When the double black penetrates the if line

Zhongyuan Zhongye: "..."

Seriously, is there a difference between the three options? !

With a wooden face, he stared at Osamu Dazai in front of him and the three fingers he stretched out, and couldn't help thinking in his heart.Osamu Dazai looked back at him with a smile, Nakahara also forcibly saw a little cunning in those kite-colored eyes.

It turned out to be the case.

So it's just saying that there are three options, but in fact you don't give yourself a choice at all?

Osamu Dazai seemed to have seen through Nakahara Chuya's complaints, and then said with a smile: "Of course there is a difference. I strongly recommend choosing the third option, you can have both~"

When Osamu Dazai said this, he reminded Chuya Nakahara, and a light flashed in his mind.

…Yes, there may be some differences between the three options.

Zhong Yuanzhong also considered for a moment in silence, then said calmly: "I will choose one."

As a life and death partner or something, isn't it just returning to the original relationship between the two of them.

It's better than the damn "boyfriend" in the last two options.

Nakahara Chuya thought this in his heart blankly, feeling that he was going to be shocked by Dazai Osamu's shameless operation. The word "boyfriend" is like a powerful bomb, blowing him into smoke. After the inexplicable kiss before, his sanity, which was already on the verge of collapse, exploded into a ball of fireworks. I can't fight back.

Nakahara Chuya breathed a sigh of relief that he did not fall into Osamu Dazai's temporary trap and made the right choice, but at the same time, after saying it, he felt a little melancholy and empty in his heart.

"Really?" Osamu Dazai was still smiling, but Nakahara seemed to be able to see the turbulent waves faintly exposed under the smile, like a huge monster under the corner of a glacier, showing a huge silhouette.

Zhong Yuanzhong could not deny that his heart was shaken at that moment.

Isn't it what you've always wanted to be your old partner?Didn’t you have so many emotional turmoil, so much anger and self-blame, and even so many gaffes before, all because of this day?Isn't it for this purpose?

Now the opportunity is in front of you. What you have waited for so many years is the present moment, the present choice, so what are you still hesitating about?

The relationship between life and death partners is the best, and it is the most suitable for the two of you.

Zhong Yuanzhong also kept repeating in his heart, which brought the balance that had already tilted back to its original position.

"I'm sure." He lowered his eyes slightly, avoiding Dazai Osamu's gaze, "Life and death partners are pretty good."

After these words, Osamu Dazai beside him didn't say a word for a few seconds.Zhong Yuanzhong also counted the time passing by, the stone in his heart sank more and more, and a sigh gradually rose from the bottom of his heart.

So there it is.

This is completely, completely over.

It was he who personally severed the vague relationship between the two that could develop on another path.From then on, the two of them may continue to bathe in the smoke of gunpowder together, look directly at the cliff of death, and also trust each other's backs, and gently hug each other to give each other the remaining warmth in the crisis-ridden night.

But as for wiping each other's hair gently and ambiguously after bathing, lying on the bed next to each other while loathing each other in the middle of the night, and that one in a narrow cabinet, soft and entangled. cottony

kiss.

Probably never again.

Osamu Dazai threw this choice to him, and gave Nakahara Chuya a chance to choose.And no matter whether he blamed himself for being cowardly, or blamed himself for being ruthless, Zhongyuan Zhong didn't dare to take any more risks.

Even if the misunderstanding four years ago has been solved, he has already suffered from post-traumatic syndrome from the injury four years ago, and the only courage he has for the relationship between the two has disappeared with time.

... He no longer dared to reach out.

Nakahara also lowered his eyes, not daring to go and unwilling to see Dazai Osamu's expression now.

He counted quietly in his heart, until after the seemingly endless silence, he heard a faint sigh.

"Oh, okay." Osamu Dazai sighed, his tone full of regret and regret, "Since you said that, you can only choose one option. It's just that I always thought that you like stability and reliability. relationship, rather than the pursuit of pure pleasure.”

Nakahara Chuya: "...Huh?"

The brain, which was originally full of various emotions and could not be vented, seemed to realize that something was wrong, and successfully crashed and turned into a black screen.Nakahara Nakaya raised his eyes in bewilderment, and only then did he see Dazai Osamu's expression clearly.

It wasn't the look mixed with anger and rebuke as he had imagined, on the contrary, it contained traces of helplessness and...

An imperceptible smile?

Before Chuya Nakahara could react, Osamu Dazai spoke again.This time he shook his head while showing a sad and regretful expression: "Oh, although I know that I am a close partner in front of others, the relationship setting of kissing together after closing the door is full of taboos. It's an exciting feeling. Especially when people behave in the same way and others do in the opposite way, the hidden and unethical feelings have a kind of pleasure like stealing love, but—”

"I really didn't think of it at all." Osamu Dazai couldn't hide the smile in his eyes at all, he looked at Chuya Nakahara with an extremely sly smile, and sighed, "Chuya Nakahara, you are actually People who like this kind of play! It seems that I haven't seen you for so many years, and I still know a lot less about you."

Zhongyuan Zhongye: "..."

"...What?" The brain only reacted now, and Nakahara Nakaya stared at the smile on Dazai Osamu's face, and suddenly realized something.

Zhong Yuanzhong also suddenly realized that his previous feelings, those hesitation and reluctance were in vain, but a waste of feelings.And Osamu Dazai was standing next to him, watching him the whole time, and watching his inner struggles and changes with that gaze that seemed to be able to directly see through the soul of a person with great interest.

Chuya Zhongyuan: "...Get lost!"

He gritted his teeth, half out of embarrassment and half out of anticipation, realizing that Osamu Dazai had played tricks on him again.

...the bloody bastard mackerel.

Although he couldn't help cursing Osamu Dazai again in his heart, Nakahara Chuya could feel the uncontrollable upward frenzy of the corners of his mouth.

After trying again to suppress the corners of his mouth and put on a serious and indifferent expression, Zhongyuan Zhong also simply gave up struggling, allowing a warm smile to spread across his entire face.

"...Okay." Nakahara Chuya seemed to be struggling for a moment, pouted for a moment, then suddenly grabbed Dazai Osamu by the collar and pulled his head, which was half higher than his own. down.

Nakahara Chuya pulled Dazai Osamu's face in front of him, tiptoed lightly, and touched his lips tenderly.

It's not so much a kiss, it's better to say that this action is a fierce attack, with a declarative meaning like a mark.The lips of the two collided fiercely, and the teeth seemed to collide with each other through a layer of blood and flesh, which broke the lips of the two and brought out a faint smell of blood.

But Zhong Yuan Zhong also didn't show the slightest expression of wanting to shrink back.

"Hey, bastard Dazai Osamu, listen to me." Nakahara also licked the corner of his lips, feeling the bloody smell from the tip of his tongue into his mouth, and showed a wild and wanton smile, "Since If you didn't think about giving others a chance to choose in advance, then don't flicker around and make up some options."

"But since you have made the choice for me and deprived me of the right to choose, then you have to bear the consequences yourself."

Chuya Nakahara was almost face to face with Osamu Dazai, his ice blue eyes were full of compelling light and spirit.

He spoke softly, his voice was soft and firm, but with an irrefutable condescending aura.

"You know me—once you get provoked, it's hard to get rid of it again."

"That's just right, just what I want." Facing Nakahara Nakaya's almost aggressive expression, Dazai Osamu did not flinch in the slightest, but also smiled.

He stared at the bright red at the corner of Zhongya Zhongya's mouth, and his arrogant and extremely confident expression when he licked the corner of his mouth with the tip of Zhongyuan Zhongya's tongue, and hissed softly in his heart.

This guy Chuya, without his knowing it, has become more and more attractive without knowing it.

"It's just what I want." Osamu Dazai repeated it softly again, and then also showed a very possessive smile.He looked straight into Nakahara Chuya's eyes. The complex and cumbersome things in the kite-colored eyes floated up and down, and finally settled into a pool of thick and thick darkness. It was sent."

"Then let us provoke each other, Chuya."

"No one is allowed to withdraw, and no one can return halfway."

"Otherwise, the person who broke the promise, whether he is willing or not, will never be able to escape for the rest of his life."

Zhong Yuanzhong didn't answer either, just snorted coldly.

"Okay." Osamu Dazai understood the acquiescence in his disdainful tone, and said with a smile, "Then it's a deal."

"—my boyfriend."