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Time away from the mother and son.

Overwhelming memories about his mother surged in. The song he sang just now echoed in his ears. It was gentle, long and lingering, and it almost broke his heart. The joy of singing is a group of footsteps and white robes, and it is also the figure in the white dress that floats into the wind before the darkness in front of you——

Lin Sheng really wanted to escape, these sudden strange memories made him unable to make a sound, he was in a state of shock and disbelief, repeatedly washed and shaken, and ruthlessly crashed into the hard and thick wall at the edge of the memory.

He subconsciously wanted to go back to Wang He and talk to him.

In winter, the sun is rarely warm and the breeze is gentle, but Lin Sheng has no time to take care of it.He tried his best to return to the home where he temporarily parked but gave birth to infinite affection, and to return to the person who has been with him day and night since the beginning of his existence.

I am afraid that he will never be able to appreciate this urgency from the heart again in this life.

As soon as he entered the bedroom, what hit his eyes and ears was Wang He's restless, regretful and hoarse calling.Lin Sheng suddenly became hoarse, and stared blankly at the person sitting by the bed.

The curtains made the room dark, and the person on the bed had his back to the light, revealing only a blurred outline. He tilted his head slightly, as if he was looking out the window. She caught her beautiful eyes when she smiled.This figure carries infinite loneliness, it seems that it will disappear in the next second.

"Are you still leaving? You won't even say 'goodbye'?" Wang He murmured very softly, and Yiye was startled in Lin Sheng's ears.

"I know, I should know, no one will stay in the end, why do I always..."

Wang He was talking to himself, holding the quilt tightly with his fingers, and the fabric had several concave and convex grooves, just like his uneven heart, which could not suffer a second contusion.

"Wang He." Lin Sheng couldn't bear to be silent any longer, so he went to the bedroom and murmured to himself.Wang He suddenly raised his head and looked straight in Lin Sheng's direction. After being stunned for a moment, he grabbed the quilt and rolled it up, hiding himself in the quilt.

"You know it's pointless to hide from me like this." Lin Sheng easily slipped into Wang He's arms in the next second. The darkness of the quilt was warm. He couldn't see Wang He's expression at this time, but he could hear his forced breathing. and heartbeat.

"I thought you were mad at me and left, and you didn't answer me by your name after calling me for a long time." Wang He said with some grievances, but more of self-blame, "I shouldn't... I'm so sick and dizzy. You. I was really afraid that you would just go away, and I didn't have time to tell you—”

"I'm not good either." Lin Sheng interrupted Wang He hastily. Wang He opened his mouth, but he still didn't finish his sentence.

Seeing that Lin Sheng didn't intend to continue, Wang He lifted the quilt to let some light and oxygen in, and said in a deep voice, "There's nothing wrong with you."

"I'm sorry for making you anxious. I won't leave at will again. It's okay to go out to relax. Even if one day I will eventually return to the original owner, I will definitely make an agreement with you in advance. Whether it is the date of departure or the reunion The node, we have agreed."

Wang He frowned, and suddenly asked Lin Sheng a question: "Do you know how fast sound travels in the air?"

Lin Sheng: "About 340 meters per second."

"Yes. I was thinking just now. With the speed of sound at 340 meters per second, no one can stop you if you want to leave; no one can escape whoever you want to follow. Lin Sheng, in fact, the right to decide whether to leave or not has always been It's all in your hands, I can't interfere, so I'm afraid. But now with your promise, I won't have unnecessary worries."

When speaking, Wang He closed his eyes, as if these words came from his heart, pious and sincere, which made Lin Sheng feel an unspeakable choice.The person who was lonely and sad for his departure just now pushed out the right to choose in the blink of an eye. For a person like Wang He who has a phototaxis for intimacy and love, it is tantamount to making moths resist fighting the fire. Although it is another form of self-preservation, the price is to take out the heart.

Lin Sheng still doesn't know what made Wang He make such a big change and sacrifice. He only called Wang He's name hastily, but didn't know what to say next, so he paused for a few seconds before Kankan continued, "You...don't need to do this."

"I am willing." Wang He smiled shallowly, his eyelashes rubbed against the pillow, and curved slightly.

"Although I'm just a voice, my memory is getting back bit by bit. If I return to the original owner in the future, I will definitely come back to you as soon as possible."

Lin Sheng's last sentence was resolute and firm, and Wang He's heart trembled when he heard it.

He had his eyes closed, so that he could better perceive Lin Sheng's existence with only his sense of hearing, but Lin Sheng spoke in his arms, like ear to ear rubbing hands together, warm and ambiguous, these words had already become like a lover's world as soon as they fell into his ears. A sweet date.

After Wang He relaxed, he began to feel sleepy again. He still wanted to hear more from Lin Sheng, but his eyelids were struggling, and he refused to sleep peacefully.Lin Sheng noticed it, and coaxed Wang He to close his eyes and rest: "Sleep, I'm right beside you."

Wang He finally couldn't hold it anymore, and retracted himself into the quilt again.Lin Sheng composed his mother's song into a lullaby, and hummed it softly in Wang He's ear.

Just when he was about to stop, he didn't know whether it was a dream or a sober question, he heard Wang He asking him in a whisper:

"Lin Sheng, can you try to stay with me?"

seven tones

Memories flooded in again in the middle of the night.

This time it was the scene of my mother's funeral.The smell of decaying soil after the rain, mixed with the gloomy summer sun, hangs over the tombstone in a dazed way, making the young him unable to cry.His father stood beside him in formal attire, blocking most of the scorching sun for him, and an insignificant shadow covered the tombstone, building up the heaviest thoughts of the two for many years to come.

The mother's smile was still clearly remembered; Lin Sheng could already instinctively hum the tune that she sang repeatedly, even to the death because of her faultfinding, before filling in the lyrics.The meaning of mother is undoubtedly profound to him, so deep that the best memories belong to her, and the most painful memories are also hers.

Through the restoration of memory, Lin Sheng once again went from being ignorant to understanding the whole incident. The painful pain lasted for a long time, and his sadness and resentment were hard to understand.He guessed that these personal experiences full of pain and sorrow were the chief culprits that affected and changed the character of the original owner.

In addition, with the recovery of memory, he found that he could not regain the feeling of being "Lin Sheng", and a strange aura was approaching inch by inch, spreading in his heart as if to engulf "Lin Sheng".He felt that something about himself was changing, and he couldn't stop this terrible and turbulent change.

Wang He successfully handed in the thesis one afternoon before the deadline, and then fell down on the bed like a machine that was scrapped after finishing the work, unable to get up.Under the dual hindrances of physical discomfort and mental exhaustion, Wang He was temporarily unable to pursue Lin Sheng's answer to his confession, and even less had time to take into account Lin Sheng's obvious worry and anxiety in just a few days.

Wang He couldn't take care of himself, and Lin Sheng was not at ease.After losing his mother, the original owner left behind some psychological barriers, became reticent and introverted, and was out of tune with the children around him.He was ostracized, ridiculed, and isolated. He sought medical treatment many times but failed. He was so lonely that only his father could talk to him.

Lin Sheng was very sour, and the ridicule and insults in the past made him extremely uncomfortable, but he couldn't help himself to close the valve of the surging memory.

Wang He's condition gradually worsened at this time, and he would be awakened by nightmares in the middle of the night.Lin Sheng couldn't bear to listen to his painful panting in the dark, so he hummed the tune taught by his mother to lull Wang He to sleep several times. The price was that under the urging of the tune, those memories came more and faster.

At the beginning, there were some pleasant childhood experiences, but as time went on, there were only pain and sad heartbreak.Sudden accepting the original owner in a very short period of time has experienced more than ten years of pain. No matter how hard Lin Sheng tries to digest it, this is also a heart stone that is too huge and cannot be let go.

After the negative emotions increased, Lin Sheng didn't say a single unnecessary word to Wang He in order not to infect Wang He with his emotions, and in order to let him recuperate well and not cause him trouble.

However, Lin Sheng's condition was really bad, and he would show his fatigue in front of Wang He from time to time. Even Wang He, who was in a daze from illness, gradually noticed that something was wrong with Lin Sheng.

Lin Sheng didn't take the initiative to tell, and Wang He didn't have the energy to ask for the time being.The subtle and weird coincidence maintained by the two sides was finally broken when Wang He's condition suddenly worsened one night.

That night Lin Sheng stayed in Wang He's room to sort out his memories, when the originally slow breathing in the room suddenly became heavy, and the person on the bed made restless rustling sounds.Lin Sheng hurried over to check on Wang He's condition, and was quite frightened by his sudden rise in body temperature.

"Wang He, Wang He! Are you awake? Can you hear me?"

Lin Sheng anxiously asked several times before pulling Wang He out of his blurred consciousness.Wang He could barely feel Lin Sheng's presence, his voice was too hoarse to respond to Lin Sheng, so he had to make a difficult mouth shape.

Lin Sheng understood, and his voice trembled uncontrollably: "Are you going to the hospital?"

Memories about the hospital suddenly boiled like a pot of boiling water, one string after another rushed out