toxic roommate

Tao Mengzhu was silent for a moment, then got up silently and poked Yu Xiaoqiu's arm, saying: "Give me your room card."

Yu Xiaoqiu couldn't help being taken aback, and said, "Are you going to code?"

"En." Tao Mengzhu nodded.

She felt that staying here was the biggest embarrassment.

Instead of going to the next door to code words, why not stay here and play games with everyone?If he proposes to join, Zhen Shuang should feel embarrassed again.

Yu Xiaoqiu glanced at Zhen Shuang thoughtfully, took out the room card from the bag, and handed it to Tao Mengzhu.

Tao Mengzhu pursed her mouth, was about to go out with her room card, notebook and power cord in her arms, when she heard Qingyue say: "What's the matter, let's play together, it's rare to come out to play once, can't you leave your documents behind?" ?”

Zhen Shuang glanced at Qingyue in surprise for a while, but she saw Qingyue helping Amu transform the monster spawner as if nothing had happened, without even looking at Tao Mengzhu at the door.

Yes, Tao Mengzhu walked to the door, alone.

Obviously this trip was organized for Tao Mengzhu, but on the first day, she was excluded by everyone.

Zhen Shuang frowned, thinking that if she hadn't deliberately avoided it, she wouldn't have been so embarrassed that she was about to leave alone, right?

For a moment, Zhen Shuang felt an indescribable feeling in her heart. She couldn't help standing up, looking at Tao Mengzhu with her eyes, and stopped talking several times.

I don't know if there is a trace of hope left in my heart, Tao Mengzhu turned to look at Zhen Shuang after opening the door, the moment their eyes met, it seemed that they saw thousands of words in each other's eyes, but no one could say anything .

Tao Mengzhu didn't know whether he should go one step further and try his best, or continue to stand where he should be, trying to maintain the last trace of goodwill.

Just when she was hesitating, Zhen Shuang pursed her lips and said, "Come out to play, don't write words, let's play together."

Tao Mengzhu was stunned for a moment, shrugged and said with a smile: "I won't."

In fact, she should know it, after all, she has watched Zhen Shuang play many times, has she never eaten pork or seen a pig run?But she didn't know what was wrong with herself, she subconsciously chose to refuse.

"I'll teach you." Zhen Shuang said, bending his eyebrows, and said, "Come together."

Tao Mengzhu froze for a moment, turned around and nodded in surprise and joy, closed the door behind his back, and walked to the bed in a little bewilderment, looking blankly at the table where there was no place to sit.

Zhen Shuang got up, hugged the computer and walked to her side, sat down beside her, and said, "Help me down the tree, and I'll install the game for you."

Without further ado, Tao Mengzhu sat down beside Zhen Shuang, exchanged notebooks with her, took out an axe, and picked up one tree after another with an unconcealed ecstasy on his face.

That afternoon and evening, the room was very lively.

"Ahhhh! I have an elite monster who disarms with revenge lightning and darkness!" Hu Yang shouted and ran.

"Hu Yang, I tp you, hold on." Qingyue said, but found herself standing in a place where there was nothing strange in the next second: "Huh? Where are the elite monsters?"

"Ah, I'm dead." Hu Yang scratched the roots of his ears innocently.

"Oh, oh, Qiuqiu, save me!" Gu Liangzhou ran towards Yu Xiaoqiu with a monster on his butt.

"Yuyu! The jj monster you attracted blows up the field I just planted!" Yu Xiaoqiu, a young expert in life, expressed his dissatisfaction with this.

"Where's the little Ritian I just seduced?" Zhen Shuang couldn't find the dog he had just cheated home with bones, and turned into a repeater for a moment: "Where is my Ritian, my Ritian?" What about my day?"

"It seems to be killed by a jj monster." Yu Xiaoqiu said.

"Don't spare me! I killed a lot of Xiaobai to save enough bones to hook/lead a dog back!"

"Dogs can be fed with meat?" Tao Mengzhu said, "I don't know, I read it on the barrage."

"Ah, is that so?" Zhen Shuang glanced blankly at the barrage, and found a bunch of people brushing it with meat to feed, and instantly felt that he had been playing mc for so long for nothing.

That night, laughter, screams, and cries for help continued one after another, and finally... they received a complaint from someone next door, and the flowers of youth suddenly fell down, and timidly hugged the computer and went back to themselves. s room.

After the live broadcast, everyone returned to their rooms with their computers in their arms, and continued to play, but they stopped communicating with each other.

Now the room was much quieter, Tao Mengzhu looked at Zhen Shuang once or twice from time to time, and after a few sneak peeks, Zhen Shuang finally caught everyone's expectations.

"What are you doing like a thief?"

"I think I have something to tell you, but I don't know how to say it." Tao Mengzhu said, moved himself to a safe hole in the ground, let go of the mouse, erected the pillow behind him, put his head in his hands, and leaned back with his eyes closed. go up.

"What if I say I don't want to hear it?" Zhen Shuang stared intently at the game interface, with a serious look, as if she was doing something extraordinary.

In fact, although the surface is serious, the heart may not be so focused.

"Actually, if you really don't know how to face me, you can just make it clear that I don't have to pester you endlessly..."

Tao Mengzhu said, sighing softly.

She can also keep a distance very well, and wait silently until Zhen Shuang no longer rejects, or no longer minds her previous abruptness, and then try to move forward again.

Although many things seem easy to say but difficult to do, she is willing to do it.

As long as her regress can make Zhen Shuang no longer feel embarrassed, and return to the carefree look before.

"You've written too much abuse, right? You haven't done much yet, and you're starting to regress... Have we reached that point?" Zhen Shuang said, pursing her lips, and said, "You want me to How to say it directly? Do you mean, Tao Mengzhu, I am really afraid of seeing you, so you should stay away from me. "

There was not even a trace of disgust or anger in Zhen Shuang's tone, on the contrary, there was a bit of seriousness and helplessness: "I really thought about it for a long time, I am very happy to meet you. Whether it is from the perspective of a friend, or From a reader's point of view, I like you very much, but I can't tell whether this liking is the same as the one in your heart... If so, can two people really be together forever?"

Zhen Shuang was silent for a few seconds, and said seriously: "I think that I am not the only one who needs to think carefully, maybe you... Are you sure? Are you really sure that this life is for me? I seem to be very happy together, so I want to be together forever in the future."

Tao Mengzhu couldn't help being taken aback: "Is there a difference?"

"Yes, I don't know what the difference is, but I want to know your answer." Zhen Shuang stared at Tao Mengzhu, his eyes became sharper instantly: "Don't lie, I can tell."

Tao Mengzhu raised his eyes to meet Zhen Shuang's gaze, pondered for a long time, and said, "A lifetime is so long, no one knows what will happen in the future."

"Yeah, a lifetime is so long, it seems that it is not as simple as what we said. This is not a story that can be written casually, and it is not a child's play of two people. After all, we just lived together as friends for a while." Zhen Shuang turned off the game, sat cross-legged across from Tao Mengzhu, and said, "Have you ever thought that maybe you are just afraid of being alone and don't care about me so much. After I leave, you will meet other roommates. Maybe you meet someone who is not only quiet, but also cooks, and you can still have fun... If the other person is an unmarried person and is willing to live with you for a lifetime, can it be considered as being together, and the two of you can live happily together? good?"

Under Zhen Shuang's questioning, Tao Mengzhu was surprised for two seconds, sat up involuntarily, and continued: "I am really afraid of being alone, and it is true that I don't have to be with you. I want to be with you. If you don't like it, we You can also get together and get away. But I must make it clear that I am not a poor person who is so popular that I hug one person tightly and refuse to let go. I also have friends who are very important to me. I can clearly distinguish what friendship is , What is the true desire of life. I don’t know why you want to ask me a motive. Could it be that I said, I don’t want to be alone anymore, and I am eager to have your company, so you can judge me in a fair way, Are you saying my motives are impure?"

"Of course, if you feel that being with me is really stressful, I won't stop you. You don't have to worry about my sudden death at home one day, and don't worry about how gloomy I am when I'm alone. Anyway, when you come I lived like that before, and the worst case is that everything goes back to the original point. You don’t have to feel guilty... In fact, many people in this world live in such a muddle. I just happened to appear in front of you. One in a billion. Besides, I think I'm a lot more optimistic now than I was before, don't I?"

"I didn't dare to imagine what would happen to me after you left, but you haven't paid me much attention these days, and instead I started to think about other issues, for example, if I willfully keep you by my side, what will happen to me in the future? Will we have a good time?" Tao Mengzhu said, smiling: "Since I like you, at least I must respect your wishes, if you stay by my side just to take care of my emotions, then the two of us It's embarrassing even to meet at the door of each room every day. What's the point? I don't want to, and I don't have the qualifications to bind your life as a weak person. If I can, I hope that a good person beside you, There is also an excellent me, we are equal, you and me are voluntary."

"You are right in saying that after you leave, I will meet other people." Tao Mengzhu spread his hands and said, "I don't deny it, I am the kind of person who can live with someone for the rest of my life. Anyway, I am very used to the days of eating and waiting to die. Anyway, there are so many people in this world who have spent their lives in a daze with each other. One more than me is not much, and one less than me is not much... But this does not mean that you treat me It's not important, you are different in my heart, understand?"

I am used to living with the current, but as long as you say a word, I don't care about going upstream with all my strength.

do you understand?

"You're a story writer..." Zhen Shuang looked away a little bit, and muttered softly, "I can't talk to you."

"Okay, I talk too much." Tao Mengzhu pursed his mouth, pulled the pillow and shrunk down together, lay flat, looked at the ceiling quietly, and sighed softly.

"No, at least... I'm starting to understand what you're thinking." Zhen Shuang said, bit her lips, and then said with a smile: "Don't worry about anything else, this time I'm here for fun, let's have fun, You don’t have to exclude yourself, after all you are the one who brings us all together.”

Tao Mengzhu subconsciously nodded, and after a few seconds of reaction, she suddenly sat up on the bed and looked at Zhen Shuang with a surprised face: "You...then are you still avoiding me?"

"You want me to avoid you, okay, I'll go to the next door to squeeze a bed right now." Zhen Shuang said, as if to hug the computer and get out of bed.

"Don't, don't, don't!" Tao Mengzhu hurriedly reached out to stop her, and said, dumbfounded: "They... don't need a second light bulb."