Sad Jiangnan
Chapter 13
In an ambiguous night when the lights were dimmed, Fuji Quansuke woke up from his dream for no reason.His palms and body were sticky and cold, as if he had just slept in the shallows.Fuji Quansuke felt that he should find some things to think about carefully, but he lay there for a long time without blinking his eyes, and his head was blank one after another, as if he was in a daze.Suddenly regaining his senses, he immediately tore aside the clothes covering his body, and sat up from the tent.He said to himself again in his heart, go explore the dream just now.But I can't remember the dream just now.
At this time, the candlesticks in the room were extremely dazzling.Blow out the candle and lie down, feeling increasingly sleepy.Fuji Quansuke came out of the tent and found that the sky was already glowing slightly.The birds in the yard twittered to me, did this sound wake me up?When I was dazed in front of the grid, the sound of "bang bang" footsteps came to my eyes heavily.Like water waves of different shades, the tranquility in the surroundings is disturbed like a pool of water.
The noisy voice shouted, "Young Master, Young Master!" Ding Guang Dajin was running here in a thin orange shirt.
Fujikonsuke stood up involuntarily.When Da Jin came in front of him, the reproach buried in his chest was temporarily unable to be uttered because of his tear-filled eyes.
"I have something to say, but it's inconvenient here." Da Jin's voice was small, and his word order was messed up.Fuji Quansuke listened for a while before he understood the meaning of the words.But he felt that he was pretending to be a ghost, and he was even more unhappy, "If you have anything, just talk about it here."
Da Jin's voice became much higher, "Ah, ah! This is not allowed! This is not allowed...it is not allowed." No matter what he said, he had to go into the inner room.Fuji Quansuke's mood was corrupted by his self-assertion, and he walked into the room heavily.Da Jin knelt down and said, "Keep your voice down, keep your voice down!"
Fujikonsuke pointed to his nose and said, "Get out."
The tears in Dajin's eyes immediately fell out of the eyelids, flowed down to his chin, and dripped on his clothes.He said, "No, I don't know what to do anymore. Going out is absolutely impossible."
"What's wrong, get up quickly! Tell me in the corridor if you have anything to do."
"It's your son's, it's Zhongnayan's business."
"Okay, tell me quickly, what's the matter?"
Having said that, Dajin didn’t know how to speak, he hesitated for a while, but still couldn’t understand the content, Fuji Gonsuke felt as if he was holding a breath in his chest, and couldn’t get through, “What’s wrong? I was rejected by my mother Did that happen again?"
Originally, a sentence that contained hatred made Dajin weep bitterly.Fujikonsuke also thought consciously, in fact, seeing Dajin like this, he knew exactly what was going on.But pretending to be a man in the temple, deliberately using him to vent his anger, what's the point?
So he said some soothing words, and put down the lattice windows in the house.When the crying stopped, Da Jin finally confessed, "I really don't know what to do, and I dare not tell the master about this kind of thing."
Fuji Quansuke thought, after all, I was in the way of this matter, so naturally he couldn't tell his father.Earlier, it happened that Ding Guang Dajin was running errands for his brother, so he went to him and said, "It doesn't matter what kind of woman you are dating. If a woman in the palace asks about my brother's appearance, she must not say it in a bad way." With their identities, are they lucky enough to see the real face of their brother? Of course, there is no reason to despise yourself for such uncertain things." But at the time, I thought Da Jin didn't take it to heart.He asked Da Jin, "What's going on, please speak slowly."
Daishin then said "so so".Probably when I went to visit Nagahashi the night before, for some reason, the mask fell off my brother's face.The scream of the panicked woman attracted the left and right guards and Tibetans, after all, it was so close to the Qingliang Temple.
Fuji Quansuke thought, did the Lord know about it?What's the use of coming to me like that?He was also very unwilling, so he asked, "Does the Lord know about this?"
"My lord and Zhonggong were both asleep far away at that time. You should have heard about this matter. But Zhong Nayan ordered you not to reveal these things before leaving."
This is treating all the servants inside as their own family members.Although this is inappropriate, it would be great if things really went as brother wished, wouldn't it?Thinking of this, Fuji Quansuke felt a spring of joy in his heart, and the spring water flowed to his limbs and bones, and staged a carnival feast.To put this glorious emotion into the camera obscura, Fujikonsuke had to be careful not to laugh out loud on the spot.Up to now, he can no longer think about other things, and there is a voice in his heart, like a lullaby that repeats: Long Bridge Bureau saw his face, Long Bridge Bureau saw that face...
"What did brother say? Tell me carefully."
"'If you spread the word, please go back to the Chikuzen country.' At that time, I said to the Nagahashi Bureau."
Fujikonsuke thought to himself, the Chikuzen country is the land of the father of the Nagahashi Bureau, did my brother really say such heartless words?
"Is that what you said?"
"I heard it with my own ears," Da Jin asked, "What should I do now? The only person I can think of to find is you."
Fujiquansuke woke up suddenly, "Oh, don't worry." Then, he changed his posture, "How could the mask come off by itself?"
"I do not know about this……"
"You know that mask very well. Four cotton ropes are threaded through the hole, two on each side, and then tied to the back of the head. After all, if no one untie it, it will definitely not fall off."
"what……"
"Did he untie the rope? My brother untied the mask himself."
"……I do not know either."
"How can you not know, you know."
"I waited at the bottom of the corridor. When something happened, the young master was still standing there wearing a mask like before!"
"Oh, you mean, you walked over and saw that the mask had been put back on your brother's face. So, did the Longbridge Bureau really see it?"
"This... the call from the Long Bridge Bureau, I heard it."
"Is it the same as mother back then?"
Speaking of this, Dajin glanced at him, Fuji Quansuke's eyes were covered with tears.Dajin said hesitantly, "Same as back then..."
Fuji Quansuke asked, "I only heard the call from the Nagahashi Bureau? Do you feel that the mask has fallen off?"
"She fell to the ground and kept saying, 'face' ah 'face'. She must have seen it." Then she said angrily, "If I had known this, how could I have said those things to the Longbridge Bureau? Really Strange, I still think what you taught me is very reasonable. But why did you take off the mask?"
"It's not like that."
"If I had listened to your advice from the very beginning, that kind of thing wouldn't have happened. Until now, I've been doing things that make me regret it!"
Fuji Quansuke was silent for a while, "Who is here?"
"One was very impressive."
"Who is it?"
"Otomo's general Sakin, I think it's him."
"Oh, is he there too?" Fuji Gonsuke sighed.
Da Jin said, "If he's there, is there nothing you can do?"
Fuji Quansuke thought that the elder brother of the second bureau thought that his sister was humiliated for no reason, so now he and Onomiya are at odds with each other. "What he said, he will definitely tell others."
"There is no way for someone like you to become a prime minister at a young age. I don't know what to do. Should I ask the master?"
"What kind of people are there?"
"There are about a dozen warriors and six Tibetans on duty."
"Have you all gone?"
"After I arrived, everyone came over one after another, crowded on the Qingliang Hall or under the long bridge."
Fuji Quansuke hesitated and said, "Although it is better to tell my father directly than to hear it from the outside."
Da Jin shouted, "No, that's not allowed!"
"Why isn't it feasible? It's better to do that now."
"Don't you really understand? The master's feelings for Zhong Nayan are not so simple."
Speaking of this, Fuji Gonsuke's eyes dimmed unconsciously, and some even dared not look at Dingguang Dajin's eyes, so he remained silent.
Dajin said, "Or put it this way, you are very clear about Guan Baigong's (Minister Fujiwara Taizheng)'s feelings for you?"
If you don't know clearly at this time, who else can you deceive?Fujikonsuke asked, "Who told you such a thing?"
"Do you need someone to tell you? During the days when I served Zhong Nayan, Guan Baigong's actions are more clear than any kind of informant. He wants you, who is more like him, to take over that position, doesn't he? "
It was very easy to teach such a servant to say something that was very frightening.Fuji Gonsuke clenched his fists, and his relaxed mood disappeared in an instant.Fujikonsuke still remembered about Nadeko, if he went back to that day, he would still do that.
"Anyway, I can't tell my father. I know about it and I will find a way."
"That's fine, thank you for your hard work! Is there any way?" Dingguang Dajin thanked him.
"Where is brother?" Fujiquansuke answered irrelevantly, "Are you back now?"
Da Jin couldn't help but lowered his head and said, "It's better not to look at it."
Fuji Quansuke said, "Great, just come back." He asked casually, "Did he say anything?"
Da Jin was silent for a while, and then replied, "I have been caged in the main house, not saying anything."
"Have you eaten?"
"nor."
"In this way, go and say some comforting words to him, and teach him to eat something."
"This...how should I say it?"
"You know, you are the smartest, and you are good at soothing people." Then he opened the lattice window.He exchanged some pleasantries with Dingguang Dajin and told him to leave.
When you are alone, it should be the best time to savor the fun of happiness.But the emotions in my heart that urgently need to be vented have long since disappeared due to the extension of hypocrisy.The joy that Fuji Quansuke coveted just now was close at hand, just like the dream that left an empty shell in the early morning.The lattice windows were wide open, Fuji Gonsuke felt a little cold.Several times I wanted to call someone to close the window, but my chest suddenly became tight, and there seemed to be something stuck in my throat, and I didn't have the strength to speak.I just thought about going to the window, but my legs and feet were limp on the ground, and I couldn't move.At this time, I realized that because my two arms were trembling, the ripples on my sleeves were swaying again and again.
Fujitsusuke thought to himself, I am a weak and incompetent person after all, just hearing such things, I will feel the fear of being there.On the corridor where the wind was whistling, the doors and windows suddenly turned into the mouths of evil spirits, the ones with the faces of Dingguang Dajin, the ones with the face of my brother, as if they could come to take my life at any time.My own misfortune is actually worse than that of my brother.
The strength generated by the effect of fear is enough to support and order the people to load their cars and go out. They originally planned to go in the direction of Hongmei Palace, but they turned around halfway.As the car drove towards Liujo, Heyuanyuan was both surprised and happy. He didn't expect Fuji Quansuke to come unexpectedly at this time, and it was still broad daylight, so he felt very embarrassed.
Fuji Quansuke sneaked in through the side door, and specially taught Ruojun to park the car outside, disapproving, and said to her, "Let me sneak here for a while."
Heyuanyuan said, "How can it be possible? If father comes later, it will be very difficult!"
Fuji Quansuke asked, "I have nowhere to go, is this going to drive me away?"
Heyuanyuan said, "Every time I see you, I always say that I am homeless. How can I really be homeless? I used this set of rhetoric to fool people again."
The tone was also too exaggerated, Fuji Quansuke had no choice but to walk out of the house with his shoes, He Yuanyuan grabbed his sleeve and said, "Then hide inside."
Although this woman complained a lot on weekdays, in fact, when she sat face to face like this, she never violated her own exception, so Fuji Quansuke was very satisfied.
"There is something that I don't know what to do." Just as the night fell, Fuji Quansuke said without hesitation.
"Let me solve your problems, okay?" He Yuanyuan leaned against Fuji Gonsuke's body.
"I can't say whether it will work or not. Your brother and your companion, General Zuo, are very familiar."
Heyuanyuan thought that Fuji Gonsuke's age was similar to Yuantoubian's, and felt his ears burn, so he agreed in a low voice.
Fuji Quansuke said again, "Speaking of which, because he is the sister-in-law of General Zuo. What kind of activities and interesting things do these two people always go together, don't they?" He is not very clear about other people's family affairs, these are just Hearsay.
Heyuanyuan said, "That's true, is there anything important?"
Fujikonsuke thought to himself, if he had known this was the case, his own worries and Dingguang Dajin's sorrow were really ridiculous, so what's the need to play with him?However, after thinking about it, my brother, driven by that very different personality, may not be able to worry about his future like ordinary people.Often the more other people bluffed, the more he believed it in his heart.
But the strange thing is that the pain caused by his elder brother in this world is always imposed on him by Ding Guang Dajin's hands.Then this kind of pain can't get rid of human nature, and it will naturally help Dingguang to advance to the top.One's own emotions, all depends on this person.The spontaneous ease just now was quickly extinguished.
"I also want to meet that General Zuo!" Knowing that it would be impossible to say this to women, Heyuanyuan soon showed a look of anxiety on his face.
"Yeah, what should I do then? Shall I tell Touben?" I really feel embarrassed, it's like making this kind of private relationship invisible to others.Heyuanyuan quickly changed his tune, "If you want to convey some private matter, I can find a way to do it for you."
Fuji Quansuke lost interest, "Oh, you'd better leave it alone and stop talking about it."
The more he concealed it like this, the more curiosity and anxiety in Heyuanyuan's heart became more abundant, "What's the matter, tell me about it."
Seeing her innocent appearance, Fuji Quansuke thought why not make her a good and considerate woman, so he said, "I ran out because I was afraid of my brother."
"Is it Nakanogen from Onomiya?"
"It's him."
"Why are you afraid?"
But when those who love to perform meet a stage or an audience where they can perform, the desire to perform will pour out like a flood bursting a bank.As if reuniting with a confidant whom he had not seen for many years, Fujikonsuke poured out his grievances towards his brother to the lady of Heyuanyuan.
All kinds of bad deeds and heavy words, after his description, are like slaps one after another, slapping Heyuanyuan's face.
Heyuanyuan asked unknowingly, "It's more vicious than the rumors said, is Zhong Nayan such a person?"
Fuji Quansuke is not a person who accepts at the first sight, "I knew you didn't want to believe it, so why waste my tongue?"
Heyuan Court didn't mean that, but they didn't want to make more excuses for such a trivial matter, so they kept silent, and the two broke up unhappy.
As a result, after the incident, I couldn't help but write to Fuji Quansuke to please.But she didn't know the situation here at Fuji Quansuke, because she didn't reply to the letter for a long time, it was inevitable that there would be a lot of resentment.
Fuji Quansuke, on the one hand, is deeply concerned about his agreement with Dingguang Taijin, but on the other hand, he is unwilling to meet Yuanyuanben out of strange fear.That kind of plan to hide the sky and cross the sea, amidst the expected rumors, ended early without a problem.Because of the indescribable humiliation in his heart, he regarded it as his top priority, so much so that when he caught a glimpse of Da Jin from afar, his face felt like burning pain.
But when you come and go at home, it is inevitable to meet each other.There is an unavoidable evasion, the only way to meet it is to grit your teeth.Dingguang Dajin, but greeted him as usual.This is something Fujitsusuke can't be reconciled to. Could it be that he forgot the previous begging for him to endure humiliation?
Dingguang Dajin asked him, "You look sad, do you have any troubles in your heart?"
This is the insensitive face.In Fuji Quansuke's heart, he no longer dared to have any illusions about kindness.
Fuji Quansuke couldn't say a word, and in a dignified silence, Dingguang Dajin asked, "It looks a little tired, don't you want to talk to the master?"
The word "Master" immediately ignited Fuji Quansuke.
"I should ask my brother how he is doing recently, right?"
"Where can we go?" Da Jin looked very disapproving.
"Oh, is that so? Then the matter of the Nagahashi Bureau..." At this point, Fuji Quansuke felt dizzy.The scent of Dingguang Dajin coming from his brother was pressing on his head, and he hardly dared to look into Dajin's eyes.
"That's impossible." Da Jin's tone was still very flat.
"There's no other way..." He spoke angrily, but was still heard by Da Jin.
"That's right, what can I do? I can't sew everyone's mouths shut." Having said this, Da Jin himself laughed.
But it's very strange, I don't know what it is, but I support Fuji Quansuke's continued questioning, "This is a matter of dignity for important ministers... Father, don't you know it too?"
"That's also impossible."
At that time, it seemed that Fuji Gonsuke was incarnated as Fujinaka Nagon, and Ding Guangda entered his attentive eyes, constantly circling the high-hanging "There is no way to do it".
Fuji Quansuke was stunned for a long time, and realized that he was actually in the courtyard of Heyuanyuan. It turned out that he had repeated his old trick just now and escaped from the small Nomiya.
Seeing him, the maid of Heyuanyuan was very surprised, and immediately welcomed Fuji Quansuke into the lady's room.
The Heyuan Academy also asked in amazement, "It turned out to be so desolate, it's fine if you didn't send waka as usual, didn't you come by car?"
Fujikonsuke just said, "Please let me stay here for a while. When I visited a few times ago, you were always away, so it made me sad."
Although Heyuanyuan was willing in his heart, he complained that he hadn't heard from him before, and he didn't forgive him as usual, "You said this again, am I here in Nanbajin? You really think of yourself as a chariot prince!"
Fuji Quansuke said, "Isn't it good to hold the prince? During the three years of hiding secretly, I made the treasure in the palace of the sky without leaking a word. Such an unheard of thing would not have existed in this world, otherwise How can it be true or false without being able to know? If it wasn’t for the person who wrote the story, who didn’t want to teach ordinary mortals to get Princess Huiye easily, there would be no such thing as the six craftsmen. This love is really deeper than gold and stone. "
Heyuanyuan said in amazement, "With what you said, did Prince Che Chi become a good man who was wronged?" This is really hard to hear.But Fuji Quansuke did not show anger, but said, "The people who come from the Heavenly Palace are incomparably noble. If there is one person who can best match this marriage that reverses black and white at this time, it is not His Majesty the Emperor." Absolutely. But I grew up hearing this story since I was a child. Every time I read it again, my mood is always different from the previous one. The prince in the car said, "Sometimes I was blown to an inexplicable land, and almost taught ghosts to kill or eat it. Sometimes , there is not much food and grass left, and the only thing to eat is seashells. If you get sick on the boat, you have no choice but to resign yourself to the fate of the previous life.' Every time my family participates in the imperial exhibition of Tang objects, they can always Hearing the merchants from the Song Dynasty, they talked about the various experiences at sea, and they were almost the same as those described by the prince Che Chi. How can people believe that they have never gone to sea to find Penglai Xiandao? Knowing that the princess wants to kill him, but still compares them The actual fairy branches are delivered as promised!"
Heyuanyuan was stunned, and thought to himself, it's really weird. I read this story before, and I always fell in love with the unswerving emperor.Now that I teach him to say this, I really feel that that ghostly car-carrying prince is not a bad person.But in my heart I still hated Fuji Quansuke's indifference and frivolity to her, and said unforgivingly, "In this case, Otomo Dai Nagan's recorded heroic deeds are more worthy of praise."
So the two talked about Otomo Danayan in Taketori Monogatari to Kiyohara Toshiin in Utsuho Monogatari, and compared Toshiin and Ryozen in various ways. They found it very interesting, and Heyuanyuan could not help forgetting the previous complaints. clean and dry.It’s just that Fuji Quansuke always talked about the many hardships of going to the Tang Dynasty. As for Heyuanyuan, he focused more on the various beautiful thoughts about the Persian Baoqin in the story.
Late in the night, I suddenly remembered what Gonsuke Gondo said about "Tangwu Yuren". I also thought it was very interesting. I wanted to hear him talk, so I asked.Fuji Quansuke said, "The words have gone too far. I indulged you, so I always let it go."
Heyuanyuan said, "Even if you are rewarded, even though the silk and satin are unparalleled, they always make people's eyes shine. But after a long time, they will find it boring. Is the stuff of the Tang Dynasty limited to this? But listen Speaking of Ono Palace, there are always some rare and rare things, such as elephants and peacocks from the south, leopards and kites from the north, and the tributes are different every year. This kind of favor makes me feel jealous. Not even a chance."
Although the words were very inappropriate, but the tone was very easy-going, a bit coquettish.If a man can't even feel this kind of tenderness, how can he use this place as a harbor where he can escape the wind and rain at any time?
Fuji Quansuke said with a smile, "How can such a thing happen?" He lowered his eyes as he said, "Once upon a time, there was a carp that I liked very much in the pond in the yard of my house."
"It's such an ordinary thing as a carp. Is there anything special about it?"
Fuji Quansuke didn't answer, and suddenly looked closely at Heyuanyuan. In the originally dark room, the faces of each other were not very clear.Only after Fuji Quansuke arrived, he always asked to make the house as bright as day.Under the dazzling firelight, Ms. Heyuanyuan, who is decorated with heavy makeup and forehead hair, is really a rare and picturesque beauty.
Fujikonsuke changed the subject, "For a person like you, your parents must love you very much."
He Yuanyuan thought to himself, why did he suddenly say such inexplicable words.Even his face was a little red, but thanks to the leaden white covering it, it was difficult for others to see the clues.
Seeing that Heyuanyuan was silent, Fuji Quansuke said to himself, "Actually, until now, I still feel that the scene in front of me is like a big dream. When we met for the first time, it happened like that. Now that I think about it, it's really appropriate. ?"
Heyuanyuan couldn't help saying, "It's really annoying, I must use this kind of words to deceive girls."
Fuji Quansuke said, "If I can let myself indulge in love with men and women, I will be a suave and suave major general. For me, it would be a good job."
Seeing that he was shameless, Heyuan Court turned around and ignored him.Fuji Quansuke hugged her back and said, "Don't you want to hear me tell anecdotes about Onomiya? I'll tell it for you now."
Heyuan Courtyard heard this, but almost didn't prick up its ears.But I really want to save face, and I am embarrassed to compromise immediately.Fuji Quansuke leaned beside her and said, "Have you never heard of the golden carp in the mirror pond?"
"It's just a fish, how do you know?"
"It was a carp that was known to everyone in the capital at that time. It had a body as big as a calf and a head the size of a child's head. Its scales were like jade, its fins were like crystal flowers, and Mutsu's gold glittered all over its body. color."
"How can there be such a thing, you are a liar."
"That golden carp may still be in the Mirror Pond now... The fish is so long-lived and stubborn, it's really hard to forget. I even had an unspeakable dream about that carp."
In the unappealable dream, the woman has a black tail fin that is completely opposite to that of the golden carp.Fuji Quansuke closed his eyes now, the tail of the fish that made the "buzzing" noise was still withered and hopeless.The mistakes brought about by this dream fulfilled a narration of being here.Then, of course, we must do a pious imagination for this kind of confession: the secret sleeping in the bottom of the heart, in a completely unfamiliar situation, emerges from the open chest for a moment, just like Princess Kaguya putting on the feathers of the sky.The changed state of mind due to this must be a completely different experience from the previous pouring-out planting.He didn't want Heyuanyuan to understand, so he said to himself, "The woman in my heart doesn't have to be like the one who walked out of a Tang painting with her hair tied up and wearing hairpins. But the beauty on her body must be as delicate as a golden carp." .I found the shadow of Akiko on your body."
"Akiko?"
"It's that golden carp."
"Hate."
"This is the truth."
"Okay, let's talk about it, what kind of dream is that? If you've been talking about it so far, it would be better to write it like a story?"
"If you can't write a story, there is no such surprise. But I, no one told it. In that dream, my father married a mermaid as his wife."
"Oh, isn't that the eight hundred bhikkhuni?"
"Of course it's not the woman who eats mermaid flesh, it's a real mermaid."
"It's disgusting, it's so scary."
"The mermaid's scales are darker than the heavy-colored mourning clothes, but the skin and face are very fair, and she is a stunning beauty. Although the mermaid's tail is usually hidden under the skirt, it looks exactly like an ordinary lady, but it can't be outside. stayed too long."
"How about that?"
"So, my father raised her in the Mirror Pond. When the night was quiet, he taught the mermaid to come ashore to make love with him. These mermaids are really amazing, probably they are almost monsters. Although they never They came out of the pool, and there was no trace of wetness on the skin on their body. So day and night, as the stars moved, a child was born between them."
"It's surprising that there is no thought of eating her meat?"
Fuji Quansuke said, "That mermaid is too beautiful, it's really unbearable. That's what my father thinks."
Heyuanyuan smiled, "How beautiful is that?"
In the distant memory, the face above the coat that was plum red or Tang red had long been unclear, but there was a voice in his heart that kept telling him that it would be appropriate to put the face in front of him on it.
"I always thought that the mermaid was a monster transformed by Akiko. She deliberately hid her pearl-like scales and turned into a pitch-black appearance, so as not to teach me to distinguish the real one. She is as beautiful as you."
But at that time, his father, who knew the fact that he loved Akiko deeply, was still able to betray him without any burden?
A white gleam slowly glowed in the slender lattice windows.
For some memories of his childhood, especially for him, he remembered that the former Zhaohui should be red like cinnabar.Why is the morning glow now, like a candlelight that is gradually dazzling due to turning white, fading in his eyes?
The strange woman in front of her eyes created endless fantasies because of the stories she made up with her own hands.A voice like an oriole, if sounded at an inopportune time, is no different from a crow.
"Why don't you try it out, how about pretending to be a mermaid?"
"What, say such a strange thing." He Yuanyuan smiled and covered his face with his sleeve.The so-called love between a man and a woman is probably just a pile of empty words.There was no resentment in her eyes at all.Legends such as mermaids and fairies are just like the old song "but pray for the wind to blow off the road between clouds, so that fairies can stop for a while [3]": women who are qualified to marry the emperor , descended from the distant sky to the human world.The reason why the dancers at the Xinchang festival acted like fairies was because of the more important ability of immortality.From this point of view, no matter noble and beautiful or not, the essence of fairies and mermaids is exactly the same.
This can also explain why the eyes of Heyuanyuan, like dark clouds covering the sun, only reveal half a thread of hope that only lovers can read.In her smile just now, there was a small black tooth that was too late to cover.
Fuji Quansuke held her face in the palm of his hand like a precious treasure. When feeding Akiko, he also held the dried shrimp and the copper bell with such care.
The rough five fingers, which are different from women, support the delicate face like a lotus seed, the snow-white lead powder rustles down, and the finely carved black eyebrows finally present the shape of the character "eight".
"Ah, ah!" Heyuanyuan screamed, like a wild cat being abused.Regardless of the premise that makes this voice appear, it can always evoke the violent factor secretly surging in Fujitsusuke.His continuous wiping of that porcelain face without seeing it was the greatest forgiveness.From the face to the red lips, Fuji Gonsuke's hands were mottled like bruises.The dark yellow skin, and the scars like burnt with incense sticks appeared before her eyes one by one.
Fuji Quansuke picked up a strand of her forehead hair and put it into the candlelight without any haste.The stench of burning soon filled the room.Heyuanyuan covered her face with her hands, and sobbed, "What are you going to do, what are you going to do?" Her long hair, like a cloth, swayed around her shoulders.
"Don't be afraid, it's fine like this, how similar it is." Fuji Quansuke laughed.
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[3] "Ancient and Modern Waka Collection" Miscellaneous Songs Viewing Wujie Dancer Shigeliang Cen Zongzhen, translated by Shanghai Translation Publishing House
At this time, the candlesticks in the room were extremely dazzling.Blow out the candle and lie down, feeling increasingly sleepy.Fuji Quansuke came out of the tent and found that the sky was already glowing slightly.The birds in the yard twittered to me, did this sound wake me up?When I was dazed in front of the grid, the sound of "bang bang" footsteps came to my eyes heavily.Like water waves of different shades, the tranquility in the surroundings is disturbed like a pool of water.
The noisy voice shouted, "Young Master, Young Master!" Ding Guang Dajin was running here in a thin orange shirt.
Fujikonsuke stood up involuntarily.When Da Jin came in front of him, the reproach buried in his chest was temporarily unable to be uttered because of his tear-filled eyes.
"I have something to say, but it's inconvenient here." Da Jin's voice was small, and his word order was messed up.Fuji Quansuke listened for a while before he understood the meaning of the words.But he felt that he was pretending to be a ghost, and he was even more unhappy, "If you have anything, just talk about it here."
Da Jin's voice became much higher, "Ah, ah! This is not allowed! This is not allowed...it is not allowed." No matter what he said, he had to go into the inner room.Fuji Quansuke's mood was corrupted by his self-assertion, and he walked into the room heavily.Da Jin knelt down and said, "Keep your voice down, keep your voice down!"
Fujikonsuke pointed to his nose and said, "Get out."
The tears in Dajin's eyes immediately fell out of the eyelids, flowed down to his chin, and dripped on his clothes.He said, "No, I don't know what to do anymore. Going out is absolutely impossible."
"What's wrong, get up quickly! Tell me in the corridor if you have anything to do."
"It's your son's, it's Zhongnayan's business."
"Okay, tell me quickly, what's the matter?"
Having said that, Dajin didn’t know how to speak, he hesitated for a while, but still couldn’t understand the content, Fuji Gonsuke felt as if he was holding a breath in his chest, and couldn’t get through, “What’s wrong? I was rejected by my mother Did that happen again?"
Originally, a sentence that contained hatred made Dajin weep bitterly.Fujikonsuke also thought consciously, in fact, seeing Dajin like this, he knew exactly what was going on.But pretending to be a man in the temple, deliberately using him to vent his anger, what's the point?
So he said some soothing words, and put down the lattice windows in the house.When the crying stopped, Da Jin finally confessed, "I really don't know what to do, and I dare not tell the master about this kind of thing."
Fuji Quansuke thought, after all, I was in the way of this matter, so naturally he couldn't tell his father.Earlier, it happened that Ding Guang Dajin was running errands for his brother, so he went to him and said, "It doesn't matter what kind of woman you are dating. If a woman in the palace asks about my brother's appearance, she must not say it in a bad way." With their identities, are they lucky enough to see the real face of their brother? Of course, there is no reason to despise yourself for such uncertain things." But at the time, I thought Da Jin didn't take it to heart.He asked Da Jin, "What's going on, please speak slowly."
Daishin then said "so so".Probably when I went to visit Nagahashi the night before, for some reason, the mask fell off my brother's face.The scream of the panicked woman attracted the left and right guards and Tibetans, after all, it was so close to the Qingliang Temple.
Fuji Quansuke thought, did the Lord know about it?What's the use of coming to me like that?He was also very unwilling, so he asked, "Does the Lord know about this?"
"My lord and Zhonggong were both asleep far away at that time. You should have heard about this matter. But Zhong Nayan ordered you not to reveal these things before leaving."
This is treating all the servants inside as their own family members.Although this is inappropriate, it would be great if things really went as brother wished, wouldn't it?Thinking of this, Fuji Quansuke felt a spring of joy in his heart, and the spring water flowed to his limbs and bones, and staged a carnival feast.To put this glorious emotion into the camera obscura, Fujikonsuke had to be careful not to laugh out loud on the spot.Up to now, he can no longer think about other things, and there is a voice in his heart, like a lullaby that repeats: Long Bridge Bureau saw his face, Long Bridge Bureau saw that face...
"What did brother say? Tell me carefully."
"'If you spread the word, please go back to the Chikuzen country.' At that time, I said to the Nagahashi Bureau."
Fujikonsuke thought to himself, the Chikuzen country is the land of the father of the Nagahashi Bureau, did my brother really say such heartless words?
"Is that what you said?"
"I heard it with my own ears," Da Jin asked, "What should I do now? The only person I can think of to find is you."
Fujiquansuke woke up suddenly, "Oh, don't worry." Then, he changed his posture, "How could the mask come off by itself?"
"I do not know about this……"
"You know that mask very well. Four cotton ropes are threaded through the hole, two on each side, and then tied to the back of the head. After all, if no one untie it, it will definitely not fall off."
"what……"
"Did he untie the rope? My brother untied the mask himself."
"……I do not know either."
"How can you not know, you know."
"I waited at the bottom of the corridor. When something happened, the young master was still standing there wearing a mask like before!"
"Oh, you mean, you walked over and saw that the mask had been put back on your brother's face. So, did the Longbridge Bureau really see it?"
"This... the call from the Long Bridge Bureau, I heard it."
"Is it the same as mother back then?"
Speaking of this, Dajin glanced at him, Fuji Quansuke's eyes were covered with tears.Dajin said hesitantly, "Same as back then..."
Fuji Quansuke asked, "I only heard the call from the Nagahashi Bureau? Do you feel that the mask has fallen off?"
"She fell to the ground and kept saying, 'face' ah 'face'. She must have seen it." Then she said angrily, "If I had known this, how could I have said those things to the Longbridge Bureau? Really Strange, I still think what you taught me is very reasonable. But why did you take off the mask?"
"It's not like that."
"If I had listened to your advice from the very beginning, that kind of thing wouldn't have happened. Until now, I've been doing things that make me regret it!"
Fuji Quansuke was silent for a while, "Who is here?"
"One was very impressive."
"Who is it?"
"Otomo's general Sakin, I think it's him."
"Oh, is he there too?" Fuji Gonsuke sighed.
Da Jin said, "If he's there, is there nothing you can do?"
Fuji Quansuke thought that the elder brother of the second bureau thought that his sister was humiliated for no reason, so now he and Onomiya are at odds with each other. "What he said, he will definitely tell others."
"There is no way for someone like you to become a prime minister at a young age. I don't know what to do. Should I ask the master?"
"What kind of people are there?"
"There are about a dozen warriors and six Tibetans on duty."
"Have you all gone?"
"After I arrived, everyone came over one after another, crowded on the Qingliang Hall or under the long bridge."
Fuji Quansuke hesitated and said, "Although it is better to tell my father directly than to hear it from the outside."
Da Jin shouted, "No, that's not allowed!"
"Why isn't it feasible? It's better to do that now."
"Don't you really understand? The master's feelings for Zhong Nayan are not so simple."
Speaking of this, Fuji Gonsuke's eyes dimmed unconsciously, and some even dared not look at Dingguang Dajin's eyes, so he remained silent.
Dajin said, "Or put it this way, you are very clear about Guan Baigong's (Minister Fujiwara Taizheng)'s feelings for you?"
If you don't know clearly at this time, who else can you deceive?Fujikonsuke asked, "Who told you such a thing?"
"Do you need someone to tell you? During the days when I served Zhong Nayan, Guan Baigong's actions are more clear than any kind of informant. He wants you, who is more like him, to take over that position, doesn't he? "
It was very easy to teach such a servant to say something that was very frightening.Fuji Gonsuke clenched his fists, and his relaxed mood disappeared in an instant.Fujikonsuke still remembered about Nadeko, if he went back to that day, he would still do that.
"Anyway, I can't tell my father. I know about it and I will find a way."
"That's fine, thank you for your hard work! Is there any way?" Dingguang Dajin thanked him.
"Where is brother?" Fujiquansuke answered irrelevantly, "Are you back now?"
Da Jin couldn't help but lowered his head and said, "It's better not to look at it."
Fuji Quansuke said, "Great, just come back." He asked casually, "Did he say anything?"
Da Jin was silent for a while, and then replied, "I have been caged in the main house, not saying anything."
"Have you eaten?"
"nor."
"In this way, go and say some comforting words to him, and teach him to eat something."
"This...how should I say it?"
"You know, you are the smartest, and you are good at soothing people." Then he opened the lattice window.He exchanged some pleasantries with Dingguang Dajin and told him to leave.
When you are alone, it should be the best time to savor the fun of happiness.But the emotions in my heart that urgently need to be vented have long since disappeared due to the extension of hypocrisy.The joy that Fuji Quansuke coveted just now was close at hand, just like the dream that left an empty shell in the early morning.The lattice windows were wide open, Fuji Gonsuke felt a little cold.Several times I wanted to call someone to close the window, but my chest suddenly became tight, and there seemed to be something stuck in my throat, and I didn't have the strength to speak.I just thought about going to the window, but my legs and feet were limp on the ground, and I couldn't move.At this time, I realized that because my two arms were trembling, the ripples on my sleeves were swaying again and again.
Fujitsusuke thought to himself, I am a weak and incompetent person after all, just hearing such things, I will feel the fear of being there.On the corridor where the wind was whistling, the doors and windows suddenly turned into the mouths of evil spirits, the ones with the faces of Dingguang Dajin, the ones with the face of my brother, as if they could come to take my life at any time.My own misfortune is actually worse than that of my brother.
The strength generated by the effect of fear is enough to support and order the people to load their cars and go out. They originally planned to go in the direction of Hongmei Palace, but they turned around halfway.As the car drove towards Liujo, Heyuanyuan was both surprised and happy. He didn't expect Fuji Quansuke to come unexpectedly at this time, and it was still broad daylight, so he felt very embarrassed.
Fuji Quansuke sneaked in through the side door, and specially taught Ruojun to park the car outside, disapproving, and said to her, "Let me sneak here for a while."
Heyuanyuan said, "How can it be possible? If father comes later, it will be very difficult!"
Fuji Quansuke asked, "I have nowhere to go, is this going to drive me away?"
Heyuanyuan said, "Every time I see you, I always say that I am homeless. How can I really be homeless? I used this set of rhetoric to fool people again."
The tone was also too exaggerated, Fuji Quansuke had no choice but to walk out of the house with his shoes, He Yuanyuan grabbed his sleeve and said, "Then hide inside."
Although this woman complained a lot on weekdays, in fact, when she sat face to face like this, she never violated her own exception, so Fuji Quansuke was very satisfied.
"There is something that I don't know what to do." Just as the night fell, Fuji Quansuke said without hesitation.
"Let me solve your problems, okay?" He Yuanyuan leaned against Fuji Gonsuke's body.
"I can't say whether it will work or not. Your brother and your companion, General Zuo, are very familiar."
Heyuanyuan thought that Fuji Gonsuke's age was similar to Yuantoubian's, and felt his ears burn, so he agreed in a low voice.
Fuji Quansuke said again, "Speaking of which, because he is the sister-in-law of General Zuo. What kind of activities and interesting things do these two people always go together, don't they?" He is not very clear about other people's family affairs, these are just Hearsay.
Heyuanyuan said, "That's true, is there anything important?"
Fujikonsuke thought to himself, if he had known this was the case, his own worries and Dingguang Dajin's sorrow were really ridiculous, so what's the need to play with him?However, after thinking about it, my brother, driven by that very different personality, may not be able to worry about his future like ordinary people.Often the more other people bluffed, the more he believed it in his heart.
But the strange thing is that the pain caused by his elder brother in this world is always imposed on him by Ding Guang Dajin's hands.Then this kind of pain can't get rid of human nature, and it will naturally help Dingguang to advance to the top.One's own emotions, all depends on this person.The spontaneous ease just now was quickly extinguished.
"I also want to meet that General Zuo!" Knowing that it would be impossible to say this to women, Heyuanyuan soon showed a look of anxiety on his face.
"Yeah, what should I do then? Shall I tell Touben?" I really feel embarrassed, it's like making this kind of private relationship invisible to others.Heyuanyuan quickly changed his tune, "If you want to convey some private matter, I can find a way to do it for you."
Fuji Quansuke lost interest, "Oh, you'd better leave it alone and stop talking about it."
The more he concealed it like this, the more curiosity and anxiety in Heyuanyuan's heart became more abundant, "What's the matter, tell me about it."
Seeing her innocent appearance, Fuji Quansuke thought why not make her a good and considerate woman, so he said, "I ran out because I was afraid of my brother."
"Is it Nakanogen from Onomiya?"
"It's him."
"Why are you afraid?"
But when those who love to perform meet a stage or an audience where they can perform, the desire to perform will pour out like a flood bursting a bank.As if reuniting with a confidant whom he had not seen for many years, Fujikonsuke poured out his grievances towards his brother to the lady of Heyuanyuan.
All kinds of bad deeds and heavy words, after his description, are like slaps one after another, slapping Heyuanyuan's face.
Heyuanyuan asked unknowingly, "It's more vicious than the rumors said, is Zhong Nayan such a person?"
Fuji Quansuke is not a person who accepts at the first sight, "I knew you didn't want to believe it, so why waste my tongue?"
Heyuan Court didn't mean that, but they didn't want to make more excuses for such a trivial matter, so they kept silent, and the two broke up unhappy.
As a result, after the incident, I couldn't help but write to Fuji Quansuke to please.But she didn't know the situation here at Fuji Quansuke, because she didn't reply to the letter for a long time, it was inevitable that there would be a lot of resentment.
Fuji Quansuke, on the one hand, is deeply concerned about his agreement with Dingguang Taijin, but on the other hand, he is unwilling to meet Yuanyuanben out of strange fear.That kind of plan to hide the sky and cross the sea, amidst the expected rumors, ended early without a problem.Because of the indescribable humiliation in his heart, he regarded it as his top priority, so much so that when he caught a glimpse of Da Jin from afar, his face felt like burning pain.
But when you come and go at home, it is inevitable to meet each other.There is an unavoidable evasion, the only way to meet it is to grit your teeth.Dingguang Dajin, but greeted him as usual.This is something Fujitsusuke can't be reconciled to. Could it be that he forgot the previous begging for him to endure humiliation?
Dingguang Dajin asked him, "You look sad, do you have any troubles in your heart?"
This is the insensitive face.In Fuji Quansuke's heart, he no longer dared to have any illusions about kindness.
Fuji Quansuke couldn't say a word, and in a dignified silence, Dingguang Dajin asked, "It looks a little tired, don't you want to talk to the master?"
The word "Master" immediately ignited Fuji Quansuke.
"I should ask my brother how he is doing recently, right?"
"Where can we go?" Da Jin looked very disapproving.
"Oh, is that so? Then the matter of the Nagahashi Bureau..." At this point, Fuji Quansuke felt dizzy.The scent of Dingguang Dajin coming from his brother was pressing on his head, and he hardly dared to look into Dajin's eyes.
"That's impossible." Da Jin's tone was still very flat.
"There's no other way..." He spoke angrily, but was still heard by Da Jin.
"That's right, what can I do? I can't sew everyone's mouths shut." Having said this, Da Jin himself laughed.
But it's very strange, I don't know what it is, but I support Fuji Quansuke's continued questioning, "This is a matter of dignity for important ministers... Father, don't you know it too?"
"That's also impossible."
At that time, it seemed that Fuji Gonsuke was incarnated as Fujinaka Nagon, and Ding Guangda entered his attentive eyes, constantly circling the high-hanging "There is no way to do it".
Fuji Quansuke was stunned for a long time, and realized that he was actually in the courtyard of Heyuanyuan. It turned out that he had repeated his old trick just now and escaped from the small Nomiya.
Seeing him, the maid of Heyuanyuan was very surprised, and immediately welcomed Fuji Quansuke into the lady's room.
The Heyuan Academy also asked in amazement, "It turned out to be so desolate, it's fine if you didn't send waka as usual, didn't you come by car?"
Fujikonsuke just said, "Please let me stay here for a while. When I visited a few times ago, you were always away, so it made me sad."
Although Heyuanyuan was willing in his heart, he complained that he hadn't heard from him before, and he didn't forgive him as usual, "You said this again, am I here in Nanbajin? You really think of yourself as a chariot prince!"
Fuji Quansuke said, "Isn't it good to hold the prince? During the three years of hiding secretly, I made the treasure in the palace of the sky without leaking a word. Such an unheard of thing would not have existed in this world, otherwise How can it be true or false without being able to know? If it wasn’t for the person who wrote the story, who didn’t want to teach ordinary mortals to get Princess Huiye easily, there would be no such thing as the six craftsmen. This love is really deeper than gold and stone. "
Heyuanyuan said in amazement, "With what you said, did Prince Che Chi become a good man who was wronged?" This is really hard to hear.But Fuji Quansuke did not show anger, but said, "The people who come from the Heavenly Palace are incomparably noble. If there is one person who can best match this marriage that reverses black and white at this time, it is not His Majesty the Emperor." Absolutely. But I grew up hearing this story since I was a child. Every time I read it again, my mood is always different from the previous one. The prince in the car said, "Sometimes I was blown to an inexplicable land, and almost taught ghosts to kill or eat it. Sometimes , there is not much food and grass left, and the only thing to eat is seashells. If you get sick on the boat, you have no choice but to resign yourself to the fate of the previous life.' Every time my family participates in the imperial exhibition of Tang objects, they can always Hearing the merchants from the Song Dynasty, they talked about the various experiences at sea, and they were almost the same as those described by the prince Che Chi. How can people believe that they have never gone to sea to find Penglai Xiandao? Knowing that the princess wants to kill him, but still compares them The actual fairy branches are delivered as promised!"
Heyuanyuan was stunned, and thought to himself, it's really weird. I read this story before, and I always fell in love with the unswerving emperor.Now that I teach him to say this, I really feel that that ghostly car-carrying prince is not a bad person.But in my heart I still hated Fuji Quansuke's indifference and frivolity to her, and said unforgivingly, "In this case, Otomo Dai Nagan's recorded heroic deeds are more worthy of praise."
So the two talked about Otomo Danayan in Taketori Monogatari to Kiyohara Toshiin in Utsuho Monogatari, and compared Toshiin and Ryozen in various ways. They found it very interesting, and Heyuanyuan could not help forgetting the previous complaints. clean and dry.It’s just that Fuji Quansuke always talked about the many hardships of going to the Tang Dynasty. As for Heyuanyuan, he focused more on the various beautiful thoughts about the Persian Baoqin in the story.
Late in the night, I suddenly remembered what Gonsuke Gondo said about "Tangwu Yuren". I also thought it was very interesting. I wanted to hear him talk, so I asked.Fuji Quansuke said, "The words have gone too far. I indulged you, so I always let it go."
Heyuanyuan said, "Even if you are rewarded, even though the silk and satin are unparalleled, they always make people's eyes shine. But after a long time, they will find it boring. Is the stuff of the Tang Dynasty limited to this? But listen Speaking of Ono Palace, there are always some rare and rare things, such as elephants and peacocks from the south, leopards and kites from the north, and the tributes are different every year. This kind of favor makes me feel jealous. Not even a chance."
Although the words were very inappropriate, but the tone was very easy-going, a bit coquettish.If a man can't even feel this kind of tenderness, how can he use this place as a harbor where he can escape the wind and rain at any time?
Fuji Quansuke said with a smile, "How can such a thing happen?" He lowered his eyes as he said, "Once upon a time, there was a carp that I liked very much in the pond in the yard of my house."
"It's such an ordinary thing as a carp. Is there anything special about it?"
Fuji Quansuke didn't answer, and suddenly looked closely at Heyuanyuan. In the originally dark room, the faces of each other were not very clear.Only after Fuji Quansuke arrived, he always asked to make the house as bright as day.Under the dazzling firelight, Ms. Heyuanyuan, who is decorated with heavy makeup and forehead hair, is really a rare and picturesque beauty.
Fujikonsuke changed the subject, "For a person like you, your parents must love you very much."
He Yuanyuan thought to himself, why did he suddenly say such inexplicable words.Even his face was a little red, but thanks to the leaden white covering it, it was difficult for others to see the clues.
Seeing that Heyuanyuan was silent, Fuji Quansuke said to himself, "Actually, until now, I still feel that the scene in front of me is like a big dream. When we met for the first time, it happened like that. Now that I think about it, it's really appropriate. ?"
Heyuanyuan couldn't help saying, "It's really annoying, I must use this kind of words to deceive girls."
Fuji Quansuke said, "If I can let myself indulge in love with men and women, I will be a suave and suave major general. For me, it would be a good job."
Seeing that he was shameless, Heyuan Court turned around and ignored him.Fuji Quansuke hugged her back and said, "Don't you want to hear me tell anecdotes about Onomiya? I'll tell it for you now."
Heyuan Courtyard heard this, but almost didn't prick up its ears.But I really want to save face, and I am embarrassed to compromise immediately.Fuji Quansuke leaned beside her and said, "Have you never heard of the golden carp in the mirror pond?"
"It's just a fish, how do you know?"
"It was a carp that was known to everyone in the capital at that time. It had a body as big as a calf and a head the size of a child's head. Its scales were like jade, its fins were like crystal flowers, and Mutsu's gold glittered all over its body. color."
"How can there be such a thing, you are a liar."
"That golden carp may still be in the Mirror Pond now... The fish is so long-lived and stubborn, it's really hard to forget. I even had an unspeakable dream about that carp."
In the unappealable dream, the woman has a black tail fin that is completely opposite to that of the golden carp.Fuji Quansuke closed his eyes now, the tail of the fish that made the "buzzing" noise was still withered and hopeless.The mistakes brought about by this dream fulfilled a narration of being here.Then, of course, we must do a pious imagination for this kind of confession: the secret sleeping in the bottom of the heart, in a completely unfamiliar situation, emerges from the open chest for a moment, just like Princess Kaguya putting on the feathers of the sky.The changed state of mind due to this must be a completely different experience from the previous pouring-out planting.He didn't want Heyuanyuan to understand, so he said to himself, "The woman in my heart doesn't have to be like the one who walked out of a Tang painting with her hair tied up and wearing hairpins. But the beauty on her body must be as delicate as a golden carp." .I found the shadow of Akiko on your body."
"Akiko?"
"It's that golden carp."
"Hate."
"This is the truth."
"Okay, let's talk about it, what kind of dream is that? If you've been talking about it so far, it would be better to write it like a story?"
"If you can't write a story, there is no such surprise. But I, no one told it. In that dream, my father married a mermaid as his wife."
"Oh, isn't that the eight hundred bhikkhuni?"
"Of course it's not the woman who eats mermaid flesh, it's a real mermaid."
"It's disgusting, it's so scary."
"The mermaid's scales are darker than the heavy-colored mourning clothes, but the skin and face are very fair, and she is a stunning beauty. Although the mermaid's tail is usually hidden under the skirt, it looks exactly like an ordinary lady, but it can't be outside. stayed too long."
"How about that?"
"So, my father raised her in the Mirror Pond. When the night was quiet, he taught the mermaid to come ashore to make love with him. These mermaids are really amazing, probably they are almost monsters. Although they never They came out of the pool, and there was no trace of wetness on the skin on their body. So day and night, as the stars moved, a child was born between them."
"It's surprising that there is no thought of eating her meat?"
Fuji Quansuke said, "That mermaid is too beautiful, it's really unbearable. That's what my father thinks."
Heyuanyuan smiled, "How beautiful is that?"
In the distant memory, the face above the coat that was plum red or Tang red had long been unclear, but there was a voice in his heart that kept telling him that it would be appropriate to put the face in front of him on it.
"I always thought that the mermaid was a monster transformed by Akiko. She deliberately hid her pearl-like scales and turned into a pitch-black appearance, so as not to teach me to distinguish the real one. She is as beautiful as you."
But at that time, his father, who knew the fact that he loved Akiko deeply, was still able to betray him without any burden?
A white gleam slowly glowed in the slender lattice windows.
For some memories of his childhood, especially for him, he remembered that the former Zhaohui should be red like cinnabar.Why is the morning glow now, like a candlelight that is gradually dazzling due to turning white, fading in his eyes?
The strange woman in front of her eyes created endless fantasies because of the stories she made up with her own hands.A voice like an oriole, if sounded at an inopportune time, is no different from a crow.
"Why don't you try it out, how about pretending to be a mermaid?"
"What, say such a strange thing." He Yuanyuan smiled and covered his face with his sleeve.The so-called love between a man and a woman is probably just a pile of empty words.There was no resentment in her eyes at all.Legends such as mermaids and fairies are just like the old song "but pray for the wind to blow off the road between clouds, so that fairies can stop for a while [3]": women who are qualified to marry the emperor , descended from the distant sky to the human world.The reason why the dancers at the Xinchang festival acted like fairies was because of the more important ability of immortality.From this point of view, no matter noble and beautiful or not, the essence of fairies and mermaids is exactly the same.
This can also explain why the eyes of Heyuanyuan, like dark clouds covering the sun, only reveal half a thread of hope that only lovers can read.In her smile just now, there was a small black tooth that was too late to cover.
Fuji Quansuke held her face in the palm of his hand like a precious treasure. When feeding Akiko, he also held the dried shrimp and the copper bell with such care.
The rough five fingers, which are different from women, support the delicate face like a lotus seed, the snow-white lead powder rustles down, and the finely carved black eyebrows finally present the shape of the character "eight".
"Ah, ah!" Heyuanyuan screamed, like a wild cat being abused.Regardless of the premise that makes this voice appear, it can always evoke the violent factor secretly surging in Fujitsusuke.His continuous wiping of that porcelain face without seeing it was the greatest forgiveness.From the face to the red lips, Fuji Gonsuke's hands were mottled like bruises.The dark yellow skin, and the scars like burnt with incense sticks appeared before her eyes one by one.
Fuji Quansuke picked up a strand of her forehead hair and put it into the candlelight without any haste.The stench of burning soon filled the room.Heyuanyuan covered her face with her hands, and sobbed, "What are you going to do, what are you going to do?" Her long hair, like a cloth, swayed around her shoulders.
"Don't be afraid, it's fine like this, how similar it is." Fuji Quansuke laughed.
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[3] "Ancient and Modern Waka Collection" Miscellaneous Songs Viewing Wujie Dancer Shigeliang Cen Zongzhen, translated by Shanghai Translation Publishing House
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