Reborn to Interstellar to be the wife of the Marshal of the Empire

Mu Chenghuai cried desperately and didn't notice that someone was approaching behind him. He was in too much pain and only had Lu Jinyan in his eyes. He didn't recover until someone stuck a needle into his body.

The drug he was injected had a severe hallucinogenic effect, and soon he felt dizzy. He frowned and gritted his teeth fiercely, trying to wake himself up, but when he turned around, he saw the living Lu Jinyan standing in front of him.

Mu Chenghuai's chest heaved violently. He went to look at Lu Jinyan on the ground, but there seemed to be nothing on the ground. Was it just an illusion?

He turned his head to look at that person, and there was a huge panic in his heart that seemed to swallow him alive.

The man bent his lips and smiled, which felt very familiar to him but also strange. He looked at him anxiously and said, "Brother Cheng, what's wrong with you?"

Mu Chenghuai frowned fiercely, and even distorted his face. He stretched out his hand and slapped himself, denying in his heart that this person was not his deer, but he still looked like a deer in front of him.

His head ached violently, and he fell to the ground, as if countless insects and ants were gnawing at his brain.There is also a voice like a demon lingering in his head, it tells him that this is Lu Jinyan, he is not dead, his appearance and voice are all Lu Jinyan, those just now are just dreams.

Slowly, his will was destroyed, and there was nothing in his mind. He couldn't think, and he only knew that the person in front of him was Lu Jinyan, his lover.

"You're fine, that's great."

Mu Chenghuai struggled to support his body, suddenly his mind was completely empty, he asked himself who is the person in front of him?What is your name?His lover?What's his name then?So painful and so desperate...

The other party laughed loudly, his hideous face was as terrifying as a ghost, and his voice was even more creepy, "I'm really happy to see you like this. I didn't expect you to have today. Why do you? You If he is not as outstanding, why do you always let him be your foil? What qualifications do you have?! He has been compared with you by everyone since he was a child. Why do you have to bear the pain you bring him just because he is your friend? Why should you be the green leaf that entrusts you? That’s fine, why do you want to take away the person he likes?! He has been in pain for several years, you see Got it? Why did you take away the person he likes? You deserve it! You deserve it!"

"Hahahaha, it's good to die. Now that person is dead, he won't be sad in the future, and he won't have to watch his two so-called good friends chattering and disgusting him all day long. He will be happier in the future .”

Why should the people he puts on top of his heart be treated like this by these people?

That person has always been so nice since he was a child. That person is always heartless and never hurt in front of outsiders, but why did he change after meeting Lu Jinyan?

Like a coward, he is trapped in love all day long, not at all free and easy, and it becomes unbelievable that it is him.

He still remembers that day, that person told him, "Xiaoxiao, I met a very silly kid."

Later he said: "Xiao Xiao, I like him."

Later he said: "Xiaoxiao, they are together."

Why?They have been together for so many years, obviously he knew him first, why should he like others?Why?

That person doesn't know what to do and doesn't accept his liking. He is so good, and He Yuzhu is such a good person. Why doesn't Lu Jinyan like him?

He Yuzhu was in more and more pain. He watched him escape, suffering, healing himself, and torturing himself. Ling Xiao couldn't take it anymore, and he wanted to make them regret it.

Then a woman came to him and said she could help him, so what happened later, that woman was not a good person, he knew, but as long as it could make these people suffer, he didn't care.

But he forgot that he also brought years of pain to the people he cared about the most.

Ling Xiao sneered, seeing Mu Chenghuai's crazy appearance, he found it both funny and happy.Lu Jinyan should really look at Mu Chenghuai like this, so would he still like such a person?

"You, pick up the knife on the ground and stab it into your chest."

"Why? Did I do something wrong?" Mu Cheng was puzzled, was this person in front of him really his lover?He looked terrible just now, and he couldn't understand why he said those incomprehensible words.

Ling Xiao roared angrily, "What? Don't you like me? You don't listen to me anymore? Mu Chenghuai, you always lie to me, you always lie to me."

Mu Chenghuai frowned, like... Deer, deer, is he angry?Is the deer angry?He is still angry, is it punishment?

He didn't remember how he picked up the knife and stabbed him. After a while, he fell down, and then the person in front of him suddenly crouched in front of him, showing a hypocritical and terrible mourning face, and then he heard a roar.

"Mu Chenghuai!"

Then the sound of hurried footsteps approached, and a person looked at him with red eyes, "Why did you stab yourself? Have you ever thought about your deer like this?"

Mu Chenghuai was in too much pain, he couldn't open his eyes, he shook his head in pain, he didn't know who the person in front of him was and what he was talking about, he seemed to know nothing.

He heard the scary man say: "Brother, you are finally here. I have been persuading Lieutenant General Mu just now. He is very guilty. His Royal Highness, he is gone. He...he can't face it."

He Yuzhu looked at Ling Xiao, his mind was in a mess, and he patted him on the shoulder comfortingly, "It's not your fault."

Things were chaotic afterwards, He Yuzhu's tears never stopped, but he stubbornly kept silent, as if Lu Jinyan hadn't even left.

He kept crying, crying all the time, never in his life had he cried so hard, never been so desperate.

Two of his best friends, one dead and one badly wounded.

The person he liked died just like that.

He almost couldn't even stand up, he directed people to carefully lift Lu Jinyan's body into the mecha cabin, and asked people to take care of Mu Chenghuai, and he didn't forget to take Xuan Yu's "heart" away He Yuzhu must take care of everything that Lu Jinyan cares about.

In the end, He Yuzhu sat slumped in the unmanned mecha cabin and cried bitterly. Ling Xiao showed a gloomy look in his eyes, but comforted He Yuzhu with gentle words.

He Yuzhu felt that he would probably never forget that scene in his life, and that such a lively youth just disappeared.

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Mu Chenghuai didn't know how he returned to the blue ocean planet. Half a month had passed when he woke up.

Ye Huai'an told him that his desire to survive was very low, obviously he was not fatally injured, but he seemed to be dead.

He thought he was indeed dead, his heart was dead.When he was in a coma, he felt as if his heart had been ripped out.

His fawn was gone, he hadn't married him yet, he hadn't given him the promised marriage proposal, he hadn't given him the wedding ceremony, and he hadn't done it in his life.

Mu Chenghuai didn't even see Lu Jinyan's body, Lu Zhen didn't let him see it, he hated him to the core.

Yeah, he's a jerk for killing his beloved son.Why should you let him see him?What qualifications does he have?

But Lu Zhen didn't even tell him where Lu Jinyan's cemetery was, so Mu Chenghuai had no choice but to make an empty cemetery in his garden, where Lu Jinyan's favorite things were buried.Mu Chenghuai knelt there all day long, looking at the tombstone with only his name on it, praying over and over again that his little deer would be happy and carefree in heaven.

Mu Chenghuai became more and more depressed, and had no desire to live at all.He was in pain all day long, and he was in a daze. It didn't take long before he became mentally disturbed. He always sat alone in a daze, talking to himself. He was in black and white all day long, and he couldn't fall asleep.

Lu Jinyan's festering appearance was all in his mind, he couldn't sleep at all, he was very scared, guilty, and in pain.

After several months of such pain, he could still dream of Lu Jinyan at first, always dreaming of their appearance when they were young, and he could still get relief.But then Lu Jinyan in the dream told him not to punish himself like this anymore, and then he couldn’t dream of Lu Jinyan anymore, and he didn’t seem to have Lu Jinyan in his mind, and gradually there was only one without it. His face looked like punishment, and he couldn't remember what Lu Jinyan looked like at the beginning.

He frantically searched for the memories of Lu Jinyan, he began to self-mutilate to wake himself up, but he still couldn't remember, no image of him could be found anywhere, it was as if Lu Jinyan had never existed.

Mu Chenghuai knew that he was ill, very seriously ill, Ye Huai'an's eyes were always sad, every time he looked at him hesitantly, he knew Ye Huai'an wanted to persuade him to let him go, but he knew it was impossible , so he never tried to persuade him.

Slowly, he seemed to be getting better. During the day, he looked normal. Except that he was more indifferent than before, making people afraid to approach him, he was really normal.He disguised himself very well, and no one could see that he was actually dying. He was still the same as before, and his work in the military department was done in an orderly manner, and many times he was even better than before. No one knew what he had experienced.But at night, he always seemed to be haunted by evil spirits. He was in pain. He couldn't let go of himself. He hated himself even more. He couldn't remember Lu Jinyan's appearance, which was so deeply engraved on him. in the bones.

Mu Chenghuai suffered in great pain for two years, and he became thinner day by day. He still looks so handsome on the surface, but he has lost a lot of weight with the naked eye. He is obviously very young, but he looks like an old man whose body is about to be buried in the ground. .

As time passed, his pain became deeper, and it didn't fade away because of the passage of time. He really hoped that one day he would really die in battle, but he couldn't die.

Maybe God knows that Lu Jinyan saved his life, and no one can take his life away except Lu Jinyan, not even himself.

One day, Mu Chenghuai suddenly saw Lu Jinyan appearing in his room, it was very strange, he rarely dreamed about it, and finally he appeared.

How long has it been?How long has he been away?He didn't even know what life he was living.

He saw his fawn open its arms to him, like an angel spreading its wings, and there was such a strong smile between the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, his red lips parted slightly.

"Brother Cheng, let yourself go."

"Little Lu, do you forgive me?" Mu Chenghuai burst into tears, raised his foot, then retracted it, looking at him carefully.

"Can I hug you?" said his little deer.

Mu Chenghuai nodded, and quickly ran over to hug him, but passed through Lu Jinyan's body. It turned out that Lu Jinyan in front of him was just a virtual image, he was fake.

He cried even louder, the despair swallowed him up, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Why?I'd rather be dead than me.

Then a hand gently patted his back, Mu Chenghuai raised his eyes in surprise, Lu Jinyan could actually touch him.

Mu Chenghuai's eyes were red, his body was stiff and motionless, he was afraid that the person in front of him would disappear if he moved.

Lu Jinyan smiled, and hugged him with both hands, "Brother Cheng, don't think about yourself that much, you have to live well. I love you, I just saved you, I didn't die for you, I didn't Great, do you understand?"

"Brother Cheng, let yourself go. Start a new life, maybe one day I will come back, can you wait for me to come back to you?"

Lu Jinyan was smiling, but his cheeks were wet with tears, he smiled beautifully, and he kissed him, "Brother Cheng, wait for me."

Mu Chenghuai looked at him, crying and crying, not daring to speak, afraid that he would disappear suddenly.

But hugs are real, kisses are real, people are real.

"Promise me, forget me, and I'll be back, okay?"

"Okay, I promise you." Whatever you said, I agreed unconditionally.

Lu Jinyan talked to him for a long time, and he kept comforting him, hoping that he would let him go and not punish him.

Mu Chenghuai lay on the cold floor, at the feet of Lu Jinyan's virtual image, and slowly fell asleep in his gentle voice.

This is the first time after Lu Jinyan left that he slept so peacefully. He punished himself for almost two years, is he finally going to be free?But he doesn't want to, doesn't want to be free, he hates himself, he wants to punish himself.

But Xiaolu said that he will come back only after forgetting him, well, forget the pain, forget the past, as long as Xiaolu comes back.

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After Lu Jinyan was sent back to Planet Blue Ocean, everyone thought he was really dead, including Mu Chenghuai and others. Except for those who knew, everyone else didn't know the inside story, but paper couldn't hold fire, and Lu Jinyan died In the end, many people found out about the matter, but most of them only thought that he disappeared and went to other planets.

Because of Lu Jinyan's incident, Lu Zhen became violent. The former gentle king seemed to no longer exist. He lost his lover and almost lost his son.

Fortunately, Lu Jinyan didn't really die, he just didn't want to wake up, since he didn't want to wake up, then let him die in the eyes of those people, come back to life with another identity, let him Be a child happily and don't have to bear these pains.

Lu Jinyan slept for two years. After waking up, he lost his memory as he wished, and Lu Zhen asked him to start again as Lu Jinyan.

He's a little goofy when he wakes up, maybe because his brain hasn't been functioning for so long, so he looks like he has an IQ problem.

Lu Zhen was so frightened that he thought that the small operation to erase his memory made his son really stupid. Fortunately, Hua Chuyan said that there was nothing wrong with Lu Jinyan, it was just a change of heart.

After Hua Chuyan checked Lu Jinzai's body carefully, he left. He knew that Lu Zhen had a lot to say to his son. Seeing him in pain and despair for the past two years, he also felt sorry for his friend for many years.

Lu Jinyan frowned, rubbing his hands on his head, with an innocent expression, "Father...my mind is a little empty, I don't seem to remember many things, but I seem to remember that my name is Lu Jin..."

Lu Zhen hurriedly interrupted him, "Lu Jinyan, your name is Lu Jinyan, the deer who bumps into each other, Jin who has a bright future, and the language of words."

Lu Jinyan frowned, always feeling a little wrong, but father would definitely not deceive him.When he woke up just now, his father's appearance showed his true feelings. He can't be a bad person, he is his father.

Lu Zhen hugged him, "Okay, it's fine when you wake up, your body still needs to be nourished for a while, don't think too much, don't try to remember if you can't remember."

Lu Jinyan said yes, but he felt so uncomfortable in his heart, there was always a blurry image flashing in his mind, as if he was about to tell him something important.

After Lu Jinyan raised the little boy for a month without any serious health problems, Lu Zhen allowed him to continue going to school.After going to school, Lu Jinyan had no time to think about his forgotten memories. He believed in the things Lu Zhen told him, and thought that they belonged to his memory. In his memory, he had been growing up happily and carefree.

He met Qin Yixia on the first day of high school, and Lu Jinyan also knew his identity, he was the child of Marshal Qin's family.He didn't want to be friends with people of this status, but Qin Yixia pestered him, and he really thought Qin Yixia was an omega to be friends with him.

He started his life again as Lu Jinyan, and on the surface he was doing well, while Mu Chenghuai had forgotten the past, and on the surface, he seemed to be doing well too.

But they all have an inexplicable feeling in their hearts, as if some important part is missing in their bodies, but they can't know what it is, they just dream from time to time, but they don't remember anything when they wake up from the dream.

They also met in the palace, but neither of them knew that the person opposite was the love of their lives.They also stared at each other unconsciously for a long time, unable to understand what happened to themselves at that moment, as if they were bewitched.

Silly Baitian Lu Jinyan thought, he is probably a young Huaichun, and he fell in love with Mu Chenghuai's face, which is very strange, he really didn't think other people were handsome before, but Mu Chenghuai, when he first saw the photo, he fell in love with him. He thought he was so handsome that he was suffocating. When he saw him, his heart beat faster. At that time, he thought as if his brain was broken: If only he could have a little boyfriend yesterday.

The two people who thought they had nothing to do with each other were finally together.Lu Zhen suddenly gave Mu Chenghuai a marriage. Maybe he figured it out, or maybe he wanted to find an absolutely safe and reliable place for Lu Jinyan, and Mu Chenghuai was the best choice.

Lu Zhen sometimes regretted that he had separated them for so many years, but he still couldn't let go of what happened back then, and the two children later lost their memories. He thought it was God's will, and he didn't want them to repeat the same mistakes.Lu Jinyan loves Mu Chenghuai too much. If he is in danger again, he will definitely go to rescue him desperately. He doesn't want to put himself in Lu Jinyan's shoes and wonder why Lu Jinyan did that. He only knows that he can't bear Lu Jinyan's accident again. .

But in the past few years, Lu Jinyan has not been as happy as he seems on the surface. He was sick and fell asleep several times and was haunted by nightmares. He was talking about Brother Cheng, but after he woke up, he didn't remember it at all, and Lu Zhen Just happened to see it like that.

And that kid Mu Chenghuai hasn't been happy these years, he's more like a robot than a robot.All kinds of reasons combined, Lu Zhen really can't bear to let them miss them in the future. He has lost Pei Zhi for so many years in his life, so he should help them, but the two children don't remember the past. Will there still be feelings?

Lu Zhen can't care so much anymore, he doesn't know how many years he can be with Lu Jinyan in the future, and now that he has found the whereabouts of Pei Zhi's planet, he must deliver Lu Jinyan to the most trustworthy person, no matter what Whether the children hate him or blame him in the future, he still gives them a marriage. He thinks Mu Chenghuai is the most reliable person.

In order to get Lu Jinyan to agree, Lu Zhen made up a nonsense reason, saying that he was going to be a small undercover agent.Although Lu Jinyan still didn't want to agree, but thinking of his father's hard work, if he could help, he should help, so Lu Jinyan was sold by his father.

But in his heart he still hoped that Mu Chenghuai would retire, and he couldn't sacrifice his marriage no matter what, so he made up a first love story on the Internet and asked Qin Yixia to cooperate with him.Unexpectedly, he would ruin his reputation instead. Originally, he followed the route of being an unfavored little prince. Now everyone is sure that the reason why he is not favored is because of his bad character. No wonder his parents don't love him.

But he knows how much Lu Zhen loves his little son, he just wants to protect him, it's not that he doesn't like him.Speaking of which, because his father doted on him too much, his eldest sister and third brother hated him because of this incident, and the two broke off contact with him after they got married.

"Father, do I really have to marry Marshal Mu? He is so old."

Lu Jinyan wanted to cry, but Marshal Mu is really old, isn't he?Although he is handsome and attractive, but he is still such a young omega, why should he marry a 30-year-old alpha?

Lu Zhenyu said earnestly: "Jin Yan, trust Father, if you really don't like him in the future, you can get a divorce at any time. What if you fall in love with him? Isn't this the best of both worlds? If you have a lover, you can also help Father. How great it is to win over Marshal Mu."

Lu Jinyan was silent.

"Tomorrow is the wedding, don't think about it."

Lu Zhen continued to 'brainwash' him, "Jin Yan, you have to remember that you are going to do a big thing, and to be an undercover agent you must have the professionalism of an undercover agent. Now you are not only the little prince, but also an undercover agent, understand? Believe in yourself, you will be able to do well. This is an opportunity to train you. Don’t you want to be a very good soldier? You have worked so hard to learn mech knowledge in the past few years, and you vowed to be admitted to the R Academy. Even an undercover agent Can't you do well? Think about it, after you get married, you can still learn a lot from Marshal Mu, what a great opportunity, you have to seize it, the clock is ticking."

Lu Jinyan's eyes lit up immediately, and a sense of mission filled his whole body, "Okay, please trust me! Your Majesty! I will definitely be an undercover agent."

Lu Zhen thought to himself, his son is really getting more and more stupid.

Two days before the wedding, Lu Jinyan went to the Marshal's Mansion to get used to it first, and he didn't want to have to get up early in the morning on the wedding day, it was too troublesome.

Lu Jinyan was not unaccustomed to staying in the Marshal's Mansion, he should eat and drink, and lived a very chic life.It's just that this Mu Chenghuai didn't even come to say hello to him, it's amazing, even His Royal Highness doesn't pay attention to him.