Ten years in love with GL

She prefers small scenic towns with a strong academic atmosphere, like Bath in England.She had just escaped from a Ukiyo-e painting, and she couldn't wait to jump into the holy pool to cleanse her whole body.

How is life in the country?

Will she be sad after seeing the parting side?Or is it fortunate that her long-time stalker has gone far away?

Dong Qing took a pen and drew her face on the line paper, her little lover who was once exclusive to her, the deep and shallow hurts for so many years, the final parting, everything was so natural, but it was also heartbreaking.

Over the years, she only knew that she was a utilitarian person, otherwise she would not have chosen to marry the elder brother of the person she loves the most.At the moment of decision, did she ever think about the feelings of her little lover?

At that time, she probably just wanted to break up with her, and then marry Xian Chenghai, who is also a utilitarian businessman, as a matter of course.They were two adults who loved her dearly and who hurt her the most.Dong Qing finished the drawing mechanically, this action happened naturally, as if she had never left before.

It's a pity that when she returned to the hotel on the third day, the seemingly damaged paper had disappeared together with the mess in the room yesterday.

Enjoyyourtrip (enjoy your trip), there is only this card on the bed.

Don't think about it, don't think about it, Dong Qing closes her eyes, she accepts the punishment that should come, and the final edict without reservation.

A few friends who were busy with their careers unexpectedly got together, and everyone said that they wanted to give a break to the busy life. Like young people, they met in New York, traveled for more than ten hours, drove on the endless interstate highway, and took a nap. A moment later, when he opened his eyes again, his eyes were still full of desperation and despair.

An old classmate asked her how her hometown was different from her hometown after more than ten years, and she said: "Crowd to claustrophobic, overnight."

It's so different, you can die any time in the west, and what's worse, you may be buried by wind and dust.

The starry sky is vast, but also strange.Is it the environment or the state of mind that will change ten years later?

The red sun is at the head of the domestic time, and the air in the city is starting to dry again, no, it should be said that it has never been humid.

Jiang Yanling was so busy that she had to decide whether to recruit an intern from the school or not. An incompetent deputy editor came, and even the editor-in-chief became busy.

Sometimes drowsiness, sometimes insomnia, the sound of tinnitus can be heard even after a moment of calmness, and the most annoying thing is that you can still see Xian Chenghai "swaggering through the market" as a shopkeeper (although it is rare), this kind of anger can drive her away. The soul of the body is pulled back.

"I miss the devil a little bit," said a colleague who heard the ad.

Although unwilling to admit it, this is indeed the voice of most people.Jiang Yanling can clearly recall the afternoon when Dong Qing left, she left only a back view of her, tied with a silk scarf, as if she had never been here, like "Magic Nanny McPhee", she almost could fly in her hand the umbrella!

She must have seen herself go to the cigarette stand to buy cigarettes, come back with a cigarette in her mouth like a decadent girl, and then the most stupid picture in her life was frozen in the retina of the person she least wanted her to know!It's impossible for Dong Qing not to know that she was smiling, and the moment she turned around, she laughed thoroughly!

But she just left!Jiang Yanling couldn't bear to show weakness, so she also turned around and hurriedly arranged her own little home.

In a small dilapidated living room that was poisoned by paint, she took a deep breath. She had never loved the pungent and throat-choking reality so much.

At the end of the day, the painter Wen Zhao was exhausted physically and mentally, so he asked her, "Foreman, do you care about the food today?"

Jiang Yanling was still in shock, but the back view of "should have appeared at the airport at 04:30" was still in his mind.She appeared in my life gorgeously, and left so gracefully, as if she had never been here before.

Wen Zhao saw her flashing the lighter as if venting her anger, and hurriedly said, "Foreman, foreman... let the little one light your cigarette for you."

Jiang Yanling said, "Smoke is not a good thing, burn it."

Wen Zhao presented Jiang Yanling's copies of paintings as if offering treasures, and asked her: "What about these treasures?" Jiang Yanling glanced at them, blushed, and said, "Everything is burned." The curtain of life fell, and the next scene opened.

Staring at her nondescript oil paintings, she felt that life wasn't that bad.

Who knows.

Chapter 64 "My Favorite Aunt"

Xiaobei entered the first year of junior high school, and without his mother's control, his temper became more and more wild.When Dong Qing left, this little kid wasn't around, but she appeared at Xian Chenghai's house, which seemed natural, but thinking about it carefully...

No, the reality didn't give Jiang Yanling time to think about it.

Jiang Yanling managed to go to Xian Chenghai's house, but he was followed by Xiao Bei.

"Auntie! I want to eat McDonald's! McDonald's..." Xian Xiaobei walked around Jiang Yanling in his slippers. Jiang Yanling had one bag on the left and the other on the right, and Xiaobei helped her carry it away without saying a word.

"Where's Dad?" Jiang Yanling asked her, the bag hadn't been put down yet, Xiao Bei took her arm and said, "I went out, only Aunt Lu is at home." "Oh, I went out again..."

Xiao Bei doesn't care if Xian Chenghai calls him father, he usually refers to him as "he" or "Uncle Xian".A father suddenly appeared in a life that had been blank for more than ten years, not to mention putting it on the child, even Jiang Yanling himself seldom calls Xian Haiying a father now.

"Have you finished your homework?"

"Where can I write my summer homework so quickly... I will write it after school starts..."

Jiang Yanling was very principled, pressed her shoulder and said: "No, you promise me, you will come back to do your homework after we finish eating McDonald's, okay?" "Just once..."

"Let's agree first, otherwise I won't take you out in the future."

Xiaobei blinked her big eyes. She was a little shorter than children of the same age, and looked like a primary school student.

"Okay..." Xiaobei said waxy.

Jiang Yanling had already experienced how powerful she was when she was a child. At that time, she was still in college and was in a cold war with Dong Qing.Rather than saying that Jiang Yanling is related to Dong Qing, it is better to say that he is more related to Xiao Bei. Now that Dong Qing is far away, this child still wears his family's surname as "Minister for the Tiger".Normally, Xian Chenghai didn't have time to take care of her, so the responsibility of disciplining her naturally fell on Jiang Yanling.

In the past, it was Xian Chenghai who was too kind to her. I didn't expect that this kindness had a premise. Now Jiang Yanling is doing his best for Xiaobei, which seems to be repaying the debt.Jiang Yanling bought her a new pair of sneakers. The leather is pure white. Children are most afraid that the shoes will damage their feet if they are not worn well.Although within two days Xiao Bei would definitely be able to wear the white shoes into jet black, but she was his niece after all.

She is not only Dong Qing's child, but also a part of her family, her broken family.She doesn't want her offspring to have the mentality of being abandoned, just like Xian Chenghai who "dwells outside" all the year round and doesn't recognize her parents.

How much love does "Because of her Dongqing's child" account for?Jiang Yanling couldn't use measurement to measure his feelings, which was unfair to Xiaobei.

"What to eat?"

"Happy Meal, I want two toys..."

"Take only one at a time."

"Can my aunt accompany me to eat the paradise meal? I'll treat my aunt to eat, and I will invite you back when I save enough pocket money."

Jiang Yanling ordered two, of course she wouldn't let Xiao Bei pay for it out of her own pocket, and of course Xiao Bei couldn't save the money either.She doesn't need that much money, Xian Chenghai will definitely provide her with the best as he did to him back then.

How far has the deal between Dong Qing and him reached?Someone who can let Xian Chenghai calculate the pros and cons so shrewdly can take care of the child for her.Xian Chenghai must have guessed the "old friendship" between himself and Dong Qing, she is basically the child's guardian.

"Is it delicious? Wipe your mouth, look at you... get ketchup everywhere."

"Delicious! Let's eat again next time, shall we?"

"If you haven't finished this meal, you're thinking about the next time? Have you ever heard that children who eat junk food often will become stupid?"

"Auntie, you can't eat garbage, right?"

"I can't."

"Then why can junk food be eaten? It's called food, so there must be a reason to eat it!"

Xiaobei babbled while eating, Jiang Yanling was speechless, she said: "I also liked to eat when I was a child, and the adults told me to eat less."

"Then why don't you let me eat?"

That's right, a child has become an adult, and he can't help repeating the persuasion of the elders back then.She tasted the high-fat and high-fat french fries, and the taste was the same as that of more than ten years ago, but she was not as happy as before.

As people grow up, their original preferences gradually become tasteless.

"Auntie, do you miss your mother?" Xiaobei asked her suddenly.

Jiang Yanling immediately said: "No, why did you mention mom all of a sudden?" "Mom must miss you very much."

"Fool, mom must miss you most, you are mom's child."

"No, I know, my mother doesn't like me that much... She likes my aunt the most, even more than me."

Jiang Yanling didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said, "She's so sad when you say that. After she flies away, you must be the one I can't let go of." "But she didn't even come to see me before she left."

Jiang Yanling's heart was raised halfway, and he said, "Because you are in school." "Then does she visit her aunt?"

Jiang Yanling hesitated for half a second, and blurted out the answer: "No, she didn't look at anyone, and our treatment is the same."

She didn't want to "reduce" to the point of "competing" with her biological daughter.Xiaobei muttered: "I'm still not happy..."

"Then how can Xiao Bei be happy?"

"Hey... I might be happier if I don't do my summer homework..."

In an instant, Jiang Yanling understood that this little devil was setting her up for her to drill, and he even went halfway around the world.

She found that her intelligence was no better than a child's, and then the argument between the two disappeared.

There is a photo on Jiang Yanling's desk,