When the double black penetrates the if line

To protect yourself?

Nakahara looked at Osamu Dazai and suddenly felt a kind of sadness from the bottom of his heart.

"Are you protecting me?" He said lightly, "What is protection? Back then, when you resolutely left Hong Kong without even turning your head or saying hello to me, did you call it protection? Advocate, to make all the decisions for me is called protection?"

There were traces of sarcasm in Nakahara Chuya's eyes, but he suddenly felt very tired in his heart, so tired that he didn't even want to say anything extra, so tired that he didn't want to continue arguing with Osamu Dazai here anymore.

"Dazai Osamu, you still don't understand anything."

He lowered his eyes and said simply, without any extra emotion mixed between the words.

Some people on the street began to look curiously at this pair of people who seemed to be arguing. Nakahara let go of Osamu Dazai's collar, stood up, and took two steps back.

"I'm leaving." He lowered the brim of his hat to cover his expression, the only exposed corner of his mouth was straight and without curvature, "You can do whatever you like. Anyway, in our world, we were never People who act together, I don't have to follow your instructions like before."

"Isn't it good to just separate like this and go our own way? It's just returning to the way we used to get along with each other."

Even when he said these words, Nakahara already felt a dense tingling in his heart, which made him almost unable to breathe, as if just being separated from Osamu Dazai again would make his heart ache beyond control.

But Chuya Nakahara did not take back his words, he knew that he and Osamu Dazai could no longer go on like this.

Whether it is as an intimate partner, or some kind of ambiguous relationship that is neither far nor near, it is already a thing of the past.

Zhongyuan Zhong didn't dare to let himself indulge, and he couldn't just stand there and watch Dazai Osamu get closer to him bit by bit.

Every move of Osamu Dazai is too unpredictable and unreal.All the kindness, all the tenderness, may turn out to be nothing more than a bamboo basket.Anyone who is familiar with Osamu Dazai knows that once you indulge in the actions shown by Osamu Dazai, then you will really lose.

This is like a beautiful dream, even though there are thousands of beautiful things in the dream, but it will always wake up when it is time to wake up.

Zhongyuan Zhong didn't want to be awakened by reality at that time, and he didn't want to bear the pain of being torn apart at that moment, so he could only tear apart this dream with his own hands, tearing away all the true and false relationships, Completely cut off all good but probably voluntary thoughts.

Only in this way can one become completely invincible and not be hurt by any sharp blades.

Zhong Yuanzhong also pressed lightly on his still aching chest, twitched the corner of his mouth as if mocking himself, turned around and was about to leave without looking back.

However, before he could take a step forward, his wrist was tightly grasped.

"and many more--"

Osamu Dazai must have gotten up from the ground at the fastest speed in his life. His clothes were messy and full of dust, but the person who used to pay attention to his image didn't care about this at this time, and just held on tightly to Nakahara Nakahara. Also the wrist.

"What are you doing?!" Zhongyuan Zhong also frowned, disgust and entanglement flashed in his eyes, and finally turned into firmness.He tried to pull his wrist out of Dazai Osamu's hand, "Let go."

"No." Logically speaking, Osamu Dazai's physical fitness cannot be compared with that of Chuya Nakahara, but at this moment, for some reason, his hand seems to be made of iron, tightly grasping Chuya Nakahara's wrist, making him In the Central Plains, there is no way to escape.

He said hurriedly, almost in a panic: "Chuya, wait a minute, listen to me."

"What are you talking about?" Zhong Yuanzhong also gave up struggling, and looked at him flatly, "Isn't what I said the truth? What else do you have to say?"

Osamu Dazai stared closely at Nakahara Chuya's eyes, faced him with his wrists clutched, and said word by word: "I defected from Hong Kong because of Odasaku's death, and there is Mori Ouwai behind this. handwriting."

"And then?" Zhong Yuanzhong has been investigating the past, and he already knows a lot, so he has no fluctuations, "I have known this for a long time, and then?"

"No, what I want to say is——" Osamu Dazai took a deep breath, "Although on the surface, the death of Sakunosuke Oda has always been considered to be an insignificant sacrifice made by Mori Ogai in order to obtain a license for abilities. , but in fact it is not the case.”

"Perhaps part of it is indeed for the purpose of obtaining a license for abilities, but with the contacts and plans that Sen Owai has practiced for many years, there are actually many ways to achieve the goal without sacrificing Oda. The reason why Sen Owai You must have chosen to let Odasaku die because of me."

"I'm too unstable. I used to be fine when I was a child, and I was able to be controlled by Sen Owai. But as time went by, Sen Owai felt more and more that I was out of his control. An intelligence It’s not scary to be a super scheming person, what’s scary is that I didn’t have any nostalgia for the port mafia, the organization, or even my own life.”

"At that time, Sen Owai judged that I had already posed a threat to him with my gradually mature means. And you also know that in the mafia, there is only one measure that can be taken to face threats."

"—Erasure completely." Nakahara Chuya murmured.

"That's right, the only thing that can be done is to completely eliminate this danger." Osamu Dazai looked deeply into Nakahara Chuya's eyes, "But at that time, I was already one of the cadres. Means and abilities, if Sen Owai directly wants to expel me from Hong Kong gangsters or kill me quietly, he will not be unscathed. I may not be able to directly defeat Sen Owai, but it will cause indelible damage to the port mafia Both me and Sen Owai know this, and I can do it."

"Therefore, he can only choose a more roundabout way to drive me away."

"So he chose to manipulate secretly and let your best friend die directly." Nakahara Chuya's heart was heavy, "After the incident, he deliberately let you know that the boss himself did it."

"Yes." Osamu Dazai twitched the corner of his mouth, "In this case, I will definitely no longer have any nostalgia for Hong Kong gangsters, and leave by myself. And it turns out that Mori Owai has indeed fulfilled his wish."

"But it's not just Odasaku."

Osamu Dazai paused, and said softly: "If I still stay in the port mafia after that incident and refuse to leave, Oda Sakunosuke must not be the only one who did it outside Mori Ou."

"Sen Owai is like this. In order to completely eliminate the unstable factors in Hong Kong, he will use any means to attack anyone who is a little bit close to me and has a little bond."

"I think you should also know that Ango Sakaguchi, another friend of mine, is a member of the government. For the sake of Yokohama's balance, it is impossible for Mori Ogai to attack people from the government."

"And my interpersonal relationship has always been shallow. Except for Oda Sakunosuke and Sakaguchi Ango, the rest of them—"

As if suddenly unable to breathe, Osamu Dazai took a deep breath and exhaled, and then looked at Nakahara Chuya, his eyes were entwined with countless complex and twisted emotions like vines.

"——You are the only one left, Zhongya Zhongyuan."