Where are the scumbags? [Quick Transmigration]

Zhan Ji washed off the smell of smoke and changed his clothes before returning to the hospital.He was already in a gray area, so he did everything from coercion to temptation, and recruited well-known oncologists from all over the country and even the world, even director Liu, who has seen a lot of medical team experts. , It is also the first time I have seen such a big battle, all the international authoritative teams have gathered, just to study a more secure treatment plan.

Intracranial tumors are the most difficult of all cancers, because they are often entangled with normal brain tissue, so surgery cannot be done rashly, and only a combination of radiation, chemotherapy and traditional Chinese medicine can be used.However, these methods have toxic side effects, which can cause dizziness, nausea, fever, decreased immunity, and a little weakness.

Zhan Ji left almost everything behind, except for dealing with some important documents, he spent the rest of the time by Xia Xi's side without sleep, taking care of him so meticulously that even Jing's mother had nothing to say.When Xia Xi first started receiving chemotherapy injections, she was extremely uncomfortable. She vomited so much that she couldn’t eat a bite of food. Zhan Ji was also so distressed that she couldn’t eat, but she was anxious but pretended to be extremely calm. She coaxed patiently: “Drink again. How about a sip of soup?"

As the saying goes, there is no filial son in front of Daojiu's hospital bed, and Zhan Ji's care these days is not something everyone can do, no matter how hard-hearted people are, they will soften.Although Xia Xi didn't want to drink, he didn't want to make Zhan Ji feel too sad, so he changed his mouth and said he wanted to eat fruit.

Zhan Ji immediately picked up the apple and peeled it, a little clumsily but very seriously.Serious men always have an indescribable charm, and then cut them into small pieces and serve them on a small plate, "It was airlifted here in the morning, and it is said to be very sweet."

Xia Xi took a bite, and it was really sweet, so he handed a piece to Zhan Ji's mouth.Chemotherapy drugs are not only corrosive, but also hurt blood vessels. The blood vessels on the back of Xia Xi's hands have turned purple, and the places where the needles have been pricked are full of bruises. Zhan Ji looked at the bruises on the back of his pale hands, endured the pain in his heart, and lowered his head Kissed.The wet, hot and delicate touch of the tip of the tongue made the back of Xia Xi's hands a little itchy, and his body trembled slightly. Zhan Ji then made the kissing movements softer and slower, like treating the most precious and fragile items, licking from the back of his hands to the bottom of his hands. Fingertips, before eating the piece of apple, "...it's really sweet."

"Ding——, the favorite value has increased by 10 points, and the current favorite value is 90."

The cherry blossoms outside have fallen, summer has begun to come, the sun shines into the ward, and the room is bright.

The side effects of chemotherapy drugs became more and more obvious. Xia Xi had no strength all over his body and often fell asleep during the infusion, but Zhan Ji did not dare to relax at all, for fear that Xia Xi would fall asleep and move around, and the infusion would flow out and corrode his skin .He was more aware and clear about any reaction and intention than Xia Xi himself, quietly looking at his sleeping side face, the feeling of distress that was rolling all the time flooded up again.

He really loves him, that's why it hurts so badly.If someone told him that he could trade his own life for his own safety, he would definitely trade it without hesitation.

Zhan Ji went to discuss the plan with the doctor, and Xia Xi saw Nie Tao when he woke up again.

"Xiaoxi." The man smiled at him gently like before, Xia Xi smiled back at him: "Brother Tao, I heard Yangzi say that you are very busy recently..."

In fact, Nie Tao has been here every day these days, but he is afraid to see him.He cared for the grown-up boy who was suffering, but he couldn't do anything. This was probably the most powerless and painful thing in a person's life.Nie Tao also looked very decadent like Zhan Ji, with a new ring of stubble growing on his chin, but it didn't affect his appearance, on the contrary he looked more mature.Xia Xi's smile is still pretty, although his face is thin and pale, his laughing appearance is without any fear or confusion, still like the warm sun in March, Nie Tao suddenly can't say a lot of things that he was going to say, and he just feels very uncomfortable in his heart , there was something sour in his eyes, and he couldn't help but kept rushing upwards, afraid that Xia Xi would see it and raised his head in a disguised manner, forcing the wetness down.

In fact, he couldn't see Xia Xi even if he didn't hide it, because he was shocked to find that his vision began to become blurred again. This situation had actually started intermittently before he was hospitalized.It took a long time before Nie Tao lowered his head again, coughed, tried his best to calm his voice, and asked with a forced smile, "How do you feel recently? When I came here, I heard from the doctor that this course of treatment would improve my condition. "

This was obviously a self-deceiving lie, Xia Xi also used the lie to answer with a smile: "Well, I feel much better."

After the first course of treatment, Xia Xi's rejection of the drug was indeed better, and he finally had the strength to go out for a walk.It was already summer outside, and the evening heat was still there, but Xia Xi was still wearing thick clothes, and walked slowly in the hospital garden with Zhan Ji.However, in just one month, he had lost a lot of weight, and he was even more afraid of the cold because of his illness. Zhan Ji held his cold hand and couldn't help but hug him into his arms.

Only by hugging him, feeling his cool body temperature and the rising and falling chest when breathing, can Zhan Ji gain a little stability.She subconsciously tightened her arms, wanting to warm him up with her body temperature, but she was afraid of hurting him, so she relaxed a little.The two stopped and walked until they came to the fountain in the center of the flower bed. There were a few children playing with water guns. One of them accidentally splashed water on Xia Xi's coat, and then shouted from a distance while avoiding the attack of his companions. : "Brother, I'm sorry!"

Most children are naturally fond of beautiful things. Another child looked at Xia Xi and ran over boldly and asked, "Brother, can you play with us?"

Xia Xi was a little interested, and just about to agree, but was held back by Zhan Ji, and tried to soften his voice and said in a tone that would not scare the child into tears: "This brother is sick, and he is not fully recovered. You play."

"Oh, I also got sick because of stealing ice, but I'm already cured, and my father said that I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow," the child expressed understanding like a young adult, "I will listen to my father's words in the future, and I won't eat anything indiscriminately again. Brother should also listen to his uncle, he can play when he recovers from his illness."

"Uncle, Uncle." After the child ran away, Xia Xi specially emphasized these two words, narrowing his eyes slightly like a cat with its tail up and smirking badly: "Uncle, I want to eat ice."

Looking at his rare smile, Zhan Ji felt both loving and soft in his heart, pointing to his lips deliberately and said, "I'll buy it for you if you kiss me."

"No kiss." Xia Xi shook off his hand, took two steps forward to avoid it, "As an uncle, you are so disrespectful."

The sunshine, the shade, the laughter of children in the distance and the fresh air make people feel like they are back in the green campus again.Zhan Ji also gave a rare smile, and chased after him, saying: "You actually said that to the elders, you should be punished with two more kisses."

Xia Xi immediately ran to hide, but his vision was suddenly blurred again.After a pause, his head suddenly began to ache, and then his eyes went dark, and he fell down slowly under Zhan Ji's panicked eyes.

Xia Xi was pushed into the emergency room again.

Zhan Ji's expression seemed calm, and he successfully lit the cigarette, but his trembling hands revealed his thoughts, and he didn't even notice that the cigarette burned his fingers several times, but he was still the nurse who rushed over to say that smoking is not allowed here Remind him to snuff out.

Waiting is the most helpless thing in the world, no matter how fast or slow time goes, it is a torment.The little red light finally went out, Zhan Ji stood up all of a sudden, went straight to the door of the emergency room, and stopped abruptly when he reached the door.He suddenly didn't dare to listen to the doctor's answer, because perhaps after listening to it, he would no longer have the possibility of fantasy and self-deception.

Sure enough, it is not good news.

Cancer cells have spread and recurred, which means something is self-evident.Zhan Ji stood outside the ward with his hand on the doorknob, but he didn't push it open for a long time, thinking that one day he might face an empty room and the dead silence without Jingxi...

——It was like the most terrifying nightmare, and I couldn't breathe just thinking about it for a moment.

Xia Xi was still sleeping, her eyelashes were very long, and she looked like tired butterfly wings. When she opened her eyes, her dark eyes were like the beautiful black night sky. Looking at the sloppy Zhan Ji, she was slightly taken aback. , and then tried to speak with disgust: "It's so ugly."

Zhan Ji's eyes are sunken, the new stubble on his chin is in a mess, his hair is unmanaged, and his clothes are also crumpled. Seeing Xia Xi wake up with a hint of surprise in his eyes, many words in his heart can only be merged into a distressed sentence: "... You have been asleep for a long time."

Xia Xi was not so much asleep as in a coma.His current condition is getting worse and worse, and this chemotherapy is more painful than the first time. In addition, he needs to do a new puncture.After each piercing, he was covered in cold sweat. Zhan Ji was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable, so he remembered to wipe his sweat and put on new pajamas every once in a while.

Before the second course of treatment was over, Xia Xi was so weak that he couldn't walk on his own. His optic nerve was also completely damaged, and his vision was almost completely blurred.That pair of beautiful eyes lost their agility and spirit a little bit. Facing the young man's eyes wide open blankly, Zhan Ji's heart was not just as simple as a needle prick. A feeling of wanting to cry, a feeling of about to collapse.

This heart-piercing pain even made him wonder if everything in front of him was just an illusion.

But Jingxi is not his illusion, but his whole world.It's all he has, the only living part of his life, and everything he wants to cherish the most.

Xia Xi fell asleep more and more, often throughout the afternoon, and the ward was very quiet except for the occasional beeps from the various machines plugged into his body.The cold liquid entered Xia Xi's body bit by bit with the sharp needle. Zhan Ji held his cold hand and kissed him very gently, for fear of breaking his baby.

Today, every minute and every second is like a talisman, and Zhan Ji has reached the point where he must see Xia Xi all the time before he can feel at ease. He can't sleep at night, and he only sleeps on the side of Xia Xi's bed for a day or two every morning. After an hour, or less than an hour or two, he woke up suddenly, and then nervously checked Xia Xi's condition. Only when he saw that he was still in good condition did he feel relieved.

"Ding——, the favorite value has increased by 10 points, and the current favorite value is 90."

"Ding——, the main mission three is overbearing and pampered, the reward point is 1000."

Hearing the reminder that the pet value is full, Xia Xi suddenly looked in the direction of Zhan Ji, but unfortunately he couldn't see anything clearly.Zhan Ji was about to help him wipe his body, but when he wiped the needle holes on his waist, his hands trembled, "...does it hurt?"

Xia Xi shook his head, and was suddenly embraced by Zhan Ji. It was a long time before he heard the other party trembling slightly: "If it hurts, you can hide in my arms and cry..."

Xia Xi didn't cry, but felt the wetness between his neck the next moment, and hot liquid penetrated his collar.

——It was Zhan Ji who was crying.

The man who always had a bloody back but never shed tears was crying.

Xia Xi's heart suddenly ached, and he felt that the wetness on his neck seemed to seep into his heart, making his heart uncomfortable as if being strangled. For a while, he even had a feeling that he didn't want to do the task and wanted to stay in this world for a while. Thoughts, but at this moment, the system notification sounded again: "Ding——, the value of being abused is increased by 10 points, and the value of being abused by the current favorite is 100."

"Ding——, the main task 1000 is completed without complaint or regret, and the reward point is [-]."

That's right, the abuse value obtained from heartache has always been more than that obtained from physical pain.He has been holding back his heartache all the time, just wanting to prevent the value of being abused from filling up so quickly.On the second day after the task was completed, Xia Xi felt something was wrong. The intense sleepiness suddenly made him almost unable to open his eyes. His face was flushed strangely, but Zhan Ji tested the temperature on his forehead, and there was no fever.Xia Xi gasped for a while before whispering: "...Can I skip the puncture today?"

This day was just the same as before, at noon when I had to do the piercing, and it was the end of summer outside the window, and the flowers were blooming.Zhan Ji's heart sank inexplicably, and he tried his best to suppress the trembling in his voice, "Could you persist again? After this treatment is over, you don't need to do it again..."

"But I'm sleepy." Xia Xi tried hard to open his eyes, forced himself to look at Zhan Ji's face, and suddenly seemed to see the fear and uneasiness on his face, stretched out his hand in a daze, and touched his face: " Ah Zhan..."

"...I'm sorry, I..." Xia Xi took a quick breath, and seemed to have something to say, but after saying this, the hand on Zhan Ji's cheek slid down feebly.

Zhan Ji panicked and grabbed his hand again, but he clearly felt the temperature in his palm getting colder, no matter whether it was the scorching summer heat or his body temperature, it couldn't stop it.

"Xiaoxi..." Zhan Ji opened his mouth, but his voice was stuck in his throat, only a convulsive and hoarse sound.He didn't even have tears, his eyes were obviously burning and painful, even almost bleeding, but still no tears fell.

From then on, his life stood still at the moment Xia Xi left. From then on, there was no breathing, no heartbeat, no laughter and tears, only a gloomy darkness remained.

The doctor rushed to carry out the last futile rescue. Zhan Ji seemed to have lost all his strength, and his feet went limp and he fell to the ground.Special assistant Jiang saw his body trembling violently, whimpering in pain like a wounded beast, but his low voice gave off a heart-piercing feeling.

Xia Xi, who was floating in mid-air, trembled slightly because of this, and at the same time, the huge suction made him lose consciousness.Opening his eyes again, there was the same painful cry in his ears, and Xia Xi struggled to recognize the other person's face in his blurred vision.

This is Jiang Zhanwei, the real Jiang Zhanwei, a 33-year-old man in military uniform, mature and resolute.

The blood flowed out quickly from the place where he was shot, and Xia Xi soon felt tightness in his chest, and it was difficult to breathe. He tried to open his eyes wide and looked at the man who was hugging him tightly, but he opened his mouth but couldn't speak.The adjutant behind him has already prepared his car as quickly as possible to rush to the nearest hospital. Jiang Zhanwei pressed Xia Xi's bleeding chest tightly: "Hold on, I won't let you get into trouble, we'll go to the hospital right away..."

Well, he also believes that he will be fine this time, and will survive through rescue.

Xia Xi raised the corners of her lips slightly, and closed her eyes reassuringly under Jiang Zhanwei's worried and panicked gaze.