It's hard for me as a coser

Qianqiu Riying once again felt that he had played too much, although he couldn't see what the expression of the bandage monster represented at the moment.

But compared to last time, this time he really felt that he had gone too far.

After all, in the final analysis, he is neither Nakahara Chu nor Oda Saku who knows Dazai Osamu best.Even though countless bigwigs among the netizens have almost dissected Osamu Dazai's psychology, there are famous sentences written by the cheating Oda as "a child who is too smart", and Mr. Ends with "a good boy like a god".

But in reality, Chiaki Hinkage and Dazai Osamu did just meet for the first time.

He really couldn't combine the two-dimensional male god with Osamu Dazai who could indeed talk face to face at this moment.

So the attitude has always been flirtatious, and he just said a knife casually.I didn't treat this world as a real world at all, and I had a great time playing tricks.

It was fine before, but what he is facing now is the man who lost his best friend - even if it is just an ordinary stranger, he shouldn't act like this.No, or if it was a stranger who appeared in front of Qianqiu Riying, he would never make such a mistake.

Uncovering scars is never fun.

Realizing his problem, Chiaki Hinkage didn't want to continue to see the expression of Osamu Dazai who had been stabbed by him.He pressed his hat, and said something that seemed very OOC to Chuya, "Sorry."

Qianqiu Riying really felt uncomfortable saying such words in Zhongye's identity, but he always felt suffocated if he didn't say them, and this sentence was indeed what he should say.

"Why are you apologizing to me, Chuya." Dazai Osamu's voice was light and light, and Chiaki Hinakage didn't want to think about the analysis of the percentage of the fan picture contained in this sentence at all, so he clicked his tongue and looked away no answer.

Because of the cover of the brim of the hat, Osamu Dazai couldn't see the expression on the little dwarf's face clearly, and Chiaki Hinokage couldn't see the change in the other's expression.

This is already the second time that the person in front of him has said sorry to him - no, to be precise, only this time is for him.These words flashed through Dazai Osamu's mind so slowly.

Osamu Dazai did not expect that he would encounter such a big "surprise" just by going out for a walk.

Because of his numerous achievements in Hong Kong and Heilongjiang, he spent two years clearing his name, and then joined the Armed Detective Agency with the help of the Chief Farmer of the Supernatural Secret Service Section, and got to know those interesting people in the Armed Detective Agency. new colleagues.

Today is not a special day, just a very ordinary day.During the day, I teased my colleagues, occasionally went out to commit suicide, was rescued from the river by Kunikida-kun and scolded him, and then spent the day like this.

This is pretty much his daily routine.

It's just that at the end of this peaceful and boring day, Osamu Dazai got a piece of news that made him unable to taste and describe his mood at the moment with words.

At the very beginning, Osamu Dazai thought it was a conspiracy to deal with Hong Kong gangsters and his former partner. After all, there are too many flaws and loopholes in the person in front of him. Even without thinking, Osamu Dazai can tell dozens of things that are wrong. .

But the little man with the hat, the shock he subconsciously fell into when he saw him, the words he said, and the strong emotion in the subtle expressions, all couldn't be faked.

And once he thought in this direction, he got a very incredible answer through those words with a lot of information.

Not to mention anything else, just the fact that he became the leader is enough for the former Osamu Dazai to laugh until his stomach hurts.The leader is such a troublesome position, he only does it when he has nothing to do.

Mr. Mori always thought that he would kill the former leader and take over by himself like he used to be, so he was always on guard against him.

Osamu Dazai, however, had no interest in that position.If one day he really climbs up, there must be something that only the position of the leader of Hong Kong black can do.

As a human being, Dazai ruled, did he really have a wish, something he wanted to achieve.

When the words about Oda Saku were spoken, Osamu Dazai felt that time stopped for an instant.In an instant, he understood everything before and after, and understood what happened in that world.

Just such a beautiful possibility made Osamu Dazai unwilling to continue to refute and think about the irrationality in it.

Ahh... So there really is such a world where Odasaku can live in peace and stability without being threatened by Hong Kong gangsters and the outside world at all, without having to pick up a gun again, and he can write his novels with peace of mind.

A crack was forcibly torn open in the black world, and a light that was neither warm nor bright shone in.But for creatures that have been in the dark all year round, just a little spot of light like a candle is enough to hurt the shadow hiding inside.

But that ray of light is so precious, even if it is burned or stabbed, the shadow in the darkness still stretches out its scarred and dry hand illuminated by the light.

All the gears were connected, and everything from the beginning to the end unfolded completely in front of Osamu Dazai along a line.

[Osamu Dazai] from another world knows the future that will happen due to a special reason, knowing that he will meet him in the future and understand his existence.But when Osamu Dazai realized this, his best friend left.

In order to change this ending, 【Osamu Dazai】became the leader of gangsters, removed all dangers from Oda Saku's side, and when he chose to die, he went to meet the long-standing friend in that world, but "meeting for the first time" friends.

It's just... the result of the meeting may not be so happy.

In terms of Odasaku's friendship, he wins.Osamu Dazai, who was extremely sour, began to think about the good.

But after analyzing this part, there was one thing that he couldn't ignore.Once he dies as the leader, the Hong Kong gangsters who have lost three leaders in succession will definitely fall into chaos. Only those who are recognized by the vast majority of people and can be trusted will be enough to stabilize the port mafia at this time.

Cadres must be the highest priority, provided that he who becomes the leader does not teach a direct successor.

Looking at Chuya's attire—yes, Osamu Dazai admitted his identity—you can tell that he really hasn't taught a single student.

It's understandable when you think about it. After all, they are all going to be leaders, so there is no time to teach others.What's more, in a different world, he probably only wants to save Odasaku.

Zhongye's superior position is inevitable, but according to Zhongye's sense of responsibility, he will never allow himself to be a protected leader, but will stand in front of everyone and be a protector.Just look at the sheep that used to be.

Even if you don't receive backlash, you will get the inevitable and only ending because of these reasons.

Zhong can also restrain himself from using the full form of [Dirty], but he will never give up using [Dirty] at a critical moment for his own safety.

Without the [dirtyness] of [disqualification in the world], it will only usher in the end of destruction.

The first time he saw Chuya who had become the leader, Osamu Dazai analyzed the fact that the time of the person in front of him had stagnated at a certain moment.

Whether it's hats, clothes or scarves, they are completely brand new and have never been used. The ochre-colored curly hair is bright and bright, but it lacks the luster that represents life.The azure pupils carried strong emotions, but they couldn't change their shape due to emotions, and lost their freshness.

The makeup on his face was thick but perfectly portrayed the vitality he should have, but when the other party rubbed his cheek with the back of his hand fiercely, the pale complexion that was revealed could not be concealed at all.

There is no breathing, no heartbeat, under his touch, all supernatural powers will be eliminated, so none of this can be done by supernatural powers.

What a ridiculous fact.

Obviously not human, but more like a human than anyone else, and finally ushered in the embrace of death.

Even though he is a human being, he looks like a monster and is despised by the goddess of death.

I don't know if he sensed the emotions permeating Dazai Osamu's body at this moment. The short, red-haired young man frowned slightly, and he didn't hide the disgust and discomfort on his face. He uttered words that were not harsh, and turned around and disappeared at the corner.

Osamu Dazai didn't stop him, he just felt that the intuition system was really troublesome in a certain sense.

Even if he didn't know about the problem between Dazai Osamu and Oda Sakunosuke, and only relied on a single sentence to detect something was wrong, he clearly hated the existence of Dazai Osamu so much, but he could still speak the language of apology bluntly.

And because he felt the strange atmosphere, he gave up a navigation that would allow him to directly understand the world without hesitation.

... Or rather, Chuya just didn't want to see him.

Not pure disgust, but more complex emotions.

Osamu Dazai touched his face: "Is it really that similar?"

Seeing the most hated dead person dangling in front of his eyes all the time, reminding him that this is not his world—even though he knew that the other person was not the guy he wanted to see and beat him up, he still didn't know it confused among.

Zhong also called the leader Dazai, using "leader" and "he", but during the conversation, he would be substituted from time to time, and the familiarity and unconscious empathy can be revealed in the subtleties.

He obviously wanted to mock the leader Dazai, but subconsciously wanted to see his reaction.

"It's no wonder that little man reacted like this." Osamu Dazai narrowed his eyes slightly and let out a breath.

He is thinking about one thing.Before the leader Dazai died, did he really not think about Chuya's problem?

... Or is it that person's plan that Zhong will appear here in this state?

The young man's iris-colored pupils were dark in the night, impenetrable to any light, and he suddenly thought of a key item—it was an item like an urban legend, but it did exist.

It is a blank [book], and the content written on it will become a real book.

Dazai Osamu murmured: "Cakahara Chuya is not a human being, but a safety device for Huangbatu."

"So, even if the body as a safety device collapses, it's just that body."

Osamu Dazai frowned slightly, this possibility is not reasonable enough, there are still many problems in the middle.But for some reason, he still thought of this inaccurate answer.

He thought, maybe the leader Dazai never got involved in Chuya's choice, but still left a glimmer of life for him.

The author has something to say: Dazai: Just live for Oda Tsukuru, I believe you must be Chuya.It doesn't have to be.

Sun Shadow: Koko.By the way, you directly wrote the script of the gods?As long as the Huangba is still vomiting, he will not die. Do you know that not being able to die is the most troublesome thing!

Dazai:?Of course I know

Hikage: ...you bastard!

感谢在2020-09-1323:00:14~2020-09-1522:19:45期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: Xiaofu Yigui and Naz one;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：阿戊75瓶；贝塔、冲田君激推bot30瓶；箐箐、噯、喵20瓶；死吧死吧死吧、吃柠檬的松鼠、君傒、瑶小瑶、流年七月半10瓶；安娜9瓶；完全不明6瓶；雨过天晴4瓶；恋目之夏2瓶；沉默的重土、if·首领中也、燕萝、肉袋鼠、下一秒就要死了、膝丸的阿尼甲、葡萄不带籽1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!