The Post-Photographer's Guide to Keeping Pets

Rong Jinnian couldn't help laughing, and deliberately smiled at Yang Xuanni, who blushed, "Oh! What are you laughing at, I'm talking about something serious."

Well, seriously, unfortunately, she is gay, and there is no possibility of pregnancy at all.If possible... Rong Jinnian suddenly remembered that at Christmas in front of the fireplace in the castle, she and Xia Qingyi joked about having a baby. Xia Qingyi's heart began to ache again, "Xuan Ni..."

"Ok?"

Rong Jinnian didn't speak for a while, Yang Xuanni was not in a hurry, just looked at Rong Jinnian with a smile.Rong Jinnian spoke for a long time before asking: "You said..."

"Ah."

"How can I spend the rest of my life with the person I like?" Rong Jinnian didn't know how to ask, and this question didn't reveal the entanglement in her heart.

Yang Xuanni raised his eyebrows, is this the reason why Rong Jinnian was so stressed and fainted by the stimulation?The last time Rong Jinnian fainted was at the airport, and the last time he fainted was when he was in college.

Yang Xuanni raised her hand to caress Rong Jinnian's deeply frowned brows, she could understand what this meant, Rong Jinnian was deeply troubled, "Baby, listen to me, feelings are a matter between two people, What you want to do should be yours, not yours..." Seeing Rong Jinnian biting his lip hard, Yang Xuanni couldn't bear to continue.So, people who are too emotional are destined to live a very tiring life, because they will be tired by emotions.Especially for people like Rong Jinnian who care too much about other people's feelings, before hurting others, they hurt themselves first.

So when did it start?Yang Xuanni thinks that she still cares about Rong Jinnian, a little baby. Although she doesn't like to watch TV, as long as she is not too busy to fly, Yang Xuanni will watch all the programs that Rong Jinnian starred in.Rong Jinnian is actually not a person who is very good at hiding his emotions, because she has a simple mind, and she can't handle things that are too complicated. Yang Xuanni has always felt that this is also the main reason why the entertainment company let Rong Jinnian take the high-cold route.

If Rong Jinnian started falling in love after entering the entertainment circle, there is no reason why she couldn't find out.Therefore, the person Rong Jinnian likes is very likely to be someone Rong Jinnian knew before, so who is this person?She was there all the time when Rong Jinnian was in college. Some people pursued Rong Jinnian, but to no avail.

Rong Jinnian once said, "It is impossible for me to like others in my life." Yes, upon hearing this at first, Yang Xuanni understood that it was because Rong Jinnian was still too young and his vision was too high.But soon something happened that caught Yang Xuanni off guard, and it was the same thing... Now thinking about it, Yang Xuanni secretly thought: Could it be that that person already existed in Rong Jinnian's life?What Rong Jinnian said actually meant something else, that is, I already had someone in my heart, so it was impossible to like someone else.

"Niannian," Yang Xuanni took Rong Jinnian's hand and shook it, "Emotions are things you have to be open to, afford, and let go." Just like her, she was a little moved by Xia Qingyi , but after knowing that Xia Qingyi had someone she liked, she gave up.

Of course Rong Jinnian understood the truth, but she couldn't do it.Rong Jinnian was silent, Yang Xuanni squeezed her palm, "The person you like..." Yang Xuanni wanted to ask, but stopped, and changed the subject, "Niannian, I think, you are worrying too much now , the joy of love probably hasn’t been fully enjoyed.”

Rong Jinnian felt even more sad, it's like this, she likes it, she enjoys it, but the fear is always with her.

"You should be able to feel whether a person likes you or not," Yang Xuanni said. "The same is true for hating, just like you hate Ou Ruolan..." Speaking of Ou Ruolan, for example, Yang Xuanni suddenly stopped, what happened? , Why does she keep talking about this scum, Rong Jinnian will pick up the words now, "Yes, Ou Ruolan hates me very much, so she always finds ways to tease me and see me make a fool of myself."

...Yang Xuanni didn't respond, it's really hard to say whether Ou Ruolan really hates Rong Jinnian, how perverted that scum is, Rong Jinnian may not necessarily know better than her.

Rong Jinnian rubbed his head, he fell last night and it still hurts.Yang Xuanni withdrew his thoughts, "By the way, why did you suddenly vomit?"

"Maybe it's because I drank coffee on an empty stomach in the morning." Rong Jinnian touched his dizzy head and said pitifully, "I've been dizzy today, can we not go out?"

Yang Xuanni had no choice but to feel that Rong Jinnian hadn't eaten yet, "Wait for me, I'll cook." Rong Jinnian wanted to help, but was driven out by Yang Xuanni.

When I was alone before, my thoughts would always drift aimlessly, but now, my thoughts always drift to one person.

Is Xia Qingyi up yet?Seeing that I am not there, will I miss myself?Maybe she was angry, she didn't even send a message.Rong Jinnian poked into his Wechat and stared at Xia Qingyi's Wechat in a daze. The more he looked at the Wechat, the weirder he felt.How to do it?Rong Jinnian felt like a crab being tied up. In fact, she really wanted to indulge, and she had no fear of Xia Qingyi...but maybe she cared too much in her heart, or a vicious circle had formed for a long time. Qingyi, her first reaction was always to suppress herself and hide herself, for fear that Xia Qingyi would not like the real her.

She loves Xia Qingyi, so she is even more afraid of Xia Qingyi.That fear surpassed love, so she felt tired, and she could bear it at first, but gradually she fell into it, and the pressure doubled, and Rong Jinnian was overwhelmed.When Xia Qingyi smiled, she was full of joy, but if Xia Qingyi was slightly unhappy, she would have difficulty breathing.This feeling seems to have happened before, Rong Jinnian tried hard to recall but to no avail, his head hurt more and more.What exactly was Xia Qingyi hiding from her?The feeling of not being trusted, the feeling of being abandoned at any time...

"Niannian!" Yang Xuanni was afraid that Rong Jinnian would be thinking wildly, "Come and chat with me." Rong Jinnian paused in his thoughts, put away his phone, stood up abruptly, his head flickered for a few seconds, his eyes went dark for a few seconds, and he couldn't help it. I want to retch.Rong Jinnian stood still, raised her hand to knead between her eyebrows, and waited for the little stars in front of her to disperse before she walked slowly to the kitchen door.

"Little baby, I don't ask who you like, so tell me about your love history?" Yang Xuanni deliberately used a relaxed tone. When she turned around, she still saw Rong Jinnian's expression, which was comparable to that of going to the grave. grief.

"Then let me change the question." Yang Xuanni could tell from Rong Jinnian's face whether she would like to say, "You, before you entered the entertainment circle, did you ever like someone very much?" As soon as he said it, Rong Jinnian's heart beat faster, "Xuan Ni, what do you want to say?" Yang Xuanni shouldn't know, she never said it.

Yang Xuanni laughed, and said casually, "I'm guessing, I watch your show every day, and I really didn't notice any sign of you falling in love." Rong Jinnian leaned against the door frame, gently lifted the marble floor with his toes, and moved mechanically. But Mu Ran looked dumbfounded, "The only possibility is that you already have someone you like."

"Forget it, forget it, small sample, if you don't want to say it, then don't say it." Yang Xuanni said deliberately and relaxed.

Rong Jinnian still didn't respond, Yang Xuanni called her, and called her three times in a row, Rong Jinnian finally responded, his movements were still slow, "Huh?"

"What are you thinking?" Yang Xuanni asked.Rong Jinnian shook his head, but did not speak.

"Niannian?" Although Yang Xuanni's tone was still relaxed, his heart was already heavy, "Don't think about it, if a relationship makes you exhausted, I don't think this relationship should continue." Yang Xuanni said angrily, "I don't know Who do you like, if that person doesn't like you, he should have said it earlier," Rong Jinnian looked up at her, his expression was not so much indifferent as it was expressionless, "He doesn't know that you are suffering so much now , that means he doesn't care about you at all, he doesn't love you!"

Rong Jinnian's heart sank suddenly, as if his worst nightmare had come true, Xia Qingyi doesn't love her?Right, Xia Qingyi never took the initiative to tell her anything.

Seeing Rong Jinnian's indifferent and dull reaction, Yang Xuanni felt inexplicably uncomfortable. The expressionless Rong Jinnian, the slow-moving Rong Jinnian, the silent Rong Jinnian... Isn't this the same child she had met for the first time in college? ?What exactly did Rong Jinnian go through, and how did he come back to life?

Rong Jinnian seemed to have a headache, she kept rubbing her hands, Yang Xuanni asked, Rong Jinnian shook his head again, Yang Xuanni asked patiently: "Does it hurt or not, don't shake your head, just answer me."

Rong Jinnian shook his head, but said, "It hurts." Yang Xuanni's cooking action paused, this matter seemed a bit serious.Rong Jinnian's abnormal reaction directly affected Yang Xuanni's cooking level. If Rong Jinnian hadn't stopped him, Yang Xuanni would have thrown away all the dishes.

Singing the birthday song and making a wish, Rong Jinnian said: "I wish you happiness." Yang Xuanni blew out the candles, but she was not happy at all. The moment the candles went out, she seemed to see the flame of hope in Rong Jinnian's eyes go out, Such a lifeless Rong Jinnian.

"Niannian..." In the afternoon, when Rong Jinnian was about to leave, Yang Xuanni called her, hugged him in his arms, patted her on the back and said, "Don't care so much about other people's feelings, think more about yourself, who I don't need to love you, but you have to love yourself well." Rong Jinnian's heart ached when he heard that, Xia Qingyi, did you hear that?Am I caring too much about you?

"If you have something to do, don't take it to heart, tell me, and I will listen." Yang Xuanni instructed, Rong Jinnian nodded, but still remained silent.Yang Xuanni wanted to send Rong Jinnian back, but Rong Jinnian shook his head silently, turned and left.

"Boom!" I don't know if it was accidental, Rong Jinnian bumped his head against the half-open door, Yang Xuanni hurried over to have a look.Rong Jinnian just rubbed his forehead expressionlessly, and went downstairs.

Rong Jinnian's small figure disappeared beside the car, Yang Xuan Ni kept frowning, Rong Jinnian is too depressed now, what are you suppressing, and for whom?

Yang Xuanni clenched her fists, no matter who that person is, don't let her know, otherwise, she will never let her go lightly!Yang Xuan Ni was angry and his hands were itchy. Thinking of the rejected call last night, his irritable mood became even worse.

Yang Xuanni called yesterday's number again without any hope, but the other party got through and cursed, "Are you so sick? Or did you take the wrong medicine? Don't call me." Ou Ruolan used a very It was spoken in a natural tone, without any emotion or temperature.

"It's really itchy," Yang Xuanni snorted, "If you have the guts, let's fight tonight."

"I'll fight you for paralysis!" Ou Ruolan continued to scold, "I'm upset right now, get the hell out of here!" After the phone was hung up, Yang Xuanni bit her lip, hehe, scum!Meet me with your most ostentatious posture, because I will beat you until you surrender in the most humiliating posture. Today, I am really upset!