involuntary [entertainment circle]

abnormal?

Hearing this word, Ling Heng's face suddenly became very ugly, and a bad premonition faintly emerged in his heart.

Could it be that Yin Nuo was tortured by his father when he was a child?That's why Yin Nuo has such a cold and withdrawn character?

By the way, every time Yin Nuo saw Xu Jiayan's movie about a perverted murderer, he would behave very strangely. Is it also because of his father's influence?

Father Yin is also a pervert?

The more Ling Heng thought about it, the more he felt that this possibility was very high. His face turned blue and white, and he felt particularly uncomfortable. After a while, he frowned and said, "If you don't want to say it, then don't say it." His tone clearly revealed his affection for Father Yin. disgust.

Hearing this, Yin Nuo froze.He is very sensitive to Ling Heng's emotional changes. This feeling of disgust after being disgusted, when was the last time I met him, I almost can't remember.Yin Nuo closed his eyes and silently smiled wryly in his heart.

Sure enough...is it still unacceptable?

But after hesitating for a moment, he still decided to dig out the secrets that had been buried deep in his heart one by one.Those things that have been rotten but have not disappeared, perhaps only when they see the sun will they completely dissipate.

And since I have already decided to spend my whole life with this person in front of me, maybe I should trust him...

Thinking of this, Yin Nuo slowly regained his composure, and said softly, "My father is an m."

"What???" Ling Heng was stunned for a moment, staring straight at the other party.

The direction of the plot seems to be... different from what he imagined.

Noticing Ling Heng's strange reaction, Yin Nuo looked at him suspiciously, but didn't ask any further questions, and just continued: "It was probably when I was eight or nine years old. At that time, my mother was very busy with work and was often away. My dad doesn't care much about me, I leave it to my aunt at home to take care of me."

"Once I went to a villa in the suburbs with my dad for vacation. I was rummaging in the study room at home, and I accidentally discovered that my house has a big basement... The entrance is hidden behind a simple mechanism. The door There is a password on it, but the password is set so simple that it was easily cracked by me."

Listening to these plots that usually only appear in TV dramas, Ling Heng suddenly became interested, so he didn't speak, just quietly listening to the other party's narration.

Yin Nuo paused for a moment, took a deep breath, and then continued: "Back then, I was still very curious, and I was not afraid of things. In addition, I was more excited after cracking the password, so I walked in without much hesitation."

Yin Nuo talked about these things calmly, and there was nothing unusual in his tone.

"I just walked a few steps along the dark stairs when I heard a strange noise coming from inside. I was wondering, and then I heard my father moaning in pain... I thought something happened to him inside, I hurried down..."

Obviously many years have passed, but recalling the scene at that time, Yin Nuo unexpectedly found that he remembered every detail of that day, as if it just happened yesterday.

"The basement is very special, a bit like a hospital's operating room, and also like an ancient torture hall. There is an operating table in the middle of the room, but behind it is a bracket for binding people, and there are many sex props on the table beside it... Yin Nuo's eyes wandered a little, as if following his own words, he returned to that day more than ten years ago.

Hearing this, Ling Heng also guessed the following plot, and asked in a deep voice: "So you saw your father having an affair with another man?"

Yin Nuo was stunned for a moment, and said stiffly: "Well, as soon as I rushed down, I saw my dad trapped naked on the operating table, with red marks all over his body from being whipped. It was particularly obvious under the light. In addition, his body was filled with all kinds of props... a tall strange man stood next to him, and continued to abuse him with a blank face."

"When I first heard my dad's cry, I thought he was in great pain, but then I gradually realized that he..." Yin Nuo was silent for a while, and didn't continue.But the words have already been said here, and Ling Heng can understand what the other party wants to express without having to finish speaking.Well, after all, Yin Nuo was still young at that time, and he could understand that Yin Nuo was still very naive back then.

Ling Heng asked softly: "Have you been discovered by them?"

Yin Nuo laughed at himself, "Of course."

"I was very reckless when I was a child, and I didn't expect to see this scene in the basement. I was shocked on the spot. After recovering, I rushed up and grabbed the strange man and told him not to bully my dad." Said Then, Yin Nuo chuckled again, as if he realized how naive he was back then.

"When my dad saw me rushing in, he immediately became very emotional. While struggling to get up, he yelled at the man to let him go... However, the man remained indifferent, looking down at me with sinister and fierce eyes, as if he wanted to kill me. It's like eating it."

When Yin Nuo said this, his tone was steady and calm, without any ups and downs, as if he was telling someone else's story, but Ling Heng could imagine how scared and helpless Yin Nuo would have been back then.

Perhaps this is the so-called shadow of childhood...?

Ling Heng frowned and asked, "What happened next?"

"Later," Yin Nuo said indifferently, "that man directly tied me to the torture rack... So I was forced to enjoy a whole live erotic scene, which was a particularly violent and perverted one."

"The man twitched and said some very explicit words and insults to stimulate my dad. My dad resisted violently at first, but then he probably got fucked well and began to respond to him in various ways, even forgetting about me. Existence..." Yin Nuo turned his head and looked out the window, his face became a little unnatural, and his fingers trembled slightly uncontrollably, "I was completely shocked at the time, I couldn't believe that the person lying under that person was my father, How could such a cold and arrogant person give up his dignity, do such things and say such things..."

Yin Nuo seldom said so many words in one breath, Ling Heng listened carefully, and at the same time felt sorry for the other party. No wonder such a thing happened at such a young age, leaving a shadow in his heart.

Ling Heng asked softly: "You must have been frightened at the time, right?"

Yin Nuo didn't hide anything, and said frankly: "Yeah, I was almost stunned at the time, panicked, disgusted, at a loss, and powerless... Although I haven't been very close to my father since I was a child, before that, he was in my heart. I have always had a very serious and indifferent image in my heart." At this point, Yin Nuo paused for a moment, as if he was thinking about what words to use to describe his father, and after a few seconds, he continued: "How should I say, Probably the image of the father."

"It's all over." Ling Heng patted Yin Nuo's shoulder, and didn't know how to comfort him. In the end, he simply said these words, but his tone was unprecedentedly gentle.

Yin Nuo's body trembled slightly, and after shaking his head slowly, he said in a low voice, "No, this is not the most terrifying thing."

Yin Nuo closed his eyes and thought sadly: This is the beginning of the nightmare.

"En?" Ling Heng looked at the other party in surprise.

Yin Nuo continued: "Later, my father begged me to keep the secret for him. I didn't want to destroy the superficial harmony of this family, so I agreed to him very selfishly, and only asked him not to meet that strange man again."

"It's just that although I never mentioned what happened that day to anyone, I never forgot what I saw that day. And since then, my relationship with my dad has become worse and worse, unconsciously , I actually developed a feeling of disgust for him——I don’t want to believe that my father is such a person.”

Ling Heng looked at Yin Nuo's pale cheeks quietly, without speaking.He could understand Yin Nuo. When he was young, it was easy to worship his father for no reason.Perhaps it was precisely because of this that the sense of gap in Yin Nuo's heart was even stronger.

After Yin Nuo sighed, he said: "I very much hope that I can forget about this matter. In fact, for a long time afterwards, I really didn't think about it often..."

As soon as Ling Heng heard this kind of words, he knew that there would be a turning point in the future. Sure enough, he heard Yin Nuo continue: "Until one day, I accidentally saw a post on the Internet. The poster is an m. The content of the post is about It's the lovemaking process between him and his family... I only watched a small part and realized that my father had the same relationship with that terrible man."

"I felt disgusted by this, but I couldn't help but continued to read, and even couldn't help but search for more related content... Then I realized that there is such a perverted circle in this world."

Hearing this, a nonsensical idea suddenly popped up in Ling Heng's mind: It seems that sometimes it is not a good thing for a child to be too smart... Let's talk about himself, how could he know so much when he was a child, although because of family influence , and mature much earlier than their peers.

Ling Heng raised his hand to straighten the broken hair on Yin Nuo's forehead, and was about to ask, "Then, did your father still have contact with that man?" when Yin Nuo continued, "I read the online news After reading those contents, in addition to feeling disgusting, I also feel inexplicably very scared. I am afraid that one day I will become a person like my father, as if I have lost myself and tactfully and courteously under another man, even without dignity. You don't have to..."

"What I didn't expect was that I had a dream that night. I dreamed that I was savagely fucked by a strange man who couldn't see his face..." Halfway through the speech, Yin Nuo suddenly stopped, as if a little It is difficult to face such a miserable self.But now Yin Nuo is no longer the kid he was back then. Even though his heart is full of turmoil, he can still pretend to be calm on his face.A few seconds later, he regained his composure and said without emotion: "Then when I woke up the next morning, I found out that I had a wet dream."

"You..." Hearing this, Ling Heng opened his mouth in surprise, but no words came out.

Yin Nuo glanced at Ling Heng, with an indescribably bleak look in his eyes, "Have you heard of Murphy's Law?"

Before Ling Heng could answer, Yin Nuo turned back to look at the opposite wall, his eyes were empty, and he explained stiffly: "The more you are afraid of something happening, the more likely it will happen."

"I was afraid to be like my father, but after that day, I slowly realized that I was just like him, I was born abnormal, and only got pleasure when I was fucked hard from behind..."

"When I was very young, everyone said that I was very similar to my father, whether in appearance or personality. But what I didn't expect was that abnormality can also be inherited..."

After finishing speaking, Yin Nuo smiled self-deprecatingly.

The smile was very light, but it contained a deep self-loathing, which was fleeting.

But Ling Heng still noticed, he held Yin Nuo's hand tightly, his heart seemed to be grabbed by the person in front of him.