When the double black penetrates the if line

"What... what?" Osamu Dazai seemed not to hear clearly, he staggered a few steps, raised his head, and looked at Sister Hongye in a daze, "You said... what?"

Without waiting for Miss Hongye to reply again, Osamu Dazai muttered again as if he was talking to himself: "I...have already killed Chuya Nakahara with my own hands?"

"It's impossible...it's absolutely impossible...when? What happened? Why...why I don't know?!" Osamu Dazai spoke faster and faster. At the end of the sentence, he almost retreated from his body. The young man who had been gloomy and silent finally showed an expression of impatience and pain, and almost roared out the last sentence.

"There must be something wrong..." Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes, all the excitement and emotional turmoil just now seemed to be pulled away suddenly, leaving only an empty soul, unable to feel any emotions, the calmness is terrifying , "Sister Hongye, in my memory, I don't remember that I have any intersection with Zhongyuan Zhong, I have never even met him."

"So, it's even more impossible for me to kill him with my own hands." When Dazai Osamu said this, his face was still extremely calm, but his right hand was tightly clenched into a fist, and his nails dug deep into the flesh and blood. The incomparable pain caused him to barely have a sense of clarity, "Can you... tell me about this matter carefully? Maybe it's a misunderstanding."

"No, it's not a misunderstanding." Sister Hongye's expression also turned cold. She stared at the young man in front of her with almost complicated eyes. , The Central Plains has also come to our port mafia."

"What?!" Osamu Dazai was surprised for a moment, but he immediately suppressed this trace of emotion. He exhaled lightly and asked, "Is it...before me?"

Now Osamu Dazai can be sure that although the "book" has fulfilled his wish and brought him to the past, this past is different from what he himself has experienced.

For example, Nakahara Chuya, who was supposed to be the "King of Sheep" now, actually joined the port mafia early, even earlier than him.

Then something must have happened during the time gap between when Zhongyuan joined the port mafia and when Osamu Dazai followed Mori Ogai into the port mafia again.

Something must have happened...so Chuya Nakahara was considered dead by everyone, and he was also believed to have been killed by Osamu Dazai himself.

……damn it.

Osamu Dazai suddenly thought of a terrible possibility, he bit his lips tightly, trying to suppress the fear from radiating from himself.

When he was writing on the "book", all he wanted in his heart was to go back to his own beginning, back to the time when nothing happened, so that Nakahara Chuya would not die later, and the relationship between him and Nakahara Chuya The relationship can be restarted.

But the sentence he wrote—"What happened in this world has never happened before, everything will go back to the beginning and start over."—is itself slightly ambiguous.

"Nothing in this world has happened before", "Everything will go back to the beginning and start over again", when Osamu Dazai wrote these three short sentences, he did bring a little haste.

On the one hand, it was because the pen he held in his hand was running out of ink, so he wanted to compress his description as much as possible; "Book" will only realize the written words according to the logic of the written words.

The three sentences written by Osamu Dazai seem to be very logical, without any loopholes, and time has indeed flowed back to the beginning according to what Osamu Dazai wrote.

But the world that Osamu Dazai is in now...is it really his original world?

This cannot be determined.

When Osamu Dazai wrote the last sentence, his main concern was not to allow the "book" to take advantage of the loopholes and return to the past, but Nakahara Chuya still did not come alive, or "nothing happened" was distorted into Everyone loses memory and stuff like that.

Therefore, the logical line he focuses on is mainly to turn back time, to restart everything, and to bring all the dead people back to life, just like a game, returning to the original starting point.

But Osamu Dazai overlooked one thing——

Everything goes back to the beginning and starts over again. What time period does this "initial" refer to?

It refers to when Osamu Dazai met Mori Ogai for the first time, when the port mafia was first established, when Chuya Nakahara was born for the first time, or...

The original origin of the entire universe?

The last sentence written by Osamu Dazai indeed took effect, and it brought everything back to the beginning in his original world, and everything started again.

But this "initial" does not refer to the initial beginning of everything Osamu Dazai has experienced, but what the "book" believes is the initial beginning of everything.

This timeline can be stretched very long, long enough to change everything afterwards.For example, suppose that the "book" allows the timeline to go back a century ago, when Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuya did not exist in this world at that time.As long as there is any slight change, any event that is different from the timeline he experienced before, countless parallel universes will be derived.

And in their universe, things that happened in the future will also be changed. "Starting again" does not mean to come back exactly as what happened before, but to go back to a certain point in time before and let everything happen again. People and events evolve naturally.

Under such circumstances, it is not at all surprising that something different from the original timeline occurred.

So Zhongyuan Zhong also died in this timeline rebuilt by "Book", so everything that happened in this timeline is so similar to the original, but there are always some unclear differences .

It turned out to be the case.

But why does the "book" go back in time to such a past moment? "Book" can bring all events back to the day when Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Nakaya met, because the word "initial" did not clearly point to it when Dazai Osamu wrote "Book", so follow the logic In other words, the "book" can turn back the time to the initial moment of any event point.

Why, why is it necessary to go back to a point in time long ago, so that everything is different from the original?

...because "books" hate me.

Osamu Dazai suddenly felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave, he was almost aware of this matter, and at the same time he thought of this sentence, he knew it was true.

"Books" are the embodiment of rules, and Osamu Dazai came here to break the rules.

From his ability to be immune to all supernatural powers, to his character that has no nostalgia for the world and yearns for death every day, to the fact that he helped Mori Ogai to rise to the top, and later killed Mori Ogai himself. ... Osamu Dazai is always outside the shackles of the rules, always the one who jumps out and is different, and never obeys discipline.

For Osamu Dazai, life is like a cutscene. Although there are wonderful episodes, most of life and the world are inactive, bleak and boring in his eyes.

So Osamu Dazai always wanted to do something out of the ordinary.Although he looks gloomy and dead, he actually loves this world. His inner expectations for human beings and his crazy yearning for seeing some wonderful things are like a flame. Burning his internal organs.

He is always restless, restless, thinking of breaking away from his original life, wanting to see some more exciting scenery.

It was because he couldn't get what he wanted to see in his heart that Osamu Dazai felt bored and boring. Sometimes he wanted to break those routines by himself and establish new rules by himself.

Killing Mori Ogai... is considered one, and later fell in love with the god Chuya Nakahara... it should be considered one.

After all, when he killed Mori Ogai, it was because of hatred on the one hand, but this action also had some other colors.

Osamu Dazai thinks that Mori Ogai has gradually changed—of course, this may also be because he has known Mori Ogai for too long, and he has figured out Mori Ogai's rules of doing things, so he feels that Mori Ogai is not as unpredictable as before .

All the actions of Mori Ogai can be easily seen through, so I found that Mori Ogai, who I thought could bring a little freshness, turned out to be as ordinary as so many other human beings and followed certain rules of conduct with logic.

Osamu Dazai was like a child who was looking forward to candy. After he really unwrapped the colorful wrapping paper, he found that what was wrapped inside was just those small stones that can be seen everywhere on the ground.

It's really boring, rigid and unchanging.

Coupled with the hatred that the two had formed before, Osamu Dazai directly overthrew Mori Ogai almost without thinking.

... As for the Central Plains.

Central Plains Chuya...

When Osamu Dazai thought of this name, he couldn't help sighing in his heart.

Zhongyuanzhong is also the only existence he has ever seen that is not boring. Perhaps because he is a god, Zhongyuanzhong is always changing, always studying hard, and always so lively that he wants to blend in with everyone.

It is precisely because of Chuya Nakahara's characteristic that he can always bring new changes that Osamu Dazai didn't really do anything to Chuya Nakahara even if he was kicked into the wall at the beginning.

Otherwise, if someone else dared to kick him in the face, Osamu Dazai would never let that person go regardless.

However, later, when Osamu Dazai really got to know Chuya Nakahara, he discovered——

The soul of Chuya, Central Plains is beating, a piece of sincere and warm red, with incomparable freshness and vitality.

The color was so dazzling that Osamu Dazai couldn't help stepping in, and then never came out again.

"Big Sister Hongye." Osamu Dazai said softly as if he had made up his mind, "Can you tell me...how exactly...how was Chuya Nakahara killed by me?"