last love song

32 Confession

"Did you have a sex dream last night?" Song Meng saw through the heart of this single-celled creature at a glance, "It's worthless, if you have the skills, you can actually shoot it! Is it interesting to just dream?"

Song Xiao gritted her teeth and threatened: "If you talk to your brother like this again, believe it or not, your year-long figurines are gone!"

"I'm telling the truth," the girl in her 20s was completely immune to his threats, "I have the ability to buy my own handicrafts and accessories, do you have the ability to confess? It's not me! It's you Can my male god fall in love with you like this?"

"Get lost!" Song Xiao pushed Song Meng away in a rage, "I believe that you don't need me to confess your male god knows what I want! Living together these few days is like a young couple, maybe your male god You already think of me as your boyfriend!"

Song Xiao's delusional disorder is probably hopeless, Song Meng rolled her eyes and said leisurely: "Except for not having sex? Stop making trouble! It's just you who talk about friends all day long, if you put more effort into it He's just a top-notch scumbag!"

"Why are you a scumbag? Your brother and I treat him with such infatuation and heart!"

"You are so kind to him, and you tell him that you are just a friend. If you put your heart into it, you can treat other people the same way. Isn't it a scumbag who is merciful and spares everything?"

Song Xiao exclaimed in surprise: "So Nan Chenyu thought I was such a person, and always wanted to drive me away?"

Song Meng nodded with the expression that you finally understood: "You see, you are so stupid and easy to lie... Uh... I mean Yan Haorenhao's big star, so many people want to hug your thigh, it's strange if you don't bother !"

So during the New Year's Eve dinner, Song Xiao was always depressed. His uncle noticed it keenly, and said with a low smile, "What's the matter, Song Xiao? Is it because I'm afraid we'll ask you some more questions, so I've been unhappy all this time?"

Song Xiao shook her head with a straight face: "No, eat quickly."

Upon hearing this, my aunt immediately asked with a gossipy face: "Since it's not because of this, then...do you have a boyfriend?"

Li Peixin was about to gossip about her son with joy, but was interrupted by Song Xiao: "Does Mengmeng have a boyfriend? Is the one we talked about last year broken up and still in touch?"

Song Qiwen coughed, frowned, and said seriously: "Can you please stop discussing these issues after Chinese New Year? I'm annoyed if the two children don't bother me!"

Everyone had to change the subject, but Song Xiao fidgeted and didn't speak the whole time. Song Meng saw through his mind and gave another divine assist. She lied that she was going to set off fireworks and took Song Xiao away, and taught him earnestly: Let him confess his love when he is the loneliest, and he will definitely agree!"

Once again rejected the invitation of Zhang Na, Liang Jing and others. Nan Chenyu cooked a bowl of noodles at home for the New Year's Eve dinner. The Spring Festival has been here for so many years. Usually, there is someone to accompany the Mid-Autumn Festival and Dragon Boat Festival. No matter how far away it is during the Spring Festival Everyone wants to go home, only oneself is homeless.Every year, I eat bowls of noodles and hide under the covers, plugging my earplugs so as not to listen to the lively sound of firecrackers and fireworks.It's just that this year he really wants to watch the fireworks, maybe the fireworks can make the lonely and deserted home more lively.

Leaning on crutches, he climbed up the stairs step by step with difficulty.He hasn't been to the second floor since he moved back. Whether it's his parents' room or the glass room full of good memories, it will make him very uncomfortable.

After Song Xiao came, he had to clean it every few days, and he would not leave the room on the second floor every time, so the second floor was also clean and tidy, as if there were still people living here. Although it was clean, no one lived there. In a deserted place, after climbing a few stairs, he was exhausted and out of breath. After resting against the wall for a long time, he slowly moved towards the glass room.

The glass room was originally a balcony, but his father transformed it into a room with glass on three sides and the roof, not because his father was trying to be romantic. His parents met in an astronomy elective course at the university, and they were quite interested in astronomy. The two people who were interested made such a room specially. Originally, there was an astronomical telescope, but it was taken away by his greedy aunt. His father simply moved the piano up and turned it into a piano practice room. .

Holding the edge of the wall and slowly sitting down on the floor, Nan Chenyu looked up at the sky, the gorgeous fireworks in the dark night sky were very dazzling, Nan Chenyu watched quietly, motionless.

It took Song Xiao a long time to take out the key to Nan Chenyu's house, and opened the door after hesitation. He walked around the first floor, but there was no one there. Seeing that the lights on the stairs were on, Song Xiao knew that he was probably on the second floor. Watch the fireworks in the piano room upstairs.

Nan Chenyu was startled when he heard footsteps approaching, and he knew who it was after thinking about it, so he ignored it.Song Xiao pushed the door open and came in, saw Nan Chenyu sitting on the ground leaning against the wall, just tilted his head and glanced at him, without saying anything, he walked over and sat down next to Nan Chenyu: "Have you eaten yet? "

"Um…"

"Why do you want to watch fireworks?"

"There's nothing to do, just come up."

Song Xiao didn't know how to answer the conversation, so she looked up at the fireworks quietly with him, and after a while Nan Chenyu asked in a low voice, "Why are you here?"

"I'm afraid you'll be alone." Song Xiao thought for a while, then added, "Plus, the elders kept nagging, and they couldn't bear it, so they came out."

Nan Chenyu ignored his first sentence, and said bitterly: "It's a good thing to have elders talking about it."

Then fell into silence again, Song Xiao tilted her head and looked at Nan Chenyu quietly in the dark.He raised his head slightly and looked at the fireworks quietly. His side face had a handsome and resolute curvature, but it made Song Xiao feel extremely gentle. He was probably in a good mood, and the corners of his mouth were slightly upturned.Those fireworks were reflected in his eyes, together with his entire silhouette flickering, faintly visible, like a dream.

"Do you know what they are talking about?" Song Xiao suddenly became serious, "They are talking about asking me to find someone."

"..."

"Nan Chenyu." Song Xiao called his name softly, with a gentle and affectionate tone, serious and calm.

Nan Chenyu responded to him, but didn't hear the next sentence. He turned his head to look at Song Xiao, and then Song Xiao stretched out his hand to fix his head.Nan Chenyu's eyes were gentle, and he didn't dodge. Song Xiao knew that he had acquiesced, so she approached him leisurely, closed her eyes and kissed his cool lips. The kiss was deep but not messy, sweet but not greasy. It was obviously not the first time to kiss, but Song Xiao tasted it softly and slowly like a first kiss. The intertwining of lips and tongue and rough and hot breathing brought Song Xiao's suffering for so long to a little bit.

"It seems that everyone knows that I like you." Song Xiao hugged Nan Chenyu tightly, resting her head on his shoulder and gently rubbing his chin against his broken hair. "Only I am slow to respond."

Nan Chenyu didn't say anything, just hummed softly.

"I'm afraid you don't like me..."

"I don't know what kind of emotion I have for you..." Nan Chenyu replied truthfully, "It seems to be dependent, but not like it, but I don't hate you... It's just annoying that you keep pestering me and never confess."

Regardless of whether he likes me or not, as long as he doesn't refuse, it seems that the torture and comeback for so long will not be in vain. Song Xiao reached out to touch Nan Chenyu's soft hair: "I have never liked anyone since I grew up, so I'm afraid that if I don't get it, I will lose it..."

"Then how are you sure you like me?"

Song Xiao thought for a while: "The first time I saw you, you were standing outside Huanqi's coffee shop, you looked very melancholy at that time, just like Shen Jue, you were clean and good-looking, at that time I I want to get to know you, even if I can't cooperate with you, I still want to know you, after I get to know you... In fact, I like to belittle people who are better than myself, so I always talk cheap..."

"Why do you think I'm better than you?" Nan Chenyu asked curiously.

"Actually, I always knew that I was an idiot..." Song Xiao continued, "Later, I unconsciously wanted to care about you, take care of you, feel that you were lonely, and wanted to be with you...I would never treat anyone like this , I have thought about whether this kind of emotion is sympathy, but I have seen many people who are worse than you, and no one would make me care so much because of sympathy."

Nan Chenyu found that this person was really not good at speaking, and he was not at all tactful in his straightforward manner.

"Everyone around me can see that I'm abnormal, and I'm the only one who doesn't know it." Song Xiao finally let go of Nan Chenyu and stared into his eyes, "Now I finally said these words..."

Song Xiao never thought that his confession would be like this. It was very romantic against the background of the fireworks, but his clumsy language killed that romance.Nan Chenyu didn't think it was strange, he knew that this day would come, he had prepared himself psychologically, and he calmly felt that there was nothing wrong with having someone to take care of him, so when Song Xiao wanted to kiss, Nan Chenyu didn't refuse, He didn't push him away when he hugged himself tightly and said some words that disrupted the atmosphere, and even patiently added a few words.

That night, Song Xiao hugged Nan Chenyulai on his bed and did not leave. The noise of the fireworks outside seemed to have no effect on them at all. They chatted in a relaxed atmosphere, and then fell asleep early. .

Song Xiao didn't return home on New Year's Eve, but Song Qiwen was very angry. He thought he would come back on New Year's Eve, but who knew he didn't go home for three days in a row, didn't even answer the phone, and didn't reply to WeChat , Moments post pictures all day long.For example, I ate a bowl of home-cooked noodles at noon on the first day of the Lunar New Year, and went to set off fireworks at night. Another example was that I went to the movies in the afternoon of the second day of the second year of junior high school without being discovered, and I played Super Mario all day in the third day of junior high school.A person who never likes to post on Moments actually reveals his itinerary every day.

Song Qiwen's teeth were about to shatter, but Li Peixin cheered happily from the sidelines.

Nan Chenyu finally couldn't take it anymore after being forced to play Super Mario all day and was forced to post on Moments, and threw the cane at Song Xiao: "Get lost! Why is a big man acting like a little girl?" Still posting to Moments? I endured it two days ago! I just stopped posting today, what are you going to do?"

Song Xiao rubbed the arm that was hit in pain: "If you don't say it, you won't. I don't care much, so don't get excited!"

"Help me up!" Nan Chenyu ordered, and Song Xiao immediately stepped forward to help Nan Chenyu up, and even smoothed his clothes thoughtfully.

"Your parents have called several times, right? You can't keep answering," Nan Chenyu said, "It's not good for you to stay at my house during Chinese New Year, isn't it?"

Song Xiao said indifferently: "Your home is my home, what's wrong? I'm already that old, so it's okay if I don't go back!"

"Why is this your home?" Nan Chenyu sat down on the sofa, Song Xiao clung to it tightly, picked up the junk food on the coffee table and ate with gusto.

"You are all mine now," Song Xiao said with a playful smile, "Isn't this my home?"

Nan Chenyu said with an indifferent face, "I should have rejected you that day if I knew you were so thick-skinned."

"Don't!" Song Xiao immediately hugged Nan Chenyu, "Can't I change it?"

If it wasn't for Song Xiao insisting on witnessing Song Xiao's plus-sized little brother when he went to the bathroom with him, Nan Chenyu always felt that he was dating a girlfriend, and this person was no less clingy than a little girl. Tian quarreled about asking for a date and showing affection, making Nan Chenyu so noisy that he kept regretting it.

Fortunately, another movie of his was about to be released, and his agent arranged a bunch of announcements for him, and Nan Chenyu finally got clean for several days.But this person is cheap. When Song Xiao was bothering her all day long, she wished that he would go away quickly. When he really left, Nan Chenyu began to feel that she was a bit boring by herself again.

The movie was released on Valentine's Day. Song Xiao, who was supposed to attend the premiere, rejected the premiere and hurried back. Yu was taking a nap, peeling fruit and watching videos on a tablet.

"Dengdendenden!" Song Xiao opened the door, carrying roses on the stage flamboyantly, Nan Chenyu was so frightened that he almost cut his own hand.

"Are you surprised?!" Song Xiao stepped forward and placed the rose in front of Nan Chenyu, beaming with joy, "I specially rejected the premiere to accompany you! After all, it is our first lover festival, right?"

After Nan Chenyu came to his senses, he continued to peel the apple calmly: "There are no surprises."

"Hey! I was injured after recording the show for three days! Is it your turn to have this attitude after turning down the announcement?"

Unhurriedly dividing the apple into small pieces, Nan Chenyu didn't even raise his eyes: "Song Xiao, I beg you to stop playing these little girls' tricks, I don't care about Valentine's Day or not, and I don't like anything roses."

Song Xiao picked up the roses on the table and strode out to throw them in the garden. When she came back, her tone was flat as if there was no trace of anger: "Okay."

Nan Chenyu, who had seen through everything, shook his head helplessly. He knew that the old man was angry.It's not that he wants to spoil the fun, it's that he doesn't like these meaningless things, and sending such a large handful of expensive roses is more realistic than a bag of fried chestnuts.Sighing lightly, he had to comfort him after he was upset, handed the apple to Song Xiao's mouth, and said softly: "If you want to have a good relationship with me, don't twist Nini like a little girl You're hypocritical, you usually look pretty good, there's no need for you to make me happy."

Song Xiao was like a leaking ball, huddled beside Nan Chenyu, crossing her hands and sulking.After Nan Chenyu's apples were peeled, he got up and leaned on his crutches to clean the fruit knife, and then went out to pick up the roses: "It's a pity to lose something so expensive on Valentine's Day."

"Where is the injury? Let me see." Nan Chenyu took out the medicine box as if coaxing a child, and talked to him as patiently as possible. Song Xiao was also like a child, holding his hand with a stern face. Stretched out.

There was a long, red bruise on his wrist, obviously not serious, but the scraped off skin was usually the most painful.Nan Chenyu didn't want to say anything to him, and patiently and meticulously helped him apply the medicine.

Song Xiao's heart immediately softened, and most of his anger subsided, but he still insisted on being angry, because he really enjoyed the feeling of being coaxed by Nan Chenyu.

After taking the medicine, Song Xiao still kept a straight face and said nothing. Nan Chenyu sighed and went into the bedroom by herself. He changed his clothes, Song Xiao hurried up and asked, "What are you doing?"

"Didn't you have a movie coming out?" Nan Chenyu put on a sweater, "Let's go see it together."

As soon as he thought of the movie where he was cuddling with another woman, kissing and having sex, he immediately refused: "That's a bad movie! Let's watch other movies!"

"Don't," Nan Chenyu looked up at him, "I just read the reviews on Weibo and they are pretty good."

"..." Song Xiao wanted to cry, but when she was thinking about how to find an excuse, Nan Chenyu laughed and said, "Don't be embarrassed. Don't you have a thick skin?"

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