The Post-Photographer's Guide to Keeping Pets

"It's nothing, there's no need to be sorry," Yang Xuanni said coolly, "Anyway, I'm also dispensable, and it's normal if you can't remember..." It hurts to say something, and Yang Xuanni is still very concerned about what to say. Know about Rong Jinnian.

"Oops!" Rong Jinnian was so anxious that she hurried around, she couldn't stand others wronging her, "I really didn't mean it, it was Ou Ruolan..." Rong Jinnian seemed to realize that Xia Xia had just realized it when he said his name. Qing Yi has been watching her.Xia Qingyi's cold eyes seemed to be staring at prey, and Rong Jinnian shivered, unable to speak any more.Rong Jinnian remembered it at first, but was interrupted by Ou Ruolan, and he forgot all of a sudden.

"Ou Ruolan?" Yang Xuanni said the name fiercely.

"Anyway, Xuan Ni, I will celebrate your birthday tomorrow, and you are not allowed to be with others." Rong Jinnian was anxious to hang up the phone, because Xia Qingyi had already lay down, turned over, and turned his back to her.Xia Qingyi was upset, and Rong Jinnian sensed it very sensitively, so he changed the name of Yang Xuanni back.

"Ou Ruolan is harassing you again, isn't it?" Yang Xuanni didn't seem to have heard Rong Jinnian's words, "This scumbag deserves a beating, wait for me..."

"Xuan Ni!" Rong Jinnian interrupted Yang Xuanni impatiently, "Tomorrow, oh, no, it's today, you are the birthday star today, so be good."

"Okay, okay," Yang Xuanni said impatiently, "Go to bed, it's getting late."

"You are not allowed to fight!" Before hanging up the phone, Rong Jinnian reminded Yang Xuanni, "Xuanni, don't be angry with me..."

"No, don't think about it, go to sleep, good night." Yang Xuanni sneered, don't fight?Haha, how can you not fight?Once a year, the fiercest time, today, how can I be absent.This scumbag can always provoke her just right. Originally, Yang Xuanni always felt that something was missing this year, and his hands were itchy.

"Yiyi~" Rong Jinnian called out cautiously, but Xia Qingyi did not move.Rong Jinnian's little heart immediately skipped a beat, and he explained: "This is a habit I developed before. Xuan Ni and I always say happy birthday to each other at the first hour in the morning." Rong Jinnian explained honestly After that, I felt that this should not be said.

Sure enough, Xia Qingyi pulled the quilt up, covered her ears, and said feebly: "Well, go to sleep." Rong Jinnian couldn't sleep, and his uneasy heart couldn't tell how frightened he was. She couldn't escape Xia Qingyi's palm for the rest of her life. When she spoke coldly and harshly, Rong Jinnian's little heart was thumped with fright.

"Yiyi~" Rong Jinnian trembled a few times with his trembling hand, and then lightly poked Xia Qingyi's back with the tip of his index finger, "Don't be angry~ If...if you don't want to..." Rong Jinnian wanted to say, if you don't want to, I won't celebrate Yang Xuanni's birthday, but she couldn't say that.

To her, although Yang Xuanni was not as good as Xia Qingyi, she was still an indispensable person in her life. That person once saved her life.In the days without Xia Qingyi, Yang Xuanni supported her.

"Is there anything I don't like," Xia Qingyi said coldly, "You are good sisters." The duplicity was so obvious, Xia Qingyi felt as if a bowl of bitter medicine had been overturned in her heart.Birthday?Hehe, after she and Rong Jinnian separated, that kind of day, to her, was no less than the death anniversary of her parents.

Xia Qingyi didn't want to celebrate her birthday, but her heart still ached when she thought of Rong Jinnian saying "Happy birthday to the other party as soon as possible" so naturally.Humans are always greedy. If you don't get enough, you still want to occupy her. It's best to let her belong to you for every lifetime. Xia Qingyi is such a person.

"Yiyi~" Rong Jinnian's voice trembled, and he began to speak incoherently, "She and I are just friends, and I only have her as a friend, so..." So... can you not let me give up on her?Because of Xia Qingyi, Rong Jinnian was already very "ungrateful", but she couldn't go too far, people have a conscience and know how to repay their kindness.Yang Xuanni didn't blame her, Rong Jinnian himself would blame himself, so she must celebrate Yang Xuanni's birthday tomorrow.

"Okay." Xia Qingyi was also a little annoyed, suddenly weak, "I'm not angry, go to sleep."

Rong Jinnian's mind, which was already in a mess, went blank, but the pain in his heart was real.Tears slipped down silently, Rong Jinnian sat quietly for a few seconds, then slowly lay down, lying on his back straight, tears flowed down his cheeks, into his hair, into his ears, it seemed that they also flowed into his heart.

Perhaps, Xia Qingyi didn't love her much, it's just...it's just that Xia Qingyi knew that Rong Jinnian was a good-for-nothing coward, and knew that Rong Jinnian couldn't do without Xia Qingyi, so she could handle her like this .

Although Rong Jinnian really wanted to straighten her back with backbone, she couldn't deny in her heart that she just couldn't do without Xia Qingyi.Rong Jinnian's heart was clenched, and it was difficult to breathe. She turned around lightly, curled up, curled up, and curled up with all her strength.Longing for a hug, her lover is behind her, but at this moment, she can only hug herself, the bottom of her heart is suddenly empty, like a cold north wind blowing through the grass, leaving only a desolation.

She thought that with Xia Qingyi, she would never be empty and lonely again, so she had already lost the once strong self.Rong Jinnian wanted to look for him, but he couldn't find her. In front of Xia Qingyi, there was only her soft and transparent self left.Without a hard shell, Rong Jinnian couldn't bear any harm, crying silently, biting his lip desperately, not letting himself make a sound.

Night, deathly silence.

Rong Jinnian, besides Xia Qingyi, what else do you have?You have nothing, you lost the strong self you used to be because of her, if the day of parting comes, you will die a miserable death, maybe you will die with regret?Rong Jinnian's mind was buzzing, he wanted to think but couldn't think of anything, but he couldn't think about it, those wild thoughts could not be stopped, all he could think about was the picture of Xia Qingyi abandoning her.Rong Jin Nian's head was in pain, as if it was about to explode, she inserted her ten fingers into her hair, and grabbed it desperately, the root of the hair hurt.

Xia Qingyi, don't abandon me, I will die, I will die.

The headache was about to split, and the strings of reason snapped, "Wow!" Rong Jinnian couldn't bear it anymore, and cried loudly.The bedside lamp was turned on, and Rong Jinnian burst into tears.Xia Qingyi's eyes were also red, and she reached out to hug her. Rong Jinnian suddenly opened Xia Qingyi's arm, and slammed back.With too much force, Rong Jinnian fell backwards. Xia Qingyi reached out to grab Rong Jinnian's hand and held it, but Rong Jinnian's palm was loose and weak, and she didn't respond at all.

The hand I had already held slipped out of the palm, boom!He fell headfirst and fell.Rong Jinnian didn't make a sound, Xia Qingyi hurriedly got out of bed, seeing Rong Jinnian lying there upright, his eyes were empty.

"Niannian!" Xia Qingyi picked up Rong Jinnian, raised his hand and waved in front of her eyes, "Niannian, don't scare me." Xia Qingyi's tears fell down.

Tears hit Rong Jinnian's face, and Rong Jinnian's sluggish eyes reacted, and he turned his eyes slowly before looking at Xia Qingyi.Rong Jinnian slowly raised his hand, there was still tears on his face but there was a smile on his face, but that smile made Xia Qingyi's heart ache even more.Xia Qingyi repeatedly called Rong Jinnian's name, Rong Jinnian just smiled silly, Xia Qingyi picked up Rong Jinnian, "I'll take you to the hospital."

"Yiyi~" Rong Jinnian suddenly called out coolly, Xia Qingyi looked over, Rong Jinnian's tears flowed down again, his eyes were no longer dull, but filled with pain, "I Would you be sad if you died?"

"You!" Xia Qingyi's heart was stabbed severely, and the tears she could not hold back could no longer be stopped, pouring down like a tide.

Rong Jinnian hugged Xia Qingyi violently, and hugged her tightly, "Yiyi, don't want me, I beg you, okay?" The corners of Rong Jinnian's lips trembled, "I will listen to you, as long as you Don't abandon me..." Such a humble begging made Xia Qingyi's whole body ache.

Rong Jinnian was already incoherent, close to gibberish, his hands just hugged the person in his arms subconsciously, for fear that if she let go, it would be like a dream she had had countless times. will disappear.

"Niannian, Niannian," Xia Qingyi hugged the trembling person and put her on the bed, holding her face in both hands, letting her look at herself, "Niannian, I am here, and I will never be separated from you. "

Rong Jinnian bit his lip desperately, weeping, unable to utter a complete sentence.

"Every year, every year," Xia Qingyi kissed Rong Jinnian's eyes distressedly, "I love you so much and care about you so much, so I wish I could lock you in my world and not let you go out. "Xia Qingyi's voice trembled, "You don't know how afraid I am of losing you." Xia Qingyi hugged her in her arms.

Rong Jinnian was weak, his arms drooped, and he didn't respond. Tears wet Xia Qingyi's shoulders.Xia Qingyi's voice was right next to her ears, but it seemed to be far away, because the voice Rong Jinnian heard was so small that she couldn't even hear what Xia Qingyi was saying, was she saying that she was going to abandon her? ?Yeah?If yes, then make me deaf.Can't hear you say you don't want me, I can keep pretending, you still want me, Rong Jinnian's eyes hurt so badly, they gradually closed, Xia Qingyi seemed to be getting farther and farther away from her.

Rong Jinnian cried until he fell asleep, Xia Qingyi opened his eyes until dawn.Xia Qingyi had no doubts that Rong Jinnian loved her, but this love was mixed with too many emotions.She missed Rong Jinnian's past for so long, Xia Qingyi has always wanted to know what happened.I used to think that if two people get back together, maybe they shouldn't be obsessed with the past, but repeated reminders didn't reduce Rong Jinnian's fear of her. Rong Jinnian's strong reaction now let Xia Qingyi know that That past is a page that cannot be turned.

There is still a knot in the heart, which has not been opened.Rong Jinnian was restless in his sleep, tossing and turning in Xia Qingyi's arms.Rong Jinnian seemed to be asleep, but at the same time he seemed to be awake.Sometimes she would purr lightly, and sometimes she would suddenly raise her hand to touch Xia Qingyi. If Xia Qingyi didn't respond, she would keep writhing.If Xia Qingyi held her hand and stroked it, or raised his hand to touch Rong Jinnian's head, Rong Jinnian would shrink into Xia Qingyi's arms, and after a while, there was a faint sound of breathing. .But then, she seemed to wake up again, Xia Qingyi hadn't slept all night, and Rong Jinnian seemed to be half asleep and half awake.

It was almost dawn, and Xia Qingyi fell into a drowsy sleep. When she woke up, there was no one on the bed.