After being read mind, this hand can't be separated

The first time Gu Hanzhou met Qu Leyuan was in Changzhong Middle School.At that time they were still in middle school, he was blocked in the alley by people, and fighting was commonplace for him, he was used to it long ago.

What troubled him? A few gangsters in the school. Changzhong is not a particularly good school. There are a lot of good and bad people in the school, and many of them dropped out of junior high school to hang around outside. These people? Your bastard also knows it.

His mother owed a lot of money outside, many of them were neighbors nearby, and had some involvement with those gangsters in society, so this group of people often came to trouble him.

Similar to the words "losing money", "bitch", "son of a bitch?", he had already heard them?

He was glamorous in school, on the surface he was a top student with excellent character and learning, but in fact his life was like a puddle of mud. Every day he left the school, he began to wander in the dark night endlessly. Struggling in the slums, living like rotten maggots.

When he was beaten, he didn't bother to struggle because he had no money. If he fought back, the group of people would just keep pestering him endlessly.

This time was no exception. There was numbness and pain in his shoulders and chest. He let out a muffled grunt. Injuried.

Otherwise, going to school the next day would be hard to explain.

"Go back and ask your mother to pay back the money. If you don't pay back the money, we'll destroy your house. If you don't have money, let her sell it..."

A few gangsters lit cigarettes, and the cigarette butts burned on his wrists, a layer of cold sweat emerged from his forehead, and there was a burning pain on his wrists, which made him a little Dizzy, he gritted his teeth desperately to keep himself from screaming, and the smell of blood came out of his mouth.

"Is there someone in here? Ah..."

"It's the ones in the normal school? Those little bastards."

"You mind your own business and go quickly."

"But I saw that there seemed to be someone inside? You are stuck inside, you wait for me here, I will call Uncle Security to come over."

There were two juvenile voices outside the alley, the punks looked at each other, and cursed in a low voice, "Which idiot? How bad luck."

The security guards in their school are notoriously meddlesome, and they are habitual offenders. If they are seen, they will definitely be dragged into the principal's office for criticism.

A few gangsters cursed and left? The cigarette butts loosened and fell on the floor. Gu Hanzhou was thrown on the floor. He didn't get up for a long time. He clutched the wound on his arm and was in pain huddled together.

After a while, the two teenagers brought the security guard over. The security uncle was still scolding the gangster who couldn't see? There were two teenagers standing at the entrance of the alley.

"Yunwen, go and see what's going on with that classmate? What happened, my grandma called me? Maybe there's something wrong, so I'm leaving first?"

Gu Hanzhou could tell that this was the person who said to call the security guards. The boy's voice eased on the ground in pain. After a while, footsteps came from the alley, and he leaned on the wall and stood a little bit. up? get up.

When the young man was about to come to help him, he silently avoided it, said "thank you" in a low voice, and felt warm liquid flowing down his arm, he supported himself to get out up? in the alley.

On the way back to my house, there was a strong smell of alcohol in the house, and a lot of smashed things and vomit were mixed together on the ground. The oppressive breath made people feel a little out of breath.

He turned on the light, endured the pain in his body, and cleaned up the house. Then he bandaged the wound by himself, ate two pieces of dry bread, and took out the homework in his schoolbag. , start writing homework.

In the beginning, he didn't take the boy who helped him seriously. Perhaps it was because of the special fate between them. On the second day, he met that boy again.

It seems that the boy was arranged by the head teacher to deliver newspapers to his class, and he recognized him by the sound of his voice.

"Student, can I trouble you to hand over the newspaper to the English class representative of your class?"

When he heard this familiar voice, he turned his head away, and first met a pair of clean and wide-open almond eyes. The boy was born fair and white. He looked like he hadn't opened yet, and his lips were red and his teeth were white. , When talking to him? The voice was very soft, with a little embarrassment.

"classmate?"

Seeing that he didn't respond, the boy called out to him again.

He came back to his senses, said "hmm", took the newspaper over, and took the newspaper into the classroom.

Next? He always meets the teenager.

The boy's name is Qu Leyuan, he's a year younger than him, he's in the second year of junior high school, he often sees the boy alone when he's out of school.

When I go home, I occasionally meet him on the road. I see a teenager buying breakfast. No one else queues up. Only he always waits in line to buy soy milk.

He didn't pay attention to it intentionally, but when he saw it, he always subconsciously took a second look at it, and because he met him so many times, his observation became a habit over time.

It took him a long time to understand that observing is liking? Start.

There are only two physical education teachers in Changzhong. Most of the time, the two classes have physical education classes together. He has also attended physical education classes with Qu Leyuan several times.

He found that the boy was always alone and reading a book when he was doing free activities after running, but he seemed to be quite happy. He seemed to have a good relationship with many classmates on the surface, but actually Up? Very alienated.

A classmate fell down in physical education class. The teenager will take the initiative to help send the classmate to the infirmary. There are a few small wild cats behind the playground. The teenager often goes to feed the kittens with small snacks. During the physical education class, he is occasionally lazy and too lazy to write Homework? I will copy my classmates' homework.

The two of them met often? They also met many times in the activities organized by the school. The boy seemed to be a little face-blind and didn't pay much attention to others. He always called him "senior" and never called him by his name. .

Until he graduated from junior high school, he was still very vague about his feelings at that time. For the boy, he just knew that he cared and liked him, so that when he won the award, the boy didn't have time to take the medal and the group photo. The group photo was left by him.

When he was in the second year of high school, he found out that the boy was admitted to the same high school as him, but he didn't seem to have any impression of him. He met the boy several times, but the boy didn't recognize him at all.

Or did you recognize it? The relationship is not very good, not to the extent of saying hello.

The real acquaintance was when he was in his third year of high school. The boy was besieged by gangsters. He was moved by selfishness and dragged the boy out.

"I should thank you... My name is Gu Hanzhou."

"Qu Leyuan...I'm going to class first? Ah."

Since then, it has been out of control. At first, I just wanted to let the other party know my name. Later, I became more and more greedy, and I couldn't help but want more.

He became friends with the young man, and in the middle of the night when he was hurt and sad, the young man took him back to his home and carefully helped him deal with the wound, with concern in his eyes.

On countless? days, the boy was willing to go out with him. Seeing everything was a novelty. Seriously? Listening to what he said? Every word, when the corners of his lips curled up, his brows and eyes were full of tenderness.

The young man doesn't dislike his family being poor, and is willing to sit in his backseat and go home with him, eat his home-cooked food, and accept his cheap gifts. He will be considerate. to help him.

In the name of a friend, he wants to possess more little by little. He expresses his love with sunflowers through the implicit hint of his singing, and wants to integrate into the life of a teenager little by little.

However, the end result is that he himself is getting deeper and deeper, so that it becomes more and more painful.

He himself is a piece of mud, even if the boy likes him, can they really be together?

What can he give the boy... He obviously has nothing.

He doesn't deserve it.

The painful growing environment in his youth made him mature precociously, and he struggled countless times, wanting to get...but knowing that he shouldn't fight for it.

At last he took a brave step, but failed to win.

The sunflower represents the silent? Love, those unspeakable? Young loves, all died in the distant? Midsummer Night's Dream.

He has always understood that a person will meet many people in his life, just like the boy said, "We will all have our own personal life in the future", but he understands and understands, and the reason Everyone understands, how many people can be indifferent?

Those pains, unspeakable, and powerless, made him hard to let go day after day, and became a heart-pounding pain during countless sleepless nights.

What he has is luck, what he has lost is life.

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