Fog River

When the students were eating dinner, the hot pot restaurant was still quite lively, but there were still vacant seats. Chi Shu took Chen Hui to choose a seat by the window and ordered clear soup.

Both of them are not used to spicy food, and the clear soup pot in old Beijing can also wash away the smell of mutton, and the taste is really amazing when paired with sesame sauce.

After a busy day, Chi Shu was really hungry, so he was not in a hurry to speak clearly with Chen Hui, so he ate two plates of mutton as soon as he came up.

The meatballs were still sinking at the bottom, and the billowing hot air continued to rise to the top and spread out, blurring the contours of the two people's faces while turning red.

Chen Hui glanced at Chi Shu, added a chopstick of mutton unhurriedly, and asked, "Brother, you've been busy recently?"

"Well," Chi Shu replied, swallowing the food in his mouth, "At the end of the semester, there are many entrance exams."

"That's true. I remember that when I was studying in Zhirong, I took a lot of joint exams every semester." Chen Hui smiled, "I didn't expect it to be like this now."

Chen Hui can be regarded as Chi Shu's junior. He is two years younger. After dating, they still feel that they are destined to talk about this matter. Sometimes they joke that they didn't meet earlier.

It's just that the mood is completely different when it comes to it now.

Chi Shu poked the chopped green onion in the bowl, and instead of following the words, he called out to Chen Hui in a low voice.

Hearing his words, the smile on Chen Hui's face suddenly froze, and the fingertips holding the chopsticks began to turn white.

The time the two spend together can't be said to be long, but it's not short either. So far this year, the time spent together and apart is exactly half.

Time is a wonderful thing.After the memory is worn away, the deep scars are exposed.

Chi Shu just called Chen Hui that day, and the next thing he said was to break up, without any emotional fluctuations, like a pool of stagnant water that never fluctuates.

Chen Hui seemed to have expected the next words, interrupted eagerly, and smiled dryly: "Brother, the mutton is almost gone, shall we order more?"

"Chen Hui." Chi Shu put down his chopsticks, looked up at him through the rising heat, and didn't intend to go around in circles, "It's really impossible for the two of us, and you really don't have to worry about me anymore."

Using two truths in a row shows Chi Shu's attitude.

Chen Hui felt bitter in his heart, but he was ashamed of what he did. He looked up at Chi Shu seriously, and the memories of the two of them flashed before his eyes.

Even compared with the previous boyfriend.The man he cheated on.I just feel blind.

"Brother, I know I was an asshole for what happened before, and I don't expect you to forgive me." Chen Hui also put down his chopsticks and closed the stove door, "But I really regret it now. I have been thinking about it for a few years. Would it have been different if I hadn't been drunk, maybe we—”

"Chen Hui," Chi Shu's tone was suddenly tinged with anger, and he tapped on the table with his fingers, "You don't have to blame everything on alcohol, none of you has ever been drunk, but if you don't want to, it won't come The point of bringing people back."

There is a real possibility of promiscuous sex after drinking.But if you want to go to the hotel to go to someone else's house, that's fine. The problem is that Chen Hui brought him home, and brought him back to the bed where he shared the same bed for two days.

Among them, Chen Hui's own attitude can be answered without thinking deeply.

It all happened a long time ago. If it wasn't for Chen Hui's insistence on making such a fuss, Chi Shu didn't want to bring it up again. It hurts both himself and the other, so it's unnecessary.

Chi Shu knew that his emotions were a little too intense, so he took a slow breath and then exhaled slowly, rubbing his fingertips.

"Chen Hui, it's been so long, there's no need to mention many things, I'll let it go, you—"

"You put it down? Then why haven't you been around for so long?" Chen Hui's eyes were a little red, and there was hope in his eyes, "Brother, why did you have no one around you after we separated? Did you really let go?"

As he asked, Chen Hui leaned forward a little, and put his hand on the back of Chi Shu's hand: "Can I understand that you still have me in your heart?"

After the two separated, all their contact information was blacklisted, and they didn't have a long social circle. Chen Hui knew it so clearly, except for the news leaked by his mother, Chi Shu couldn't think of another person.

But at this stage, Chi Shu wasn't in the mood to think too much about it, after all, the more difficult things had already rushed ahead.

Chi Shu suppressed the irritability in his heart, and withdrew his hand: "Yes, after we separated, there was indeed no one around me. But Chen Hui, it doesn't mean I still have you in my heart. I don't look for anyone and do I have you in my heart?" , These two things cannot be equated, nor is it what you understand."

"Then I...then we, can we start again?" Chen Hui's eyes and tone were full of pleading and eagerness, and he began to be a little speechless, "I promise that that kind of thing will not happen again, bro, I've grown up and understood a lot over the years, and I understand what it is that I really want. I won't...never do that again."

In fact, it is very naive to say this, but Chi Shu has seen Chen Hui before, so he is a little sensible.

But time is fair to everyone, Chen Hui will grow up, and Chi Shu will grow up too, not to mention whether Chen Hui has figured out the difference between sex, desire and love, but as far as Chi Shu is concerned, he is Never want to wait for a person to grow up to teach him how to love.

Chi Shu shook his head with a gentle expression and a firm attitude: "It's really impossible. Chen Hui, you can leave your understanding to the next person, but that person will definitely not be me."

These words were both tactful and unfeeling. For Chen Hui, who was used to being spoiled by Chi Shu, this was the second time that he tried tricks but failed, and the degree of heartache was no less than the first time.But he is not false when he says that he has grown up and become sensible, and he knows the truth that self-inflicted evil cannot live.

Chen Hui leaned back on the seat, with the cool leather sticking to his scalp, feeling a little sober.He choked up and looked at Chi Shu for a long while, looking at this person who fell in love with him when he was most vigorous, he couldn't hide the pain on his face.

It's not that he doesn't know how good Chi Shu is, but his desire for desire reached its peak when he was young. It's not that Chi Shu can't satisfy him, but that the cheap in his bones always feels more fragrant outside.

Now in my late thirties, I realize how ridiculous I was back then, and I don’t want to look back and think about it every day, but when I meet Chi Shu again, all the things I shouldn’t think about come out, driving him to do things with hatred for himself. Such an irrational thing.

In just a few minutes, Chen Hui completed the analysis of the chaotic life of the past few years, and the last voice he spoke was not smooth, and he said 'sorry' in a low voice: "Okay, let's have a good meal at the end. "

Both were decent people, and Chen Hui finally used Chi Shu's words to save the last face of the two of them, had a good meal, and let go of the past after eating.

That's what I said, but I really couldn't finish eating well at this level. It was boring to eat two bites casually, and I didn't prolong the time any longer. They each found a reason to be busy and got up to pay.

The shops near the school are quite cheap. The two of them ate a lot but didn't spend much. After paying the money, Chi Shu felt that he hadn't paid it off. As he walked out of the shop, he wondered if he should buy some fruit or something of.

After all, the relationship is so clearly divided, and there are some things that should not be owed.

Chi Shu put away his phone, and just looked up to look at a fruit shop, but met the disgusted eyes.

His eyes were blowing through the cold wind from afar, but he was standing there holding a half-wilted rose, like an abandoned Doberman.

With vicious and ruthless intentions, but also wagging the tail with extravagant love, it is very contradictory, which makes people laugh and feel distressed.

Bian Yan rubbed the ground with his feet, glanced at the large handful of cappuccinos in Chen Hui's arms, and after hesitating for a while, he still walked forward with the roses in his mouth, stood in front of Chi Shu and handed them over.

"Teacher Chi, I broke the glass and fell in love with you before this rose withered."

The cold wind blew away the tones, but not the words.

Chi Shu stared at the half-wilted rose for a long time. His whole mind seemed to be soaked in warm water, and he couldn't find any thoughts. He only knew that it was as comfortable and happy as in a fairyland.

Chi Shu's hands trembled a little. He squeezed them tightly in his pockets, making sure that he wouldn't shake like a Parkinson's patient before reaching out to take the flower.

Some people can't do it with a bouquet of flowers, but for someone a flower is enough.

"Boss Bian, although it's a bit late, it's not too late." Chi Shu put the flowers in his pocket, and the half-wilted petals were hidden in the light gray woolen cloth.

After speaking, Chi Shu walked down the steps and clasped Bian Yan's hand. It was quite cold, but it didn't matter, Teacher Chi was very hot.

Not only were Chi Shu's hands hot, but his heart was hot, and his mind was also hot. He smiled at Chen Hui: "Boyfriend, I'm tired."

Turning to look at Bian Yan again, he explained and coaxed a little: "Friend, Chen Hui."

Don't talk about the ex-boyfriend or anything, just showed off for a while, besides, the ex-boyfriend is too bad, Chi Shu can't do it.

What's more, the three of them can see what the relationship is, and the people in the circle are always a little sensitive.

Chen Hui tightened his grip on the flowers in his arms, and for a moment he wondered if Chi Shu did it on purpose to get rid of him, but the floating love between the two in front of him couldn't be fake.

It clearly and clearly shows that each other is the only lover of the other.

Chen Hui glanced at Chi Shu, and looked at Bian Yan again. His eye sockets hurt a little, but he could suppress the surging emotions. He nodded and said hello to Bian Yan.

He didn't wait for Bianchi to reply, it was actually a bit impolite, but he couldn't care less, he turned to Chi Shu and said, "I'm leaving first, I have to be on duty at night."

"Okay, be careful on the road." Chi Shu also felt that this made people a little embarrassed, and there was a little apology in his words.

However, even if Chen Hui felt embarrassed in his heart, he would not show it in front of Bian Yan. Before getting into the taxi, his back was always clean and straight.

I'm tired of watching it, and I feel very upset.There was a bit of unhappiness about defeat in his expression.

Chi Shu glanced at him, with an uncontrollable smile on his lips, stretched out his hand to scratch his ear, and asked, "How did you find this place?"

"Li Ao brought me here." Bian Yan betrayed his teammate without hesitation. He turned to look at Chi Shu with no expression on his face, but there was accusation and grievance in his eyes. Send flowers on the school road."

Before Chi Shu could reply, Bian Yan clasped his hand again, lowered his head and sniffed his wrist: "And Teacher Chi hasn't had a serious meal with me yet."

The hot breath and the rubbing of his lips touched the most sensitive and thin skin. Chi Shu's breathing stagnated, and his whole body was instantly paralyzed. The whole arm was no longer his own.

"Eat, let's go eat now." After all this, how could Chi Shu still carry it? He stretched out his hand and pulled Bian Yan's neck, raised his head and kissed his lips all the way from his eyelids, "Where do you want to eat?"

Bian Yan followed his movements and hugged his waist, with a hazy softness on his drooping eyebrows and eyes, he lowered his head and kissed him vaguely: "Mr. Chi still has evening self-study at night?"

This is really cheap and good-looking.

Chi Shu decided to tease him a bit, withdrew his lips, and pretended to be distressed: "Yes, I have evening self-study tonight and tomorrow morning self-study, what should I do if I don't have time?"

"Evening, come at night." Bian Yan stopped pretending and became anxious.She clasped Chi Shu's waist and pulled him back, then lowered her head to kiss him, and said against his lips, "Teacher Chi will come tonight."

Too tired and crooked.But Chi Shu liked it.

Chi Shu stretched out his hand again, hanging his whole body directly on his neck, and raised his head to deepen the kiss.

In the midst of the entanglement of temperature, he gasped and said, "Okay, Teacher Chi will come tonight."