Fengliang Xuewei

notes

Why did Wei Laoqi give this to her?Qiangwei rubbed the corner of the first page of the notebook with her fingers, staring at the three words on the faded paper, hesitating for a moment whether to open it or not.

Maybe there is some analysis of the tower research in his notebook, or conjectures and methods to deal with the enemy?After thinking for a while, Qiangwei turned to the second page.

"Today, the army of demons invaded and caught us off guard. The base on the Tengliu Plain was activated urgently..."

It seems not, these are notes written before the start of this war, which made Qiangwei understand a little bit.This notebook may record the process of Ducao commanding the army to fight, which can be of some help to the current battle situation.However, I am only the commander-in-chief in name, shouldn't Wei Laoqi and other generals study this note?Why give it to me?

"...The command strategy and tactical layout should not be recorded on paper. This notebook will only record the daily battle situation and the movement of demons for future analysis..."

It turned out not to be.Qiangwei was a little disappointed, the battle situation, it should be of some use after all.

"...As far as I know, demons and gluttonous are the main force of the invasion. Morgana, the leader of the demon army this time, is a powerhouse in the first echelon of the known universe. With the help of Karl, the true height of her strength is temporarily unknown. Although the demons under him suffered a great loss in the battle with the angel, they also successfully killed Keisha, and now it is uncertain to what extent their strength has recovered..."

Qiangwei shook her hand and almost tore the page in half, but she still insisted on not turning the page.

"...It is rumored that Morgana was also an angel. In ancient times, she was a king with a similar status to Kaisha, but she broke up because of disagreements. Cordis is similar to angels, and the justice in values ​​​​is basically the same, but Morgana is the leader. Demons believe in freedom and ultimate fear. Morgana takes life's primitive [desire] [desire] and impulse as the top priority, and denies any spiritual and material restrictions. The order of demons is chaotic and irrational, which is incompatible with Kodis."

"And Morgana's philosophy has a strong brainwashing effect. Most of the civilizations conquered by demons eventually became followers of Morgana and lost their original meaning. The civilization of Cordis is still young. If you are conquered by demons, you cannot escape the fate of being brainwashed. There are only complete winners and losers in the war with demons, and there is no third case, and it is absolutely impossible to reach a consensus.”

The hand holding the notebook trembled slightly, and the only words left in Qiangwei's eyes: Brainwashed, still young, so she, so myself...?

She turned the page in a hurry, as if she could quickly get rid of the entangled thoughts in this way.

What follows is the analysis of the strength of both the enemy and the enemy, as well as the tactical analysis that may be used in the local area.Qiangwei flipped through a few pages in a row, but as expected, she didn't find any description about Hua Ye.That's right, Hua Ye is a variable, I'm afraid Lian Yan and Morgana didn't expect this person to appear.

After that, there is a record of the daily battle situation.Qiangwei began to analyze in detail, but found a strange commonality: it was not about the battle situation.In Ducao's daily analysis of the battle situation, there are the most descriptions about the Xiongbing Company, especially about himself?

It’s not an illusion, every day what Qiangwei did on the battlefield would be written down in a special paragraph, ranging from destroying a spaceship to mobilizing all the troops, they were all recorded here—even some were recorded for no reason .

She didn't know why, but she was suddenly touched by this discovery, and her heart began to beat loudly.

The note turned to the day before Ducao left the base to go to the tower.

"...I'm really worried about Qiangwei. She may be too young to bear the responsibility of commanding the whole army, and I have to ask Lao Qi and the others to help her secretly. The time is too short, and she has not honed her skills enough. At present, she can only rely on a different body. Based on the ability of ordinary people and the identity of the saint, he managed the army in a short period of time. At the beginning, the shaping of ability and identity was perfect, but the courage and experience of commanding took time to accumulate, this time it should be regarded as a beginning.”

This is the first time that Ducao has expressed his emotions in his notes. Qiangwei noticed that this is unusual, but what does it mean?Qiangwei turned back several pages, but saw nothing else about her.Behind the notes are some recordings of the progress in the study of the tower, as well as speculation and description of that discovery.until the last page.

On the last page, after the routine research notes, Ducao added an extra paragraph: "A few days have passed, and I don't know what the situation on the battlefield is. If there is no news, it means that Qiangwei is in good condition there, and her ability is really excellent. The environment of the divine tower is harsh, and the researcher and I lived in Qiangwei’s cave. Although it has been remodeled as much as possible at the beginning, the conditions are still not suitable for long-term living. Qiangwei lived here for ten years before. Stronger power. If it is not for future plans, how can I make up my mind to let her go here to undergo transformation... I don’t know what kind of environment the tower is like, I have never been there before.”

The amount of information contained in these few sentences is a bit large, and Qiangwei has produced too many associations based on these few sentences, and her mind became a mess for a while.What does Ducao want to say, what is the purpose of him forcing me to participate in the God-making project?Since you could throw me directly to this place in the past, what is the meaning of feeling that kind of feeling now?

The note stopped at two-thirds of the way, Qiangwei held it for a long time, then suddenly stood up, opened the door and rushed into the snow.She was going to ask Wei Laoqi why he gave her this book.

As soon as Wei Laoqi saw Qiangwei, he knew what she was going to say. He took the lead in holding Qiangwei's shoulder, and said, "Don't worry, I know what you want to say."

Qiangwei didn't say a word, her slightly widened eyes were filled with confusion, she pursed her lips, and just stretched out her hand to show the notebook.

Wei Laoqi didn't know what to say. He stared at the note for a long while, and then slowly loosened his hand strength, but a sense of powerlessness slowly surfaced: "I was impulsive at the time. Maybe, I shouldn't have given you this note." .”

Qiangwei didn't understand what he meant.Wei Laoqi took the note and sighed slightly.

Wei Laoqi is a very emotional person, which may be the fundamental reason why he gave the notes to Qiangwei impulsively.The direct reason is Qiangwei's indifferent reaction after learning of Ducao's death.

Because of the god-making plan, Qiangwei will not have too deep feelings for Ducao. Wei Laoqi understands this reason, and has always understood Qiangwei's tepid reaction to his father.But unlike Qiangwei, as a friend and comrade-in-arms of Ducao for many years, he spent much more time with Ducao than Qiangwei, and the friendship he formed was much deeper.Therefore, when he saw Qiangwei's calm and almost icy reaction in Kedis Hospital, Wei Laoqi's heart sank, and he was almost numb from the cold when he passed under the snow in the Tengliu Plain.

After all, this is your father, Wei Laoqi really wanted to say that to Qiangwei there.But he couldn't say it, and Qiangwei would probably ignore this sentence, so when he found Ducao's notebook, his first reaction was to give it to Qiangwei.He was one of the few people who knew Ducao's true intentions at that time. He knew that Ducao wanted to tell Qiangwei his intentions countless times before he was alive, but he never found the opportunity and dragged it off until the accident happened.

"Qiangwei, listen to me." Wei Laoqi said dryly, now that he had calmed down slightly, he already understood that he was too impulsive to tell Qiangwei the truth at this time.But things have come to this, he can't let the time go back to the time when Qiangwei didn't see the notes.

"I didn't expect Lao Du to keep this note. This may be the only chance for him to tell you personally. I don't know how much this note can make you understand. Qiangwei, but you can at least know that your father How concerned about you in private."

"I don't quite understand what's important to me." Qiangwei said coldly.

"Do you still hate your father?" Wei Laoqi was agitated by her words again, and he took a small step forward: "I know that the plan to create gods was left behind by you." You may have an indelible impression on your father. At that time, Lao Du was indeed a wicked person and kept you in that environment for so long...but he is still your father! He has always felt guilty To your debt, he took care of you silently before and after this incident, and he has not communicated with you all the time because he was afraid that you would still harbor hatred towards him. He has extraordinary expectations, praise and attention for you, so you just , don’t you understand?” In the end, he was almost incoherent, and because of his limited expressive ability, he looked anxious: “Old Du actually loves you very much!”

"I can't understand." Qiangwei frowned, not so much as impatient, but as dismissive: "Of course I don't understand his good intentions, and for no reason left me at the age of 16 in that ghostly place under the tower of God. In [-], I died three times in pain. After I came out, I deliberately created an identity for me and isolated me to the tower. When the war was approaching, I was ordered to manage the Super Seminary for ten years, using an intelligent tool to toss me around. You say he loves me? This is even more unbelievable than the devil's nonsense."

"That's because...!" Wei Laoqi seemed to be irritated by Qiangwei's almost rude words. He roared out the first four words, but then forcibly calmed himself down: "Qiangwei, it's certainly right for Lao Du to do these things. You hurt a lot, but he also has his own reasons."

Qiangwei listened attentively.

"At that time, after we investigated the energy of the cave under the tower for a period of time, the research gradually became clear and a bottleneck appeared. If we want to really understand the mechanism of that energy, we must have experimental data. At that time, we thought that the experimenter You can’t be too old, and you need to have high-intensity physical training and first-class talent in advance, but such harsh conditions, where can you find such a person? Even if you can find it, how can you take the risk to persuade others to experiment? At that time, everyone They all almost gave up on this research, but they were not willing to part with this plan that might greatly improve their strength, so they just put it on hold... until Lao Du made that decision later. "

"Let me do this experiment?" Although Qiangwei had waited a long time, her voice was still unavoidably tinged with a tremor.

"You didn't see what he looked like when he made that decision," Wei Laoqi wiped his face, "he locked himself in the room for an unknown number of days, and when he came out, there was only a layer of skin left, only his eyes were clear, and he opened his mouth Let’s just say my daughter can be this experiment. At that time, everyone thought that he was out of his mind, and everyone opposed him. It was useless. He just took orders from his superiors to oppress us and counted us according to our rank. I can't even resist, counting as friends, our brothers almost blocked and beat him up at that time. Using your own flesh and blood to do such a dangerous thing, is his heart still strong..."

"After the experiment started, he deserved it. He never went to see you, but he didn't dare to watch you suffer in it, for fear that he would regret it himself. If he had nothing to do, he would stay behind closed doors every day. He would stay in the place where you lived before. In that room, we were looking for him for an urgent matter, and when we opened the door we saw red eye circles, and then we found out that she couldn't hold back and secretly went down to see you last night... Qiangwei, I have been brothers with him for so long, the first day of the day Watch him cry."

"Tch, you deserve it." Qiangwei frowned a little deeper, trying to cover her slowly turning red eye sockets: "That can't change the fact."

"Qiangwei, he has his own reasons!" Wei Laoqi's line was so classic that Qiangwei wanted to sneer on the spot.

"It will be a long time later that he will be understood slowly. If there is no such person, maybe Cordis will really decline after a hundred years. Qiangwei, as your father, of course he hopes that you can live your life carefree , but you are his daughter, the No.1 daughter of the Kodis military."

"You should also understand Lao Du's status in Cordis, which is not only the height of the actual power holder. The Ten Thousand Years War has left a deep sense of insecurity in the people's bones. Coupled with Lao Du's own achievements, the military is A good medicine to reassure the Kodis people. He has been praised more and more for hundreds of years, and he has lived up to the expectations of the invincible, but our Kodis people have a limited lifespan. After so long, Karl and the devil will come here sooner or later, old Duwan... have you thought about what Curtis will do?"

At this point, the words could not be more clear.

Ducao is not a general, nor a person in power. He is a symbol and symbol that is almost deified, and is the comfort in the hearts of everyone in Cordis.If he dies, the people will inevitably panic for a period of time, and the military will also be at a loss for a period of time due to their inability to adapt. It is almost fatal at this juncture of the war.

So he can't die, or, this spiritual symbol can't fall.If he dies one day, then there must be someone of similar status to replace him.This person must have outstanding ability and strength, high status, and it is best to have some connection or similarity with Ducao.

Qiangwei was the one to take over.She is Ducao's only daughter, and her innate status is unquestionable; her talent is first-class, similar to Ducao's, and this god-making plan has contributed to the opportunity for the right time, place and people.

So Qiangwei was sent to undergo experiments, on the one hand to promote research, on the other hand to successfully transform, and her strength can far exceed others.After she came out, Ducao deliberately took the title of saint and lived in the holy tower, which is equivalent to deliberately mythizing her.Later, the dean of the Super Seminary and the captain of the Xiongbing Company further elevated her status, and her performance on the battlefield is the best proof and publicity of her strength... If she was not too young and inexperienced, after Ducao's accident, There was absolutely no need to hide this news on purpose.

Ducao dedicated his whole life to Cordis, which can be described as well-intentioned.

Qiangwei understood the cause and effect and the ins and outs, and looked at Wei Laoqi's expectant and profound face opposite him, as if facing a big sarcasm: "Oh, this is the difficulty you said? Sacrifice me as a tool for the city-state?"

She took a deep breath, and felt that something was about to come out of her eyes uncontrollably: "I finally understand now. I can also tell you that I will never forgive him, no matter what the reason is!"

Still couldn't hold back the tears, Qiangwei's entire face was quickly soaked.She couldn't say another word, her only reaction was to raise her hands to cover her face, and ran out quickly all the way.The snow splashed behind her, and she broke out to run at the maximum speed, trying to throw everything far behind her.

She is a super god warrior, and her physical fitness is much better than that of ordinary people, but at this moment, all the blessings of abilities are completely invalid, and the tiny snowflakes fall on every exposed skin, which is piercingly cold.But there was a place in her heart that ignited the moment she turned around, burning with an unbearable high temperature, slowly eroding a corner of her soul.

What was left was all the ashes of dependence, weakness, powerlessness and tenderness, which were thrown into the air by Qiangwei.The cold wind in Tengliu Plain blew away all traces within half a second, and gradually dried up the tears on Qiangwei's face.

This will be her last weakness and venting, the last time she shed tears, Qiangwei swears to herself like this.Because, from now on, there will be nothing that can reach such a heart-piercing level, and no one can give her a shoulder to rely on, and no one can really walk into her heart and let her She can depend on it with confidence, or chase after it desperately.

Being alone doesn't have the right to choose to be sad and to break down.

The author has something to say: In fact, I originally wanted to whitewash Dukao, but the whole writing collapsed, and the whitewashing was completely unexplainable, so I ruthlessly discredited him a little bit...Qiangwei felt sorry for myself QAQ, this time I'm really alone.

I confess, I admit my mistake, Ducao is ooc.Although in the original book he cares about the country, devotes himself to everything, and is strict with Qiangwei, he is not as crazy and scheming as I wrote. I am really wrong, but this cannot be changed.If you want to complain, come in line, I agree, this is a big failure, I didn't think about it when I conceived it...