When the double black penetrates the if line

It's actually a wonderful feeling.

Feeling that my soul freezes and cools down along with my thoughts, all the messy thoughts in my heart are drained from my mind bit by bit, leaving only the last white blankness.

Zhong Yuanzhong also stood where he was, with one hand still on the doorknob, and there were bits and pieces of astonishment and bewilderment in his eyes that hadn't completely dissipated.

What's wrong with me?

His thoughts seemed to have sunk into a deep blue seabed, blunted by the endless sea water, running slowly and laboriously.

Zhong Yuanzhong also thought almost at a loss.

What did Ango Sakaguchi say just now?

What is..."Osamu Dazai pushed me off the cliff of death with his own hands"?

Zhong Yuanzhong also knew every word in this sentence, but when they were combined together, it seemed to form some unknown mysterious and esoteric symbol.Zhong Yuanzhong also stared at it in vain, pondering it over and over in his mind, but still couldn't understand what it meant.

How could Osamu Dazai personally send him to a dead end?

How could he possibly do this?

Although the relationship between the two is very wrong, they always quarrel again and again, and even when they are angry, they have said countless times that they hate each other the most.

But digging deep in his heart, Nakahara also suddenly realized that he had never taken the thought of "Osamu Dazai would hurt himself" to heart, and never even had such a thought.

There is no basis, no reason, just an incomparably certain intuition that spreads from the bottom of my heart.

Zhongyuan Zhong also firmly believes all the time——

Osamu Dazai will never harm him.

In the chaotic brain, the fog finally dissipated slowly, revealing a little clarity.

The astonishment in Zhongye Zhongye's blue eyes finally faded away bit by bit, revealing his heart that had been as unshakable as a rock for a long time.His eyes slowly changed, and finally locked on a ray of extremely firm light.

The corners of his lips were tightened, he pressed the doorknob, and opened the door to the office.

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Talk about the other person's relationship behind their backs, and it still reveals something that is not very beautiful.

Ango Sakaguchi pushed his glasses, looked at Chuya Nakahara who quietly appeared at the door, and questioned for the [-]st time whether he hadn't read the pornographic calendar before going out today.

Otherwise, it was very simple, even considered an easy undercover operation, why did it become so complicated now?

It's okay to talk about the relationship between others secretly, but if you are caught by that person on the spot, then this kind of experience will not be so wonderful.

Looking at Chuya Nakahara's gaze, Ango Sakaguchi immediately moved his eyes away, not daring to look directly at him.

Help, what should I do in such an embarrassing situation like this?

A drop of cold sweat gradually dripped from the forehead of Ango Sakaguchi, not because of Chuya Nakahara who was afraid of standing at the door with a expressionless face, but because of the delicate and tense atmosphere between the other two people in the room.

"This... you two talk slowly, I'll go out for a stroll first, go out for a stroll..." Ango Sakaguchi's voice became more guilty as he went to the back. In the end, he simply walked to the door and walked sideways. Sliding out through the crack of the door, the desire to survive has never been stronger than it is now.

Chuya Nakahara stood by the door, ignoring Ango Sakaguchi who walked past him quickly.

It wasn't until the office door was gently closed that he raised his gaze and looked directly at Osamu Dazai.

"Chuya, if you want to ask me anything, you can ask me." Dazai Osamu's tone was as cheerful and unconcerned as ever, but his eyes were very serious, "No matter what you want to know, I will tell you the truth. tell you."

Based on Osamu Dazai's understanding of Chuya Nakahara, even if the door of the office was closed before, Chuya Nakahara must have heard what the people inside were saying.

You must have heard the last few words of Ango Sakaguchi.

He didn't try to explain what Ango Sakaguchi said before, because any explanation would be weak and pale.

He just looked at Nakahara Chuya seriously, and then said seriously——

"So ask questions, Chuya, say what you want to ask, what you want to question."

Nakahara Chuya seemed to let go of something in his heart, and let out a sigh of relief: "Osamu Dazai."

Hearing his name being said so solemnly, Osamu Dazai tilted his head slightly: "Huh?"

"I only have one question." Nakahara Zhong also lowered his eyes, long eyelashes covering his eyes, "Will you deceive me?"

"No." Osamu Dazai replied very simply, "If it's today, if it's now, then I won't lie to you."

"That's fine." Nakahara Nakaya raised his head, met Dazai Osamu's slightly astonished gaze, and slowly smiled under Dazai Osamu's almost surprised and unbelievable gaze.

"You..." Obviously, Osamu Dazai didn't expect to get such an answer.He spit out a word lightly, and at this moment he seemed a little dazed.

"Hey, bastard mackerel, what's the matter with you?" Zhong Yuanzhong also said angrily, his tone was not very pleasant, but it was so familiar that anyone could hear the bond between the two, "Could it be stupid right?"

"No, I want to ask Chuya." The blankness in Osamu Dazai's eyes was like a shooting star across the sky, fleeting.He shook his head and said, "Why doesn't Chuya want to ask me anything? It stands to reason that you should have a lot of questions. Then why did you react like this?"

Nakahara also glanced at Osamu Dazai, with some disgust mixed in his eyes: "A good relationship between Ango Sakaguchi and me, or is it better between you and me?"

Osamu Dazai had no doubt about this question: "It's me."

Nakahara Chuya said again: "Then should I trust him more, or trust you more?"

Osamu Dazai hesitated for a moment: "You should... trust me more."

"Isn't that what it is?" Nakahara Nakahara watched Dazai Osamu once again fell into an expression that seemed to be unresponsive, and the corner of his mouth pulled out an impatient arc, but he walked forward from the door step by step, until he walked in front of Dazai Osamu .

He looked directly into Osamu Dazai's eyes, and said word by word: "Since you are more worthy of my trust in any aspect, why should I listen to Ango Sakaguchi, and I still listen to what he said? Do you know if the words about what Osamu Dazai did in this world are true or false?"

"We are partners, aren't we? And the most important thing about a partner is to be able to trust each other unconditionally and leave your back to each other. Now that's the case, what else can you worry about? You're afraid of me What are you thinking in your heart?"

At the end, Nakahara Nakahara tightly grasped Osamu Dazai's wrist, feeling the bandages wrapped round and round, but he did not let go.

"Don't underestimate me, Osamu Dazai."

"I trust you more than anyone else in this world or our original world."

Dazai Osamu's eyes are unpredictable, filled with countless complex and entangled emotions.

In the end, he looked at Chuya Nakahara, carefully watched the firm and sincere light in Chuya Nakahara's blue eyes, and slowly showed a smile on his face.

"Yes." Osamu Dazai murmured softly, "That's it..."

"Zhongye is the closest person to me in this world."