oh, what's the use of thinking so much now, the value of feelings lies in their uncontrollability, you don't know when the person you used to just look forward to liking will become an inseparable part of your statement.An Suqing stared at the hands that the two shook hands, and shook them back forcefully.

Do Minjun followed her all the time when she ran out of the house, listening to her breathing, broken words and whispers with his ears up. Although he didn't think what he did was wrong, An Suqing always felt a little bit wrong when he found out. Feel guilty.Seeing her sweating from running and still shivering and blowing the cold wind, Du Minjun, who has always been proficient in love theory, didn't care about analyzing other things, so he stepped forward and put his coat on her.

Finally holding hands, Dou Minjun secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

Then I heard An Suqing's nasal voice: "Why did you transfer the property rashly? Are you planning to stay and die? Or are you not coming back?"

Dou Minjun smiled wryly, he always had to be fully prepared, just in case... well, don't worry, it's easy to say, but really thinking that she is the same as before, choosing to be with others until she grows old, and that other people will taste her sweetness, Seeing another side of him that he had never seen before, and the child... How could he be willing?

Do Minjun simply hugged her and took two steps, then teleported home in a blind spot where the monitor couldn't see.

The warm room made her eyebrows and hair smeared with water, and it was rare for Do Minjun to forcefully push him into the bathtub. The stripped clean little white sheep didn't have the mood to make a fuss. Speech: "I know what you want to do, I know you too well. Do Min Joon, if there are really only two choices, I would rather you live."

I can’t remember where I read it. When I was young, I felt that I could die for something lofty and great, but when I got older, I was willing to live humblely for a goal... So live, as long as you live, there are countless possibilities.

As if seeing the violent inner ups and downs under her calm eyes, Dou Minjun smiled lightly, pressed the towel in his hand on her shoulder, held her small cheek, and pressed a kiss between her eyebrows: "Okay."

Love is as sweet as love and loss of love is as bitter as it is. First meeting is like lightning, then parting is like thunderbolt, which makes the heart tremble every time.

"Du Minjun, have you ever thought about taking me away..." An Suqing shrank her neck, half of her face was covered with foam, she lost her usual calmness, and instead looked a bit childish.

The author has something to say: Little Theater:

"Do Min Joon, let's get married."

He widened his eyes sharply.

"Even if you don't come back in the future, the husband and wife share the property, and you can save and pay extra taxes."

Do Min Joon: ==...

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