[Pseudo Comprehensive Comics] Time Ruins

Chapter 49

I open my eyes.

There is a familiar ceiling in front of me, simple murals are hung on the surrounding white walls, and the eccentric chandeliers that I have always admired are shining slightly, creating a quiet and weird atmosphere.

A place that is no longer familiar... This is my room.

There is something repressed in my chest that cannot be dispelled, and a frightening sense of familiarity slowly spreads in my heart. I seem to have remembered something just now... But what is it?

Some can't remember.

I raised my head, and the notebook I was reading just now was lying quietly on the table. I sat up and suddenly realized that I was lying on the bed.Since I didn't come up by myself, there is only one other guy.

"Real name? You're awake."

My childhood sweetheart with beautiful white hair was looking at me, and said in a very helpless tone, "You can fall asleep after reading a diary. Since you are tired, rest more."

However, the moment I saw his face, my head seemed to be hit hard by something, and the picture in front of me suddenly began to distort, and the face of the boy in front of me slowly rotated together, like a distorted scene on a broken TV , and started making noises in my ears.

"Real name? Real name?" A hand waved in front of my eyes, and I suddenly came back to my senses.Everything in front of me disappeared without a trace in an instant.Like everything is just my imagination.Raising his head, looking at Akigase's face under the light, it looked extraordinarily unreal.Seeing me looking at him, he handed me the bowl in his hand.

"I didn't buy anything today, only porridge left."

I nodded, took the so-called nutritious porridge he handed me and started eating.The taste of porridge is very good, glutinous and fragrant. "Tomorrow is Monday, right? Akigase, do you have anything to do?"

"It's not a big deal. Do you want to go to school with my real name? How does your body feel?"

I paused, obviously remembering that he said not long ago that my wife Yuno and Xuehui-kun fled together, but now he shows no interest at all.Although I had hoped that he would act like a normal person, when the moment came, I didn't know why but I couldn't be happy at all.

"I don't think there's any problem, and my body temperature has dropped." A bowl of porridge soon bottomed out, and I handed him the empty bowl. "I don't know when your cooking skills became so good."

"I can do it for you next time if I like it." Under the light, the boy's expression was an unchanging smile, without the slightest meaning.

……

I could call it a normal day, and it just went by for a few days.It's just the life I've been looking forward to.It seems that Akigase didn't help Police Officer Nishijima to investigate the case any more. He read his favorite detective novels in class. My wife Yuno and Amano Yukihiro seemed to have never appeared here in the first place, and no one mentioned them anymore. Pass.We repeat actions day after day without any change.It's like the life of an ordinary junior high school student who has never encountered anything.

——But I always feel that something has been forgotten.

It shouldn't be something important... right?

I thought so.

"It doesn't seem to be my turn to make breakfast this morning."

Akigase sighed, expressing his usual tolerance for my lazy behavior.When he came out, he was already holding baked bread and... fried eggs?

On a clean white plate, there are fried golden eggs, which are appetizing and tender on the outside.Obviously everything was fine, but when I looked at the fried egg, I suddenly realized something was wrong.

"Akigase, do you remember our agreement before?"

"Huh?" The boy who was eating stopped his hands and looked at me with some doubts. "What do you mean?"

"Just don't die that promise, have you forgotten?"

"How could it be?" After a long silence, he smiled. "How could I forget?"

"Are you thinking about how to answer my question?"

"What real name are you talking about?" Akinase smiled, and looked up at me with eyes as deep as pigeon blood stones, but there was a gentle smile in my eyes that I was not familiar with.

"I felt a bit strange from the beginning, although you were very clear about everything when you first woke up. But Akigase is not interested in the situation of Yukiki-kun and my wife Yuno, and goes to class with me every day, which is not very Strange." I divided the eggs on the plate into several pieces and put one of them into my mouth. "And he has never been able to make this kind of egg... No matter in terms of color or shape, it has never grown in all these years."

I looked at him and said word by word

"who are you?"

"Akigase" smiled, but he didn't give a direct answer to my question.He asked back: "Don't you want him to do this? And the egg thing too? Didn't you once hoped that he would ignore those troubles... especially the existence of Amano Xuehui."

"I really hoped so much. But you also said that it was just once. Now I feel that if I didn't do those things, I wouldn't be Akigase. But why did you mention Yukiki-kun?"

The young man sighed, "You really forgot it completely... If possible, I really don't want you to remember it, but there is no way to do it." He approached me, put his hands on the armrest of the chair behind me, and His face was very close to mine.The red eyes looked at me quietly, and the corners of his mouth suddenly bent.

He said, "Do you think I will forgive you for killing me?"

"you--!"

Don't think about it, don't think about it, don't think about it, as long as you don't remember it, isn't it!

But there is a voice in my heart that says, you have to face the truth.

The young man was flooded with bright red, and his fair face was stained red with blood.

--do not die!

I pulled out the blade, and his body slowly slid down in front of me.

--Stop!

"I like you."

Everything is true.

I once traveled to this world, and killed Akigase under the guidance of sin song in the first goal, but forgot everything when I reincarnated in the second week, thinking that this world is the beginning of everything.

When he had a splitting headache, he fell into a warm embrace, and the boy above his head had a familiar voice and a familiar breath. "Don't think about it if you feel uncomfortable, I don't want to force you."

——but he is not the one he is familiar with

I looked up at him and repeated the question "Who the hell are you?"

"I'm Akigase." He said, "It's just that I don't exist in reality, an existence shaped by you."

The boy with white hair and red eyes smiled.

"This is your dream."

"Let me just say... If that guy in reality, he would definitely be able to say his real name, and then he would put all kinds of high hats on me. Obviously, I am not as capable as he said." I covered my eyes and raised my head. , as if this would reduce the pain a little.I'm such a person without confidence, but there's no way around it.No matter what I am, I am myself.The me who has no self-confidence, the me who is weak and hides in dreams, and the me who killed Akigase with a sin song... are all me.

It's time to wake up too.

"Are you sure you want to leave?" He asked before leaving.

"There's no reason to stay here."

I've already remembered everything, and I don't intend to escape, or in fact, it's not very useful to escape.Even if it's Akigase...it's impossible if you don't plan to forgive me.I kept saying that I wanted protection, but I didn't expect myself to be the biggest threat.Sure enough, sin song has never been a knife to protect people.As the biggest variable in this world, I should also be a little self-conscious.I can't stay here anymore, during this time in the dream, I don't know what changes have taken place in reality.

But speaking of it this way, maybe this is the last memory of living with Akigase, even though it's not him.

In the end, the boy in the dream hugged me with a wry smile, "If possible, I hope you will stay forever. We can live like this forever without any changes."

"That's just a fiction," I looked at him, and replied with some numbness. "Thank you for reminding me. Although... Akigase may not forgive me, these are things that have happened, and I will not escape."

Saying that, it was as if he was comforting himself.

But I know that's the truth.

He didn't speak, just sighed and let go.

White light filled everything in front of him in an instant.

I opened my eyes, the girly pink room, this is the guest room where I temporarily stayed at Akigase's house, this time I really woke up.Looking at the date, I only slept for one day.The coldness in the memory, the helplessness in the memory, the despair in the memory...and distortion.Everything in the dream seemed fake, as if it was really just a dream, as if I never killed Akigase... the same.

But I know that everything is real.

I stared blankly at the ceiling for a while, then got out of bed.Akigase didn't seem to be at home, and there was no sound in the living room.

The phone rang suddenly, and when I picked it up, Amano Xuehui's excited voice came out of the phone immediately, "Real name? Are you feeling better?? Are you okay if you fainted suddenly!? Are you sick?"

"...When I come up and ask patients so many questions, which one should I answer first?"

"Ah sorry..."

The voice on the other side softened instantly, which made me want to laugh suddenly, "I'm fine...just a little anemic."

"Are you so anemic that you can pass out?" I heard him whisper on the phone.

"Anyway, as long as you're fine, then take a good rest, and I won't disturb your sleep. Can you come to school tomorrow?"

"Of course, see you at school tomorrow."

I hang up the phone.

Then I started to pack my things. In fact, many things are easy to solve after thinking about it.Especially for me, it's like if my wife Yuno wants to kill Akase, then I will kill her just to make sure Akase doesn't die.But if the danger that threatens Akigase before then comes from me

——Then just stay away so far that it's impossible to touch him.

Before I killed my wife Yuno, I was a ticking time bomb for Akase, it is impossible for me not to continue using Sin Song, otherwise I would not have more fighting ability, but relying on Sin Song's ability will let me kill Akase , I might as well seal it.

Now, I probably can't even believe it myself.

When I walked to the door, I looked back. Akigase's house was quiet, and it looked so cold when there was no one there.But I know that this room is so warm when it is full of people, as if it can dispel all the invasion of cold air.

I gently put the key on the shoe cabinet at the door, turned around and closed the door.

I saw Akigase in a supermarket not far from home. I was going to buy some food for the past few days, but I suddenly saw him.But thinking about it carefully, it was indeed easy to meet him in a place close to home, so he hid on the roof not far away, planning to leave in the opposite direction when he was on his way home.

I looked at Akigase who was shopping in the supermarket. This was the first time I saw him in real life after seeing him so many times in my dreams. For some reason, it felt like a long time ago.I watched him stop in the snack area, showing a hesitant and tangled expression, and then took out his phone.

The cell phone rang in an instant.I frantically took out the phone from my backpack and found it was Akigase's.I took a look from a distance, but found that his eyes seemed to stay in my direction for a second, but fortunately he turned around afterwards, and I breathed a sigh of relief.He comforted himself, how could he hear it so far away, even Akigase.I answer the phone.

"Real name? Are you awake?"

I tried my best to make myself forget everything in the dream, and taught him with a serious look, "You called to wake up a sleeping person just to ask if you were awake?"

"Because Xuehui said he called you, I thought you should be awake to answer his call, I just asked. Akigase smiled on the phone, and I can almost imagine him slightly curling his lips. , with a slight smile in her red eyes. "I went to the supermarket, do you need me to bring you something? "

"I thought our tacit understanding should have reached the point where we don't need to ask this question... Akigase, you really let me down."

"I don't think people who are sick are qualified to eat snacks, but I planned to bring you less, but the real name doesn't seem to be necessary?"

"...Your questioning tone is absolutely threatening me."

"Hahaha, how could it be?"

Our conversation was the same as before. I tried my best to make my voice more natural, so as not to let him hear anything wrong, but he wouldn't think of it either.

This may be our last call.

"Then I'm hanging up."

"En." Akigase responded, and suddenly said softly, "I'll be back soon."

"……Um"

After a long time, I answered and hung up the phone.

I stood in the backlight of the floor and watched Akigase walking out of the supermarket with a bag in his hand. His face was reflected in the glass at the door. Strange, like a puppet without any mental activity, but this feeling is only for a moment. He turned his back to me and walked straight towards our house.

Then I turned around and walked in the opposite direction.