When the double black penetrates the if line

Whether such an approach is right or not is no longer under Dazai Osamu's consideration, because now he has more difficult things to deal with.

Ever since he obtained all his memories from the parallel world, Osamu Dazai discovered many interesting things.

For example, for him in other worlds, he has always had a very good friend-Oda Sakunosuke.

For another example, in every world, his friend will die, without exception.

That's one thing that's not that interesting anymore.

But now, Osamu Dazai and his friend in the parallel world - sitting face to face in the cafe, the atmosphere is tense and full of indescribable weirdness.

"You are... Odasaku?" Osamu Dazai looked at the wine-red haired man on the opposite side, tilted his head, and asked curiously, "It seems a little different from what I saw before."

"Have you seen me?" After Oda Sakunosuke asked this question, before waiting for the answer, he continued, "As time goes by, everyone's appearance has changed more or less, even if you used to I have seen me before, and the strangeness caused by the accumulation of those small changes when we meet again is not a strange thing."

"Oh, as expected of Odasaku." Dazai Osamu sighed with some ambiguity.

Since the memory of himself in the parallel world entered his mind, it seemed to have become a part of his memory.

It's a scary thing because when what you remember, and what you think you've experienced, isn't your own, the gap between reality and fantasy isn't as wide.

This is how Osamu Dazai felt at the moment.

Although reason told him that you have never seen the man in front of you, at most you heard his name when you inquired about the information of the Armed Detective Agency.But the emotion that came spontaneously from the heart made him feel close for no reason.

The memories of getting along with Oda Sakunosuke in so many parallel worlds are gathered bit by bit, so that Osamu Dazai is facing Oda Sakunosuke at this moment, as if he has really been friends with him for many years, those inexplicable feelings Like a spring, a brain burst out from the bottom of my heart.

"I am Dazai Osamu." Dazai Osamu introduced generously, not caring that he might be pointed at by Odasaku who belongs to the Armed Detective Agency after revealing his identity, "Odasaku, are you really interesting."

"It's just an ordinary human being working hard." Oda Sakunosuke took a sip of coffee, and then showed a calm expression, "Also, my surname is Oda, why do you call me Oda Saku?"

"Because it's easier to call your name that way." Osamu Dazai smiled, "Didn't the friends around Odasaku tell you that?"

"No." Oda Sakunosuke's expression didn't change a single bit, "Also, the leader of the port mafia shouldn't be so leisurely enough to come to a coffee shop by the side of the road and talk to someone like me. .”

"Are you sure your subordinates won't be worried?"

As expected of Odasaku, after guessing his identity, the first sentence he uttered was actually like this.

Dazai Osamu's thoughts turned to Nakahara Chuya again. Since the very unpleasant meeting in the office that day, Nakahara Chuya seemed to have really followed all his orders, and only regarded himself as the top cadre and Dazai Osamu as a His own leader, other than that, there seemed to be no relationship between the two of them.

Chuya Nakahara now works in the office of the top cadre every day, and only goes to the chief's office where Osamu Dazai is when reporting tasks, and every time he is either cold or expressionless.

Osamu Dazai knew that Nakahara Naka was also angry with him, the two of them were fighting like children in this awkward and childish way, and neither of them would take the lead in talking to the other.

It's just that this cold war may last for a lifetime.

Osamu Dazai sighed softly in his heart, the faint pain that was finally suppressed by him began to ache again.

It's not that he hasn't regretted the decision he made. Whenever the sun sets in the evening and the fiery red light shines into the office and spreads on the snow-white official paper, Dazai always reminds Nakahara Nakaya of that orange hair. Red hair, gorgeous and eye-catching.

He would sigh, put down the pen in his hand, and habitually raise his head to call out Nakahara Chuya's name, asking Chuya to help him correct official documents as he did so many times before.

Then the empty and cold office will bring Osamu Dazai back to reality, and tell him coldly that the person who stayed by his side before is no longer here, who promised to protect him, even though he was furious every day Or the one who would save him in every crisis was not here.

Zhong Yuanzhong also left and was pushed away by him.

...and likely never to return.

Osamu Dazai was also confused.

He also asked himself in his heart.Is it right for me to do this myself, and whether this approach is correct.

But every time he explores deeply, he will be confused and at a loss and find that he can't come up with a positive answer at all.

His plan requires absolute sanity.But Zhong Yuanzhong seemed to be a red rope that couldn't be driven away, holding his heart, always pulling his emotions out to endure torture-like pain, and fighting against reason in the brain for 300 rounds.

Although rationality overwhelms surging emotions every time, the faint pain that naturally arises in my heart cannot be erased so easily.

This time he came out to meet Oda Sakunosuke because he had concealed the truth from everyone in the organization and ran out by himself.I don't know how the little man in Zhongya Zhongya will react after he finds out about this.

Will he be worried about him as Oda Saku said?

Or would he be furious in his heart, drop everything at hand, just rush out to find him with his keen intuition, and then beat him up hard?

Osamu Dazai doesn't know how Nakahara Chuya will react, but no matter what Nakahara Chuya's reaction is, it is estimated that it will not help Dazai Osamu's actions.

The plan has been deployed.This was the only plan that Osamu Dazai finally came up with after staying up all night for several consecutive nights.

No matter what Nakahara will do, it is impossible for him to stop Osamu Dazai from what he will do next.

"You're in a bad mood." Oda Sakunosuke said suddenly, "It's because you're in a bad mood, so you want to come out and talk to someone, so you can relax?"

"Huh?" Osamu Dazai was stunned for a moment, and then couldn't help showing a bitter smile, "You can see that too?"

"Should I say... as expected of Odasaku?"

"I should have expected it a long time ago. After all, I can easily see my own emotions that are about to overflow, let alone someone like Oda Saku?" Osamu Dazai sighed softly, as if sighing.

"Indeed, a bad mood greatly affects our daily life." Oda Sakunosuke nodded, and said solemnly, "But if you don't dislike it, I think I can listen to your talk. Leave all those troubles to me. Speaking up would really help a lot.”

"Okay." Dazai Osamu smiled, his eyes gradually became a little distant, "No matter what happens, you are always like this... calm and serene."

"Then I'll tell a story to Oda Sakuno." Dazai Osamu didn't wait for Oda Sakunosuke's answer, so he continued on his own. Two words to define the whole of a human being, but there is no doubt that that person is a bad person to the bone."

"If you dissect his heart and spread out all his insides, you will find that there is only darkness in his heart, which is thick, sticky and disgusting."

"He once killed his teacher with his own hands. That teacher was also his boss. He once did some inhumane things to him. He first pretended that he didn't care about the past and was loyal, like a poisonous snake. Generally lurking around his teacher, gradually depriving everyone around his teacher."

"Then, after long and precise planning, he finally killed the teacher himself one night."

"This bad guy." At this point, Osamu Dazai paused, showing a mocking smile, "After doing this, he didn't feel the slightest guilt in his heart, but it's very strange that he didn't feel any guilt either. hapiness."

"His heart is like an empty hole. Revenge was all his goals in life. Without this goal, death has once again become an irreplaceable belonging in his heart."

"But at the same time, this bad guy has a really good friend. And that friend is a good guy, probably the nicest guy in the world."

"Although my friend has a very bad relationship with the bad guy, he also promised to protect the bad guy and not let him fall into the arms of death."

"The bad guy first accepted the friend's promise, and while accepting it, he secretly rejoiced in his heart. But within a month, the bad guy pushed the friend away again with his own hands."

"He wants to save someone he's never really known, never knew himself. But at the same time, he also wants his friends - although now the relationship between the two of them has nothing to do with breaking up It's different—you won't suffer any harm, and just live happily as before."

"So he thought and thought, and finally came up with a way to get the best of both worlds." Dazai Osamu's eyes gradually revealed a little darkness that could not be concealed, thickly swirling in his eyes, mixed with bits and pieces of irony that could not be removed, "If you want to To have both, such a good thing, of course, can only be exchanged at the cost of life."

"It's so ridiculous, obviously yearning for death so much at the beginning, but when the moment of death is really approaching, the villain starts to miss everything about himself in the world, and even starts thinking about the friend who was pushed away by himself in his heart .”

"Odasaku, tell me, is this villain stupid and greedy?"