The Post-Photographer's Guide to Keeping Pets
Chapter 171
Rong Jinnian nestled in Xia Qingyi's arms and shook his head, Xia Qingyi said with a smile: "Every time I think about you too much, I will chant a spell."
"Spell?" Rong Jinnian was less sad, "What spell?"
"I created it myself," Xia Qingyi showed off like a child, "after I cast a spell, I just need to walk ten steps forward, and when I turn around, you will suddenly appear ten steps away from me like a beam of light." The place."
Rong Jinnian couldn't laugh or cry, would she say that she had tried it?But no matter how much she chanted, how much she cursed, how much she swore, there was no Xia Qingyi ten steps away.For this reason, she foolishly took ten steps in each of the four directions, but there was still no Xia Qingyi. Thinking about it now, Rong Jinnian felt that such a self was a bit scary, and the obsession went deep into the bone marrow.
"Because of you, I feel that every day is very fulfilling." Xia Qingyi lowered her head and kissed Rong Jinnian who was just looking up. "I am with you every day. No matter what we do, we are always together," Xia Qingyi said. Qingyi's tone paused again, "Now that I think about it, the doctor must have looked at me very scary. Every day I face an empty place, talking to myself, laughing and talking to myself..."
"Yiyi~" Rong Jinnian felt even more uncomfortable in his heart, tears were rolling in his eyes, Xia Qingyi hummed, "Don't be sad, this is all in the past, I just want to let go of what I used to be, what I once lost I, supply you, let you have a complete me." Rong Jinnian's tears welled up in his eyes, not because of sadness, but because of emotion.
Rong Jinnian flung himself into Xia Qingyi's arms. Xia Qingyi knew that she needed to be released, so she didn't have words to coax her. She just stroked her back with the back of her hand, and continued, "Later, I thought, maybe the sky didn't want to kill me, and put the real I took away my real you, but gave me an illusory you, with you, I began to recover, but just because I began to recover, you appeared less and less frequently."
Rong Jinnian gave a trembling hum, and Xia Qingyi continued: "At first, I thought it was the doctor who didn't let you come, and later, I thought it was you who didn't want me anymore..." Xia Qingyi even talked to the doctor about it. She did it, she was so sure that her little rabbit would not want her, so the doctor's coaxing words annoyed her.
"No, no," Rong Jinnian subconsciously refused, and then remembered that Xia Qingyi was telling a story, her face was hot, and she whispered: "In this life, I, I can't give up on you, if there is a difference That day... either you give up on me, or I die..."
"Niannian!" Xia Qingyi's voice suddenly increased, and she grasped Rong Jinnian tightly with both hands. Rong Jinnian opened his mouth and didn't say any more, "Don't, don't say that word to me," Xia Qingyi said depressingly: "I, As long as I think about that picture, even if I just think about it, it will make me..." Xia Qingyi's body trembled, her lips trembled, and she couldn't say a complete sentence, so she just repeated: "Don't, don't say that word again."
Rong Jinnian realized his unintentional mistake, "Mm, um, Yi Yi, I will be fine and stay with you all the time, and you will be fine too, stay with me all the time, huh?" She got out and hugged Xia Qingyi like a mother to comfort her.
The weakness Xia Qingyi showed at this moment aroused Rong Jinnian's desire to protect, "In the future, as long as you turn around, I will be there." Xia Qingyi looked at Rong Jinnian with tears in her eyes, and asked tremblingly, "Will you Will despise me?"
"dislike?"
"I hate my stupidity, I hate the scar on my head, I hate that I used to live in a hallucination like a fool..." Xia Qingyi stroked Rong Jinnian's cheek, "Will you?" , only felt angry, and pinched Xia Qingyi's small face hard.
Xia Qingyi exclaimed that it hurts, and Rong Jinnian asked ferociously: "Are you stupid? How could I dislike it? You are provoking me. There is no injured person who is smarter than a healthy person like me." Are you going to let me live? You don’t need money to be smart, and you can’t play like this, eh? No, me too..." Rong Jinnian almost blurted out, but his thoughts suddenly got stuck, and Xia Qingyi murmured "You too? What's wrong with you?"
"I, I...um..." Rong Jinnian didn't know what to say.
Xia Qingyi approached, her lips were almost touching Rong Jinnian's, but she kept the last bit of distance, and whispered: "I want to hear~"
Rong Jinnian's breathing became cautious, and when he moved his lips, they would touch Xia Qingyi's. Rong Jinnian said very lightly, "I, I am also sick." In a sense, her illness was worse than Xia Qingyi's. Qing Yi is still serious, a mental illness, so, sometimes, she can't control herself at all.
Depression is like an aristocrat in the disease group. It has to be raised well and cared for carefully. If it is a little careless, it will go into a rage, and the consequences will be unimaginable.
"Well~ I want more~" Xia Qingyi gasped deliberately, "Listen~"
Rong Jinnian felt a jump somewhere in his body, and his breath trembled, "Promise me first, no matter what happens to me, you will never give up on me, nor will you despise me." How afraid, Xia Qingyi would not like the real her , although she is very real now, but in the 6 years she was missing, she has not fully shown to Xia Qingyi, and Xia Qingyi has not been able to have a complete her.It's not that she doesn't want to give it, but that she can't put it all together, so she has been working hard, but she still can't give it.
"Little rabbit is so stupid, I've seen your naked buttocks before, and I know that you have a scar on the back of your buttocks, which was bitten by a dog when you were young to save me..." Xia Qingyi said these words with a pure expression , Rong Jinnian was so ashamed, he dodged back suddenly, and punched Xia Qingyi's shoulder, "What are you doing, don't mention that, what, what..."
"Who told you to wear crotch pants at such an age? I'll follow you, of course I can see..." Xia Qingyi also explained seriously, Rong Jinnian just felt ashamed, "I won't tell you!" It's too annoying, woo , does she want to wear crotch pants?She didn't want to, it was her mother who insisted on her wearing it.
Xia Qingyi laughed, "Okay, okay, I'm just kidding you, keep talking, I just want to say, I love you, everything about you, idiot." It was this little idiot, because he was used to wearing crotch pants I changed my pants suddenly, and I forgot every time. I just squatted down to relieve myself, and the result was: peeing my pants.
Xia Qingyi thought of the past, and the corners of her mouth became more and more curved. The little rabbit is really too cute, so cute that she burst into joy.
"You're stupid, hum." Rong Jinnian blushed.
"Well, I am the stupidest, and my little rabbit is the smartest," Xia Qingyi said flatteringly, "The smartest rabbit, please don't dislike me who has stress disorder." Xia Qingyi pretended to be melancholy, Rong Jinnian Hearing this, he felt uncomfortable, and hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, let's stop fighting, let me tell you, I, I have suffered from depression... um... after that," Rong Jinnian's heart was deepest The scar, it was the suicide incident, she still can't say it, "It's been a long time, how should I put it, in short, I just can't respond correctly to anything, like an idiot, I hate that too Myself, I hate me now too..."
"Every year~"
"Huh?" Rong Jinnian frowned deeply.
"How can you hate yourself? You are so cute, so beautiful, so gentle, so lovable, I love you more than I love myself, you actually hate yourself, then you give yourself to me completely in the future, I will love you Say, I don't allow you to hate Rong Jinnian, that's the person I like," Xia Qingyi said solemnly, and tapped Rong Jinnian's forehead with her fingertips, "Do you understand? You can't do it yourself, no one is allowed not to like Rong Jinnian Jinnian." Rong Jinnian liked the domineering CEO's tone very much, and hummed shyly, "Now, it's not as serious as before, I just hate it occasionally..."
"That's not allowed, that's the person I love the most, you must love her," Xia Qingyi twisted Rong Jinnian's ear, "Did you hear that? You must love her more than anything else."
"But the person I love the most is you." Rong Jinnian almost subconsciously said the words buried in his heart, and Xia Qingyi's heart warmed when he heard it, "Well, I love you the most, we just complement each other, Then do you want me to hate Xia Qingyi too?"
"No, no," Rong Jinnian quickly denied, "Don't, self-hating is a very bad feeling, don't hate yourself." Rong Jinnian knew that feeling too well, understood Xia Qingyi's intentions, and continued: "I will work hard, um, in short, I have suffered from depression, I am very world-weary, and I have thought about that, but, with Yang Xuanni, she has been with me, and she has taken me to see a psychiatrist...Anyway, later gradually It's not that serious."
After all, Xia Qingyi always felt in her heart that she owed Yang Xuanni a generous gift, and she would pay it back.How do I pay it back?Well, Xia Qingyi has to think about it, that person is Yang Xuanni, not only Little Rabbit's best friend, but also... Ou Ruolan's nemesis, ha ha.
Here, the two of them are asleep, the Internet, Weibo, SNS, station B, major video sites... are about to blow up, and the theme is nothing more than one: Condemn Ou Ruolan, a young newcomer who doesn't know how to live or die!
The picture of Rong Jinnian's speech was taken by someone with a mobile phone and posted on the Internet. Careful people noticed that Rong Jinnian's expression was very uncomfortable, and they also noticed the small movements of the two on stage.Isn't this bullying?The glutinous rice dumplings have had enough, first Xia Qingyi crushed our baby Nian in every way, and now Ou Ruolan came to make trouble for our baby Nian.
Forget about Xia Qingyi, after all, she is the goddess of the nation, and her popularity has never been low, but is that Ou Ruolan a fool?A young rookie who hasn't debuted yet, pretend to be a P!
Kang Qiao threw the phone in front of Ou Ruolan, "Look for yourself, walk carefully in the future, don't be beaten to death by Rong Jinnian's fans." Ou Ruolan casually flipped through a few pages, and the hot search topics were all scolding her of.
Ou Ruolan was fine, but Kang Qiao was pissed, "It is said that fans follow the master, Rong Jinnian is not like that, why are her fans so powerful? Let you broadcast it in major media magazines for a day It's gone." Kang Qiao suddenly turned around and asked, "Could it be Rong Jinnian's instigation?"
Ou Ruolan's mood was not affected at all, she raised her hand and dropped her phone, squinting at Kang Qiao, "I told you, don't speak ill of her in front of me."
Kang Qiao was so angry that she gritted her teeth. For Ou Ruolan, this kind of behavior of protecting the calf might be described as affectionate and unswerving until death, but for Rong Jinnian, it was simply shameless and stalking... Rong Jin Nian's dislike for Ou Ruolan was simply... Kang Qiao felt sorry for Ou Ruolan, but he was even more angry at her for being spineless.
In the eyes of everyone, Ou Ruolan is a person who cares about face, but in front of Rong Jinnian, she is as low as dust, throwing her face on the ground for others to step on. Unfortunately, Rong Jinnian is not uncommon to step on.
"Ruolan," Kang Qiao knew that it was useless to be angry, and said with a good temper, "I know that it is impossible for you to give up Rong Jinnian, but can you change the way?"
"Spell?" Rong Jinnian was less sad, "What spell?"
"I created it myself," Xia Qingyi showed off like a child, "after I cast a spell, I just need to walk ten steps forward, and when I turn around, you will suddenly appear ten steps away from me like a beam of light." The place."
Rong Jinnian couldn't laugh or cry, would she say that she had tried it?But no matter how much she chanted, how much she cursed, how much she swore, there was no Xia Qingyi ten steps away.For this reason, she foolishly took ten steps in each of the four directions, but there was still no Xia Qingyi. Thinking about it now, Rong Jinnian felt that such a self was a bit scary, and the obsession went deep into the bone marrow.
"Because of you, I feel that every day is very fulfilling." Xia Qingyi lowered her head and kissed Rong Jinnian who was just looking up. "I am with you every day. No matter what we do, we are always together," Xia Qingyi said. Qingyi's tone paused again, "Now that I think about it, the doctor must have looked at me very scary. Every day I face an empty place, talking to myself, laughing and talking to myself..."
"Yiyi~" Rong Jinnian felt even more uncomfortable in his heart, tears were rolling in his eyes, Xia Qingyi hummed, "Don't be sad, this is all in the past, I just want to let go of what I used to be, what I once lost I, supply you, let you have a complete me." Rong Jinnian's tears welled up in his eyes, not because of sadness, but because of emotion.
Rong Jinnian flung himself into Xia Qingyi's arms. Xia Qingyi knew that she needed to be released, so she didn't have words to coax her. She just stroked her back with the back of her hand, and continued, "Later, I thought, maybe the sky didn't want to kill me, and put the real I took away my real you, but gave me an illusory you, with you, I began to recover, but just because I began to recover, you appeared less and less frequently."
Rong Jinnian gave a trembling hum, and Xia Qingyi continued: "At first, I thought it was the doctor who didn't let you come, and later, I thought it was you who didn't want me anymore..." Xia Qingyi even talked to the doctor about it. She did it, she was so sure that her little rabbit would not want her, so the doctor's coaxing words annoyed her.
"No, no," Rong Jinnian subconsciously refused, and then remembered that Xia Qingyi was telling a story, her face was hot, and she whispered: "In this life, I, I can't give up on you, if there is a difference That day... either you give up on me, or I die..."
"Niannian!" Xia Qingyi's voice suddenly increased, and she grasped Rong Jinnian tightly with both hands. Rong Jinnian opened his mouth and didn't say any more, "Don't, don't say that word to me," Xia Qingyi said depressingly: "I, As long as I think about that picture, even if I just think about it, it will make me..." Xia Qingyi's body trembled, her lips trembled, and she couldn't say a complete sentence, so she just repeated: "Don't, don't say that word again."
Rong Jinnian realized his unintentional mistake, "Mm, um, Yi Yi, I will be fine and stay with you all the time, and you will be fine too, stay with me all the time, huh?" She got out and hugged Xia Qingyi like a mother to comfort her.
The weakness Xia Qingyi showed at this moment aroused Rong Jinnian's desire to protect, "In the future, as long as you turn around, I will be there." Xia Qingyi looked at Rong Jinnian with tears in her eyes, and asked tremblingly, "Will you Will despise me?"
"dislike?"
"I hate my stupidity, I hate the scar on my head, I hate that I used to live in a hallucination like a fool..." Xia Qingyi stroked Rong Jinnian's cheek, "Will you?" , only felt angry, and pinched Xia Qingyi's small face hard.
Xia Qingyi exclaimed that it hurts, and Rong Jinnian asked ferociously: "Are you stupid? How could I dislike it? You are provoking me. There is no injured person who is smarter than a healthy person like me." Are you going to let me live? You don’t need money to be smart, and you can’t play like this, eh? No, me too..." Rong Jinnian almost blurted out, but his thoughts suddenly got stuck, and Xia Qingyi murmured "You too? What's wrong with you?"
"I, I...um..." Rong Jinnian didn't know what to say.
Xia Qingyi approached, her lips were almost touching Rong Jinnian's, but she kept the last bit of distance, and whispered: "I want to hear~"
Rong Jinnian's breathing became cautious, and when he moved his lips, they would touch Xia Qingyi's. Rong Jinnian said very lightly, "I, I am also sick." In a sense, her illness was worse than Xia Qingyi's. Qing Yi is still serious, a mental illness, so, sometimes, she can't control herself at all.
Depression is like an aristocrat in the disease group. It has to be raised well and cared for carefully. If it is a little careless, it will go into a rage, and the consequences will be unimaginable.
"Well~ I want more~" Xia Qingyi gasped deliberately, "Listen~"
Rong Jinnian felt a jump somewhere in his body, and his breath trembled, "Promise me first, no matter what happens to me, you will never give up on me, nor will you despise me." How afraid, Xia Qingyi would not like the real her , although she is very real now, but in the 6 years she was missing, she has not fully shown to Xia Qingyi, and Xia Qingyi has not been able to have a complete her.It's not that she doesn't want to give it, but that she can't put it all together, so she has been working hard, but she still can't give it.
"Little rabbit is so stupid, I've seen your naked buttocks before, and I know that you have a scar on the back of your buttocks, which was bitten by a dog when you were young to save me..." Xia Qingyi said these words with a pure expression , Rong Jinnian was so ashamed, he dodged back suddenly, and punched Xia Qingyi's shoulder, "What are you doing, don't mention that, what, what..."
"Who told you to wear crotch pants at such an age? I'll follow you, of course I can see..." Xia Qingyi also explained seriously, Rong Jinnian just felt ashamed, "I won't tell you!" It's too annoying, woo , does she want to wear crotch pants?She didn't want to, it was her mother who insisted on her wearing it.
Xia Qingyi laughed, "Okay, okay, I'm just kidding you, keep talking, I just want to say, I love you, everything about you, idiot." It was this little idiot, because he was used to wearing crotch pants I changed my pants suddenly, and I forgot every time. I just squatted down to relieve myself, and the result was: peeing my pants.
Xia Qingyi thought of the past, and the corners of her mouth became more and more curved. The little rabbit is really too cute, so cute that she burst into joy.
"You're stupid, hum." Rong Jinnian blushed.
"Well, I am the stupidest, and my little rabbit is the smartest," Xia Qingyi said flatteringly, "The smartest rabbit, please don't dislike me who has stress disorder." Xia Qingyi pretended to be melancholy, Rong Jinnian Hearing this, he felt uncomfortable, and hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, let's stop fighting, let me tell you, I, I have suffered from depression... um... after that," Rong Jinnian's heart was deepest The scar, it was the suicide incident, she still can't say it, "It's been a long time, how should I put it, in short, I just can't respond correctly to anything, like an idiot, I hate that too Myself, I hate me now too..."
"Every year~"
"Huh?" Rong Jinnian frowned deeply.
"How can you hate yourself? You are so cute, so beautiful, so gentle, so lovable, I love you more than I love myself, you actually hate yourself, then you give yourself to me completely in the future, I will love you Say, I don't allow you to hate Rong Jinnian, that's the person I like," Xia Qingyi said solemnly, and tapped Rong Jinnian's forehead with her fingertips, "Do you understand? You can't do it yourself, no one is allowed not to like Rong Jinnian Jinnian." Rong Jinnian liked the domineering CEO's tone very much, and hummed shyly, "Now, it's not as serious as before, I just hate it occasionally..."
"That's not allowed, that's the person I love the most, you must love her," Xia Qingyi twisted Rong Jinnian's ear, "Did you hear that? You must love her more than anything else."
"But the person I love the most is you." Rong Jinnian almost subconsciously said the words buried in his heart, and Xia Qingyi's heart warmed when he heard it, "Well, I love you the most, we just complement each other, Then do you want me to hate Xia Qingyi too?"
"No, no," Rong Jinnian quickly denied, "Don't, self-hating is a very bad feeling, don't hate yourself." Rong Jinnian knew that feeling too well, understood Xia Qingyi's intentions, and continued: "I will work hard, um, in short, I have suffered from depression, I am very world-weary, and I have thought about that, but, with Yang Xuanni, she has been with me, and she has taken me to see a psychiatrist...Anyway, later gradually It's not that serious."
After all, Xia Qingyi always felt in her heart that she owed Yang Xuanni a generous gift, and she would pay it back.How do I pay it back?Well, Xia Qingyi has to think about it, that person is Yang Xuanni, not only Little Rabbit's best friend, but also... Ou Ruolan's nemesis, ha ha.
Here, the two of them are asleep, the Internet, Weibo, SNS, station B, major video sites... are about to blow up, and the theme is nothing more than one: Condemn Ou Ruolan, a young newcomer who doesn't know how to live or die!
The picture of Rong Jinnian's speech was taken by someone with a mobile phone and posted on the Internet. Careful people noticed that Rong Jinnian's expression was very uncomfortable, and they also noticed the small movements of the two on stage.Isn't this bullying?The glutinous rice dumplings have had enough, first Xia Qingyi crushed our baby Nian in every way, and now Ou Ruolan came to make trouble for our baby Nian.
Forget about Xia Qingyi, after all, she is the goddess of the nation, and her popularity has never been low, but is that Ou Ruolan a fool?A young rookie who hasn't debuted yet, pretend to be a P!
Kang Qiao threw the phone in front of Ou Ruolan, "Look for yourself, walk carefully in the future, don't be beaten to death by Rong Jinnian's fans." Ou Ruolan casually flipped through a few pages, and the hot search topics were all scolding her of.
Ou Ruolan was fine, but Kang Qiao was pissed, "It is said that fans follow the master, Rong Jinnian is not like that, why are her fans so powerful? Let you broadcast it in major media magazines for a day It's gone." Kang Qiao suddenly turned around and asked, "Could it be Rong Jinnian's instigation?"
Ou Ruolan's mood was not affected at all, she raised her hand and dropped her phone, squinting at Kang Qiao, "I told you, don't speak ill of her in front of me."
Kang Qiao was so angry that she gritted her teeth. For Ou Ruolan, this kind of behavior of protecting the calf might be described as affectionate and unswerving until death, but for Rong Jinnian, it was simply shameless and stalking... Rong Jin Nian's dislike for Ou Ruolan was simply... Kang Qiao felt sorry for Ou Ruolan, but he was even more angry at her for being spineless.
In the eyes of everyone, Ou Ruolan is a person who cares about face, but in front of Rong Jinnian, she is as low as dust, throwing her face on the ground for others to step on. Unfortunately, Rong Jinnian is not uncommon to step on.
"Ruolan," Kang Qiao knew that it was useless to be angry, and said with a good temper, "I know that it is impossible for you to give up Rong Jinnian, but can you change the way?"
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