Ten years in love with GL

walk slowly. "

Sun Lanlan didn't know why, but she agreed anyway.Almost moved into the dormitory, Jiang Yanling immediately ran to the balcony to look, but Dong Qing didn't find her figure, could she be waiting for her here?

Jiang Yanling was a little terrified, Dongqing was the pendulum of her mood, the two people who lived together peacefully would be broken in one blow, Jiang Yanling hid indoors, still feeling that she had eyes from behind.She turned around, and sure enough, Sun Lanlan was looking at her.

She said, "Little Ling, what are you afraid of?" Jiang Yanling said, "I'm fine, I'm not afraid of anything." Sun Lanlan's eyes were unimaginable, and she went about her own business.

Jiang Yanling moved the mirror and looked at himself in the mirror. Was his eyes terrified and frightened?She couldn't see anything tricky, but it was Dong Qing's back under the tree that she couldn't forget.Why is she torturing herself?It's so good to get together and break up, Jiang Yanling didn't expect that the "see you again" she said was really meeting again.

She was restless that afternoon, didn't eat dinner, and Dong Qing was still standing downstairs when it was time for self-study last night. Could it be that she already knew that she was exposed and just stood there to show her attitude?Jiang Yanling paced anxiously, this move was more ruthless than a blow to the head.

"Xiao Ling, it's evening class, do you still want to go?" Sun Lanlan called her at the door, Jiang Yanling went to the balcony to look again, but the people downstairs were gone.

"I'll go, wait for me." Does she not have to go to work?Does Xiaobei not need her to take care of him?Jiang Yanling walked forward with her head buried in the book, but Sun Lanlan pulled her back by the collar and said, "I went to the wrong classroom, silly girl, where did Hun'er go?" Dong Qing felt like admitting her mistake for several days At first Jiang Yanling had to be escorted back by her roommates, but in the end Jiang Yanling walked past her blatantly, and Dong Qing would not stop her.

She has always known about Jiang Yanling's existence, but she just needs a reason to stop her.

From being worried to not realizing it, Jiang Yanling looked at her from the balcony for the last time. It felt like the process of two people falling in love. It has reached this point, what are they still thinking about?

"Xiao Ling, you have been looking at her for the past few days, is she an acquaintance of yours?" Sun Lanlan rushed over to bite her ear, Jiang Yanling shook her away and said, "I don't know her, I'm just curious." Sun Lanlan said, "Why don't we call the police?" Well, it's scary." Jiang Yanling immediately said: "No, she didn't mean anything malicious." Sun Lanlan said contemptuously: "You still say you don't know each other...Why is she standing there? Generally rushed downstairs.She walked straight towards Dongqing, who turned from expressionless to panicked.

Jiang Yanling said briefly: "Go back, let's not meet again." Dong Qing frowned and looked at her, trying to stare at her. She couldn't see enough. She observed this person for nearly a week. She smiled like a flower, watching her go from struggling to being indifferent, a process of passion and passion, for so many days, the more I watched, the more I couldn't see through it.

Dong Qing realized that she didn't understand Jiang Yanling at all, she only knew that she was a girl full of romantic feelings, just as her ardent desire for love.Didn't he just watch her grow up?She has grown up, she has her own ideas, and she is no longer a little kid who follows her sister one after another.Dong Qing desperately wanted to reach out to touch her, but reaching out was extremely difficult.

"Let's go back, let's go to each other, and don't let anyone get in the way." Jiang Yanling said, with indifference in his voice.

Letting go of the other party is good for everyone.

Dong Qing said yes, looked at the time, and said, "Don't you still have classes later?"

"Yes," Jiang Yanling said, "you go...or do you want me to take you to the door?"

Dong Qing's eye sockets were sunken, and he said dryly, "No need... I'm sorry." Jiang Yanling said, "We don't have anyone who is sorry. If we want to say sorry, I am sorry for you. I can't get over this hurdle, so I'm sorry." .”

Dong Qing took two steps, Jiang Yanling caught up and took out the two lollipops he had prepared: "Give this to Xiao Bei, she is very good, she is a good child." "She misses you a lot, Xiao Bei, that child... ..."

"Well," Jiang Yanling said seriously, "Tell her that when you grow up, you won't think about it anymore. People change."

Dong Qing touched her head, Jiang Yanling hid for a while, but let her touch it anyway.

Dong Qing said: "Lingling, I'm sorry." "Apart from this, do you have anything else to say? If not, I'll leave."

She didn't want to be hard-hearted, and didn't want to make the parting more embarrassing. She couldn't get the sentence "I love you" from Dong Qing's mouth from the beginning to the end. Is her request very high?She's not high at all, she just wants the two of them to live in peace and stability, she doesn't even want to live forever, live in the present, no one else, no children, she doesn't even care about discrimination, she sincerely wants to go all the way with Dong Qing to the end.

No one can forgive one failure after another, let alone waiting for years.

She looked at Dong Qing's back as she walked into the distance, the campus of G University was so quaint, with two rows of towering trees lining the avenue in the middle with desolation.Jiang Yanling forced herself not to look at her anymore, but the yellow light at night reminded her of Dong Qing who stopped and waited every night in her third year of high school.

It's also warm yellow, but it doesn't look warm any more.

The breeze caressed, and there was a little chill.Jiang Yanling rubbed his hands and went back to the dormitory.

There were no lights in the corridor at night, so she picked a corner and squatted down to cry.

Chapter 47

Dong Qing came home from G University and drove two wrong intersections. She suddenly felt dizzy and had to stop on the side of the road to rest.

Passing by a few walking ladies, I found the people in the car lying on the steering wheel, knocked on the glass nervously and asked her: "Comrade, are you okay?"

Dong Qing rolled down the car window and said wearily, "I'm fine."

"Would you like to come out to get some air, we all thought you were poisoned!"

Dong Qing said patiently, "Thank you, I'm really fine, sorry."

The aunts left suspiciously, and Dong Qing saw red badges on their arms, which should be from the street inspection team. There are always enthusiastic members of this kind of community.A few speeding cars passed by her, and she started the car with her head in pain.

She suddenly remembered that she had received the news of Guan Yuliang's death a few years ago. She was driving fatigued on the interstate highway. When the accident happened, the front of the car caught fire. Guan Yuliang immediately lost his vital signs and was finally buried in a cemetery.

And Guan Yuliang was her first love.

Dong Qing's memory of her is already a bit blurred. She has good-looking eyebrows, prominent cheekbones, and an inconspicuous mole near the corner of her mouth. Every time she puts on makeup, she always uses a lot of foundation to cover it.The two seem to have some similarities. When I was in college, the foreigners in the class could not distinguish the faces of the Chinese people, so they would always confuse the two.

Perhaps this is also a kind of fate, Dongqing and her came together.In the end, they broke up unhappy because her parents discovered their relationship.After that, the two didn't contact each other for a while, until one day, Dongqing remembered that it was still the rainy season, and she received a call from Guan Yuliang.

Like her name, the rain was very cold that day, but what she said made Dongqing's heart even colder.

She said: I'm pregnant, Qing.

Dong Qing leaned against the window to read the book, and was so frightened that she couldn't hold the book steady. Since she is not a man, the child cannot be hers.But she reacted like a normal man, and after a moment of embarrassment, she couldn't laugh or cry at her behavior.

Yuliang's child belongs to a boy in the same school, but she doesn't seem to intend to tell him that Christianity does not allow abortion, and a free society is also very resistant to such anti-religious behaviors. Dongqing reassures her for a while, and maybe she can return to China abortion.After discussion, she decided to return to China to deal with the matter. Unexpectedly, the process of returning to China was delayed again and again until it became impossible to delay, and the child could no longer enter the abortion process.

It must be born, but who will take care of the child born?Naturally, she didn't dare to let her parents know about the existence of the child. The time was imminent. Dong Qing accompanied her back to the country for medical examination. Unexpectedly, half a year later, she collapsed in the ward of the hospital.

She parked the car in the garage and took the leather bag from the co-pilot.This season, the city is getting colder. She is holding on to the stairs and walking with difficulty. It may be the aftereffect of standing for so long every day. When she lifts her knee, the whole tendon in her leg is throbbing.

She tiptoed in, Xiaobei was doing homework in the room, and the nanny Dongqing had invited was sitting next to her.

Xiaobei heard her footsteps sensitively, and before turning her head, she instinctively called out: "Mom!"

Dong Qing squatted down to welcome the child who was running towards her.Kissed her on the forehead, then rubbed her cheeks, and asked routinely: "Did you go to school well today?"

"Yes!" Xiaobei said proudly, "I have learned mathematics! The teacher asked us to memorize the multiplication table, it's so difficult, Mom!"

"It's not difficult, our Xiaobei is so smart..."

Dong Qing held her face in his hands, observed her eyebrows and eyes carefully, and stroked her cheekbones with his thumb. There was still a flat area there. Xiaobei was a little unhappy, and said, "Why does Mom always touch me here..."

Dong Qing rubbed her head and said, "Mom loves you so much." "Then...then Xiaobei, can I ask you one thing?" Xiaobei pinched his sleeve and said aggrievedly.

Dong Qing asked gently: "What's the matter?"

Her affectionate acting like a baby is exactly the same as Guan Yuliang's. She is obviously pitiful, but she has an unquestionable momentum. Sure enough, Xiao Bei said, "Mom, can you help me with my homework?"

Dong Qing laughed, and said: "The teacher assigned you homework, of course you have to write it yourself." "But...it's so difficult! I can't do it at all!" Xiaobei was about to cry, and the nanny went out of the room After leaving the kitchen, Xiaobei glanced at her and complained to Dongqing: "Mom Lu doesn't know anything..."

"She took care of your food and sleep, but she didn't say she would help you with your homework." Dong Qing scratched her nose and said, "You can't