Nemesis clings to me after amnesia

The cold spring rain has been pattering down for three whole days, and shallow puddles have accumulated in some places on the ground downstairs. The temperature ranges from warm spring to late autumn and early winter. Fill in the neck fossa.

Wen Bieyan had a cold ban, and the very similar scene almost reminded him of the New Year's Eve day, Yu Wei waited for him downstairs in the cold wind until midnight just because he said that he wanted to spend the New Year's Eve with him .

The desire to see him became more urgent.

When I went downstairs, I realized that I even forgot to bring my umbrella, so I just rushed into the rain curtain and trot all the way to the flower terrace.

A lot of leaves were blown off by the wind on the ground, and a lot of seasonal flowers bloomed in the flower beds, but it was a pity that they were hit by the cold rain, and the petals were drooping, waiting for the real warm spring like everyone else.

The figure in front of the flower platform also disappeared.

The surrounding area of ​​the entire flower bed was empty, and at a glance, there was no other person except him.

Wen Bieyan stood under the lush green trees and gasped for breath. Under the shelter of the big trees, the surrounding floor tiles were much drier than other places, so that there was no evidence of a single footprint left.

Exhaling a mouthful of white mist, with his hands hanging by his sides, a feeling of helplessness quickly filled the cells of his body, as if what he saw upstairs just now was his illusion.

It was so clean that even he himself wondered if it was just a misreading.

I raised my hand to wipe off the rain that wet my eyelashes, and when the back of my hand rubbed against my forehead and the tip of my nose, it was icy cold. For a moment, I couldn't tell whether it was the cold hands or the cold face, or whether the two were evenly matched.

If Yu Wei was there, he would definitely be bluffing in distress, wanting to be fierce but reluctant to bear it, so he could only help him cover his hands to keep warm, rub his cheeks to share his own warmth with him, and then nagged and educated He can't do this next time. If he catches a cold, he will ignore him next time.

But do you really ignore it next time?

It is estimated that it will be pushed again next time, the bottom line can retreat again and again for him, and the indulgence without bottom line is vividly reflected in him.

As Wen Bieyan thought about it, he could even completely and subtly describe every expression and every frame of Yu Wei's greetings to him in his mind.

In front of Yu Wei, he seemed to have transformed from a healthy and normal teenager into a delicate and fragile precious porcelain doll. hurt a little.

Perhaps in the past, he occasionally felt that this novice boyfriend was making a fuss too much, but until now he realized that it was not only his boyfriend who made a fuss, but also himself.

Sure enough, I don't know when it started, but he really got used to being a fragile porcelain doll in front of Yu Wei.

I have long been completely used to relying on him, clinging to him, knowing that he will pamper and care about me unconditionally, so I subconsciously take pride in being pampered, seeing him take care of me in every possible way, I will feel extremely satisfied with taking care of myself in every possible way.

Being backed up is addictive.

After a long time, it will become attached to the bones like the genes of pheromones, so that once this concern disappears, even if it is only for a day and a half, a huge psychological gap will be hard to come by.

Wen Bieyan twisted his icy palms, his clear and cold eyes were soaked with wet water, and an indescribable grievance filled his eyes.

He thought, is his boyfriend really angry?

How could he be so stingy? He just didn't react like that.

It's been two full days. Why haven't you come to find someone who can't afford to miss a glance?

After an anxious night, it was rare to wake up 2 minutes earlier than the alarm clock the next day.

The first time I took out my phone to check the message, there was still no missed call, and there was still no new message coming in from the top chat box.

Wen Fareyan's dim light of anticipation dimmed in disappointment.

Clicking into the dialog box, the last chat record between the two of them was still the night before the competition, Yu Wei told him to go to bed early like an old father, cover the quilt at night, close the windows, don't kick the quilt, it's best to go to bed before going to bed. drink a cup of warm milk...

In the end, he said boldly that if two people lived together in the future, not only would he have to make milk for him every night, but he would also need to warm his bed with storytelling and pressing his shoulders.

Yu Wei seemed to have secretly planned their journey for the next ten years before he knew it.

Wen Bieyan wanted to laugh, but when she really tried to smile, she realized that the corners of her mouth were stiff and couldn't draw the curve she wanted.

They hadn't spoken for two days and two nights, and he couldn't stand it anymore. How could that person who was a hundred times more clingy than him bear it?

Keeping an unshakable concern in your heart is the most vivid interpretation of pain and happiness.

From waking up to packing up and getting ready to go out, the whole movement is done by muscle memory. I have no time to direct my head. I just think about what he will say to Yu Wei when I see Yu Wei at school today. Come over and hug him and don't let go, call him a banquet in a muffled voice like every time before, saying that I miss him so much...

He had already thought about it, and when Yu Wei said he missed him, he would tell him honestly that he also missed him, thinking about it very much, from the moment we separated until now.

If Yu Weifa is stupid and just hugs him and doesn't talk, then he will feel wronged, tell him that he really misses him, hold his mobile phone and wait for his news for a day, hoping that he will be more sensible and give him the one he has loved. The operation made the boyfriend who couldn't bear face a step up, so he can come to him quickly.

Although he was a bit depressed about his boyfriend not contacting him for a day and a night, but this time is a special case, and it was his fault that put on a cold face to Yu Wei first, so he didn't plan to care about it, as long as Yu Wei Give him a hug like before, and he forgives him immediately.

Before going out, Mother Wen gave him a bag with a set of neatly folded pajamas in it.

"This is Xiaoyu's. It has been cleaned. It would be troublesome for him to come and run another set. You can bring it to him when you go to school."

Mother Wen didn't have to go to work on a rare weekday today, so she yawned and turned back to her room to continue resting.

Only the scent of laundry detergent is left on the clean clothes, and the smell of pheromones has completely disappeared.

Wen Bieyan stood there holding the bag and thought for a while, but did not take the bag to school as promised, turned around and went back to the room to put the bag on his desk, and then set off for school.

Along the way, he imagined the beginning of each middle school, but he just didn't expect Yu Wei to be absent from class again.

He still didn't come to school.

Most of the morning passed, and the seats around me were still empty.

Wen Bieyan couldn't concentrate, his eyes always drifted towards the door uncontrollably, and his impatience would be overwhelming, but unfortunately the person he was looking forward to seeing never showed up.

The internal organs were all tightly clenched and loosened by an annoying hand, and then clenched again, back and forth over and over again, the blood was trapped outside and couldn't get in, and the chest was stuffy and painful.

The most painful Monday also became fast while waiting, and there was only the last class left in the blink of an eye, and school was about to end.

The corridor became lively for a short while, and the students came and went in the corridor, but none of them looked like he wanted to see.

Tremblingly lowering his eyelashes, Wen Bieyan looked away, a figure flickered in front of him, and two test papers fell on his desk.

"This is the test paper that must be completed today, and it will be handed in tomorrow morning." Li Yunfeng stood beside him holding a stack of test papers and said, "Xue Shen, please do me a favor and bring it to Brother Yu. Be sure to hand it in tomorrow, otherwise you will be in danger." The teacher is about to go crazy again."

Wen Bieyan was stunned for a moment, then frowned: ""Is he not coming today? "

Li Yunfeng: "Brother Yu took three days off, two days on the weekend and one day today, don't you know, Xueshen, Brother Yu didn't tell you?"

"..."

The chest was very stuffy, Wen Bieyan took a deep breath, and said in a low voice: "I said it, I forgot."

"I just said, how could Brother Yu not tell you?" Li Yunfeng warned: "Then please take care of the test paper, it will be handed in tomorrow morning, please remind Brother Yu not to forget to do it."

Wen Bieyan hummed lightly and didn't speak again.

As soon as Li Yunfeng left, Du Sisi shook his pen and turned around to inquire about the news with him: "Learning theology, learning the spirit, what's wrong with Brother Yu who has been on leave for so long, for two whole days, is he not feeling well and has a cold?"

Wen Bieyan folded the test papers, and shook his head after a while, saying no.

"If not, why did you take such a long leave?"

Wei Jia wrinkled his nose, and turned around to join in the fun: "You can't lie to me if you want to rest after being tired from the competition."

He shook his head and pretended to be deep: "You know, for a person in love, there is no way to rest more comfortable than sleeping next to her boyfriend? Brother Yu's character, if he is not sick, he really can't come. How could it be possible to leave Xueshen behind and you ran home from school alone for two full days?"

Everyone can see how much Yu Wei likes the warm farewell banquet. He holds it in the palm of his hand for fear of falling and holds it in his mouth for fear of melting. He wished he could put it directly in his eyes and stick to it for 24 hours. Are you willing to part with someone for such a long time?

There are some things that I just feel disappointed when I think about them, but when I say them from a third party, it is a grievance and a heart attack.

That's right, back then she clearly swore that even if she broke up, she would chase him relentlessly, but who would have thought that before they broke up, she started to hide from him and play with him and disappear.

The already erratic heart suddenly fell to the bottom, and his face seemed to be covered with a layer of frost. Wen Bieyan said stiffly that he didn't know, then lowered his head to pack up the test paper and stopped talking.

There was something wrong with this attitude after knowing it. Du Sisi and Wei Jia looked at each other for a while, then turned their heads wisely and said nothing.

Okay, let's just say how weird it is, it turned out to be a quarrel.

But what is a little unclear is why brother Yu is so cowardly, the first reaction of the quarrel is to ask for leave and hide at home......

That's right, people really can't be judged by their appearance.

Finally, it was the end of the last class on Monday. Except for those who stayed to clean up, everyone cheered and rushed out of the classroom with their schoolbags, enjoying the shortest happy time of the day.

Wen Bieyan didn't leave in a hurry, and sat on the seat with no expression on his face to sort out the test papers, the corners of his mouth were pulled straight, and he looked like he was in a bad mood, so Wei Jia didn't dare to say a word of comfort, he hesitated for a while, or The cat ran away.

Couples still have to solve the couple's affairs by themselves. As an outsider, the best way is to wait and see, otherwise, if you step into it, you will easily become a shit-stirring stick. Serious cases churn even worse.

Put the test papers that have been evaluated and lectured into the drawer, and when he draws out his hand, he brings out a little frog that has been folded.

It was Yu Wei who usually folded it when he was bored in class. Of course, there were more than one, some big and some small. After folding, they all jumped on his desk, leaving half of the space in his drawer free for his little frogs.

Wen Bieyan stared at it for a while.

He slapped his long eyelashes, took all the frogs out of the drawer with a somewhat angry and cold face, and piled them all on the table like a pile of garbage. Can fill most of the box.

Immediately after emptying, head down to find the trash bag.

"Learn, learn God?"

A hesitant voice sounded, and Wen Bieyan looked up. Cheng Han was standing in the aisle next to him, holding a half-full trash basket in his hand, as if he was about to go downstairs to take out the trash.

"Is something wrong?" he asked.

Cheng Han shook his head quickly, his eyes fell on the pile of small frogs that were so huge that they were a little shocking, he barely regained his senses from the shock of Xueshen's love to play with this thing, swallowed carefully and said: "It's okay, I I just want to ask you, you little, cuties...do you want to throw it away?"

He enthusiastically passed the trash can a little further: "Exactly, I'm going to take out the trash, how about, by the way, help you?"

"..."

Wen Bieyan's rummaging through the garbage bags stopped.

Silently looking at the dirty trash can, at Cheng Han's expectant eyes, and at the frog with crooked legs on the table...

After a while, he put the frogs back into the drawer one by one with a sullen face: "Don't throw them away."

Cheng Han: "Ah? Then why do you..."

Wen Bieyan said sullenly: "The drawer is damp, let it out for some air."

"???"

Fake little frogs also need to breathe? ?What breath, photosynthesis?

Cheng University scum has question marks in his head.

All right, he really doesn't understand Xueba World.

The little frog came out and ran for a long time, and then returned to the warm home in the drawer. Wen Bieyan rubbed his forehead with the heel of his palm in frustration. For the first time, he took out his mobile phone and opened WeChat, but the one at the top was still silent.

Clicking back is to cancel the top switch.

Wen Bieyan frowned, holding back his grievances and dragged it several times but was not willing to order it.

Standing up with drooping eyes, he realized that there was also a frog that slipped through the net on the ground.

Resigned to his fate, he bent down to pick it up, and when he got up, he casually glanced at Yu Wei's drawer——

A black mobile phone lay quietly on top of stacked books and test papers. It seemed that it had been left behind by the owner for a long time, and he spent a day and a night alone in the classroom.

Wen Bieyan's expression froze.

Then his eyes widened slightly, his expression management system was out of control, and his face was full of bewilderment and surprise.

It's Yu Wei's phone

He didn't bring it home? !

No wonder he couldn't wait for news from him. It turned out that Yu Wei didn't bring his test papers and books with him when he went home that day, and he even left his mobile phone in the classroom!

Oh, not only that, but also an umbrella that was neatly folded and stuffed in the corner of the drawer.

...So he just came home in the rain yesterday empty-handed?

The imaginary scene made Wen Bieyan's heart swell along with it, feeling extremely bored.

He put Xiaoqingwan back in the drawer, took out Yu Wei's phone in silence, the screen automatically lit up when touched by his finger, this was another surprise that followed:

On the screen saver is a picture of him sleeping in his arms that Yu Wei secretly took without knowing when.

It can be seen that the photographer carefully cut off the redundant part, so that the whole picture is occupied by the boy's cute sleeping face, which can be seen at a glance by turning on the phone.

Wen Bieyan stared intently at himself on the screen, moisture took root, extending from his stomach to his eyes.

He clutched the phone tightly, forgetting how to react for a moment.

It's just amazing, he can even imagine in his mind at this time Yu Wei lying on the table staring at his photo and pursing his mouth happily every time he is exhausted physically and mentally after doing the test papers at home.

Just like in the past, every time Yu Wei was sleepy in class, he would hold his head and start staring at him, and ask him what he was looking at, and he would clearly blame the teacher, saying that the teacher's lectures were too hypnotic, and he had to look at his sweetheart Refreshing.

Wen Bieyan asked him again: "Why can you refresh yourself by looking at me?"

Yu Weili smiled confidently and said: "Because I feel sleepy when I see the teacher, but you are different. I can't help but be happy when I see you. Once I am happy, of course I won't get sleepy."

He is always very unreasonable, and he can easily lead people astray when he speaks out without reason.

He has always been sunny, and his requests are pitifully small and easy to satisfy. Even a wish can be satisfied with only sixty points. When others knew how to make a wish for a boyfriend when they were young, he knew that he could ask for one to eat when he returned home. Serve the braised pork.

It's hard to imagine that there is such a person who is both carefree and thoughtful. His temperament seems to be out of bounds, but he has his own set of life principles, and his three views are more correct than his five senses.

When he is happy, he just wants to make others happy. Even if it is the first time he is in a relationship, he can take good care of him with his so-called talent. give him everything...

Wen Bieyan was taken care of so well by Yu Wei that he almost forgot that he was not omnipotent and had things to fear.

He was afraid of being late and being punished by the old king to stand in the corridor for a month, afraid of the strange monsters and ghosts in the haunted house, afraid that the old monk would not offer incense to them when he went, afraid that his grandma would be sick and no one would take care of him, and afraid that the birds would steal the newborn babies. Persimmon, afraid of the fierce big white goose in the new neighbor's home...

And, most afraid that he will no longer like him after he wakes up.

After a short period of confusion, Wen Bieyan didn't spend much thought, and easily guessed when Yu Wei took the photo secretly.

If I remember correctly, it was the time when Uncle Yu was on a business trip during the winter vacation, and he went to accompany him without telling his mother.

He remembered that Yu Wei was stupid and insisted not to bite him during the susceptible period, and he was so clingy that he had to hold him in his arms when he saw a movie.

Naturally, I also remembered that when he woke up in a daze at the end of the movie that night, Yu Wei hugged him tightly in his arms and begged him not to hate him.

The five fingers tightened slowly, and something slammed into his chest, which made the bridge of his nose swell and hurt, and the sockets of his eyes were sore.

Yes, falling in love is a matter between two people. Why is he so bad, he completely forgot to consider Yu Wei's feelings.

He patronizes that he should have a higher level, but he doesn't consider that Yu Wei is not invulnerable, and he will be afraid.

Yu Wei has no amnesia, so he has nothing to fear, because he can be sure that Yu Wei will always like him, but Yu Wei is different, he doesn't know whether he will continue to like him after recovering his memory, or become as disgusted as before and loathe him .

This kind of relationship is unequal in the first place, and the more feelings you pour into, the more you are afraid of losing. Yu Wei is like a person walking on a tightrope with his eyes blindfolded.

Just as he felt that everything came too suddenly, Yu Wei also couldn't accept this sudden trial. He could choose to protect himself with indifference, and of course Yu Wei could also choose to avoid facing it.

They were originally in two unequal positions, so why should he insist on asking the sadder side to accommodate him for the sake of that bit of self-esteem?

Cheng Han lazily came back with an empty garbage bag. Seeing that Wen Bieyan was still in the classroom and did not go home, he was curious to ask him why he didn't go back. His eyes fell on his hand, and he accidentally found that the phone looked very familiar: " Hey, isn't this Brother Yu's cell phone? Why didn't he bring it back?"

"He forgot." Wen Bieyan answered him.

"No, can this be forgotten?" Cheng Han couldn't believe it: "No wonder I haven't watched him play games. Without a mobile phone, what is he doing at home these days? Purely brushing questions or purely sleeping? Are you stupid?"

"Stupid." Wen Bieyan said in a low voice, "It's really stupid."

He is so stupid that he always does stupid things. He usually looks so clever, but when he is stupid, it will only make people feel distressed.

Cheng Han wrinkled his nose and wanted to say something, but Wen Bieyan didn't intend to talk nonsense with him. He lowered his head to pack up his things, put the test paper and mobile phone into his bag, put on his schoolbag, turned and strode out.

It doesn't matter, since the person who made the steps may have been autistic enough to seal himself up, let him lay the first step by himself.

My boyfriend hurts himself, so he doesn't want him to take the initiative to coax him, he can jump down by himself.

This time, his boyfriend didn't have to think or do anything, as long as he was responsible for catching him below.

The eagerness and the urge to meet silently urged him to quicken his pace, and in the end he simply trotted.

The emotions that arise after liking someone are amazing, like old wine buried in the ground, the longer the time, the stronger it becomes.

Obviously I haven't seen him for a few days, but when I think about going to see him, I still can't help but feel happy. The heart that was suppressed by Ren Yuan and flattened for a long time was finally relieved and thrown into the warm water again, and it began to gradually warm up and swell. .

Stepping down the last step in a hurry, I never thought that I would stop suddenly because of the sudden obstruction just after turning the corner.

Wen Bieyan raised his eyes and looked over, his eyes sank when they touched the other person's line of sight, the faint light that flashed because of his sweetheart was completely replaced by indifference and alienation.

Han Yue stood in front of him with his schoolbag half on his shoulders.

He seemed to have completely forgotten the fact that he had been blacklisted by the person in front of him, and greeted him with his usual warm and decent smile:

"A Yan, what a coincidence."