Be a magical girl in the world of magic

I had a dream all night that the ice blue sea was everywhere, and when I woke up the next day and sat in the classroom, Liuli turned her pen and occasionally raised her head to see the teacher write two more words, her expression was so serious that one could doubt that she was It is not really possible to understand the national language class at the high school level.

"Why don't you understand? It's...very interesting."

After class, the little girl immediately scribbled out what she had written in class, and tore up the piece of paper along the way, her clear green eyes looked extraordinarily innocent.The Chinese characters in the Mandarin book in her hand are all marked with pronunciation in hiragana. Even if she hasn't learned it systematically, it doesn't seem to be so laborious.

Listening to the caring little girl from Zhongye Zhongyuan, she smiled and said that she really found it very interesting: "I read books very fast, so you don't have to worry about it."

If you really don't have to worry about it, that's fine.

When it was time for the next actual combat class, Osamu Dazai, who hadn't had his turn yet, slipped and sat next to the little girl, looking at sister Misaka who was earnestly learning some swordsmanship from Munakata Reiji in the competition field, and said, "Ruri-chan , I have a question, can you answer me?"

"Dazai?"

Seeing Osamu Dazai appearing suddenly, Liuli also seemed to be a little interested. She put her hands on her knees and looked seriously at the black-haired boy in front of her, nodding her head to show that she was ready.But the young man seemed a little unaccustomed to such a solemn gaze, and after turning sideways to avoid it, he shook his head helplessly: "Liuli sauce."

"Yes, I'm here."

"I wanted to ask before, are you afraid of growing up?"

The little girl's original smile disappeared little by little, and she didn't know what she was thinking of. She leaned on the steps and lowered her eyes, staring at her hands that had been mixed together at some point and said softly: "Dazai .”

"Ok?"

"What about you? Are you afraid of growing up?"

"That's a really good question. Growing up means I'll survive."

The competition field was very lively, but the two people sitting next to them were very quiet.Osamu Dazai stared at Nakahara Chuya, who had a great fight with Lu Sheng, and smiled helplessly: "Really, I always thought it would be better to die."

"why?"

"Because, it's boring, this world has already been stipulated."

Is it stipulated?

There seemed to be a ray of light in her mind, but it soon dissipated. Liuli looked up at the sky. The winter sky seemed inexplicably cold. There was no wind in the campus, but it made her shiver.

"Later, I was rescued when I failed to commit suicide. She told me that human beings are not just struggling with the established destiny. There are many possibilities in life. Dying halfway is one of them, and living to the end of life is also one of them. One. But suicide was the last roar of defiance she uttered at herself, and she didn’t think there was anything wrong with me trying to find a way to kill myself.”

"Then she really has a big heart."

"Yeah, that's right, I really have a broad heart."

Osamu Dazai laughed when he said this, with a frank but gentle look on his face: "So after that, I knew that no matter what, there would always be someone who would think that I was doing the right thing—this kind of peace of mind made me feel like continuing to It doesn't seem like a bad thing to be alive."

Peace of mind, huh?

"If Liuli is afraid that we won't love you after you grow up, then don't worry too much. I have always liked Liuli and will always love you."

If this is a boy's speech to a girl, it may make people feel that it is a sincere confession.However, there was no admiration in his words. Instead, it was more like a promise. It had nothing to do with men and women, it was just a promise made by one person to another.

【You are, will be loved. 】

However, when he heard Osamu Dazai's voice, those emerald eyes dimmed for a moment, then he raised his head and looked at the person in front of him as if smiling: "Since Dazai has said so, let me say it too. I am not afraid grow up."

"So?"

"It should be childish, or a little bit too envious."

Envious to the point of jealousy, but Liuli felt that something was wrong when she noticed this emotion.Even if there is a gap of almost 20 years between her and her, the two should still be one person.

Liuli wants to maintain this kind of life, wants to make this kind of life last so long, and wants others to surround her all the time.

To want, to get "love".

【Xiaoshan Liuli, are you lonely? 】

For some reason, she seemed to have thought of a voice, and the little girl didn't care that she was still in class, so she stood up casually, patted the ashes on her buttocks, and walked back to the teacher's room.When she returned to the dormitory, she looked at those gorgeous Lolita dresses again, and suddenly reached out and took one.The Japanese-style Lolita looks very cute, and the collision of two completely different elements brings another sense of novelty.The soft fabric and the bow match each other just right, but if you wear it yourself, it must be too big.

After putting it on the body for comparison, I took out another one. I almost happily tried on every skirt, and then took out all the accessories to make gestures. When I saw that there were earrings, Liuli stared. He closed his eyes, touched his earlobe and grinned a little.

Ear piercing is painful, isn't it?Is there no such thing as ear clips?When I grew up, I was really powerful, and I even got my ears pierced.

After rummaging through the entire closet, Liuli carefully put everything back together. When she turned her head, she found Gojo Satoru wrinkling her nose standing at the door and looking at her: "Shouldn't you be in the competition field?"

"I saw that Liuli was not here, so I came to you very worried."

The silver-haired man was still wearing blindfolds, standing there at more than 1.9 meters tall like a giant, looking up at him would feel a little sore in the neck.Liuli didn't pay any attention to it, opened a closet next to her and suddenly reached out to take out a shirt, made gestures on her body, put it back and took out another one.

They are all similar white shirts, without much change.The winter coats are also some long coats, as well as scarves. The same camel color looks very neat, but there is an extra attitude of not caring.

"What are you flipping over?"

"I'm wondering if I'm also afraid of growing up."

Hearing the voice from behind her, Liuli grabbed the wardrobe door and looked at the things inside, as if she was also thinking about something: "Teacher Wutiao, I always hope that I can live to be an adult."

Living to adulthood means that I can do many things I want to do, and those dogmas and various restrictions will no longer just frame myself.However, you won’t understand until later that maybe those “things that minors can’t do” will become “boring if you want to do it” when you become an adult.

"Is there anything Liuli wants to do, but minors can't do it?"

"Moving out to live alone, there is a job where you can exchange your physical strength or mental strength for a salary, and you can make money to support yourself."

The little girl put down her hands, turned around and looked at Gojo Satoru who was still standing there, a little dissatisfied: "Can't you squat down and talk, I'm so tired with my neck up."

"But when I squat down, I will be very tired and my feet will be numb."

"..."

Is this person, who seems to be complaining and acting like a baby, really almost 30 years old?

Seeing Wujo Wu sitting on the ground in the end, Liuli looked at his two long legs and curled her mouth, and simply sat opposite him: "So I know, I really want to grow up."

"Well, I know that too."

"But growing up is not that simple. Wu Jun, can you answer me a question?"

Hearing this long-lost address, Gojo Satoru opened his eyes slightly, and at the same time smiled and stretched out his hand as if wanting to hug her.However, when he stretched out his hand halfway, he seemed to think of something and put it down, coughed lightly and nodded: "Yes, you can ask."

"If a screw in a boat is broken, and they replace it, and the boat goes on, is it still the same boat?"

Yes, it's still that ship.

So if we gradually replace everything on that ship little by little in this way, is this ship still the original ship?Or is it just another strange ship with the same name?

"This is really... I used the trolley problem to ask you."

Hearing Wujo Satoru's confusing words, Liuli tilted her head, but saw him smiling happily: "It's a coincidence that you use the Ship of Theseus to ask me now, or in other words, this is you."

The man reached out and took off his blindfold, his icy blue eyes looked at the little girl as if he was exploring something, as if he really wanted to seriously answer his classic question.

People are growing up, and cells are growing, maturing, and dying in the process of growing up.In this process, the cells of a person are completely replaced when they are young and when they grow up, so is this person still the same person as before?

She is undoubtedly Xiaoshan Liuli, and everyone else thinks so, but the moment he sees her, he treats her and her as two people.

"I'd love to say no, but—"

"but?"

"But I don't think it matters."

"...It doesn't matter?"

"A football team is constantly being replaced, and that football team is still that football team. But Liuli sauce keeps calling me a pervert, and I'm so sad."

"Being so spoiled to a child, at least you have to restrain yourself a bit, Teacher Wutiao!"

So, no matter how you change, you are still you.

Xiaoshan Liuli is the person he loves and also loves him.

Gojo Satoru's palm finally landed on her head, Liuli didn't feel any warmth, but felt that these hands were doing everything they could to mess up her hair: "So next, what else do you want to say? of?"

"Don't mess with my hair."

"But it feels so good, I can't help but want to rub it again."

Seeing the nasty smile on his face, the little girl gave him a resentful look, and pursed her lips when she felt that Gojo Satoru's movements seemed to change from scuffling to meticulous combing.

"So what are you thinking now?"

"Hmm... what are you thinking about?"

Gojo Satoru paused for a moment, and looked at the little girl who became vigilant all of a sudden, and even jumped to the side to look at him, spreading her hands, her expression seemed a little more persuasive: "That said, there is something I really want Liuli to do." do it."

"whats the matter?"

"My birthday is coming soon, would Liuli give me a birthday present?"

"..."

Asking for a gift from a five-year-old girl, Gojo Satoru, very good, it's you.