Ten years in love with GL

Becoming another person, I suddenly wanted to cry, and the tears just slid down.Sun Lanlan was terrified and said, "Xiao Ling...are you really not going to see a doctor?" Jiang Yanling shook his head and said, "No need..."

Sun Lanlan squeezed her hand and said, "Are you afraid? Afraid that I will go with you!"

Jiang Yanling closed her eyes, squeezed the tears from her eyes, and said, "I'm fine... just a little sad."

There was no one else in the dormitory, so Sun Lanlan looked around, leaned into her ear and said, "You're not pregnant, are you?" Jiang Yanling burst out laughing, sad but wanted to laugh, and said, "I don't even have a boyfriend, how can I be pregnant? "

Sun Lanlan felt embarrassed and kept her mouth shut.

She slept for a while, just over ten minutes, and dreamed about many people and things.Many stories happened in childhood, she sang loudly in Chenglan's Poetry Club, went to see the sea with Cheng Shi, and the snail, the sound of empty waves echoed in her ears.She misses the sea, and standing in front of it, she feels that the world is small, let alone her insignificant self.

She urgently needs a piece of the sea to heal her, to let her understand that the love between men and women is just a cloud, and the ups and downs of life are just a drop in the ocean.

Still feeling sad in the dream, she suddenly smelled the aroma of food. She dreamed that her grandma was holding a homemade, crude Christmas cake and said to her, "Yan Ling, come over for dinner."

She heard another voice from outside the sky, saying: "Xiao Ling, get up and eat."

Jiang Yanling slowly opened her eyes, and saw her three roommates watching her around the bed.She propped herself up with only one hand, and asked confusedly, "How long have I been asleep?"

Sun Lanlan said: "15 minutes." Jiang Yanling said: "I thought I slept for a long time... I dreamed a lot of things." Sun Lanlan helped her up and said: "Don't think about it, eat your meal first."

This should be the difference between pragmatism and romanticism.

Sun Lanlan lay on the table to watch her eat, taking small bites, mouthful by mouthful, making only a small sound.

Jiang Yanling asked her, "What are you looking at?"

Sun Lanlan said: "Look at you eating." Jiang Yanling said: "What's so interesting about my eating?" Sun Lanlan said: "I always feel like a lady in Shanghai, and I am the maid who sleeps with me."

She didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said, "Where does every lady need a maid to accompany her to bed?"

Sun Lanlan changed the subject and said, "Why are you crying? You vomited so hard that it scared me. It's scarier than being pregnant."

The back view of Dong Qing hugging that girl flashed across her mind, and she said, "It's nothing, maybe she caught a cold."

The concerned eyes of her roommates made her very uncomfortable. You must know that several people come and go like a breeze on weekdays. If it is not for discussing study issues, they rarely get together in the dormitory. Today is an exception, and several girls are sitting in their own Look at her from the position.

She was embarrassed, and her face turned red while eating. A girl from Jiangsu, Bai Fangwen, said, "Actually, we are all a little afraid of you..."

This was something she had never heard before, and she said, "Why?" The girl said, "We all think that... pretty girls... are a bit arrogant."

Jiang Yanling was stunned, and after a while he was discouraged again, and said, "There's nothing to be proud of, I can't be proud."

Xu Yu, another girl from Shandong, said: "That Wang Mei...and that Chen Xianglan... are quite proud."

Jiang Yanling had no impression of these two names, and asked her, "Why are you so arrogant?"

A girl from Shandong said: "She dropped the book by herself, but she asked another boy to pick it up for her. We helped her pick it up and she didn't even say thank you."

The girl from Jiangsu said: "Also...every time she is on duty, she hides. I have encountered several times that other boys helped her clean the dry area. The health team leader also said that she did a good job... Isn't it proud? What?"

Jiang Yanling listened while eating. She didn't know that there were so many gossips in the class. She only knew how to study foolishly all day long and didn't participate in club activities.

Sun Lanlan said: "Our Xiaoling doesn't know anything, and lives like a blank sheet of paper. College students, get angry!"

Jiang Yanling was stuck in the rice grains, coughed repeatedly, and poured water heavily.

Xu Yu said: "Xiao Ling, why don't you join a club, our charity club is still recruiting..."

Sun Lanlan continued: "That's right, I didn't get up after three hours on the weekend, and my butt was burnt." Jiang Yanling said shamefully, "Your butt is burnt..."

Xu Yu had great sales potential, so he put the registration form on the table without saying a word, and said, "Regardless of whether you can get in or not, you must fill out the form first, so you don't want to lose your quota (no)."

The form said helping the poor and living in the elderly, and in turn caring and helping students. Jiang Yanling asked her what was the difference between the two. Xu Yu said: "Helping the poor and living in old people often go to nursing homes, caring and helping students is for elementary school students." What about elementary school students?She thought about it, and filled out the caring aid.

Xu Yu was greatly surprised and said, "You would rather teach primary school students? That's primary school students."

Jiang Yanling said: "Aren't elementary school students bad? How cute."

Xu Yu gave her a thumbs up, which made her feel guilty, and always felt that she had strayed into the wolf den.If you join a public welfare club, you have to squeeze out a small amount of time to participate in activities, and your spare time is all taken up, so you don't have the heart to think about it.She was playing with the pen, her stomach twitching faintly, she was too stimulated by Dong Qing today, child?Where did she come from?Is it adopted?

Dong Qing has been studying for a degree all along, so she has no time to get pregnant. Besides, if she gets pregnant, who will the child be?

Does she have a man she likes?

Jiang Yanling was puzzled, all this seemed unreal.Dongqing has a child?This alone is enough for her to go around for a while.

She decided not to think about it anymore. Seeing Dongqing's deadly attitude made her very sad. From the beginning to the end, she was alone, studying and working. Maybe Dongqing was also a withdrawn person in nature, but Jiang Yanling never saw it clearly. As a young lover, still at the age of ego, she can't understand the responsibilities and pressures that Dongqing has to bear at this age, and she can't share for Dongqing.

Jiang Yanling secretly made up his mind, if one day he could be alone...

Sadness is sad, but life will not stand still.

She is more serious than before, and she is more prone to daze.Listening and reading class teachers like to select some students to answer questions and repeat what the recordings have said.

Today's listening and reading material is "Jane Eyre". Jiang Yanling has read the original English novel no less than five times before. When the teacher assigned the listening and reading homework after class, she didn't pay attention at all.

And in order to better avoid being noticed, she chose to sit in the corner of the classroom, but the autumn sun just shined on her corner through the gaps between the leaves. Listening to the teacher observing her for a while, looking for a seating chart, Read: "Jiang Yanling, repeat what Mr. Rochester said just now." Jiang Yanling stared at the dust on the frosted glass in a daze, wondering what to write if he could write on it.In the end, her deskmate woke her up. As if waking up from a dream, she heard the teacher angrily read: "Jiang Yanling? Is that classmate Jiang Yanling in the corner!"

Jiang Yanling shouted: "Yes yes yes..."

The teacher said: "Please repeat Mr. Rochester's words, excerpt No. 206 minutes of the recording."

Sun Lanlan was sitting next to her, and Jiang Yanling whispered, "It's over... I didn't listen when I went back." Sun Lanlan quickly flipped through the reading material, and then pushed it over to show her.

"Youtorturemewithyourdoubts.Sayyes, sayyes...Godforgiveme.Andletnomenmeddlewithme.Sheismine.Mine." Jiang Yanling read without emotion, and the words were correct.

The listening and reading teacher nodded and said, "Not bad, the pronunciation is good, you can sit down now."

She sat down, her buttocks hurting.

Sun Lanlan took back the materials and said, "Rochester is really miserable. He fell in love with Jane Eyre, and he has a crazy wife at home." Jiang Yanling smiled wryly, and said, "Thank you for saving the situation."

Sun Lanlan said: "No thanks, if you are caught by sister Yasha, your college life will be difficult." Jiang Yanling turned his pen and thought, and felt that the sentence he just read was extremely bitter. , Her attitudes are not different from Rochester's.She has her own attitude, and she will also beg Dongqing to give her love, but Dongqing's attitude is also very low. How can two people who are humble to the bottom of the valley still fall in love with each other openly?

All of Dong Qing's previous relationships were passive, and she was always pursued by others. For classmate Jiang... this seemed to be an accident in her life, an accident that broke in one after another.

Doesn't this mean that they are a match made in heaven?Whose fate is so evergreen?

Jiang Yanling poked the table angrily, made a loud noise, and broke the pen.

Sun Lanlan was taken aback. The teacher on the stage said: "Which classmate has an opinion on my class?" The audience was silent, but fortunately she didn't find out who was making trouble.

After class, Sun Lanlan knocked on her forehead and said, "If you want to die, you have to drag me to be buried with you..."

Jiang Yanling smiled and said, "I'm sorry... who said that I was the companion of a lady?" Sun Lanlan said, "I'm talking about the boudoir, not the mausoleum!"

Jiang Yanling started to have lunch with his roommates, laughing and chatting about school gossip.But she felt uncomfortable in her heart. Sun Lanlan once said seriously, did someone take your soul away.

Jiang Yanling hurriedly said, "Do you still have a profession called psychic medium?"

Sun Lanlan said quietly, "I know how to read faces, but I don't do it for soulless people."

Jiang Yanling teased her, "Then tell me, where did my soul go?" Sun Lanlan squeezed her thumb and middle finger, and said solemnly, "I went for a while.