Reborn to Interstellar to be the wife of the Marshal of the Empire
Chapter 89 You don't want to recover your memory because you don't want to face it, right?
Mu Chenghuai fell asleep for a long time without waking up, and there seemed to be nothing unusual, as if he had fallen asleep.Lu Jinyan was also by the bedside and stayed with him all the time, and finally he was so sleepy that he lifted the quilt to the bed and lay next to Mu Chenghuai, hugging him tightly and fell asleep.
When Lu Jinyan woke up, Mu Chenghuai still didn't wake up.
He frowned anxiously and stretched out his hand to touch Mu Chenghuai's forehead. His body temperature was normal. How much longer would he have to dream.
Lu Jinyan suddenly widened his eyes again, stretched out his fingers, and gently felt the pulse on his wrist with his fingertips. He was relieved when he felt the beating of his heart, and put his ear on Mu Chenghuai's heart to listen again. , His expression changed rapidly during the whole process, and finally he smiled.
He covered his mouth and yawned, leaned over and kissed Mu Chenghuai's forehead, his heart finally settled down, and then got out of bed to see Lu Zhining and Mu Yu'an whom he had neglected.
However, the door of the room didn't open automatically, and he couldn't open the door with his fingerprints. Just when he was about to call for help, the door opened automatically. He frowned and looked at it, thinking it was just a glitch.
When Lu Jinyan went downstairs, he saw He Yuzhu sitting on the sofa with his head slightly lowered. He didn't know what he was thinking. Didn't he already leave?
It's already afternoon, why is He Yuzhu still here?
"Dian... Jinyan, are you up?" He Yuzhu looked up at him and smiled, with a strange expression on his face.
Lu Jinyan hummed and said, "He Yuzhu, why are you still here? Do you have something to tell me?"
He Yuzhu dodged his eyes for a moment, then looked at him and said, "I heard that Chenghuai fainted, so I came to see it. In fact, I mainly want to tell you..."
He suddenly felt a little embarrassed, raised his eyes and looked deeply at Lu Jinyan, his ears were a little red, "I don't like him."
"Ah?" Lu Jinyan frowned, and quickly realized that he didn't like Mu Chenghuai.
He Yuzhu smiled, "I don't like Mu Chenghuai, I've always been just a good brother. Yesterday I knew why you invited me, and what you wanted me to understand, but I don't like him, and I know you worried about me and wanted me to get lost Know to return."
Lu Jinyan smiled shyly, and looked away uncomfortably.
I didn't expect He Yuzhu to know why he did this. It's too embarrassing. Who am I? I humiliated He Yuzhu so much, and he didn't do anything.
"Sorry," he whispered, "I didn't mean to humiliate you, I just..."
"I know." He Yuzhu smiled, "I know you didn't mean that, you don't have to be so guilty, but I really don't like Mu Chenghuai, don't get me wrong, I don't want you to get me wrong."
"Uh..." Lu Jinyan frowned, thinking about the day when he saw He Yuzhu kissing Mu Chenghuai in the dormitory, he knew that Mu Chenghuai must have been too shocked at that time to push He Yuzhu away, and the time was short, it seemed that It was superficial, and He Yuzhu immediately backed away.
"Ask whatever you want, and I'll tell you everything."
He Yuzhu's eyes became hot, and he just watched Lu Jinyan quietly.
Lu Jinyan didn't look at him, and asked after a pause, "Then why did you deliberately provoke me that day? You kissed Brother Cheng and you..." I couldn't continue.
He Yuzhu laughed a few times, "It's intentional, no kiss, just misplaced, just to make you misunderstand."
ah?Lu Jinyan blinked his round deer eyes, and looked at him full of confusion, his mouth moved slightly but he didn't say a word for a long time.
Why let him misunderstand?I don't like Mu Chenghuai, but I do this on purpose, is it just looking for trouble?He's a little out of his mind.
"Your Highness." He Yuzhu called him suddenly, and Lu Jinyan hummed nervously and looked up at him, waiting for his explanation.
He Yuzhu bent his lips and smiled, his eyes changed instantly. It was just an ordinary smile, but now there was obvious love in his eyes.
Lu Jinyan's heart skipped a beat, no matter how stupid he was, he would understand at this moment, He Yuzhu, he...
Why?
Wait, He Yuzhu likes Lu Yan, Lu Yan is Lu Jinyan, and she is Lu Jinyan.He didn't realize it for a while, Lu Jinyan's mind was too confused, he was drowsy, and he forgot that He Qingui said that He Yuzhu might like Lu Yan, and the former Lu Jinyan was himself.
I don't know if He Yuzhu now knows if they are alone, or if they see others and think about others. Speaking of which, He Yuzhu has really had a hard time.
But no matter what, Lu Jinyan didn't want to hear He Yuzhu's next words, he didn't know what to do yet.
Because he has no memory, it would be embarrassing if he heard it. Even if he said a normal refusal, it was too cruel to He Yuzhu, really too cruel.
Lu Jinyan simply pre-empted, "Mr. He, it is unnecessary and too painful to like someone who has no results. You should learn to let go and be good to each other. I know it is difficult, but sometimes you have to quit to regain your life. "
"You're running away." He Yuzhu's eyes were a little angry, and he bit his lip slightly.
Lu Jinyan shook his head, "Mr. He, I'm sorry, it's not suitable for us to talk about this now. I'm going to see the child, you can do it yourself."
Said, quickly fled.
He Yuzhu looked at his back and smiled, turned around and stepped away. At this time, his eyes became fierce, and the smile on his mouth became terrifying. It was completely different from the previous one, as if he had changed into a different person.
He seemed to have made a decision, and the light in his eyes became firm.
……
Knowing that He Yuzhu likes himself and not Mu Chenghuai, he is really a little incapable of accepting it. He has suffered too many critiques every day, and somehow he has become Lu Jinyan himself, and he has not reacted at all.
Lu Jinyan never thought about this possibility before, mainly because he didn't know that he was Lu Jinyan at that time, but after knowing it, everything made sense, but did He Yuzhu know that he was Lu Jinyan?
He scratched his hair irritably, not wanting to think about these annoying things. He opened the door and changed into a relaxed smile, and the voices of two children babbling rang in his ears.
Mu Chenghuai didn't wake up until night, and when he woke up, he was gloomy, without a smile at all, and a little indifferent, as if he was still immersed in a dream.
"Brother Cheng, are you okay?" Lu Jinyan reached out to touch his forehead.
Mu Chenghuai looked up at him, his eyes were very confused, and he just shook his head.
"Have you had a nightmare?"
Mu Chenghuai still shook his head and said, "I'm sorry..."
He covered his face in pain and kept repeating sorry.
Lu Jinyan hugged him and comforted him for a long time, after that he didn't even talk to Lu Jinyan, just nodded or shook his head.Lu Jinyan didn't know how much he remembered from the past in his dreams, Mu Chenghuai seemed really shocked.
The relationship between the two people has become very fragile now, and if they are not careful, it will be out of balance. Lu Jinyan didn't say much, knowing that Mu Chenghuai must need time to calm down, and when he wants to communicate, he can directly tell him that he is Lu Jinyan, lest he think wildly.
However, before he could explain clearly to Mu Chenghuai, he was taken away.
When he woke up, he had no other discomfort except a little headache, and it was a strange room. He felt a natural warmth in the space, just like the feeling of sunbathing, especially warm.
It's just that it is airtight and there is no exit, not even a small window, and he can't even see a crack in the whole room, let alone know where the door is, and there must be many traps here. Think twice.I can only hope that the person who captured him will come to him soon, at least to make him feel at ease.
Lu Jinyan stood up and looked around. The room was complete, and there were food on the table. It was still steaming hot at the moment. Those food were all Lu Jinyan’s favorites. It should be someone before It was brought in and put here, but he hadn't woken up yet.
He sat on the suspension chair with some hesitation, and after a long time of contemplation, he picked up the chopsticks and ate at a leisurely pace, so as not to poison him with something in the food, he would have died long ago, Can you still wake him up from the soft and comfortable bed?
Just who caught him?Lu Jinyan can't figure it out, his mind is getting more and more chaotic, what worries him the most is not his own safety, but Mu Chenghuai's state at the moment, I'm afraid he will completely remember the past, he must be very guilty pain.
After all, in those memories, he used to die because of Mu Chenghuai. He sighed, pinched the bridge of his nose heavily, closed his eyes and took it easy to make himself feel better.
When Lu Jinyan was full, he heard a mechanical sound, and when he looked up, the door opened automatically.
He had just seen the person who walked in from the door before, and Lu Jinyan frowned slightly, as if he wasn't very surprised.
He Yuzhu walked towards him slowly, and he didn't seem surprised by his reaction. There was a smile in his deep eyes, and the tails of his eyes were raised.
Lu Jinyan's expression was calm, "Admiral He invited me, is there anything I can help you with?"
He Yuzhu sat opposite him, "No, I want you to restore your memory."
Restore memory?He already knew this, and Lu Jinyan had mixed feelings for a while.
"Do you have a way to restore my memory?"
He Yuzhu nodded.
Lu Jinyan frowned, "General He, I don't want to restore my memory. Uncle Hua asked me if I want to restore my memory. My answer is no."
He Yuzhu frowned, "Why?"
Lu Jinyan said bluntly, "That's my business, and you shouldn't care about it."
He Yuzhu laughed at himself, "I just want you to restore your memory, Yanyan, you should make a choice after you have all the memories, instead of being with Mu Chenghuai vaguely now."
His expression was a little hideous, but he quickly returned to normal.
Lu Jinyan sighed, "Whether I restore my memory or not, I have already fallen in love with him. Recovering my memory will only make me love him more. But I am not ready yet, He Yuzhu, you should respect my decision."
He Yuzhu closed her eyes in pain and remained silent for a long time.
He didn't like to hear from him that he liked Mu Chenghuai's words. He didn't like it very much. He was obviously very restrained, so why forced him?
Lu Jinyan looked at him, "I know that if I want to have an operation, I must cooperate, otherwise you must have done it for me when I was unconscious, right?"
He Yuzhu opened his eyes, a little angry, "Why do you miss me so much? I will definitely respect you, you are really different from before."
The last sentence seemed a little disappointed, painful, and sad.
Lu Jinyan smiled, and his brows widened, "He Yuzhu, although I have no memory, I know you must have thought about it, right? If you really respected me, you wouldn't be so rude and bring me here. "
He Yuzhu was speechless for a moment, he had really thought about it, no, to be precise, it was his other personality, the one that was even crazier, he loved Lu Jinyan as much as he did, but he was not as rational as him, sometimes He can't even control that sub-personality.
"He Yuzhu, let me go back, what you do will only disturb me."
"Troubled?" He Yuzhu seemed a little shocked, he narrowed his eyes slightly, "I'm afraid it's not troubled, but loathing me, right?"
"No." Lu Jinyan was a little powerless, he felt that maybe he and He Yuzhu were really good friends in the past.
After all, when he mistakenly thought that He Yuzhu liked Mu Chenghuai from the beginning, he didn't really hate him. Instead, he felt that he was much worse than him, maybe not as good as him.
That may be a kind of lack of self-confidence, anyway, he was really afraid that Mu Chenghuai would like He Yuzhu, after all, good people are always easy to be fond of.
The eyes of the two collided, and they looked at each other's Chinese words. He Yuzhu really felt that Lu Jinyan hated him. Maybe he did something wrong. He shouldn't have pretended to kiss Mu Chenghuai that day. It wasn't good, and the result just proved that his Yanyan didn't like him.
There was a sudden burst of pain in his head, as if it was going to be broken, He Yuzhu beat his head, his face was ferocious, and something was wrong.
Lu Jinyan panicked, and quickly walked up to him, "What's wrong with you?"
It looked as if he had an illness, and then he saw He Yuzhu's expression changed. He smiled with his lips curled up, his face full of evil spirits, and he let go of the hand that beat his head. It seemed that his whole person had changed.
When He Yuzhu suddenly bowed his head and came over, Lu Jinyan was so frightened that he quickly backed away, and almost couldn't support himself and fell to the ground.
He Yuzhu reached out and grabbed his shoulder, quickly turned around and hugged his body, squeezed his waist tightly with one hand, deliberately got close, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Your Highness, you are a little disobedient."
His voice changed a little, it sounded like chills down the back, his eyes were like fire, as if trying to burn him, the better he smiled, Lu Jinyan felt uneasy and struggled desperately.
He Yuzhu didn't seem to be holding him very hard, but in fact, he was completely confining his body, with such strength that it seemed to crush his bones.
Lu Jinyan struggled all the time but couldn't push him away, he didn't want to have any sympathy for He Yuzhu anymore.Frowning, he hit He Yuzhu's chest hard with his elbow first, then took the opportunity to fall out of his arms, then pressed his whole arm on his neck, slashed He Yuzhu's neck vigorously with his hand knife, and turned his wrist again. He punched him, quickly retreated a meter away from him, and glared at him in a defensive posture.
He Yuzhu only let out a soft cry when he was hit by him for the first time, and then he didn't even frown. Instead, he smiled and enjoyed Lu Jinyan's actions towards him, as if he was not hitting him but stroking him .
Seeing his smile, Lu Jinyan felt his back go numb, with the chill and fear of being stared at by a poisonous snake.
He calmed down, "We should have been friends before, you said we were very good friends, then you shouldn't do this, it will only make the distance between us more and more distant, He Yuzhu, you should think about you I hope that we will be tit-for-tat enemies or friends who can keep in touch in the future."
He Yuzhu narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he was very hurt, and also seemed to be laughing at Lu Jinyan's behavior, he rubbed his head vigorously.
Then he glanced at Lu Jinyan, as if he was holding back, his fists were creaking, and his eyes became fierce.
There was sarcasm all over his face, he didn't know whether it was for himself or Lu Jinyan.
He chuckled, "I hope we are close lovers."
"You!" Lu Jinyan spat at him, "You know it's impossible, why bother?"
He Yuzhu took a step towards him, Lu Jinyan took two steps back, he stopped, his eyes were deep, and then he smiled.
"At the beginning, I was too forward-looking, and I always wanted to be friends with you first. I should take it step by step, but what happened?" He sneered, "But you are with my good brother Mu Chenghuai, and I will be with you." should……"
Lu Jinyan interrupted him, "No, He Yuzhu, no matter what kind of development it is, I will never have the possibility with you. Brother Cheng and I have known each other since we were young. With the kind of relationship that you have made, the ten-year companionship will not come to naught just because of your intervention."
Although he hasn't recovered his memory yet, Mu Qingcen input some bits and pieces of memory into his mind intentionally or unintentionally. It came too violently like opening a gate to release water, he was not ready to receive so many memories all at once.
He Yuzhu's face became even more distorted, as if he didn't hear Lu Jinyan's words, he was talking to himself.
"When I fell in love with you at first sight, I should have told you directly, hey, I've fallen in love with you, please date me, or more bluntly, please marry me."
"..." Lu Jinyan thought: In that case, I will only think you are sick.
Do you still want to ask me to have a baby with me?Lu Jinyan suddenly felt that He Yuzhu also had a cute side, but He Yuzhu was a little strange at the moment.
He Yuzhu laughed at himself, "I was too restrained back then, no, he was too restrained, he was a coward, if it was me at that time, I would tie you by my side, I don't care if you like it or not, I should Conquer you first, and then make you fall in love with me."
Lu Jinyan's eyes widened slightly, what did He Yuzhu mean by this?Mindless.
"It's true that you and Mu Chenghuai have known each other since childhood, and you have indeed made a baby kiss, but so what? At that time, he was more responsible to you as His Royal Highness, and why did he fall in love with Lu Yan again? What? At that time, you were dating him as Lu Yan, not Lu Jinyan."
"Shut up!" Lu Jinyan's voice was raised a lot, it was a bit sharp just now.
He Yuzhu smiled and narrowed his eyes slightly, "Oh, you're panicking. You don't want to restore your memory, but it's because you're afraid, right? I'm afraid to know that Mu Chenghuai is half-hearted. Although you are Lu Jinyan and Lu Yan, but Mu Chenghuai doesn't know, but he fell in love with Lu Yan when he was engaged to you, you still feel sad about it, right?"
Lu Jinyan regained his composure at this moment, but he was speechless and did not look at He Yuzhu with lowered eyes.
Well, He Yuzhu is right, there is also this reason for not wanting to restore the memory, but it is only a small part because of this, the main reason is simply not wanting to restore the memory.
Taking advantage of his panic, He Yuzhu hugged him suddenly, quickly carried him to the bed, suppressed him violently, and pressed his hands hard on the top of his head.
"Your Highness, how are we together? I will treat you well. I only love you. I only love you in this world."
"What the hell do you want to do? Believe it or not, I'll kill you! Fuck!" Lu Jinyan kicked desperately, but He Yuzhu is also a high-level alpha, much stronger than Lu Jinyan, more than enough to suppress him, maybe This is the natural power disparity.
His hands were bound again, and he was in a bad situation at the moment, so he had to wait for the opportunity.
He Yuzhu was amused by him, he seemed to like Lu Jinyan who was so out of control, he reached out and touched Lu Jinyan's face, his face was full of love, but his eyes were cold.
"Your Highness, what I have always wanted to do is you, you should know, right?"
"I know your father!" Lu Jinyan raised his head, and pushed his head hard against He Yuzhu's chin, bumping him several times like a crazy buffalo.
He Yuzhu stretched out his hand to rub it in pain, Lu Jinyan's hands were freed, and He Yuzhu smiled inexplicably.
Lu Jinyan didn't care so much and took the opportunity to push him away, quickly got up from the bed, kicked He Yuzhu, looked around, but couldn't find anything that could be used as a weapon.
He couldn't help thinking that if he wanted to keep his innocence, should he just take him with him?
He Yuzhu smiled, his chin was a little red at the moment, and he stared at him meaningfully, "You are too wild, Your Highness."
He Yuzhu had never been treated like this by Lu Jinyan before. After all, they were friends at that time and they got along very well.And He Yuzhu has always been restrained towards him, able to pretend, completely unable to see that he has deep feelings for Lu Jinyan.
"You father!" Lu Jinyan swears again.
Being beaten by him, He Yuzhu smiled instead of anger, "Your Highness, you are very cute."
Lu Jinyan snorted, his eyes were cold.
He Yuzhu stood up, with a gloomy face, pressing forward every step of the way.
Lu Jinyan kept retreating, and turned to the other side if there was no way to retreat. He had no choice. After all, he might not be able to beat He Yuzhu. The main reason is that He Yuzhu is too scary. They are friends together, so they must be familiar with each other's moves. , There is no chance of winning in a fight.
He Yuzhu finally stopped, looked at him affectionately, and raised the corners of his eyes, "In order not to let you leave my side, you have to be wronged for a while, and I will set you free, Your Highness. But only if you are willing Stay with me, and I won't hurt anyone you care about."
Lu Jinyan was very calm, and he didn't show that he wanted to fight him to the death. After all, he could only wait for someone to find him now.
"Okay, don't be angry, Your Highness, I'll let him come out and talk to you."
"..." Lu Jinyan frowned, examining his face.
He Yuzhu curled his lips into a smile, then closed his eyes, and when he opened them the next second, his gaze softened, and his ears turned slightly red when he looked at Lu Jinyan.
"Your Highness, he's speechless."
He Yuzhu is naturally clear about what the sub-personality is doing, and he can even have a conversation in his head.
When he feels powerless or hurt by words, the sub-personality will forcibly run out without asking his opinion. Many times, the sub-personality hates the main personality and wants to devour him directly.
When Lu Jinyan woke up, Mu Chenghuai still didn't wake up.
He frowned anxiously and stretched out his hand to touch Mu Chenghuai's forehead. His body temperature was normal. How much longer would he have to dream.
Lu Jinyan suddenly widened his eyes again, stretched out his fingers, and gently felt the pulse on his wrist with his fingertips. He was relieved when he felt the beating of his heart, and put his ear on Mu Chenghuai's heart to listen again. , His expression changed rapidly during the whole process, and finally he smiled.
He covered his mouth and yawned, leaned over and kissed Mu Chenghuai's forehead, his heart finally settled down, and then got out of bed to see Lu Zhining and Mu Yu'an whom he had neglected.
However, the door of the room didn't open automatically, and he couldn't open the door with his fingerprints. Just when he was about to call for help, the door opened automatically. He frowned and looked at it, thinking it was just a glitch.
When Lu Jinyan went downstairs, he saw He Yuzhu sitting on the sofa with his head slightly lowered. He didn't know what he was thinking. Didn't he already leave?
It's already afternoon, why is He Yuzhu still here?
"Dian... Jinyan, are you up?" He Yuzhu looked up at him and smiled, with a strange expression on his face.
Lu Jinyan hummed and said, "He Yuzhu, why are you still here? Do you have something to tell me?"
He Yuzhu dodged his eyes for a moment, then looked at him and said, "I heard that Chenghuai fainted, so I came to see it. In fact, I mainly want to tell you..."
He suddenly felt a little embarrassed, raised his eyes and looked deeply at Lu Jinyan, his ears were a little red, "I don't like him."
"Ah?" Lu Jinyan frowned, and quickly realized that he didn't like Mu Chenghuai.
He Yuzhu smiled, "I don't like Mu Chenghuai, I've always been just a good brother. Yesterday I knew why you invited me, and what you wanted me to understand, but I don't like him, and I know you worried about me and wanted me to get lost Know to return."
Lu Jinyan smiled shyly, and looked away uncomfortably.
I didn't expect He Yuzhu to know why he did this. It's too embarrassing. Who am I? I humiliated He Yuzhu so much, and he didn't do anything.
"Sorry," he whispered, "I didn't mean to humiliate you, I just..."
"I know." He Yuzhu smiled, "I know you didn't mean that, you don't have to be so guilty, but I really don't like Mu Chenghuai, don't get me wrong, I don't want you to get me wrong."
"Uh..." Lu Jinyan frowned, thinking about the day when he saw He Yuzhu kissing Mu Chenghuai in the dormitory, he knew that Mu Chenghuai must have been too shocked at that time to push He Yuzhu away, and the time was short, it seemed that It was superficial, and He Yuzhu immediately backed away.
"Ask whatever you want, and I'll tell you everything."
He Yuzhu's eyes became hot, and he just watched Lu Jinyan quietly.
Lu Jinyan didn't look at him, and asked after a pause, "Then why did you deliberately provoke me that day? You kissed Brother Cheng and you..." I couldn't continue.
He Yuzhu laughed a few times, "It's intentional, no kiss, just misplaced, just to make you misunderstand."
ah?Lu Jinyan blinked his round deer eyes, and looked at him full of confusion, his mouth moved slightly but he didn't say a word for a long time.
Why let him misunderstand?I don't like Mu Chenghuai, but I do this on purpose, is it just looking for trouble?He's a little out of his mind.
"Your Highness." He Yuzhu called him suddenly, and Lu Jinyan hummed nervously and looked up at him, waiting for his explanation.
He Yuzhu bent his lips and smiled, his eyes changed instantly. It was just an ordinary smile, but now there was obvious love in his eyes.
Lu Jinyan's heart skipped a beat, no matter how stupid he was, he would understand at this moment, He Yuzhu, he...
Why?
Wait, He Yuzhu likes Lu Yan, Lu Yan is Lu Jinyan, and she is Lu Jinyan.He didn't realize it for a while, Lu Jinyan's mind was too confused, he was drowsy, and he forgot that He Qingui said that He Yuzhu might like Lu Yan, and the former Lu Jinyan was himself.
I don't know if He Yuzhu now knows if they are alone, or if they see others and think about others. Speaking of which, He Yuzhu has really had a hard time.
But no matter what, Lu Jinyan didn't want to hear He Yuzhu's next words, he didn't know what to do yet.
Because he has no memory, it would be embarrassing if he heard it. Even if he said a normal refusal, it was too cruel to He Yuzhu, really too cruel.
Lu Jinyan simply pre-empted, "Mr. He, it is unnecessary and too painful to like someone who has no results. You should learn to let go and be good to each other. I know it is difficult, but sometimes you have to quit to regain your life. "
"You're running away." He Yuzhu's eyes were a little angry, and he bit his lip slightly.
Lu Jinyan shook his head, "Mr. He, I'm sorry, it's not suitable for us to talk about this now. I'm going to see the child, you can do it yourself."
Said, quickly fled.
He Yuzhu looked at his back and smiled, turned around and stepped away. At this time, his eyes became fierce, and the smile on his mouth became terrifying. It was completely different from the previous one, as if he had changed into a different person.
He seemed to have made a decision, and the light in his eyes became firm.
……
Knowing that He Yuzhu likes himself and not Mu Chenghuai, he is really a little incapable of accepting it. He has suffered too many critiques every day, and somehow he has become Lu Jinyan himself, and he has not reacted at all.
Lu Jinyan never thought about this possibility before, mainly because he didn't know that he was Lu Jinyan at that time, but after knowing it, everything made sense, but did He Yuzhu know that he was Lu Jinyan?
He scratched his hair irritably, not wanting to think about these annoying things. He opened the door and changed into a relaxed smile, and the voices of two children babbling rang in his ears.
Mu Chenghuai didn't wake up until night, and when he woke up, he was gloomy, without a smile at all, and a little indifferent, as if he was still immersed in a dream.
"Brother Cheng, are you okay?" Lu Jinyan reached out to touch his forehead.
Mu Chenghuai looked up at him, his eyes were very confused, and he just shook his head.
"Have you had a nightmare?"
Mu Chenghuai still shook his head and said, "I'm sorry..."
He covered his face in pain and kept repeating sorry.
Lu Jinyan hugged him and comforted him for a long time, after that he didn't even talk to Lu Jinyan, just nodded or shook his head.Lu Jinyan didn't know how much he remembered from the past in his dreams, Mu Chenghuai seemed really shocked.
The relationship between the two people has become very fragile now, and if they are not careful, it will be out of balance. Lu Jinyan didn't say much, knowing that Mu Chenghuai must need time to calm down, and when he wants to communicate, he can directly tell him that he is Lu Jinyan, lest he think wildly.
However, before he could explain clearly to Mu Chenghuai, he was taken away.
When he woke up, he had no other discomfort except a little headache, and it was a strange room. He felt a natural warmth in the space, just like the feeling of sunbathing, especially warm.
It's just that it is airtight and there is no exit, not even a small window, and he can't even see a crack in the whole room, let alone know where the door is, and there must be many traps here. Think twice.I can only hope that the person who captured him will come to him soon, at least to make him feel at ease.
Lu Jinyan stood up and looked around. The room was complete, and there were food on the table. It was still steaming hot at the moment. Those food were all Lu Jinyan’s favorites. It should be someone before It was brought in and put here, but he hadn't woken up yet.
He sat on the suspension chair with some hesitation, and after a long time of contemplation, he picked up the chopsticks and ate at a leisurely pace, so as not to poison him with something in the food, he would have died long ago, Can you still wake him up from the soft and comfortable bed?
Just who caught him?Lu Jinyan can't figure it out, his mind is getting more and more chaotic, what worries him the most is not his own safety, but Mu Chenghuai's state at the moment, I'm afraid he will completely remember the past, he must be very guilty pain.
After all, in those memories, he used to die because of Mu Chenghuai. He sighed, pinched the bridge of his nose heavily, closed his eyes and took it easy to make himself feel better.
When Lu Jinyan was full, he heard a mechanical sound, and when he looked up, the door opened automatically.
He had just seen the person who walked in from the door before, and Lu Jinyan frowned slightly, as if he wasn't very surprised.
He Yuzhu walked towards him slowly, and he didn't seem surprised by his reaction. There was a smile in his deep eyes, and the tails of his eyes were raised.
Lu Jinyan's expression was calm, "Admiral He invited me, is there anything I can help you with?"
He Yuzhu sat opposite him, "No, I want you to restore your memory."
Restore memory?He already knew this, and Lu Jinyan had mixed feelings for a while.
"Do you have a way to restore my memory?"
He Yuzhu nodded.
Lu Jinyan frowned, "General He, I don't want to restore my memory. Uncle Hua asked me if I want to restore my memory. My answer is no."
He Yuzhu frowned, "Why?"
Lu Jinyan said bluntly, "That's my business, and you shouldn't care about it."
He Yuzhu laughed at himself, "I just want you to restore your memory, Yanyan, you should make a choice after you have all the memories, instead of being with Mu Chenghuai vaguely now."
His expression was a little hideous, but he quickly returned to normal.
Lu Jinyan sighed, "Whether I restore my memory or not, I have already fallen in love with him. Recovering my memory will only make me love him more. But I am not ready yet, He Yuzhu, you should respect my decision."
He Yuzhu closed her eyes in pain and remained silent for a long time.
He didn't like to hear from him that he liked Mu Chenghuai's words. He didn't like it very much. He was obviously very restrained, so why forced him?
Lu Jinyan looked at him, "I know that if I want to have an operation, I must cooperate, otherwise you must have done it for me when I was unconscious, right?"
He Yuzhu opened his eyes, a little angry, "Why do you miss me so much? I will definitely respect you, you are really different from before."
The last sentence seemed a little disappointed, painful, and sad.
Lu Jinyan smiled, and his brows widened, "He Yuzhu, although I have no memory, I know you must have thought about it, right? If you really respected me, you wouldn't be so rude and bring me here. "
He Yuzhu was speechless for a moment, he had really thought about it, no, to be precise, it was his other personality, the one that was even crazier, he loved Lu Jinyan as much as he did, but he was not as rational as him, sometimes He can't even control that sub-personality.
"He Yuzhu, let me go back, what you do will only disturb me."
"Troubled?" He Yuzhu seemed a little shocked, he narrowed his eyes slightly, "I'm afraid it's not troubled, but loathing me, right?"
"No." Lu Jinyan was a little powerless, he felt that maybe he and He Yuzhu were really good friends in the past.
After all, when he mistakenly thought that He Yuzhu liked Mu Chenghuai from the beginning, he didn't really hate him. Instead, he felt that he was much worse than him, maybe not as good as him.
That may be a kind of lack of self-confidence, anyway, he was really afraid that Mu Chenghuai would like He Yuzhu, after all, good people are always easy to be fond of.
The eyes of the two collided, and they looked at each other's Chinese words. He Yuzhu really felt that Lu Jinyan hated him. Maybe he did something wrong. He shouldn't have pretended to kiss Mu Chenghuai that day. It wasn't good, and the result just proved that his Yanyan didn't like him.
There was a sudden burst of pain in his head, as if it was going to be broken, He Yuzhu beat his head, his face was ferocious, and something was wrong.
Lu Jinyan panicked, and quickly walked up to him, "What's wrong with you?"
It looked as if he had an illness, and then he saw He Yuzhu's expression changed. He smiled with his lips curled up, his face full of evil spirits, and he let go of the hand that beat his head. It seemed that his whole person had changed.
When He Yuzhu suddenly bowed his head and came over, Lu Jinyan was so frightened that he quickly backed away, and almost couldn't support himself and fell to the ground.
He Yuzhu reached out and grabbed his shoulder, quickly turned around and hugged his body, squeezed his waist tightly with one hand, deliberately got close, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Your Highness, you are a little disobedient."
His voice changed a little, it sounded like chills down the back, his eyes were like fire, as if trying to burn him, the better he smiled, Lu Jinyan felt uneasy and struggled desperately.
He Yuzhu didn't seem to be holding him very hard, but in fact, he was completely confining his body, with such strength that it seemed to crush his bones.
Lu Jinyan struggled all the time but couldn't push him away, he didn't want to have any sympathy for He Yuzhu anymore.Frowning, he hit He Yuzhu's chest hard with his elbow first, then took the opportunity to fall out of his arms, then pressed his whole arm on his neck, slashed He Yuzhu's neck vigorously with his hand knife, and turned his wrist again. He punched him, quickly retreated a meter away from him, and glared at him in a defensive posture.
He Yuzhu only let out a soft cry when he was hit by him for the first time, and then he didn't even frown. Instead, he smiled and enjoyed Lu Jinyan's actions towards him, as if he was not hitting him but stroking him .
Seeing his smile, Lu Jinyan felt his back go numb, with the chill and fear of being stared at by a poisonous snake.
He calmed down, "We should have been friends before, you said we were very good friends, then you shouldn't do this, it will only make the distance between us more and more distant, He Yuzhu, you should think about you I hope that we will be tit-for-tat enemies or friends who can keep in touch in the future."
He Yuzhu narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he was very hurt, and also seemed to be laughing at Lu Jinyan's behavior, he rubbed his head vigorously.
Then he glanced at Lu Jinyan, as if he was holding back, his fists were creaking, and his eyes became fierce.
There was sarcasm all over his face, he didn't know whether it was for himself or Lu Jinyan.
He chuckled, "I hope we are close lovers."
"You!" Lu Jinyan spat at him, "You know it's impossible, why bother?"
He Yuzhu took a step towards him, Lu Jinyan took two steps back, he stopped, his eyes were deep, and then he smiled.
"At the beginning, I was too forward-looking, and I always wanted to be friends with you first. I should take it step by step, but what happened?" He sneered, "But you are with my good brother Mu Chenghuai, and I will be with you." should……"
Lu Jinyan interrupted him, "No, He Yuzhu, no matter what kind of development it is, I will never have the possibility with you. Brother Cheng and I have known each other since we were young. With the kind of relationship that you have made, the ten-year companionship will not come to naught just because of your intervention."
Although he hasn't recovered his memory yet, Mu Qingcen input some bits and pieces of memory into his mind intentionally or unintentionally. It came too violently like opening a gate to release water, he was not ready to receive so many memories all at once.
He Yuzhu's face became even more distorted, as if he didn't hear Lu Jinyan's words, he was talking to himself.
"When I fell in love with you at first sight, I should have told you directly, hey, I've fallen in love with you, please date me, or more bluntly, please marry me."
"..." Lu Jinyan thought: In that case, I will only think you are sick.
Do you still want to ask me to have a baby with me?Lu Jinyan suddenly felt that He Yuzhu also had a cute side, but He Yuzhu was a little strange at the moment.
He Yuzhu laughed at himself, "I was too restrained back then, no, he was too restrained, he was a coward, if it was me at that time, I would tie you by my side, I don't care if you like it or not, I should Conquer you first, and then make you fall in love with me."
Lu Jinyan's eyes widened slightly, what did He Yuzhu mean by this?Mindless.
"It's true that you and Mu Chenghuai have known each other since childhood, and you have indeed made a baby kiss, but so what? At that time, he was more responsible to you as His Royal Highness, and why did he fall in love with Lu Yan again? What? At that time, you were dating him as Lu Yan, not Lu Jinyan."
"Shut up!" Lu Jinyan's voice was raised a lot, it was a bit sharp just now.
He Yuzhu smiled and narrowed his eyes slightly, "Oh, you're panicking. You don't want to restore your memory, but it's because you're afraid, right? I'm afraid to know that Mu Chenghuai is half-hearted. Although you are Lu Jinyan and Lu Yan, but Mu Chenghuai doesn't know, but he fell in love with Lu Yan when he was engaged to you, you still feel sad about it, right?"
Lu Jinyan regained his composure at this moment, but he was speechless and did not look at He Yuzhu with lowered eyes.
Well, He Yuzhu is right, there is also this reason for not wanting to restore the memory, but it is only a small part because of this, the main reason is simply not wanting to restore the memory.
Taking advantage of his panic, He Yuzhu hugged him suddenly, quickly carried him to the bed, suppressed him violently, and pressed his hands hard on the top of his head.
"Your Highness, how are we together? I will treat you well. I only love you. I only love you in this world."
"What the hell do you want to do? Believe it or not, I'll kill you! Fuck!" Lu Jinyan kicked desperately, but He Yuzhu is also a high-level alpha, much stronger than Lu Jinyan, more than enough to suppress him, maybe This is the natural power disparity.
His hands were bound again, and he was in a bad situation at the moment, so he had to wait for the opportunity.
He Yuzhu was amused by him, he seemed to like Lu Jinyan who was so out of control, he reached out and touched Lu Jinyan's face, his face was full of love, but his eyes were cold.
"Your Highness, what I have always wanted to do is you, you should know, right?"
"I know your father!" Lu Jinyan raised his head, and pushed his head hard against He Yuzhu's chin, bumping him several times like a crazy buffalo.
He Yuzhu stretched out his hand to rub it in pain, Lu Jinyan's hands were freed, and He Yuzhu smiled inexplicably.
Lu Jinyan didn't care so much and took the opportunity to push him away, quickly got up from the bed, kicked He Yuzhu, looked around, but couldn't find anything that could be used as a weapon.
He couldn't help thinking that if he wanted to keep his innocence, should he just take him with him?
He Yuzhu smiled, his chin was a little red at the moment, and he stared at him meaningfully, "You are too wild, Your Highness."
He Yuzhu had never been treated like this by Lu Jinyan before. After all, they were friends at that time and they got along very well.And He Yuzhu has always been restrained towards him, able to pretend, completely unable to see that he has deep feelings for Lu Jinyan.
"You father!" Lu Jinyan swears again.
Being beaten by him, He Yuzhu smiled instead of anger, "Your Highness, you are very cute."
Lu Jinyan snorted, his eyes were cold.
He Yuzhu stood up, with a gloomy face, pressing forward every step of the way.
Lu Jinyan kept retreating, and turned to the other side if there was no way to retreat. He had no choice. After all, he might not be able to beat He Yuzhu. The main reason is that He Yuzhu is too scary. They are friends together, so they must be familiar with each other's moves. , There is no chance of winning in a fight.
He Yuzhu finally stopped, looked at him affectionately, and raised the corners of his eyes, "In order not to let you leave my side, you have to be wronged for a while, and I will set you free, Your Highness. But only if you are willing Stay with me, and I won't hurt anyone you care about."
Lu Jinyan was very calm, and he didn't show that he wanted to fight him to the death. After all, he could only wait for someone to find him now.
"Okay, don't be angry, Your Highness, I'll let him come out and talk to you."
"..." Lu Jinyan frowned, examining his face.
He Yuzhu curled his lips into a smile, then closed his eyes, and when he opened them the next second, his gaze softened, and his ears turned slightly red when he looked at Lu Jinyan.
"Your Highness, he's speechless."
He Yuzhu is naturally clear about what the sub-personality is doing, and he can even have a conversation in his head.
When he feels powerless or hurt by words, the sub-personality will forcibly run out without asking his opinion. Many times, the sub-personality hates the main personality and wants to devour him directly.
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