After that, Cangxuan did not appear for 60 or 60 years. During those [-] or [-] years, Si Chen worked as a small official, went to the frontier to fight wars, opened a shop, accumulated wealth, and continued to practice hard. He was still striving to become a rich and handsome man. on the way.The busy life made him almost forget that there was such a person as Cang Xuan, so that when Cang Xuan appeared in front of him again, he didn't know how to react for a while.

Cangxuan said affectionately, after so many years, I still miss you, Xiaochen, have you calmed down?

Si Chen punched that handsome face.

But Cang Xuan's face is thicker than the Great Wall.

Si Chen fought coldly with him, beat and scolded him, but Cang Xuan just refused to leave. Later, when Si Chen encountered danger and difficulties, Cang Xuan tried his best to help him, but he didn't ask for anything. Si Chen gradually forgave him.

This process takes about 50 years.

In the last 100 years, Cang Xuanqin came once a year, stayed for a few months at a time, and once in five years after being busy, he hugged Si Chen hard to warm up.Sometimes Si Chen feels that Cangxuan just wants to fuck him, but he doesn't understand, can a man's desire to fuck another man be so strong?Lasting hundreds of years and always so hot?He is just a farm product from the mountains, knowing that he is nothing special at all.Maybe Cangxuan just feels sorry for the only person who has put in so much effort, but hasn't had sex once in hundreds of years. He must make it up this time, but is it possible that Cangxuan really likes him?

Once this cognition appears, it is like planting a seed in the heart, and the effect is terrible.

I have been single for 500 years, although there are temptations but I refuse them all. Si Chen is very persistent and must take relationships seriously, but there is never such a person, and he is also very lonely.Many years passed, and he found sadly that even though he thought his mind had matured and his reason had become hardened, Cang Xuan could still make him fall in love.

If only I could throw everything away.

But when he is tempted, he immediately thinks back to what happened back then, and realizes that Cang Xuan is still so fickle.

Si Chen's liking can only be with one person at a time, and requires the other party to do the same, whether it is physically or mentally.

Cang Xuan didn't have this concept at all.

Once Si Chen asked him, why on earth do you insist on sleeping with so many people, can't you be so satisfied with just one person?

Cangxuan was silent for a long time before answering him: Xiaochen, my race is very rare, and the desire to spread offspring is too strong in my nature, and it is very painful to fight against. Some races, such as wolves, can pair up and only recognize each other. Although I don't understand why, but it can endure for 500 years, I can't understand why you can do it, just as you can't understand why I can't.

Si Chen said that I just didn't understand, and said in surprise: You are a snake, what's so rare?

Cang Xuan stopped talking.

Si Chen really doesn't like being so ambiguous, but Cang Xuan likes to pester him too much, he can't afford to provoke him, and he can't hide from him, so he can just let it go, and teach himself when he is tempted, don't forget who this is, don't forget the past Lessons.

Only recently seems to be different.

Cangxuan rushed forward today, maybe because he felt that time had washed away Si Chen's pain, or because he felt that he had made up for the past damage, so the urge to fall in love with him gained the upper hand again.

Si Chen was still able to maintain his rationality, so he was wary of Cang Xuan rushing towards him again, thinking about how to get out.

However, Cang Xuan didn't rush over. He took a serious look at Si Chen, took out something from behind, handed it to Si Chen, and said in a low voice, "Xiao Chen, I'm here to give you this."

It was a bouquet of flowers.

In the darkness, Si Chen didn't see clearly what the flowers were at first, but the bouquet-like shape and strong color burned like a flame even in such a dimly lit place, he quickly recognized it, and his heart trembled .

Celosia.

Celosia is special to him and Cang Xuan.

It was a long, long time ago, when he and Cang Xuan were still flirting, one night, the two of them were walking in the ancient city where the curfew had been curfew, and in order to avoid the patrols, they jumped onto the roof of a rich man's house.

The wind is very light, the moon and stars are sparse, the two are in the mid-air without support, looking down at the city under their feet, feeling like they only have each other.

Si Chen was very shy at the time and didn't dare to meet Cang Xuan's eyes. Turning his head away, he suddenly saw a large field of fiery red flowers blooming in the yard. The color that broke through the night like that made him feel some kind of inner touch.

"What kind of flower is that?" He asked softly.

Cang Xuan smiled when he saw it: "cockscomb, do you like it?"

Celosia and chicken essence are a perfect match.

Before Si Chen could speak, Cang Xuan jumped down nimbly, and within two seconds, he came up again, holding a bouquet of fiery red flowers in his hand, and handing it to him with a charming smile: "Here."

Si Chen's heart beat faster, and it took him a long time to clear his throat, and said hypocritically, "Why are you still picking other people's flowers?" But he said no, but his body was still very honest, and he took it as if grabbing it, holding it in both hands.

Cang Xuan laughed, and patted his forehead: "Then... I will plant a yard for you in the future, so that you can see it whenever you want."

Cangxuan is simply a saint of love, and he must do what he says. There was a long period of time in Sichen's courtyard. Every time at the end of summer and early autumn, when everything declines, it will go against the bleak atmosphere, and it will be full of fiery red, which makes people's hearts sway. .Such a fiery color is like Si Chen's increasingly fiery mood.

It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, and after they broke up with Cang Xuan, Si Chen pulled out all the flowers like a madman, and sat in the crimson ground and cried like an idiot.

He never cried again, and never planted cockscombs again.

But the gentle wind that night, the fiery red and warm colors, and their former yard seemed to be burning wantonly, a fire that could not be extinguished no matter what, it was deeply imprinted in Si Chen's heart and could not be erased.

At this moment, Si Chen's lips trembled, his hands trembled, he didn't know whether to pick it up, his throat was dry, and he tried to keep his voice steady: "Cockscomb is a planted flower, where did you pick it?"

Cang Xuan looked at him intently, and said in a low voice, "Go to the city and find someone else to steal it."

Si Chen couldn't control his emotions for a moment.

Now he is no longer that little kid who just fell in love and wished he could dedicate everything to the other party.He is now a mature man, and even many people rely on him.In Si Chen's perception, he was already very reliable, very rational, and very strong.

But he was so moved by a bouquet of stolen flowers that he was disarmed.

Si Chen felt that he was a bit ashamed, so he told himself to calm down, it was inexperienced to fall into the pit once, and it would be unforgivable if he fell into the pit a second time.The kind of injury that year, let him suffer again, I don't know that it will take hundreds of years to heal.

He didn't know that he could live for hundreds of years.

Si Chen collected himself, and slowly said: "Cang Xuan, after such a long time, you also know what kind of person I am. I don't flirt with others, don't mess around with others, and have no serious object. I can keep myself clean for 500 years. I like someone, and I don’t need to be together, but when we are together, we can only have each other. You have a criminal record, but as long as you give me a promise, I will give up the person I haven’t seen in 500 years for you, just thinking about it You, whatever you want, I agree with."

Give up... that person in the painting?

That Si Chen has been painting for a century and has thought about it for hundreds of years?

Cang Xuan's body shook, and he looked at him in a daze: "What?"

Si Chen took a deep breath and said solemnly: "If you want me, you can only have me when you are with me. If you miss others, whether it is in your heart or in your body, you have to follow me." I can only provoke you after breaking the relationship."

His nose was a little sour, but his voice remained the same.

"Whatever you did in the past, I thought you didn't understand my rules back then, but you understand now. I only ask you to be loyal to me when you are with me. As long as you say you can do it..."

Si Chen raised her head and closed her eyes.

"As long as you tell me, I will believe it."

The wind lifted the curtains and stirred Cang Xuan's hair. He stared blankly at Si Chen, at a loss for what to do.

He has lived through such a life for thousands of years. He has tried to suppress himself, but it turns out that he can't.He really wants Si Chen, he really wants to promise Si Chen, but can he really?There is no guarantee at all.

Do you want to agree first and then talk?Anyway, if he really did something else, as long as he kept it from Si Chen...

Seeing his dazed and helpless expression, Si Chen couldn't help gripping the bed sheet silently, his eyes getting darker and darker.

Cang Xuan's lips moved, but he didn't say anything. He lowered his head for a while and murmured: "I don't want to either."

"I can't control it."

Si Chen clenched his fists as tightly as possible and pierced his palm. The blood quietly stained the bed sheet red. It took an unknown amount of time, as if he had exhausted all his sorrow, resentment, and pain, before he slowly let go.

"Oh." He replied flatly, "In this case, we should not meet again."

Cang Xuan suddenly raised his head and stared at him, wanting to lean over.

Si Chen frowned, braced his temples, and waved his hand in boredom: "Let's go."

Cang Xuan looked at Si Chen who didn't even want to look at him, his heart was about to burst, it took him a long time to understand the meaning of Si Chen's words, he loosened his hand holding the bouquet, and wanted to leave the flowers on the bed, then remembered When I went to look for Si Chen back then, I saw that he had already moved out, and the cockscombs in the yard had fallen to the ground, as dry as a broken feeling.

The wind blew through her body, and after a long time, Si Chen raised her head and looked at a point in the air with no expression on her face.

The moonlight was like frost, the night wind was like water, only the shadow of the tree and him remained in the huge room.

Cang Xuan didn't even leave any flowers for him.

Thinking of this, Si Chen laughed at himself again.

People are gone, what do you want to spend, like a beautiful woman to bury flowers?

At this age, he is still so hypocritical.

He closed his eyes and covered his face with his hands, allowing himself to be slowly swallowed by a huge sense of powerlessness.

It's like a lonely traveler trekking in the desert, knowing that it is a mirage, but still walking towards the oasis, and finally passing through the phantom, trying to grab something, but can only see nothing in his hands, there is a sense of sobriety. When the earth sinks, I spurn myself and feel powerless.

fool.

Si Chen scolded, but he didn't know who he was scolding.

He thought he would have no sleep all night, but he fell asleep soon.

He dreamed of the Phoenix again.

The human-shaped phoenix is ​​absolutely beautiful.He stared at it obsessively, thinking that the moon still has its ups and downs, but you are always perfect.

Fenghuang smiled at him, her soft hair hanging down: "Xiaochen."

Si Chen wanted to hold his hand and stroke his hair.

Suddenly, a huge black figure appeared behind Fenghuang, grabbed Fenghuang by the hair, and lifted him up.Fenghuang yelled, Si Chen hurriedly wanted to push that man back, but when he saw the man's face, his whole body turned cold as if he had fallen into an ice cellar.

In the tall silhouette, Yazi looked down at him with indifferent eyes, twisted Phoenix's neck, and pierced his fangs hard.Fenghuang let out a heart-piercing scream, and desperately stretched out his hand to Sichen, his eyes were full of tears, and blood gushed out.

"Xiaochen, save me, save me——!"

Si Chen woke up suddenly, breathing heavily, breaking out in a cold sweat.He remembered that he dreamed of a phoenix calling for help a few days ago, and he remembered the cave and the fragments of the phoenix feathers he saw during the day.

Yazi's target is Phoenix.

They fought a big battle yesterday, and now they are fighting to the death again!

Fenghuang was in pain as if dying, crying for help, Si Chen had to save him!

Now!immediately!immediately!

At this time, someone knocked on the door, Si Chen rushed to open the door, and saw Saharen frowning: "Zhong Chu has caught up with that demon, and he is fighting."

Si Chen immediately put on his coat: "Take me there!"

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