The whole world is afraid of me erasing the spiritual base

Matthew had a dream that was so real she didn't even think it was a dream.

In this dream, she completed the physical examination as usual, and Dr. Roman sat down and analyzed the physical examination report with her as usual.No, rather than analyzing the physical examination report with her, it might be better to say that Dr. Roman unilaterally told her that her physical function was rapidly declining and she was about to die, right?

However, she already knew about this kind of thing, why did Dr. Roman tell her so solemnly?

She was not a child who was stable enough to stay in the mother's womb, born amidst the expectations and joy of her family.

Although in the fairy tale books brought by Professor Leif and Doctor Roman, the heroine has a father and a mother even if she is not happy, but the actual situation is: she is just a body used for subservient experiments That's all.

After growing up a little, Professor Leif once said to her in a tone full of anger and remorse:

"Like you, the fertilized egg was put into the culture medium from the beginning, and there are many, many materials for development after genetic modulation. Some died at the beginning of development, some insisted on giving birth to embryos, and then died, and the most tragic Yes, some even grow to the point where consciousness emerges, before the consequences of off-target gene modulation begin to show."

"Those children like you who have the blood of ancient heroes become deformed, give birth to strange diseases, start self-mutilation under extreme pain, and finally die slowly in despair and genetic collapse. This scene...even you, the only surviving child among the countless bodies, will not live to the age of ordinary people because of the limitation of lifespan."

"Matthew, will you be sad when you hear these things? Obviously you in the sterile room and the people outside are of the same race and equal existence, but because of their experiments, the lifespan that originally lasted for a hundred years has been shortened sharply. , and will be subjected to inhumane experiments... Faced with these things, will you be afraid and angry?"

At that time, what did she answer?

Oh, remember, she replied like this:

"Actually... I don't know very well. When I was still in the culture medium, I didn't feel anything around me. I didn't feel anything until I was transferred to the sterile room and started to be taken care of by the medical staff. It is the starting point of my life. The medical staff are very gentle to me. If I have any discomfort, they will appear in the first time and treat me. My life is continued because of them."

"For those companions who grew up with me but unfortunately did not see this world, I... am sorry. If there is a heaven in the world, I hope they can go there."

Professor Leif's eyes were wide open and his face was ferocious, but in the girl's eyes, it seemed more like he was begging for an answer.

"Matthew, don't you really hate? Isn't it empty? You are pure and innocent, you have the right to deny everything in the world, and hate them who made you. Do you really... want to be human beings like those dregs? ?”

"That's enough, Rafe, stop it."

The white-haired man on the high platform who watched the sterile room from a distance gave orders like this.

The scene changed suddenly, and Matthew calmed down and looked at the "Doctor Roman" sitting opposite. For some reason, she suddenly felt that this "Doctor Roman" who was wise and gentle, and even contained a god-like compassion, had a similar image and Professor Leif at that time overlapped.

However, Professor Leif blew up the control room not long after, causing the biggest tragedy in the history of Chaldea.

"Life is destined to die from the beginning, but if it is destined to die, wouldn't it be good to maintain the same attitude from beginning to end? Isn't it good to live without joy and die without fear? "

"If this is the case, there will be no pain and sorrow in this world, right?"

"It's meaningless, it's so meaningless..."

"All human beings have original sin (1), but you are different. You are not a life created by the Lord, but a life created by those human beings who imitated God through transgression. Your birth has never harmed anyone, even from the very beginning, you Just got hurt."

"If you suffer from injustice and are angry when you see the darkness in the world, then hate, then be angry, because the sword of judgment is in your palm."

The voice was so secretive, yet so melodious and seductive, like those dark thoughts that sneak up on my mind in the dead of night.There was a voice in my heart screaming, wanting her to agree immediately, while another voice refuted it righteously.

The purple-haired girl raised her head, her eyes were as clear as spring water.

"I am very grateful and touched that you can care for me so much, but——you should not be Dr. Roman, but Professor Leif?"

"Although Doctor Roman is pessimistic, limp, and will immediately turn into a ball of slime if he is slandered, the doctor will absolutely, never deny the efforts of human beings, and deny human beings themselves."

"In my impression, only Professor Leif once said this to me. Although Professor Leif was later proved to be a murderer, I can feel that his love for me is real."

Having been exposed, "Doctor Roman" who was about to disappear laughing wildly had a smile on his face, his expression changed back and forth, and finally he gave her a very complicated look.

"Heh, it's no wonder Lefe keeps talking about you..."

Matthew Kyrielight got up from the bed profusely with sweat, and his head was still a little dizzy.

The faint morning light penetrated through the clouds, and outside the window, sporadic snowflakes drifted faintly.

Just now... it seemed like I had a nightmare where if I made a wrong choice, it would be irreversible.

The purple-haired girl put on her coat with lingering fear, and the bedside communicator beeped.

"Matthew, the medical examination reports of you and Lixiang are out."

……

"Both of you are not in good health."

With a gloomy face, Olga Marie threw two thick medical examination reports on the table.

"I don't know much about medicine, let Roman explain it to you first."

Romani Akiman and Solomon looked at each other, and finally took the two physical examination reports with a guilty conscience.

No way, why did he get angry at that time, but Olga couldn't find anyone, and King Solomon did the analysis in the end, so he had to come over to make up his homework.

"Well, first of all, Matthew's medical report. But, Matthew, you already know something about your situation, right?"

"Of course." Matthew said calmly. In fact, she had already guessed what Roman was going to say to her. "Actually, since I became a sub-servant, I have already expected this result."

"You kid..."

Ten minutes later, after the detailed analysis, the room was silent, and there were occasional glances towards Matthew, mostly with pity.

Anyone who sees a pure and flawless girl who is about to die before the age of 20 will find it hard not to feel pity. What's more, this is Mash who grew up under their noses, like the first snow.

"Matthew..."

There was remorse and apology in the eyes of the black-haired boy.

"It's okay, I knew this a long time ago." Matthew patted Fujimaru Tachika on the shoulder, signaling him to continue listening, "Dr. Roman is reading your medical report now, listen carefully."

The pink-haired young man perked up, and flipped through another physical examination report that was much thicker than the follower Matthew.

"Lixiang, here is a good news and a bad news, which one do you want to hear first?"

The boy's gloomy mood cast a shadow even more, and then he smiled.

"Of course it's good news. Since you're going to hear bad news sooner or later, it's better to hear the good news first, and be happy for a while without any worries."

Roman took a deep look at the boy he had grown up, and even lowered his voice a little.

"Then, congratulations, during the frequent transfer of spiritual particles, your body has started an adaptive transformation."

……

The bad news is that Fujimaru Tatsuka's gene has mutated. Strictly speaking, this mutation is considered a type of genetic damage.

Even if the suitability of spiritual seed transfer is [-]%, Fujimaru Tachika cannot transfer spiritual seeds again and again without a hair being damaged.Originally, in the Chaldean plan, the transfer of spiritual sons was an extremely rigorous scientific experiment, which required constant data collection and adjustments. The master’s recuperation time was actually very long, and a transfer of spiritual sons was not necessary. Use all masters.

However, the unexpected situation of the explosion in the control room directly broke the original plan. In desperation, the spirit seed transfer technology that was still in the experimental stage could only be launched hastily, and let Fujimaru Tatsuka, a mortal who had not undergone any adaptive training, carry out the transfer. And the average number of transfers is almost once a month.

The human body cannot even be irradiated with medical-grade X-rays from time to time, let alone the cutting-edge technology that involves the mysteries of space and time, existence and non-existence, etc.?

As more and more singularity raids are made, the era is advancing more and more towards the Age of Gods. At this time, another problem is exposed.

Fujimaru Tachika is a modern human, not a human of the ancient gods who lived in ancient times. To him, too strong Dayuan magic power is not a tonic, but a poison that can kill with one drop (this poison is not the other poison).Fighting at those singularities for a long time, sooner or later, the body will be eroded by the magic power of the great source in the air, and return to modern times together with the hidden wounds left by the battle.

Maybe now Fujimaru Tachika is as strong as a cow, and can even run for tens of kilometers with a load of one hundred catties, and his thinking is so quick and smooth that he can never forget it, but the values ​​​​in the medical examination report have already revealed everything.

That is, the only master of Chaldea at present, the hope of saving humanity, may not have a good ending in the future.

"...Anyway, Lixiang, your physical condition is not very good now." The pink-haired youth sighed, a little depressed, "I hope you can also be prepared for a short life."

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